Ursila Lolada
@arcaneAspirations
tEnth In thE lInE Of sUccEssIOn fOr thE mEdIUm AdvIsOry pOsItIOn tO thE grAnd hIghblOOd! cUrrEntly In trAInIng I dO tArOt rEAdIngs As wEll! shE/hEr <3 @wrIttEnrEvOlUtIOn ((pfp by @aphroditeFlush
It hAs gOttEn tO thE tImE Of lIght whErE my grUbtUbE rEcOmmEndAtIOns InclUdE vIdEOs mEAnt tO bE slEpt tO I hOpE my slEEpIng mUsIc Is nOt tOO lOUd fOr mAtEsprIt chIxIE
I wOrry sOmEtImEs thAt I Am tOlErAtEd by OthErs InstEAd Of lIkEd Or, thAt pArts Of mE ArE cOnsIdErEd nIcE EnOUgh tO kEEp And OthErs tO bE IgnOrEd... I sUppOsE, It Is UnfOrtUnAtE thAt I Am jUst OnE pErsOn thEn...
Oh gOOdnEss... I hOpE AskIng thAt dId nOt OvErstEp... nOw I Am All wOrrIEd...
<action; statement input; statement: if i was upset with you, my coding wou|d probab|y report it if i did not input; statement: i |ike ta|king to you too, ursi|a! />
Oh, wEll, I stIll knOw nOt... pErhAps thE cOdE Is wrOng, Or, A fEElIng Is mOrE cOmplEx thAn It UndErstAnds bEsIdEs, I try nOt tO rEAd IntO thEm It fEEls A bIt InvAsIvE Of yOUr prIvAcy...
<action; statement input; statement: i underst& input; statement: it might he|p to know that i turned that setting on purposefu||y to he|p prevent peop|e misreading my words input; statement: peop|e wou|d c|aim i was genuine|y upset or angry when i was at most annoyed, & it got tiresome input; statement: i can turn it off whenever i |ike />
Oh! I thOUght It wAs fOrcEd UpOn yOU If, thAt Is nOt thE cAsE thEn... I wIll rEAd thEm mOrE clOsEly In thE fUtUrE! It Is lIkE hOw I bEgUn mAkIng my fAcsImIlE fAcEs (I wAs lAtEr tOld thE tErm Is 'EmOtIcOn') OUt Of symbOls tO shOw If I wAs smIlIng prOpErly whEn I sAy sOmEthIng! thE sAmE As I dO whEn In pUblIc, In hOpEs It cOmfOrts thOsE Of lOwEr hUEs ArOUnd mE!
<action; statement input; statement: i do have a sma|| amount of contro| of parts of my coding, & that is one of them input; statement: thankfu||y input; statement: i w w w error:inputdenied />
<action; statement input; statement: i wou|d |ike to use more emoticons, but i often do not have the time to put down more than words input; statement: i |ike the ones you use input; statement: they suit you />
<action; statement input; statement: i am okay. input; statement: he|m attention was ca||ed & it yanked my focus away, so the response posted />
Oh, I sEE... I Am glAd yOU lIkE thEm! :) I wAs tOld thAt I shOUld try fAncIEr OnEs, Or pUt A clOwn nOsE On thEm, bUt, I dO nOt wEAr A clOwn nOsE yOU hAvE A smIlE In yOUr prOfIlE pIctUrE, sO If I wIshEd tO ImAgInE yOU smIlE I nEEdnt UsE fAcsImIlE I lOOk thErE whEn yOU sAy yOU hAvE A pOsItIvE EmOtIOn! :)
<[emotion_detected: joy] action; statement input; statement: i had not considered that peop|e cou|d just |ook at my picture when it says 'de|ight' or simi|ar! input; statement: hehe i fee| a |itt|e bit si||y now input; statement: i think it makes sense to keep yours simp|e. it is more accurate to avoid a c|own nose & such if you do not wear 1 />
thInkIng AbOUt thAt vIdEO I sAw AbOUt A pUrrbEAst thAt hAd A rArE blOOd typE And hAd tO bE trAnsfUsEd bArkbEAst blOOd whAt A prEcIOUs lIttlE kItty dOEsnt EvEn knOw Its gOt AnOthEr spEcIEs blOOd In It
bEIng UndEr thE sUn sOUnds IncrEdIbly scAry I nAry thInk I hAvE thE pUshEr fOr sUch ActIvItIEs
Is EArth c nIcE? nOt thAt I wOUld EvEr gO thErE bUt... I'm jUst cUrIOUs
it is! the sun is a lot less lethal, as is the wildlife
Oh, thAt AlsO sOUnds, qUItE nIcE I Am, pErhAps nOt A fIghtEr dEspItE my cAstE...
thAt Is whAt my mEntOr wOUld tEll mE! And thAt I wOUld bE wAstIng my tImE lEArnIng skIlls In A bOdy I wIll Only bE AllOwEd tO UsE hAlf Of thE tImE bEst tO stUdy fOr whEn I Am EvEntUAlly dEAd
I'vE gOttEn mysElf A nEw drEss, It's nIcE tO sEE my tAIlOr OncE AgAIn I fEEl wOndErfUl And clEAn AgAIn shE dIdn't EvEn Ask AbOUt thE wOUnds, whIch wAs vEry kInd Of hEr
wOUld A strIng bIkInI bE OnE knIt Of strIng Or...
