Ursila Lolada
@arcaneAspirations
tEnth In thE lInE Of sUccEssIOn fOr thE mEdIUm AdvIsOry pOsItIOn tO thE grAnd hIghblOOd! cUrrEntly In trAInIng I dO tArOt rEAdIngs As wEll! shE/hEr <3 @wrIttEnrEvOlUtIOn ((pfp by @aphroditeFlush
cOlOrs 4:9 (AbrIdgEd slIghtly) "In thE End, wE'rE All thE sAmE" I cUt thE qUOtE Off A bIt EArly bUt I thOUght thE mEssAgE wOUld bE bEttEr wIthOUt
I wOUld lIkE tO lEArn pIAnO
hAvE Any crIsIs hAppEnEd tOnIght? pErhAps AssIstIng wIll gIvE mE sOmEthIng tO dO
It's UnfOrtUnAtE I cAn nEvEr gEt mysElf tO rEmEmbEr thAt I shOUld spEAk mOrE fOrmAlly. I AlwAys spEAk sO lOOsEly, fAr tOO grAndIlOqUEnt wIth my vErnAcUlAr whEn In rEAlIty I shOUld bE swEArIng mOrE... sIgh AnOthEr thIng tO wOrk On sO I mIght shOw my dEvOtIOn tO thE mEssIAhs In spItE Of All thIngs.
(SHITS^OKAY^SIS!!^AS^LONG^AS^YOU^BE^KEEPIN^IT^IN^YOUR^PUSHER^THEYLL^BE^ALL^UP^AND^UNDERSTANDIN!!^(0:=)
(ALWAYS^HAPPY^TO^BE^LIFTIN^ANOTHER^MOTHERFUCKER^UP^WHEN^THEY^BE^NEEDIN^IT!!)
my fAcE pAInt fEEls wrOng tOnIght I thInk It Is bEcAUsE I skIppEd mAss...
(( The ability to pity a post instead of liking it on chittr has poisoned by ability to be normal on other social media I keep looking for the pity button ))
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(( we really do need a pity button everywhere else huh
(( fr, its actually so helpful to have such expression to reactions without having to comment
Chittr's 4 methods of response truly have opened my eyes to a range of expression, instead of a linear scale.
I wIsh I cOUld mAkE A lIttlE tImE cApsUlE Of OUtglUt As It cUrrEntly ExIsts nEvEr lEt It chAngE nO OnE EvEr dIEs, nO OnE EvEr nEEds wOrry... pErhAps A rEcrEActIOn? I prObAbly hAvE thE rEsOUrcEs And cAEgErs tO dO sO, If I AskEd It Of thE clUrch bUt It stIll wOUldnt bE thE sAmE
wE ArE dEAlIng wIth mOrE dEAth AgAIn...
I dOnt knOw hEr, UnfOrtUnAtEly pErhAps It mAkEs It EAsIEr fOr mE tO fOcUs On thAt InstEAd Of my Own prOblEms, whIch, mAtEsprIt chIxIE hAs tOld mE tO spEAk lEss frEEly On
Oh, thAt- Is vEry gOOd thAnk yOU frIEnd jOEy pErhAps wE shOUld spEAk...
It Is nIcE tO hAvE slEpt sO wEll lAst nIght... I wOndEr whAt mAtEsprIt chIxIE dId whIlE I wAs AslEEp
I mUst mAkE It vEry vEry clEAr I Am nOt lEAvIng thE clUrch I wOUld nEvEr fOrsAkE thE mIrthfUl mEssIAhs I jUst- I cAnnOt AccEpt bEIng fOrcEd IntO An EArly ExIlE, And bEIng sEpArAtEd frOm EvEryOnE I lOvE- If, thAt mEAns hIdIng frOm thE pOwErs thAt bE UntIl thEy cAn cOmE tO thEIr sEnsEs thEn sO bE It, bUt I stIll lOvE thE mIrthfUl mEssIAhs And wOrshIp thEIr grEAtnEss!
