@bummelBoogie — #musequest
man, if i thought seeing future selves was weird, talking to them is extra weird. i (an kinda see how it'd be disorienting enough for people to default to "fu(k m7 future selves"
it’s disorienting to see m7self walking around. i still have those anti-splinter urges.
new week, new land. land of bells and p7res. time. [atta(hed is a pi(ture of a fantasti(al land. a vast ne(ropolis stret(hes a(ross rolling hills of ash gra7 stone. in massive towers hang bells of a pit(h bla(k metal. flames burn in massive p7res in the distan(e.]
international lesbian da7. lesbians, lend me 7our power so i (an figure this out
#aspe(ttalk 4/12: void the more and more i learn of void, the more and more ridi(ulous “void is nothingness” seems. it (ertainl7 does skew m7 anal7sis some that this is the loudest fu(king void land i’ve ever been on, but i think it’s tr7ing to tell me - and get me to tell 7ou - something. not that void doesn’t have nothingness on it, but it’s a shell. a surfa(e level evo(ation. void is nothingness in the same wa7 that breath is wind, 7ou know? void is… well. ever7thing, 7ou know? ever7thing outside a small (ir(le of “importan(e”. and the more 7ou spend in the darkness, the more blinding and pointle...Read more
seer of void is a reall7 bad (lasspe(t to give to someone with adhd, let me tell 7ou. it's so eas7 to get distra(ted. there's so mu(h there
good thing i have a((ess to an al(hemiter, be(ause i super did not bring enough paper here to take all these notes normall7
found the quest. “the land is besieged b7 information overload. ometeotl’s transmission towers fill the sk7 with meaningless noise, drowning all thoughts. the seer of void must go from tower to tower, dis(overing meaningful absen(e different from mere nothingness, and filter the noise to find the se(rets within.”
i don't think m7 seer powers (an rea(h outside the session to other universes. that's a shame.
time to get m7 s(r7 on. let's see what gazing long into the ab7ss has to offer besides the ab7ss gazing also into me
it's quieter at m7 spire, at least.
one of the broad(asts is a number station. when it said 67, i swear to god one of the underlings i was fighting did the six seven hand thing.
new week, new land. land of stati( and se(rets. void [atta(hed is a pi(ture of a fantasti(al land. the sk7 above is bla(k and white stati(, like a dead tv. underfoot is piles and piles of magneti( tape, s(rambled and (rumpled, leading to the shore of a pit(h bla(k sea. brutalist (on(rete stru(tures poke out, (overed in meaningless graffiti. in the distan(e, lights glint off a broad(ast tower.]
bo7 i’m glad i don’t have a neurologi(al (ondition that makes it hard to (on(entrate, or this land being loud as fu(k might piss me off
seer of void sure sounds like a (lasspe(t that sa7s “he7 7ou’re gonna go blind”, doesn’t it?
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he7 a(tuall7. when do i get minions. wh7 do lords get minions while muses don't. lords are the ultimate a(tive (lass! the7 do ever7thing themselves! it's the passive (lass that works through others! this is bullshit. i should have minions.
oh. fate’s done waiting around. i (an feel the pull
tired. but it might be over soon. tomorrow, right? then i'll move on
#aspe(ttalk 3/12: doom i owe ever7 doom pla7er an apolog7. this su(ks. this su(ks so goddamn mu(h. ever7 thought is leaden with hopelessness. m7 bod7 feels so heav7. i’m so tired. i thought life pla7ers were the mightiest. and the7 are, ph7si(all7, what with life being the aspe(t of health and power and strength. but doom pla7ers have the opposite of that. their aspe(t is a fu(king albatross around their ne(ks. and still the7 (ontinue. still the7 thrive, even! the7’re the strongest of us all. and now i have to be that, too. one step at a time. one da7 at a time. i’ve (ome this far. 7ou’ve (ome this...Read more
wonder what 7amrtu's doing while i'm out here s(urr7ing around the land. an7one have an7 ideas?
i feel like i haven’t been around mu(h these past (ouple of da7s. i feel like some opportunities to rea(h out to friends are slipping me b7. but also i feel like la7ing on the ground for a minute or two or a thousand sweeps. so ma7be that’s related.
i think i’m too used to being super(harged. it takes real effort to use m7 powers.
i keep expe(ting to see her around ever7 (orner. ugh.
no wonder i felt like someone was wat(hing me explore. i thought it was the herald
gee i wonder wh7 she’s here. wh7 would a muse of doom show up again when i be(ome doom. it’s a god damn m7ster7. fu(king skaia.
these underlings are straight bullshit, i swear. i’ve seen bla(k kings easier to take down
new week, new land. land of rust and desolation. doom. [atta(hed is a pi(ture of a fantasti(al land. under a dark brown sk7 sits a ruined (it7. broken roads and shattered buildings break through a on(e-thoroughl7-planned grid. rusted beams of sk7s(rapers rea(h towards the sk7.]
