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it's okay 8en I'm also confused
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most people dont.
...i refuse to accept that as a possibility. eugh.
i just don't think he shOUld be that tall. it dOEsn't mAkE sEnsE.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthank y0u. i tthink it wi|| make my |izp w0rze f0r a bit but tthat iz a|right. [END MESSAGE]
<3-Tell-you-what.-I'll-be-more-tolerant-and-trusting-of-them-when-the-clowns-give-me-back-my:-Eye,-lusus,-and-first-love.
I don't fight with father he tells me to do shit and I do it
It is possible, in a sense. There are many ways to erase a memory. Hahaha. No no, I am mostly joking. I knew exactly what you meant. I also wish I could just kill it with my brain hands. Thank you.
Something they don't tell you about trauma is that after being traumatised enough times it starts to get really. Fucking. Annoying. Yes yes I'm shaking and terrified despite absolutely nothing happening, yes I'm reliving the same moment in my head, yes the thought of anyone even coming close to me is making me feel ill, yes my emotional processing feels stunted and everything is like pins and needles in my pan. Can we move on already? Do you mind? Get out. Get the fuck out of my head already. I've done this dance before and it's boring now. LEAVE.
And digging so so so deeply into the lyrics and why they work for me personally as... Well. I'm feeling a little like a puppet on a string right now.
This is just sad. And gross. Mostly sad.
They're saying insane shit tonight, Ben.
I'm s-o-o-rry y-o-o-u th-o-o-ught it 8(
⦓ ... Well I haven't uh. Killed him. I was about to start something and he said "hey, kid, go put some music on or something if you're going to be annoying in the corner of my vision" so I. Uh. Put some music on. I can't tell if I'm a coward or if I was changed to be this obedient but either way it just kind of happened without my say-so and now he's criticising my music taste??? ⦔
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthank y0u. my zympathiez f0r tthe azpectz tthat make it hard tt0 read. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i mizz my zi||y |itt|e friendz. which iz tt0 zay tthe pe0p|e 0n chittr. zigh. [END MESSAGE]
at least for a few hours, pro8a8ly. I’m not giving my pan any chances to 8ring that shit 8ack
nah, I’ve got hivemates, and my lusus is already here with me. just. sucks haha
I looooove waking up screaming from a daymare that feels so real you thought it was happening ♡ I’m up now. what’s the vi8e what’s up Chittr Nation.
man I remem8er when I tried to chase my ancestors legacy as a gru8
[BEGIN MESSAGE] caper... i have been z0 kind tt0 y0u. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] benjin i am zcared. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] may y0u be b|ezzed by tthe w0r|d breaking y0u. may y0u zurvive tthe b|ezzing & break tthe w0r|d. #qu0te [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] maybe i wi|| g0 back tt0 being chittr-free tthat waz very freeing actua||y. [END MESSAGE]
I often find that having a single song on repeat does not help with the lack of sleep. But it does keep me awake. Which is why it doesn't help with the lack of sleep. We are beyond that point, however. Sun's going down. Day's begun. Sigh.
Who the fuck says "owning the ple8s" anymore? Put down the key8oard, I've completely lost interest. I for one have some self-respect at least. 8yyyyyyyyeeeeeeee.
:> This only further justifies my ide^ to be on gu^rd during the c^mping trip bec^use if ^nyone or ^nything d^res so much ^s look ^t P^sc^l funny during th^t time, I’m not responsible for my ^ctions. <:
I need to turn my 'puter off actually.
I mean no, but I'm waiting until an appropriate time to have a fucking meltdown about it.
evverythin i chit is the product a thousands a hours spent philosophizin at high tide in a damp dark corner a my respiteblock callin my mad babble "anythin" is a deservvice to my tropical fevver induced insanity classic indie l
pl♤usible. but i would m♤ke people p♤y extr♤.