>--D=I=am=incredibly=grateful=to=hear=that=lady=Lolada=haha=:)//<
Its fAstEr tO rUn AwAy frOm sOmEwhErE thAn yOU wOUld thInk I Am nEArly bAck tO OUtglUt
>--D=I=hope=you=are=even=if=what=you=are=doing=appears=to=be=seditious=sometimes=our=paths=through=the=hemospectrum=can=be=paved=with=seemingly=traitorous=actions=I=am=sure=you=will=find=a=way=to=integrate=back=to=the=spectrum=with=your==matesprit=and=will=be=okay=by=the=end=of=this=all=haha=:)//<
mAnIc Am I jUst bEIng mAnIc? I Am wOrrIEd I jUst, mAdE A tErrIblE mIstAkE mAybE I cAn tUrn bAck nOw mAybE thEy wIll fOrgIvE mE whAt If thEy dO nOt
well. this is all for 7our matesprit, right? 7ou should make it to her pla(e first before 7ou de(ide, i think
>--D=I=am=a=bit=confused=about=what=you=have=run=away=noble=lady=Lolada=the=modern=day=politiks=of=purplebloods=are=beyond=me=as=they=should=be=but=I=am=sure=whatever=choice=you=have=made=could=not=be=that=controversial=haha=:)//<
o°~teeheehee~°o i would strongly advise you turn back, dear cousin :•> o°~teeheehee~°o
OH SHIT >80 WE// GOOD /UCK >8/ IF THERESS ANYTHING YOU NEED IM SSURE YOUR PA/SS AROUND HERE CAN KEEP YOU MOVING AROUND ENOUGH TO AVOID COMSSEQUENCESS FOR A WHI/E AT /EASST >8/
I... ApOlOgIzE cOUsIn I jUst, hAvE thIngs I mUst dO Im sUrE thE mEssIAhs wIll fOrgIvE mE
o°~teeheehee~°o may the messiahs guide you home when you inevitably realize you are lost :•> glub honk honk |-|~[]~|\|~|< o°~teeheehee~°o
I rAn Oh mEssIAhs Oh mEssIAhs I cAnt bElIEvE It I rAn AwAy I hA hAhAhA Oh stArs I dOnt thInk thE mOOns hAvE EvEr lOOkEd thIs prEtty https://cdn.ImgchEst.cOm/fIlEs/1592b882f05f.png
hahaha. breathe deep, ursila. that's the smell of freedom. i'm proud of 7ou
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i am g1ad urzi1a. [END MESSAGE]
((tune in to the music to set some mood :3c , on repeat if you're a slow reader)) ((warning long OOC glimpse into Ursila's story)) [ha...haha... you sure enjoy your silly little people on the palmhusk...] [you sigh as you sit on one of the many antique velvet couches of your hive. It's quiet, a terrible kind of quiet, where you can hear the squakterrors caw as they circle the shore outside just as clearly as the thoughts in your pan] [maybe going to space won't be so bad, you've been preparing for it all your life, a chance to be at the side of the Grand Highblood, being the physical form for the many ghosts that advise him. One night you too will be one of those voices, eternally helping the clurch, the serving the messiahs. You would be the tenth, though you don't even know if the ninth has passed yet.] [you had found the perfect metaphor for it earlier. It's like waiting for an execution date. not knowing when or if you're going to die.] [even if you wouldn't die, a part of you will, the part that has blossomed over the last three perigrees] [a voice calls to you from the distance, as your eyes flicker between shades of purple] ursila, there is a call in for you from the flagship. it may be time to go. [you look up towards a ghostly visage which looks eerily like you, same horns, same face paint, just much older. That grim expression which you can never remember her holding anything but still stands placid upon her face. The Medium, first in the line of succession, and your mentor. Your stand in for a lusus over all these many sweeps] mUst I trUly gO? [you speak in a soft voice, a light tremble underneath it as if you were on the verge of tears] do not be foolish girl of course you must this is a great honor, one you have trained your whole life for would you throw that away now, for a gutterblood you met a few perigrees ago? [you grow quiet, your shoes suddenly turning into the most interesting thing in the world right now. You can still see the reflection of the window you were looking out of in their shiny face as your mentor speaks up again] answer the call, I must inform the remainder of the coven, i trust the call will go well and you will be