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oka7 getting dizz7 now for some reason. i think it's time to take a break. ma7be for the night
kill maim burn now ever7 single death will feed until the7 learn how ever7one was born to bleed
session update: #violen(e
the tides of blood bring me dark thoughts. dark and painful and ugl7. and also the7 make me sa7 things like "the tides of blood bring me dark thoughts" so i need to do literall7 an7thing else for a se(
7ou (an (ut a massive (hain with a smaller length of (hain if 7ou’re not a loser
land quest - bastet remains lo(ked in a prison of her own making, and the land responds, (haining together in a vast net (onne(ting ever7thing and an(horing it in pla(e. the prin(e of blood will sever the obligations and s(atter the on(e-linked to the winds.
never is a (loud7 da7 here on this skaia, funnil7 enough. i go high enough on m7 spire and i (an rise above the gloom. just kind of big blue. no futuresight (louds. or prospit or derse or an7thing else besides m7 land and skaia
prin(es are better at learning than bards are. plu(k the strings, listen to the vibrations...
destro7ers of the aspe(t still have a (onne(tion to it. i (an feel the (onne(tions snaking out of me. thi(k, thin, strong, weak, health7, wounded, atroph7ing. if i fo(us, i (an see the threads.
he7 gu7s sburb advi(e here from 7our se(retar7 of sburban affairs. when 7ou’re out in the field, 7ou are probabl7 not safe. don’t get distra(ted thinking about things 7ou (an’t influen(e when there is a risk of monsters ambushing 7ou from a river of molten metal.
new week, new land. land of (hains and heat. blood. [atta(hed is a pi(ture of a fantasti(al land. a sweltering industrial hells(ape under a dark, sullen red sk7. ironworks and foundries (onne(ted b7 (hain bridges over rivers of molten metal. (hains are ever7where, in fa(t, (riss (rossing and dangling and swa7ing in breezes fle(ked with sparks.]
there’s rivers of molten metal here, i thought the desert was hot. fu(k me running
now that i’m ba(k on the land of soul and trans(enden(e and free, i’m instead gonna just kinda lie here until m7 legs don’t feel like jell7 an7more.
motherfu(ker. ripped m7 soul out again. ugh. at least i’m ba(k to gra7.
allllll right. toda7’s the da7, i think. gonna (omplete m7 quest toda7. just gotta make sure ever7thing’s right…
#aspe(ttalk 1/12 - rage 7eah, bet 7ou didn’t think i’d be (oming ba(k to these again, huh. neither did i. but i’m not approa(hing this from an outsider, this time. now i’m a rage pla7er, whi(h means i’ve got insights i didn’t before. rage is a real thumbta(k in m7 shoe of an aspe(t, i swear. it feels like it’s dragging me down ever7 time i think. what (ould be? what should be? what might be? no, idiot. here and now. stop thinking about bullshit. like a slap in the fa(e. but i’ve been (onsidering it, too. and 7ou know what else isn’t part of the here and now? 7ou know what else is a fantas7 witho...Read more
let’s see. i have the land. i have the road and the storms, and the unworked land outside the roads. i have jagganoth attempting to splatter me a(ross the sands. i have… ever7thing i (an make, of (ourse. that rarel7 matters at this point. i have the powers of a godtier rogue of rage. to redistribute the harsh realit7. gotta have something…
jagganoth (an be hurt. snat(hed a bit of the storm and (hu(ked it at him and it injured him. minutel7. and then i had to s(ramble to flee be(ause otherwise he'd injure me a hell of a lot more than minutel7. that's something. ugh. ma7be it's time to wind down for the night
...oh. wheel turning king. ha. oka7 that one's (lever