♦ pitied by @tiresianThaumaturge
I've locked myself in my study again... I don't feel safe in here anymore. It's becoming a place of self induced pain and mental suffer.
my choice's dont matter, im a dog
Im n0t g0nna argue with y0u 0ver this
D0nt listen t0 me i have shit taste in men
Gog What Has She Been Posting On Here
I miss her touch the way every time we were together it felt like she was molding me into a better person. Make me feel as if I was loved. The way she didn't care how malformed I was my body is finally something I'm more comfortable with but she loved it before then. She always had so much intention behind everything her very touch was addicting. I have nothing that will make me feel as good as she did #yearning #suggestive (?)
my dumbas forgor 2 clean my bottkes off the gound n i triped on them, only 2 broke but now i have glass imbeded in my fuckin legs n it hurts #gore
im in ths shity place where i want 2 b alone but also dont want 2 n proly shouldnt bc il either drink more or somethin else i rly dont trust myslef rn #substance #cw-self-harm
the wrlod mite b spinin from 1 too maney drins but it felss good so who am i 2 clplaine *complain #substance
oh oh fuk the romms spinnin 2 much #substance
i i dont think im gonna b ok
i cant belive wht im tginkin rn
getin blocked by evrry1 i know irl lol
tryin rly hard here 2 hold it together and tbh i think im doin a p good job at not seemin like my life is fallin appart n im tryin 2 break a door down
of course the weekends supposed 2 b a nonstop thundershower why tf not just addin insult to injury hre
game canceled man i suck at timin
if my liquor pantry key wasnt still friggin missin i would take a shot 4 every slur ive been called since startin cod, its 4 btw #substance
im strtin 2 think i fucked up
i dnt want 2 sleep till some1 responds but im so tird
sooo what r the odds of evry1 u know irl not respondin 2 ur text?
no 1 respondin 2 me when i had 4 friends w somethin 2 text w n 1 of them was ded? yeah ok every1 was doin their own thing havin their own crisis np but nearly a dozen ppl? did i do somethin wrong? im just confused what did i do or say is this all over me confessin a crush?
Do you think she smiles down at me from up there? Or do you think she frowns, full of remorse and regret? Do you think she remembers me at all? (( #rosessketchbook ))
wow im rly stressed lol idk why im so stresed kinda wishin i could get into my alcohol rn tho #substance
dnot b sorrryyy momma im leike thrivin and soooo happppyy teh alchogol is jsut a reward i canquit whenever i want ok
I trust your knowledge but truthfully it's fine, I know what happened and I know exactly who's fault it is. I perfer not to get into detail over how terrible I am.
i got my grippy soks on
i nned 2 get drunker b4 i go 2 bed #substance
im fonally getin the good fuzz and warm drunk feelin n not the shity misterble drunk feelin #substance
if i sltill hate myself and fel like shit tomrorow im just gonna pretend laike i dont
i dnt like myself but i liek my blod lol its pertty #cw-self-harm (implied)
I'm culling myself
i wondrr if alcohol wiudl ake this better #substances
Like. If I wanted to get my posts hated I'd post this more often. https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/898357f5b67a.png #nsfw #nsfwe #incest #twincest #strilonde
I hate it when im in a m00d but i 0nly crave a specific pers0n. Like why is my n00k s0 picky #nsfw
... Unreal Heiress, play No Children by The Mountain Goats.
ighm gonnabdrink nd smoke away myh feelingds #substances #drinkposting
givingn mmy adress 2 thebfirst person thht offers to doordashn mr mkre alcohol/joking #substances
suddenly thought about an older woman giving me e injections but acting vaguely sinister about it and i did almost pass out woah theres a new one for me #suggestive
HA0UUUUUUUUUUGHHH
oh fudk thahs a lot of blood 2 much bleood oh god oh sjit #gore
i nedd sunthin harder then bozze or pot #substance
the anxiety is killing me its like slowly being crushed by something every second ticking down i cant even slow time about it. chittr cant be slowed.
