Haze.
@notthatMysterious
Don't think too hard about it. They/them. Call me whatever you want as long as it isn't actively insulting. The only rule for interacting with my posts: Be nice to ormici.
Apologies for misbehaving about the topic. I'd like to say it poked at a sore spot for me and I'm stuck between rage and making tactless as a coping mechanism but I think I am genuinely just tired and wishing it would stop already, there's not really much excuse. I hope she can be safely recovered with minimal lasting trauma and/or damage. I need to rest or I'll just get more annoying. Good luck to everyone involved except of course the perpetrators.
if you would like to talk through your coping mechanisms, emotions, and harm reduction, my office is open.
what? who? why? nevermind that. you do not need to visit my office, literally.
i apologize for the harm that they caused to you, and to the profession. but, i suppose i am a little "out there" in terms of the profession. i focus on fixing the problems, not being a second-rate mediculler with an excited prong on the drone button. i will not force, nor further entice you to speak on these issues.
The likelihood that the sleep deprivation is making me act out is not zero.
Hindsight is 20/20, as they say. And, it is easy to get khaught up in the fervour of indignation when these situations are a khommon okhkhurrenkhe.
Mmh... I would say the opposite, you have a personal stake in the matter due to being a vikhtim of a similar trauma. It is understandable for you to be upset that others have not taken your present rekhovery as a warning. But, hm... It may be for the best to rein it in, as there is likely little we khan do but wait and hope. Exhausting as that sounds.
I have nothing pleasant or appropriate to say other than none of this is Xandra's fault. Even if she walked out fully of her own accord, against recommendations... From my understanding of the situation, this was someone she's not seen for a long time, who she thought was dead, and who, once upon a time, she cared about. Of course she's going to be conflicted. Of course she's going to be curious. That being said, mind control is also quite likely. And she will still most likely be needing assistance. #dashwatching
See, this is why I cannot invite my ex. She would see this and ask me if I wanted to roleplay it for fun, and I'd have to tell her people will actually show up to kick her ass. And she'd laugh, because she could probably win that fight. Still, I don't particularly want anyone to think she's actually doing that and show up to defend me from a threat that doesn't exist. Very "boy who cried howlbeast". Definitely can't let her on the site.
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Sigh. Do we tell the concerning pathetic ex that they're going to get their ass handed to them if they do this, or...? This is difficult to watch. #dashwatching
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... So is this another pathetic ex type situation or something more concerning? #dashwatching #vaguepost
you aLLso catching a big whiff of another kidnapping on the horizon
wouLLdnt be chittr without one i guess. we gotta start banning peopLLe who are just a bit too weird about an ex reLLationship here
guess beating them with hammers is our onLLy option ¯\_(-v-)_/¯
It is a CONCERNING pathetic ex situation
I'm about, I just have very little to say at present.
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There are good people in the world.
I have stopped watching videos that make me mildly paranoid. I don't know why I put them on in the first place.
I find it a little funny that the signs lower on the "iceberg" are actually... Well, less concerning. They're just a little less common. One of the higher signs was mentioning over 180 deaths, while one of the lower ones was "waving children, please wave back". I suppose they're graded on rarity or the iceberg maker's favourites, rather than actual threat.
... Alright, a lot of these signs are not that scary. This one unsettles me a little, though. Do you know where the bears are?
<<"i think i would know where they are because i would say goodbye to each of them before leaving,,">>
nnever met a bear i c0uuldnnt hanndle..
<<"they're big fluffy,,, i would be their friend i think >u<">>
"Your brain is not very good at recognising whether or not you're breathing in oxygen." This is true. Odorless gasses are a very good way to kill someone in a sealed room. The simple solution to avoid this is to avoid being in a room thats easy to seal.
Watching a video titled "The Scary Signs Iceberg, Explained". Its mostly just listing and going through various concerning signs, what they mean, where they are, and so on. Why am I watching this...?
<<"i think it would be scary if a sign had a ghost or perhaps a ghoul of some sort,,">>
<<"walking down spooky street and yelping when i see the sign at the end of it,,,">>
Hmm... I know a sniper, perhaps its about time to have him train me. I'm reasonable with a firearm but it might be good to get more accustomed to even longer-range weapons too.
if you ever need a man with a bigass shotgun. you know who to call.
Some people enjoy keeping secrets. Personally, I do not. And yet, it is my brand. Sigh.
a little birdie t0ld me y0uu were "all secrets".
Third favourite animal, go.
iii liiikeee... tuuurtleees aaand tooortoooiiiseees... thooouuugh iii knooow theeey aaareee diiiffeeereeent... iii dooon't waaant tooo giiiveee oooneee preeefeeereeenceee oooveeer theee oootheeer wheeen theeey aaareee boooth veeery cooooool :)
New question. What is your second favourite animal? Not your favourite. Second favourite. Runner up.
If you had to pick a favourite non-mammalian animal, what would you pick?
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Prevent hangover with one simple trick. Don't drink. 7 sweeps clean enough (I do not count a single glass on a rare occasion as a relapse. Moderation is fine.), but I spent 5 of those in captivity with no access to drink at all so lets only count two of those. I can't claim I put in the effort there. #substance
Recovering is going well. As long as I'm the one initiating the touch, it doesn't panic me anymore. I will admit I still flinch when someone else touches me, but... Grubby steps. Little by little. We'll get there. I'll be back to myself soon.
