Rose Lalonde
@tentaclesTherapist
My sleep schedule really needs to get itself together. Alas, the moonlit sky always calls for me with a peaceful yet mischievous glint. Iconic for a light player, the sun is nice, but the darkness is when I shine.
I will politely keep myself quiet to not overload the Lalonde pile. Also because I am so hungover. #substance
somethig about seadwellers.
A bit drunk. Fighting to urge to drink more. But I have things to do. Tomorroww #substance
could alvways do one vwery handsome thing tonight ;) #suggestivwe
=3:) ! mean he/h!m buut ! d♡n't m!nd fem!n!ne ♡nes°°° D♡n't ask why°
Damm, getting back to this late. Mind if I do one handsome thing multiple times tonight to make up for it? #suggestive
Is it too cliche to enjoy autumn as much as I do?
wh0 cares if it is? are people sn0bby about the fucking weather n0w?
hell no fall is a gret season!
sorry that came 0ff mildly insane. the th0ught of weather having fand0m culture flashed through my mind and i felt myself start tw0 crash out.
I’m on vacation. :)
I believe I took my medication twice today. Oops. It’ll be fine, but my heart rate is a bit quicker than I would have hoped. That afternoon nap is being quickly ruled out.
I am honestly quite sick of vodka, it makes me not want to drink because it tastes so bad even with mixers. But it’s also the only thing I drink that doesn’t make me deal with way too many cans. Sigh. #substance
c< wOuld yOu liKe Me 2 MaKe yOu sOMetHiN? >c
Only Drink On Occasion Personally, I Am Much More Of A Rum Girl However.
I was prideful in fixing my sleep schedule and waking at 6 am yesterday. Tonight, I awoke at 1 am with a nightmare, and to distract myself, spent 5 hours watching media. Sisyphus’ eternity is simply a blip compared to mine.
Welcome to boulder time, we have several rocks needing rolled up the hill for restless folk.
I wish I swam more before the weather started to get colder. Though some of these swimsuits are regrettable choices.
thres always indoor pools
Being shown off would be nice.
Do you prefer a pedestal or a pillory? #suggestive
The balance beam I walk with a dancer’s grace, stood between ego and insecurity. Self sabotage and inaction.
It is a shame none of my friends are particularly fashion forward or opinionated on my appearance. John, I adore you, but “i think you always look nice :)!” Is unhelpful. Dave, so is “you could go bald but we have no idea how your skull looks under there and you could be totally egg shaped so let’s settle on you having hair”. I am starting to think I need more female friends. Though Jade has such thick, long hair that I’m intimidated.
i'm not female but i dress up from time to time and can lend some advice :)
i can give criticism, i mean i'm self conscious about a lot of things about myself... but also therapy is helping me be less of a uh suck up
I’m happy you’ve started doing that, then. I’ve never been to therapy but I do know a fair bit on the subject at least. It’s nice to hear you’ve benefitted.
i mean i know it's not for everyone, it's kind of a personal thing. you know i didn't even want to do it and tell meenah made me probably for the best
I should post another photo of myself sometime. But here is a hair update. It has gotten longer, yet, though it seems to be stagnating more than it was before. Perhaps I’m imagining. It is not a concern to me because I honestly do not know how long I wish to grow it out. I am hit, however, with the striking realization I do not know what to do with my bangs. Do I keep them? Do I grow that part out too? I simply have no guidance here.
It is one of those days where everybody is getting on my nerves, alas. But I suppose that’s what happens when you decide to get a job.
The urge to go rollerblading has struck me. Or, rollerskating? I am honestly not positive on the difference. Or, rather, on which one I should try.
Well I was in a situation where I could just make ice through alchmizing things, still never really had a practical use.
My point was that I do not know how to rollerblade/skate, not that I do not have access to ice. They’re just very different things, from what I know.
I went to the aquarium today. Happy to report there were squids abound. Within their tanks, they moved as though trying to tell me something. Alas, I had to break the news that tentacle therapy must be booked weeks in advance, and thusly I must disregard their problems until they book and pay. Such is the way of the world.
Seeing a drunk version of my mother in a dream bubble is a good way to make me consider sobriety. #substance
Being on the receiving end of drunk texting is less fun, I’ve discovered. #substance
Is it so wrong for a girl to talk about Freud as her main psychological basis for her layman’s analysis? I know most of it is bullshit, but it’s more fun to imply Freudian things. This is not my career, it is simply my passion.
Also, nobody knows what anything else means. I cannot call something Watsonian. I get a bigger reaction name dropping Freud.
shouldnt name dropping things people dont get be more impressive my rose admitted sometimes she made names and shit up just waiting for someone to call bullshit on her despite her being right
Ah, being compared to alternates of myself, everyone’s favorite activity. It’s very circumstance based. For example, if I’m talking to Dirk, he’ll know what I mean so I can just discuss actual varied psychologists and philosophers. In terms of making things up, your Rose has made an obvious blunder if she plans on revealing that fact all over the place like she has to you. If I ever did something like that, I wouldn’t give up the game so easily. You’re also misunderstanding the purpose of analysis if you think the purpose is to come off as ‘impressive’. I’m already impressive. Wikipedia psychoanalysis has nothing to do with it.
impressive as in theyll listen to you more people than youd think know that freud is bunk also she didnt mean to tell me she was drunk sorry for the comparison i guess
They already listen to me. It’s not like I’m going to strangers on the street telling them I’ll fix their lives, you know.