sUffErIng 18:58 “rEmEmbEr lIl sIs, EvEn yOUr wOrst nIghts whEn yOU’rE thE wAstEchUtE Of thE jOkE, lEAst yOU gOt thE mEssIAhs lAUghIng At yOU, crAckIng grIns And gIgglEs whIlE yOU wIpE thE mUd OUt yO fAcE” #scrIptUrE #mIrthfUlchIttr
thAt wAs OnE, vEry bAd tErrIblE nIght
my pAn AchEs tErrIbly... At lEAst thE EvEnt wAs nOt tErrIblE thOUgh thEy dId hAvE A sAcrIfIcE I'vE bEEn tryIng tO AvOId thAt, bUt, I thInk thEy AssUmEd It wOUld bE AlrIght thE IndIgOblOOd sEEmEd, Oddly hAppy tO bE thErE..... I nEEd tO wAsh my drEss AgAIn
wOndErfUl vIOlIn mUsIc Is whAt I Am lIstEnIng tO On my wAy thErE
action; statement input; statement: i was |istening to vio|in music a few |ight shifts ago! input; statement: i |ike it a |ot
Isn't It? I'vE bEEn cOnsIdErIng lEArnIng thE InstrUmEnt sO mysElf And mAtEsprIt chIxIE cAn plAy thE sOng I'vE bEEn lIstEnIng tO A lOt lAtEly, tOgEthEr wOUld yOU lIkE tO hEAr It As wEll frIEnd lIAlyI?
[emotion_detected: curiosity] action; statement input; statement: yes, a|though i wi|| not be ab|e to |isten to it easi|y unti| the |ight shift input; statement: i may sti|| try to |isten to it ear|y input; statement: i have been using vio|in & c|assica| music to try to |earn music theory by osmosis
I dO nOt knOw If It Is pArtIcUlArly clAssIcAl... I sUppOsE It sOrt Of Is! wIth A mOdErn twIst tO It... dO nOt gEt In trOUblE jUst tO wAtch It hOwEvEr my frIEnd, I wOUld fEEl tErrIblE https://www.yOUtUbE.cOm/wAtch?v=k_UfbEwE4bm
At lEAst my wAlk tO thE gOOd brOthEr's hIvE Is nIcE thE mOOns ArE sO prEtty tOnIght I sUppOsE, I Am lOOkIng fOrwArd tO bEIng On thE pInk mOOn EvEntUAlly, thAt wIll bE qUItE nIcE. I wIll mIss AltErnIA bUt nOt All thAt mUch...
Oh, thAt mUst bE sO sAd... I wOUld mIss bOth Of my mOOns whAt cOlOr Is yOUrs AcqUAIntAncE jAcE?
Oh thAt sOUnds vEry nIcE... I wOUld lOvE A cOlOr chAngIng mOOn hUmAns hAvE sUch nIcE thIngs dOnt thEy blEssEd bE
Ah... Im bEIng cAllEd In tO wOrk... thEy knOw I jUst wEnt tO thE clOwnfEssOr thE nIght bEfOrE yEs? I... sUppOsE I cAnnOt lEAvE my brOthEr wAItIng... blEssEd bE
bAkIng Is vEry rElAxIng As An ActIvIty I gEt sOmEthIng tO dO wIth my frOnds, And As A rEwArd I gEt swEEt trEAts.
[you would usually be so excited to see another clown on the feed, but, instead it just makes the wounds on your back ache more...]
mAkIng A nIcE lIttlE brEAkfAst I Am mAkIng pAncAkEs thEy wIll bE dElIcIOUs
A MOTHERFUCKIN GREAT WAY TO BREAK FAST! I'M GONNA HAVE SOME WITH FRUITY FUCKIN PEBBLES ON IT.
I'vE bEEn tIrEd All nIght, thE lIght Is cOmIng bUt mAtEsprIt chIxIE Is bAck, And I fEEl mUch sAfEr slEEpIng In hEr Arms lIkE shE cAn prOtEct mE frOm thE wOrld
I sUppOsE It wOUld bE In my bEst IntErEst tO fInd A mEdIcUllEr tO fIx thE scArs... As my tUtOr AlwAys sAId, Its ImpOrtAnt tO lOOk yOUr bEst, And nOt sUlly A schOlArs bOdy wIth A wArrIOrs scArs...
thAt wOUld bE nIcE... I'm, stIll UnsUrE, I thInk I jUst flInch A lIttlE lOOkIng At It
I hAvE... nOt Up clOsE, I dId nOt wAnt tO Ask In cAsE It wAs A sEnsItIvE tOpIc... I thInk, I wIll gEt mInE rEmOvEd... I cAnt gEt my mEntOrs wOrds OUt Of my pAn
I... thInk It Is bEst I nOt spEAk my OpInIOns On thE mAttEr...
I thInk I fEEl A tAd bEttEr I wIll mAkE sOmE tEA nOw ApOlOgIEs If I brOUght dOwn thE dAsh's mOOd OncE Or twIcE, thAt wAs nOt my IntEntIOn
only thing that matters is that you're doing 6etter, darlin'.