I Got To Work Better On My Flirting Skills I Suppose
I hate people talking like they know me. I hate it more when they actually do.
yea no im jus gonna pretend i didnt see that hope shell b ok tho #dashwatching #vague
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:████ "I Wish You Didn't." 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗
Cons of living in the ancient abyssal temple that was once derse: - the choir of tormented souls (very off-key) - constantly getting psychically pinged by the elders (I do not need to know that I̴̛̙̗͗͒̚s̴̢̻̲̞̖̝̞͕̳̺͑̽͝h̵̢̙͓͇̲́̓̽̈́̀͝͠g̶̭͂̏͊̌͗́͋y̶̧̜̘̮̼͉͉͊̅̋̇̽̓͒̐̒͝'̵͍͎̙̤̙̰͔̆̇ͅḧ̴̗͎̰̣͖̪̖̟́̅̄̈́͋̎̓̌̃ͅͅl̶̙̗̍̓̇̽̕̚l̷͍̿̐̔̎͝a̶̳̍̈́͗̋͊͛ş̷̦̮̣̝͖̭̀̑̔̆͠ 4608th tentacle has gotten tangled in the fabric of reality again) - unprompted visions no one asked for (they give me migraines) - the eternal call of madness Pros of living in the ancient abyssal temple that was once derse: - really good wifi connection (turns out the elder gods know their shit) - more pillows than a girl could ever dream of
greetings I am a Juju known as a memory box I lack sentience of course I just felt it right to explain myself. Your deepest memories of pain and strife have all been buried have they not? Let me recall them for you ... You need not even state your name just submit the memory below and I will recall it for you. https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSekfh6j2VgskOqseZDs9N0t5Tnb8gTKihiAPoOtJCD9yp3hmw/viewform?usp=dialog
One of the skills I have greatly improved on is typing whilst drunk. Admittedly, sometimes I will purposefully include typos so people do not mistake me for sober . #substance
I do wish my metabolism would calm down a bit. For the sake of my chest. #nsfw I guess,
I May Be An Idiot After What I Just Sent Her And Of Course For Whatever Reason I Feel The Need To Post About It Here.
CASPER IS NOT MY KITTEN CASPER IS NOT MY KITTEN CASPER IS NOT MY KITTEN CASPER IS NOT MY KITTEN
The last thing i remember bef0re dying was h0w happy i was t0 see my friend #traumatuesday
IM SUCH A FUCKING L0SER
I have n0t b0unced 0n that thang f0r way t00 l0ng... #nsfw
i have to pee so bad but shes basically glued to my side right now and i dont wanna wake her so i guess my bladders about to go off like a fucking fourth of july mishap #incest
Question: https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/70fc1217c1fe.png That's a loaded question is it not? Not only could it mean many things given the lack of context but is it even a question you want answers to? I am not fully human anymore, do you truly wish to understand all that lead to this point for some modicum of safety? I think I'm reading too much into what was obviously a joke given the your mom joke, and frankly there's no nice way to put this so I won't try, fuck you for that my mom's death haunts my nightmares to this day. if anyone wants to ask a preferably real question you can do so here: https://forms.gle/cj1dwTPGgvUQ95XF7
Apologies For The Absence, I Made The Honest Mistake Of Getting Back With My Ex A Couple Days Ago. we Broke Up Again Already, Suppose I Really Don't Know What I Expected.
https://i.postimg.cc/wvRqwT36/image-2026-05-21-045150429.png Something more personal for the late night, when most are asleep. She will never see this. She has no interest in this site. Our parting was mutual. When I was young, I latched onto her like anyone would latch to all they had. She was sweet. She was loving. She was interested. I will never doubt that what we had was genuine. But we were all we had. Once we got to Earth C, we realized we were together because of that. That wasn't fair to either of us. So we decided we would split, see if what we had was real or if we only had it because there were no other options. She is happy. I know she is. I regret it. (( #rosessketchbook ))
Too late. I'm three drinks deep right now, but I'm in the process of turning in and getting myself real comfy for some sleep.
screw #hornyposting its #lonelyposting time
Right? Somehow the vibes aren't really pointing towards #hornyposting tonight.
regettin 2 that agrement not 2 drink 2 days in a row even tho i agree with it tenically its any inebration it counds 4 drugs 2 which suks rn #substance
[Cringe Compil8tion Upd8] Altern8s are not safe, nor is long winded posting a8out yandere ownership.
ooc: also i KNOW my art sucks. i dont wanna fucking hear it ok
This Is Somewhat Bizarre To Behold And Honestly I Feel A Bit Like A What Is The Term Humans Use Peeping Thomas
I need to be touched, my god. #nsfw #substance
Are you proud of me, mother..?
Maybe I failed and ended up getting drunk again after soberign up. Sorry. Oh my god everyone must be tired of this on their dash. #substance
Might head out to have a drink tonight.
seeing people i haven't seen in years and are probably dead in my time realy hasn't gotten any less weird.
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