♦ pitied by @tiresianThaumaturge
...I've decided on my last name
⛥ One day I'm going to take my dad slash mom's substances
rly hopin i feel bettr tomorrow bc rite now...
hey hey hey hey hey hey hey I nvr picked favs here
Don't We All?
I AM ***THIS*** CLOSE TO CRACKING MY NUGBONE OPEN AND CHUCKING MY THINKPAN AT THE NEAREST WALL. URGH. AS LOATHE AS I AM TO ALREADY BE REDUCED TO ASKING FOR ADVICE WITHIN 60 MINUTES OF MY CHITTR DEBUT, I'M AFRAID SOME THINGS JUST CAN'T BE HELPED. DOES ANYONE KNOW THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH A PERSISTENT HEADACHE THAT *DOESN'T* INVOLVE OVERDOSING ON NSAIDS? OR AM I DOOMED TO SUFFER FOR THE REST OF MY MISERABLE LIFE? #SUBSTANCE
Its s0 weird t0 talk t0 s0me0ne wh0 writes s0 fancifully that it rubs 0ff 0n y0u Like I d0nt talk like this
hed hort again
hey so sorry for being gone i know u all missed me lol but uh jaspers past away sooo been taking some time away from things ill prolly b scattershot on here 4 now tho #cw-animaldeath
this beach cant keep a schedule 4 shit
I'm quickly realizing the biggest diff between me and the other Roxy's other than the green and spelling, is I don't have connection 2 the single braincell they all apparently share
... I mean, of course she wouldn't! That's silly.
My matesprit has aband0ned me 0ver a m0nth ag0 n0w. I think I'm all0wed t0 n0t want t0 think ab0ut it anym0re.
My Romantic Relationships Have Not Been Filled Out In Quite Some Time. I Should Work On That But I'm Fine For Now I Suppose.
ok thts rly nice 2 know also u can take my booze if u rly want i mean ur my mom i literlly cnt stop u from drinkin lol #substance
i dnt wnt 2 go bak 2 tht bu idk how long i hve pls hlep anyone help me
Something is wrong Nothing is wrong Something is wrong Nothing is wrong Something is wrong Nothing is wrong
i really hate being alone
i cnt i jst cant kepp doin ths i i hate fellin so scared n knowin i cnt do anythn about it n just i idk wht 2 do i feel leik a horrible prson but im uot of ideas n just laika rember the notes? can u get those? im sry #cw-self-harm #cw-suicide #substance #cw-stalking #vent #cw-mental-health
i gues 2 look on the brite side no 1 i htes talkd 2 me yet lol
i dnt desrve aal the nce n good ppl in my leif #substance
i miss her
▲striders hate me▼ ▲lalondes hate me or love me▼ ▲egberts are pretty ok▼ ▲but ive never found a harley i could call totally lame▼
valid please ignore any/all my posts
what was my first post. idk.
i'm sorry :(
still cnt belive my moirail ask me a 1am if thy could fuck my mom #nsfw
i uh i fuked up 2 b claer im safe jst fucked up
reasons 2 date me 1 alcoholic 2 employeed 3 vry chill 4 totes not upset about my friends being dead 5 ive only tried 2 kill myself 4 times 6 pls #substance #cw-suicide
bst part of void pwrs is infinite booze #substance
u know my lifes in the gutter cuz on my days off i play league
i miss bein drunk #substance
p sure i qualify as some level of disappointment but hey both my body counts are in triple digits #suggestive #violence
p sure im depressed but hey if i keep drinkin then i got zero problems #substance
Great, now I'm missing my mother again. Fuck I hate being alone.
I remem8er suffo+cating
i miss when if i died no 1 wouldve know for days #cw-self-harm #cw-suicide
til 1 of my gfs and my bff have been goin on these idk wirlwind adventures doin who know what!!!
dirk droped me off 5 mins ago n i alrdy relasped lmao thats just pathetic isnt it cant b alone for 5 mins lol #cw-self-harm
THATS NOT WHAT IM WORRIED ABOUT MOM!!!
