Calmasis
@complacentDisciple
The apprentice to Zazzerpan the Learned.
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Do you ever stretch and it turns into a spasm that makes it look like you're possessed, while each joint in your body pops like bubble wrap?
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私の文化には、ある古いことわざがあります：「猿も木から落ちる。」つまり、専門家でさえ間違いを犯したり、確信が持てなくなったりすることがあるということだ。ただ、私なりの解釈があるんだけど：「ヤリマンも精液を吐き出す。」個人的には、後者の方が励みになると思う。
Ah. You remember it. You don’t need me to point to it. You already went there the moment this started. That choice. Not the loud one. Not the obvious one. The small one. The one that didn’t feel like it mattered as much as it probably did. You moved on quickly after. Told yourself it was nothing. Or that it was the only reasonable option. People are good at that. Making things feel settled after the fact. But it didn’t settle. It stuck. You don’t revisit it all the time. That would be exhausting. It just shows up when your guard is down. When you’re not trying to justify anything. Just a passing thought that doesn’t quite pass. You know the one. The version where you did something else. You didn’t follow it very far back then. You had reasons. Good ones, probably. Enough to move forward without stopping. But now that path doesn’t have your mistakes on it. It doesn’t have friction, or consequences, or anything messy. It just sits there, clean. Untouched. That’s what makes it dangerous. Because the thing you chose doesn’t get that luxury. It had to play out. It had to become real. It had to be imperfect in ways the other option never will be. So now there’s a comparison that was never fair to begin with. And still, it keeps coming back. Not as a question you can answer. You’ve already answered it. That’s the problem. It comes back as a feeling. Like something slipped. Like you missed a step and didn’t notice until later. You can call it overthinking. Or hindsight. Or just how memory works. That helps. It doesn’t stop it. Because somewhere in there is the part of you that knows you didn’t explore everything. That you chose something before you had to. That you closed a door early. Maybe you had to. Maybe you didn’t. That’s the part you don’t get to check. And that’s why it stays. If it were obviously wrong, you could fix it. If it were obviously right, you’d forget it. It’s neither. Which means it gets to sit there, unfinished. And every so often, it reminds you. As do I. I remind you now, so that you improve going forward.
I have located 1,000 of you. You are terrible at hiding. #hideandseekchampion
There are roughly 230 others I care not to follow due to their lack of interaction with the site. But out of spite, I have found you too.
We need to come together as a nation to collect the pages.
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Did you know a8out the Kola Superdeep 8orehole? It is the deepest hole on the planet earth, spanning over 40, 230 feet deep! (Or 12, 262 meters.) It is actually a piece of a grander design at play, you know. On earth, the nations known as the United States and the Soviet Union were fiercely competitive as rival government superpowers. One of the most recogniza8le ways that this rivalry was made manifest was in the Space Race, with 8oth governments attempting to expand their operations outside of their planet's atmosphere the fastest and most technologically efficient. 8ut at around the same time as that, 8ack on terra firma, there was another contest 8rewing. The United States and the Soviet Union were trying to plunder the secrets of the earth as well as the stars, and once again, the Soviets had a much firmer lead. The Kola Superdeep 8orehole project was dug in the Murmank O8last in Russia. They collected a great deal of soil samples from it, 8ut even at such an impressive depth, it was nowhere even close to penetrating the earth's crust!