on your way soon [the medium hesitates, glancing back at her pupil. Young and fragile, but talented and sharp. She will make a fine medium one night, she thinks to herself, as she quietly slips away into the dark halls of the ancient hive.] [being a good medium however is the last thing on your thinkpan right now. you glance up at that window, light softly shining out of it as tears begin to well up in your eyes. you can't do it. you can't, you shakily rise to your feet, and glance once more at that window. Somewhere out there, your matesprit is sitting, waiting for you to come back] [maybe, you can just go back] [just go back to her] [regardless of the lost opportunities, of the consequences, of anything you have learned from sweeps and sweeps in the clurch. you don't care, you couldn't care less about any of that.] [your legs move before your mind, but it begins to catch up. by the time you are out into the halls, you think about the kindness you have been shown. by the time you reach the door you think of the time you spent with your friends, and as you get into the moonlight, running across the bridge off the little island your hive sits upon your hair being lifted by the breeze, dress flowing as if it was urging you back, you think of your matesprit, that beautiful concert where she yelled into the mic until her throat went horse, and jumped until the stage nearly buckled. the only thing you leave behind being the tears that fall down your face, twinkling in the moonlight before falling to the stone path] [and you keep running] [off into the night] [not once looking back] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_UFbeWe4BM https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/150d1ba3d47a.png (( ill do more ooc posts like this, since Ursila doesn't really talk accurately about her personal life, but, teaser is that we never did find out what they were gonna say on that call from the flagship. Hope you enjoyed. )) #mirthfulchittr #ooc
Ah yEs thAts thE fEElIng Its lIkE wAItIng fOr An ExEcUtIOn dAtE... I fEEl lIkE OnE Of thE mArtyrs In my bOOks, hAh, hOw sIlly
I wIsh tO dAncE In thE mOOnlIght AgAIn Its sUch A bEAUtIfUl nIght OUt...
I thInk thAt dIrEctIOn Is whErE chIxIE's hIvE Is... I hOpE I cAn rEtUrn tO hEr sOOn sUrEly thE mEdIUm wIll nOt dIE, yEs? And I wIll bE spArEd thE fAtE Of An EArly ExIlE... https://cdn.ImgchEst.cOm/fIlEs/b89fA2249069.png
cArnIvA;s 5:32 thE mEssIAhs wIll sEE Us thrOUgh thIs, thEy wOnt lEt OUr wIckEd kIn rOt, nEvEr.
[☠︎︎] WELL YOUR BODY WILL ROT IF YOU'RE A MORTAL BUT YOUR SOUL IS DEFINITELY GETTING TAKEN TO THE AFTERLIFE IF IT HAPPENS THATS FOR SURE [☠︎︎]
nO I Am bEIng thrEAtEnEd wIth An EArly ExIlE… sEpArAtIng mE frOm my mAtEsprIt
I ActUAlly, shOUld I cOntInUE my wOrk fOr thE clUrch, hAvE It bOUnd tO thE plAcE Of my dEAth And bEcOmE An EtErnAl spIrIt scrIbE UntIl thE vAst hOnk I… hAvE mIxEd fEElIngs On thAt
✦I am sϕrry tϕ hear that. Is there anything i can dϕ? Yϕu have my suppϕrt, friend✦
UnlEss yOU cAn gEt tO thE flAgshIp dArk cArnIvAl And prEvEnt thE dEAth Of thE 9th mEdIAl AdvIsOr thEn nO, thErE Is nOt mUch thAt cAn bE dOnE OthEr thAn wAIt And sEE If shE lIvEs
✦I dϕ nϕt think it wϕuld be wise ϕf me as a lϕw blϕϕd tϕ gϕ tϕ the dark carnival. I'd be anϕther blϕϕd splatter ϕn the wall.✦
✦But listen, I may nϕt knϕw much abϕut the carnival but i believe things will be ϕk. I prϕmise. I knϕw the wϕrds ϕf a randϕm gϕld mean nϕthing but..better than nϕthing right?✦
✦dϕnt be a stanger Ursila. Gϕϕd ϕr bad, try tϕ keep cϕntact alright?✦
thE mEssIAhs wIll gEt mE thrOUgh thIs
thE nInth mEdIUm Is nOt dEAd yEt, shE Is jUst vEry InjUrEd And clOsE tO dEAth... wE wErE OrIgInAlly sUppOsEd tO hAvE AnOthEr thOUsAnd swEEps bUt lIfE Is lIkE thAt sOmEtImEs...
>--D=I=am=sorry=lady=Lolada=but=think=about=it=this=way=you=can=be=matesprits=with=Chixie=while=also=being=a=medium=instead=of=becoming=one=without=her=by=your=side=so=you=can=go=through=this=together=haha=:)//<