srryy wish i culd help
i thnk the blood loss is gettin 2 me #cw-self-harm #gore
i uhh jst realized im alone 4 the 1st tiem in over a week just me n my cats this is fine
It Was Our Thirty Eighth Anniversary I Miss Her
i need to kill something tonight, feel it's life leave it's body while it slinks limply in my teeth #violence
the worst part is i don't know i generally don't know what i'd do
it's nothing i'm just i don't know it just feels like everything is hitting at once
i should be better than i am
is it bad i still can get the image out of my head? i've seen worse, hell i've done worse but it's so bad
i think i'm having a panic attack
i love my moirail and i'll fucking kill you if you do anything to them
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u knw i kinda proved i wuldnt survive a slashr lmao #horror #violence #substance
Being on the receiving end of drunk texting is less fun, I’ve discovered. #substance
ok but she also gave me a gun w the moonshine so #substance
i kepp havin nitemres #vent
i guess 2 look on the brite side ive been wantin 2 change my name 2 this 4 awhile n just didnt have a good reason 2
i don't think i've been this stressed in ages
i rly wanted 2 dm her just... finally get 2 know her, yk? but i cant bring myself 2 do it cuz if she knew what happened 2 me, i cant help thinkin shed just see the big fuckin disappointment i am like i took everythin she worked so hard 2 set in motion n somehow still managed 2 waste it all by dyin like a failure
i'm tired, can't get the taste of blood out of my mouth. #violence #gore(?)
▼i dont wanna hear shit from you, less so give you the satisfaction of being forgiven, wallow in that shit▲ ▼maybe someone will offer you a drink to get over it▲
fuk just fuck whtevr im home im safe i clened up bc i felt gross idk heres a pic 2 prove its rly me
hurts
i've got skulls to break. #violence
i'm just a dog.
shit i relapsed wow i'm terrible #substance
i'm killing them. #violence
i miss mye original rosee #substance
▼▼shove a broken bottle up your nook you fucking hag▲▲
▼... ok▲ ▼stressful time, i haven't been keeping up with it i guess...▲ ▼dont make it a habit▲
I'm assuming that's a no to positive updates...
Save the apologies for yourself, please. I know why this is something we struggle(d) with. Keep an eye on yourself, that is all I ask.
If I did not see versions of myself indulging in their worst habits on a regular basis on here, I would be a little more forgiving. You will have to forgive me in turn for not loving looking in mirrors that reflect the worst of me so often.
i just it's better to stop thinking before i do something i regret
it's better when i don't think y'know- #substance
destroy everything. #violence
-- @softlockedTherapist has disconnected --
Dying, shockingly hurts. A lot. #cw-self-harm #cw-suicide
i swear to fucking god.
can we shut the fuck up about heights who gives a shit
I'm not going to do that tonight actually, things are bad enough as is Clearly.
:33 < bless you!!! :33 < *ac even has a little handkerchief in her t33nsy paw for you!! i mean how kind was that even*
-- @uprootedGarden has been knocked out before they do something stupid --
kill.
i'm not here
...
don't talk to me.
dont let my profile name fool u im not rly a gurl lol
Don't think I've been fully sober in a month. #substances
Let the darkness from outside consume the darkness inside.
all you need to know is that im reminded why hollywood might not be cut out for me or me for it or fucking whatever youre welcome to come over and watch me drown in a puddle of my own vomit and booze
meanwhile if i had a nickel 4 everytime i accidently shot myslf presburb i could prolly buy a candy bar lol dw exagerattin a bit but i did prolly get injured more then the average roxy lol
m not ded yet but evrythin hurts an i prolly desrve it #cw-self-harm
oh oh shit i uh zoned out an i guess i relapsed i rly dnt remermbr doin this uh lmao #cw-self-harm
i mean am i even wrng when i say im nothin? #vent
staying with roxy tonight they hurt themselves, probably won't reply until tomorrow #cw-selfharm
A Gentle Note: Flowers Do Not Possess The Ability To Hold Conversations Just A Reminder For Silly Little Girls
wwhat did i evven DO did a clowwnfuck send this to try and scare me or somethin ivve eclipsed death threats
an0n asked: If y0ur chud 0f a Matesprit ever even fucking tried t0 kick my ass id tear his head 0ff and use it like a fleshlight ee asked: h0ly shit what d0 i even say t0 this @cesarianAqueduct are y0u seeing this shit? fuck y0u f0r making me have t0 tag all this mess #eeasks #nsfw #nsfwe #vi0lence #g0re #gur0 #necr0philia
alone its just 1 cooler m not rly worried #substance
guess im dealin w this now
those things r not comparable in the slightest!!!
u cant srsly b in2 my mom
idk wtf is wrong w me i feel like im breakin but im numb im holdin evrythin togethr but its fallin apart anyways evrythin hurts but i cant feel it #vent
i think the 1 boundry im rly bad at is knowin how much space 2 give some1 i fail w both givin personal space bc im 2 physicaly affectionate but i thnk i try 2 over compeste that by mayb givin ppl 2 much space if i think they need it tbh tldr roxy cant ppl vry well
ive been awake for 2 hours n all ive done is stare at a wall
i dunno why i did this lol guess i make a lot of bad ideas at the end of the month
hed hurt feet hurt back hurt hands hurt butt hurt sholders hurt TUMMY hurt evrythin hurt but like only kinda not super bad
Lets be h0nest if i knew where he lived hed be stirred fr0m his slumber t0 a naked gh0ul sitting 0n his lap at least 0nce a week #nsfw #s0mn0philia
i smel leik vodka #substance
i fel sik the roms sponin its 2 cold smethngs fuckn wrong shit i fcuked up #substance
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I've locked myself in my study again... I don't feel safe in here anymore. It's becoming a place of self induced pain and mental suffer.
