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@turntechGodbird
she/her part bird part human part sword. all sprite. not much else to say on the matter ((common content here: substance abuse, nsfw/e, mental health problems, suboptimal parenting))
its so fucking embarrassing to go from never crying to feeling like im gonna cry over the smallest shit nearly every other day is there a way to get rid of crying as a feature forever
i think they just wanted my blood cause it looks cool
theres a lot of shit not concretely known about sprite biology though so not sure what taking my blood actually does for telling my health its gotta look wild from a what the fuck happens when a girl is also a bird and also sort of a game construct perspective
they took my blood and asked invasive questions and i didnt even receive a sick bracelet in return this shit is rigged
in a doctors office against my will do they let you go if you pretend to be dead
actually? damn i was just joking cause why would they let me go for that
i mean they usually take you to the morgue first but after that you can break out easily
descant strider
upside of glowing all the fuckin time are the moths
might fuck around and be pleasant to talk to for a change
theyve yet to manage to drag my ass to any kind of doctor despite saying it would happen soon im not gonna let them track my migratory patterns i dont care how sick the bracelet is
sleeping is a great way to pass time even though my ass doesnt need more than a few hours per night and i dont feel any more well rested after
calling me depressed is so goddamn boring theres far more interesting and accurate things to call me
i gotta tear my feathers out
went outside earlier and didnt realize i was near some vulture hang out spot until one started picking at my feathers and ngl i wasnt gonna do shit about being pecked cause ive got a fresh roadkill look about me lately but after a few minutes i realized that fucker was trying to haphazardly preen my wings what the hell
so apparently vultures suck at flirting you can still kick their asses
being passively suicidal funny as fuck sure im not gonna do anything about it ever but hey you never know
dave has started trying to give me a high five every time he says shit he knows i hate and im not sure what hes gaining here but i dont like it
lame as hell to admit the sun not being out affects my mood
i think jade once told me we are all plants and thats why daves are so moody i defended us by asking if shes ever even stepped outside in texas in any season theres good reasons to stay inside but you can open the curtains at least maybe you can get one of those sun lamps?
are doctors generally chill if you kubrick stare them the whole time and also refuse to answer their questions
iif ii knew the bar wa2 that hiigh ii would have triied harder. iin my experiience iif you fully 2hut down they miight briing a nur2e iin for emotiional 2upport and try two offer non-2peakiing way2 of communiicatiion before 2ayiing two try agaiin another day.
theyre gonna try to force me to go to the doctor soon this is fucked up my not goin to a doctor for years streak is gonna end
okay so best way to avoid doctors is really simple actually, camouflage yourself with your surroundings during the hours the doctor is open and only come back when their closed
still mad about my hair something about it being a weird mixture of feathers and hair depending on the spot means its got a set fuckin length i guess
my #tits hurt whyd no one tell me thatd happen
Ibuprofen helps, any pain meds you can get ahold of work as well though from experience.