
Rose Lalonde
@tentaclesTherapist

Seeing a drunk version of my mother in a dream bubble is a good way to make me consider sobriety. #substance

Being on the receiving end of drunk texting is less fun, I’ve discovered. #substance

Is it so wrong for a girl to talk about Freud as her main psychological basis for her layman’s analysis? I know most of it is bullshit, but it’s more fun to imply Freudian things. This is not my career, it is simply my passion.

Tonight is one of those “girls nights” I have heard so much about. I will be internally keeping note of how many cliches appear.

Roxy is having me try on her clothes while the spice girls play and I have never felt so out of my element.

It is sort of jarring and amusing to see aesthetics made of my lived experiences. I was 8 in 2004 so it wasn’t like it was my peak years, but I saw a post from someone saying they were meant to live in 2004 earth, and it was just jarring to me. I suppose time is less strict because of the world being essentially destroyed and reset, but it still makes me feel old to watch people talk about it as an ancient era.

I was just hit with a strong memory of a book series my mother bought me that I never ended up reading. The first book was called “TTYL” by Lauren Myracle. I remember thinking it was likely too girly for me because of the acronym. Later on, I’ve learned it was banned in a lot of areas. Huh.

As a seer, my insight into the future is near absolute. With this said, I have a magic 8 ball. If you would like to ask it something, please comment and I will tell you what it says.

Putting my monster energy drink into a coffee cup so I look aesthetic about it.

I was going to wish everyone a good morning, but it’s rather late in the day, isn’t it?

I don’t need glasses, but I have a pair of non prescription ones I got for a Halloween costume a while ago. It is amusing and depressing that I’m one accessory away from looking like a sarcastic best friend in a highschool coming of age movie.

I had a dream where I was forced to drive myself home in a friend’s car despite still being very inexperienced in driving. It was not fun.

Someone should call me a good girl for drinking a glass of water between my alcoholic beverages. #substance #suggestive

Girls really do just wanna have fun.

I feel as though people get immediately concerned when they see a Rose drinking on here. But for the record, the last 3 times I went to drink as part of my routine at night, I ended up deciding I didn’t want to, and putting it away. I don’t know how this happened, actually? I feel as though I’ve been maintaining a healthy level of drinking the last few months. I keep expecting to worry myself too. #substance #cw-addiction

I should not drink more until I eat. But also. Also #substance

I simply cannot order take out again. I have to be brave. And wash one dish.

Men are facinating beasts.

I went out to buy clothes with Roxy today so I suppose I am introspective on it is all. We went bra shopping and waiting for her to get fitted while the helpful worker just pulled something off the rack for me with barely a glance was a form of psychological torture they must practice.

Sometimes I wonder if revealing clothing is a waste for me to even purchase. What is the appeal of a crop top for somebody with no chest or curves? I hardly think people are interested in staring at a stomach. Although, I do know some people are into that. #suggestive tag for safety.