my choice's dont matter, im a dog
Im n0t g0nna argue with y0u 0ver this
D0nt listen t0 me i have shit taste in men
Gog What Has She Been Posting On Here
I miss her touch the way every time we were together it felt like she was molding me into a better person. Make me feel as if I was loved. The way she didn't care how malformed I was my body is finally something I'm more comfortable with but she loved it before then. She always had so much intention behind everything her very touch was addicting. I have nothing that will make me feel as good as she did #yearning #suggestive (?)
my dumbas forgor 2 clean my bottkes off the gound n i triped on them, only 2 broke but now i have glass imbeded in my fuckin legs n it hurts #gore
im in ths shity place where i want 2 b alone but also dont want 2 n proly shouldnt bc il either drink more or somethin else i rly dont trust myslef rn #substance #cw-self-harm
the wrlod mite b spinin from 1 too maney drins but it felss good so who am i 2 clplaine *complain #substance
oh oh fuk the romms spinnin 2 much #substance
i i dont think im gonna b ok
i cant belive wht im tginkin rn
getin blocked by evrry1 i know irl lol
tryin rly hard here 2 hold it together and tbh i think im doin a p good job at not seemin like my life is fallin appart n im tryin 2 break a door down
of course the weekends supposed 2 b a nonstop thundershower why tf not just addin insult to injury hre
game canceled man i suck at timin
if my liquor pantry key wasnt still friggin missin i would take a shot 4 every slur ive been called since startin cod, its 4 btw #substance
im strtin 2 think i fucked up
i dnt want 2 sleep till some1 responds but im so tird
sooo what r the odds of evry1 u know irl not respondin 2 ur text?
no 1 respondin 2 me when i had 4 friends w somethin 2 text w n 1 of them was ded? yeah ok every1 was doin their own thing havin their own crisis np but nearly a dozen ppl? did i do somethin wrong? im just confused what did i do or say is this all over me confessin a crush?
Do you think she smiles down at me from up there? Or do you think she frowns, full of remorse and regret? Do you think she remembers me at all? (( #rosessketchbook ))
wow im rly stressed lol idk why im so stresed kinda wishin i could get into my alcohol rn tho #substance
dnot b sorrryyy momma im leike thrivin and soooo happppyy teh alchogol is jsut a reward i canquit whenever i want ok
I trust your knowledge but truthfully it's fine, I know what happened and I know exactly who's fault it is. I perfer not to get into detail over how terrible I am.
i got my grippy soks on
i nned 2 get drunker b4 i go 2 bed #substance
im fonally getin the good fuzz and warm drunk feelin n not the shity misterble drunk feelin #substance
if i sltill hate myself and fel like shit tomrorow im just gonna pretend laike i dont
i dnt like myself but i liek my blod lol its pertty #cw-self-harm (implied)
I'm culling myself
i wondrr if alcohol wiudl ake this better #substances
Like. If I wanted to get my posts hated I'd post this more often. https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/898357f5b67a.png #nsfw #nsfwe #incest #twincest #strilonde
I hate it when im in a m00d but i 0nly crave a specific pers0n. Like why is my n00k s0 picky #nsfw
... Unreal Heiress, play No Children by The Mountain Goats.
ighm gonnabdrink nd smoke away myh feelingds #substances #drinkposting
givingn mmy adress 2 thebfirst person thht offers to doordashn mr mkre alcohol/joking #substances
suddenly thought about an older woman giving me e injections but acting vaguely sinister about it and i did almost pass out woah theres a new one for me #suggestive
HA0UUUUUUUUUUGHHH
oh fudk thahs a lot of blood 2 much bleood oh god oh sjit #gore
i nedd sunthin harder then bozze or pot #substance
the anxiety is killing me its like slowly being crushed by something every second ticking down i cant even slow time about it. chittr cant be slowed.