No be nice to him that was funny.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i underztand duzkie giving me her 10cati0n. becauze zhe iz juzt z0rt 0f 1ike tthat. i am ztrugg1ing a 1itt1e m0re with pe0p1e wh0 are ab0ut tt0 meet a mutant. f0r examp1e. it iz n0t even tthe f1eet a10ne tthat iz tthe pr0b1em. it iz tthe fact i have tt0 anzwer quezti0nz and i cann0t 1ie. [END MESSAGE]
I WILL NOT ANSSSSWER THIS QUESSSSTION.
Don't bother with that one, Ben. They're just gonna nuh uh themself into the ground.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i tthink y0u c0u1d have perhapz managed tt0 c0mp1iment me with0ut bringing tthe he1m int0 it. but tthat iz fine. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] unzure. it iz weird. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... tthank y0u. [EMOTION: zurprize. embarrazzment. c0nfuzi0n. curi0uzity.] [END MESSAGE]
THATS,WHAT,IMM,SAYING,I,MMADE,A,POST,ABOUT,IT,ALREADY,CONDEMMNING,THOSE,THAT,WERE,TURNING,IT,INTO,A,SEXY,FUN,MMANNER,I,DO,NOT,AGREE,WITH,DOING,THAT
Oh. Because I fuck around w/ Caliborn sometimes ig
I was unaware of who you were referring to before naming them, and can suppose my replies could be interpreted as hostile. I can assure you, they were all genuine.
I wish that was me... I wish I could know nothing ever..
They're sayinf if you make a typo on chittr you have to die immedia
Go play with the other Cas
Now why is it that no one in this bitch of a multiverse dies and stays dead????
One day I will go a whole week without the topic of cults being brought up by someone.
It's true. Adjusting your expectations and responses to figure out how jaded is too jaded and how soft is too soft is a lifelong process. Good luck.
Cosmic fuckheads stop calling Casper "Little [x]" challenge impossible.
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Hey Guys It Wasn't A Migraine It Was Just Pure Evil Saying Hello No Big Deal Back To The Daily Raisin Haha.
I am sooooo snuggly safe
ah fuck
i said it before and i'LL say it again. there will NEVER be another phutnr fucking guynax. if she makes a clone of me i will legit slime that shit out frame 1. even the robot pissed me off, man.
[MY AN#E$TOR RAI$ED ME #JEALOU$????]
whatebber we move on
Yyou don't have to apologize.. I shshould be thanking you, really.. It's refreshing. Ssometimes I forget I'm nnot just something to be culled.
can’t believe i’MM gonna get that MMotherfuckin tall gog daMMn this is like a half vaguepost it’s like if a vaguepost n a regular post had a grub together
.,I don't feel safe answering that question
I felt bad immediately. But as well know, can't delete fuck on this site.
Grumble grumble grumble. #grumbleposting. catfishing.net #709 - 10/10 🎉 🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈 🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈 #illdomyOWNtrivianight
◌ That is a good philosophy to hold. Those sorts of videos do little for me, but I will try it if nothing else works. Thank you. ⧂
◌ Tolight may be sleepless. I tried. I may have to just work through the day and deal with the consequences. ⧂
i think the reason i dont have big reactions to things anymore and just fake it is cause my bro always tried to get a rise out of me for no reason
huh. 7eah, i see that. also whups i kinda did that
He's like. A roach kind of. Because heart players can be a fucking biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch to deal with. Hey how come your Cas dresses like an eboy lmao
c< 2 wHOever it was, tHat left tHat faygO at My dOOr, iM gOiNg 2 Kill yOu, i waNt yOu 2 KNOw tHis #NOtatHreat #butaprOMise >c
REJOICE!!!!!!!! Maybe this was a bad time to Send This. There is a LOT GOING ON.
I can't worry too much about that memory, though, because I've posted worse. Surely. Surely. And it sounds fake, I don't remember that. I don't remember that and I don't forget. I don't forget.
I knew one, he was friends with the guy I have the eyeball of
goregle search how to destroy all lycaons forever and ever
He's just standing there in his workout clothes eating out of a container of cold leftovers He's going to hurt me today, I know it.
^youre right i just think this is how he copes with the everything>
FUCK. Tell them I'll blow people up for them.
c< #KaraMasAMA @featHerbeastOppONeNt asKs: wHy is yOur text grey but everytHiNg else purple. aNswer: 4 readability! aNd because i Hate beiN a purpleblOOd, ill be sO fucKiNg 4 real tHaNKs 4 tHe questiON! >c
^letscall them #myguys> ^because how am i the only one that experienced both????>
┋i┋have┋been┋using┋it┋the┋other┋way┋around┋my┋entire┋life┋i┋cannot┋believe┋no┋one┋has┋pointed┋this┋out┋to┋me┋before┋now┋
I haven't slept in my room alone since Rori and I settled on the <> thing. There's also Morty when he doesn't need to be quarantined from #thegerms. It's just one of those inescapable things.
Nightmare. I'm better now.
DEL: Respond ==> esoht teg ydaerla t'nod I emussa ot uoy fo dlob...
Honestly the worst part about the sleep paralysis demon is the grin that goes on forever.
I am Casper cozy in bedman vibing
Yeah in your case that's insane.
Sorry, You're Stuck With That One I Can't Help You There.
i d0 n0t kn0w wh0 needz t0 hear thiz but a bu1ge ph0t0 iz n0t a c0nverzati0n ztarter. #nzfw
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Any(x)ne wh(x) has this quirk specifically, heh, well let just say they can't be trusted. x) #ifyouarereadingthis #thispostisnotaboutyou
why would you post this now whats up with that
I am surrounded by people who look like they eat iron for breakfast. 😔
Well. That's not. His best. That's just how much he did. Idk his best.
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^what the fuck was that> ^no i shouldnt even> ^time to go to sleep>
I have been there, my friend. It is alright.
,,,there'$ $o much frontloaded,,,into thi$ $tatement,,, ,,,(º ◡ ⊝),,,
✐ᝰ I don't like that one, so. ᝰᝰ
by some law of the joke un1verse 1 th1nk shed f1gure 1t out faster wh1le be1ng asleep than awake. just a hunch
the fact that 1 have to s1t on her l1ke a su1tcase to make sure she doesnt go outs1de to get blasted by the sun 1s, safe to say, not what 1 wanted to be do1ng r1ght now
I read book and watch movie all the time. :( Be nice to me.
...restrictions restrictions restrictions...
...aaaaah, yeah no, see that's the thing about being a member of a caste that's been all but eradicated and force-conscripted into the fleet...
,,,your $adne$$ i$ not,,,reciprocated,,,i feel nothing for herd animal$,,,
The saddest thing is all of this is actually true.
Let's Play Twenty Questions, Where You Ask Me If I Have Any Tattoos And I Emotionally Shut Down. #notpositive
^one day you are going to be minding your business at your place of work and an inconceivably evil purple blood is going to abduct you and ruin your life and you're only going to be able to hear this chit over and over and over in your head the entire time>
nightmught
The Sedreks can't get you where you are.
Well, start by abducting a bunch of guys. Torture them in your torture hive for about three sweeps. ??? Profit.
i could but im not really that bothered if people know. i was mostly making a joke. i assume people will have some common sense when talking to me.
If I've ever #traumadumped on one of your chits just know that I'm sorry and I didn't want me to do that either.
How to get a clown to stop worshiping yov.
^put a finger down if your future seeing ancestor wrote a ton of prophetic journals that after hundreds of sweeps fell into the hands of some sick ass clown (that wants to become god but thats another story) so he grubnapped you literally right out the cavern and then like TWO SWEEPS after you got away from that shit your bitch ass ancestor's stupid big fucking still alive moirail's self uses a DIFFERENT journal to also abduct you>
The best part of having an eidetic memory is that I never have a chance to forget #the horrors. :)
No, it's fine. My bits are normal.
look between freezing and being lightheaded i might not think in a way that rlly makes snese
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[smiles then runs away but after a few seconds you see me fall onto the concrete]
ohhhhh that's unfortunate :(