I Got To Work Better On My Flirting Skills I Suppose
I hate people talking like they know me. I hate it more when they actually do.
yea no im jus gonna pretend i didnt see that hope shell b ok tho #dashwatching #vague
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:████ "I Wish You Didn't." 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗
Cons of living in the ancient abyssal temple that was once derse: - the choir of tormented souls (very off-key) - constantly getting psychically pinged by the elders (I do not need to know that I̴̛̙̗͗͒̚s̴̢̻̲̞̖̝̞͕̳̺͑̽͝h̵̢̙͓͇̲́̓̽̈́̀͝͠g̶̭͂̏͊̌͗́͋y̶̧̜̘̮̼͉͉͊̅̋̇̽̓͒̐̒͝'̵͍͎̙̤̙̰͔̆̇ͅḧ̴̗͎̰̣͖̪̖̟́̅̄̈́͋̎̓̌̃ͅͅl̶̙̗̍̓̇̽̕̚l̷͍̿̐̔̎͝a̶̳̍̈́͗̋͊͛ş̷̦̮̣̝͖̭̀̑̔̆͠ 4608th tentacle has gotten tangled in the fabric of reality again) - unprompted visions no one asked for (they give me migraines) - the eternal call of madness Pros of living in the ancient abyssal temple that was once derse: - really good wifi connection (turns out the elder gods know their shit) - more pillows than a girl could ever dream of
greetings I am a Juju known as a memory box I lack sentience of course I just felt it right to explain myself. Your deepest memories of pain and strife have all been buried have they not? Let me recall them for you ... You need not even state your name just submit the memory below and I will recall it for you. https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSekfh6j2VgskOqseZDs9N0t5Tnb8gTKihiAPoOtJCD9yp3hmw/viewform?usp=dialog
One of the skills I have greatly improved on is typing whilst drunk. Admittedly, sometimes I will purposefully include typos so people do not mistake me for sober . #substance
I do wish my metabolism would calm down a bit. For the sake of my chest. #nsfw I guess,
I May Be An Idiot After What I Just Sent Her And Of Course For Whatever Reason I Feel The Need To Post About It Here.
CASPER IS NOT MY KITTEN CASPER IS NOT MY KITTEN CASPER IS NOT MY KITTEN CASPER IS NOT MY KITTEN
The last thing i remember bef0re dying was h0w happy i was t0 see my friend #traumatuesday
IM SUCH A FUCKING L0SER
I have n0t b0unced 0n that thang f0r way t00 l0ng... #nsfw
i have to pee so bad but shes basically glued to my side right now and i dont wanna wake her so i guess my bladders about to go off like a fucking fourth of july mishap #incest
Question: https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/70fc1217c1fe.png That's a loaded question is it not? Not only could it mean many things given the lack of context but is it even a question you want answers to? I am not fully human anymore, do you truly wish to understand all that lead to this point for some modicum of safety? I think I'm reading too much into what was obviously a joke given the your mom joke, and frankly there's no nice way to put this so I won't try, fuck you for that my mom's death haunts my nightmares to this day. if anyone wants to ask a preferably real question you can do so here: https://forms.gle/cj1dwTPGgvUQ95XF7
Apologies For The Absence, I Made The Honest Mistake Of Getting Back With My Ex A Couple Days Ago. we Broke Up Again Already, Suppose I Really Don't Know What I Expected.
https://i.postimg.cc/wvRqwT36/image-2026-05-21-045150429.png Something more personal for the late night, when most are asleep. She will never see this. She has no interest in this site. Our parting was mutual. When I was young, I latched onto her like anyone would latch to all they had. She was sweet. She was loving. She was interested. I will never doubt that what we had was genuine. But we were all we had. Once we got to Earth C, we realized we were together because of that. That wasn't fair to either of us. So we decided we would split, see if what we had was real or if we only had it because there were no other options. She is happy. I know she is. I regret it. (( #rosessketchbook ))
Too late. I'm three drinks deep right now, but I'm in the process of turning in and getting myself real comfy for some sleep.
screw #hornyposting its #lonelyposting time
Right? Somehow the vibes aren't really pointing towards #hornyposting tonight.
regettin 2 that agrement not 2 drink 2 days in a row even tho i agree with it tenically its any inebration it counds 4 drugs 2 which suks rn #substance
[Cringe Compil8tion Upd8] Altern8s are not safe, nor is long winded posting a8out yandere ownership.
ooc: also i KNOW my art sucks. i dont wanna fucking hear it ok
This Is Somewhat Bizarre To Behold And Honestly I Feel A Bit Like A What Is The Term Humans Use Peeping Thomas
I need to be touched, my god. #nsfw #substance
Are you proud of me, mother..?
Maybe I failed and ended up getting drunk again after soberign up. Sorry. Oh my god everyone must be tired of this on their dash. #substance
Might head out to have a drink tonight.
seeing people i haven't seen in years and are probably dead in my time realy hasn't gotten any less weird.
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