Jade Harley
@gardenGnostic
human moderator and adoptive mother to my biological daughter from an alternate universe whos 2 years older than me
relationships are kinda hard for me.... i wanna date someone but nobody in my timeline is interested or has time or anything.... it doesnt help that im lesbian so my options are limited :/
how do you and rose manage the lopsided immortality.... that feels really hard to overcome.... :(
Well, I'm Currently Dead So I'm Not Sure If That Answers Or Leaves More Questions Aside From That I'm Not Dating Anyone Either I'm A Bit Unique
It's Fine, Seems A Little Frequent With Versions Of Me. In The End You Get Used Too It Though.
im doing my best to adjust to timeline stuff :/ its still pretty hectic
It Is, But The Longer You Are Around The Easier You Understand It
remember to take your hrt or troll hrt :)
that was how it was explained to me by my friend who is a trans troll.... maybe it wasnt accurate but they werent rude about describing it >:T i wanna learn but the idea of talking to you more is frustrating :(
IT'S rEAlLy not Much DifFERENT ThAn mAmmALiAn HRT, HAVINg STudied BOtH FOR ONE REaSoN oR ANOTHeR. wE May be INsEcToId, BUT OUr bioLOgIeS StiLL Produce LeVels Of MAscuLinIZInG anD fEMiNizINg HormonEs IN vaRYIng LeVels tHAT NATUrALLY THat Give US ouR (UnNECeSSary, Imo) SEx ChARactERistiCs SO TroLLs WHo wIsH to HaVE differEnT sECONDaRY SEX cHarACteRISTIcs TAKE mEdicATIons wHICH ALtEr tHoSE hoRMONE levElS. i SuppOSe SOme TROlLs find thAT PHErOmoNES dO THe tricK, BuT IT WoULd tAkE LoNGEr Since oUR sPeCiES DoEsn'T nEcesSAriLY NEed tO mAIntain A GeNDER ratIO, it's FaR eAsIER JUsT tO TreAT ThE hORMONeS at THEIR BASE.
thank you for describing it nicely :) thats actually super duper interesting!! would there be any practical differences between using pheromones vs using actual hormones and hormone suppressants?? :D
WEll phEroMOnes in HuManOIds ARe sTrICTLY OLFaCToRY WIthout NECeSsArY EXTerNal rEceptORS, Which we'VE evoLVED out of NEEding AT LeaSt a dozen eMPeRial rEIGnS AgO. SO In rElyiNg ON PHEromones, YOu'Re RElYInG ON A BIoLOGIcaL IMPeRAtIve tHat //MAy// Be cOdEd iNtO US buT WhoSe biolOgical PUrPose iS lONg sINCE DEfuNCT sInCe we CAN Reproduce REGARDlESs OF A trOLls giveN sEx, BecAUsE there'S a tErTIarY RePROductIvE eLement (ThE moThEr gRUB). LiKe THoSE Fish wHO chaNge SEx WhEN THeRe ARE nO maLES Or feMalES present in a gIven scHOOl. It WoRks, SuRE. BUT THe pROcESs wOuld bE Slow, not OnlY bECAUSE IT iS a biOLogIcal pROcEsS NO lOnGeR EmpLoYed By THE sPEcIes AT larGe, buT aLso BEcAusE soCIAllY YOU WOuLD BE cONstanTlY sUrrouNDED bY TROlLS Of otHEr sexEs ReLeAsIng The COnflictING PheRoMoNEs. wHereAS By trEatINg The hoRmonAl DIfFEReNceS DIrEcTLy, yOU aRe CUtTIng Out THE risk of yoUr tranSitioN BEiNg IndIRectlY disRUpted. It's likE ReLYiNG on YouR wisdoM tEeth TO KEEP YouR TEeTH sTrAiGhT. IT migHT WOrk fOR some tRoLLs, bUt ThE pORTIon OF The pOPulaTIoN it wOuLd WoRK fOr is sO MINutE, I WOUlDN'T EVEn BotHer bringiNg it up aS a sUGgesTiON wHEN PREScriBing fOr sUcH THInGs.
PrAcTIcALly sPEAKiNG, i sUPPoSE, PherOMONES CoUlD AvOiD paiNFUl INjeCtIons. but tHe RISK oF failurE iN my OPiNion Far OUTWeighS thAt BeNEfiT, SincE TheRE aRE a PLetHorA OF OTheR meAnS FOr SUcCESsFul hRT APpLICaTIOn.
i know for a fact troll sex is determined by pheromones given off by their given lusus to have the trolls secondary sexual characteristics match their lusus but i didnt know trolls also gave off their own pheromones :0
//EVErY// lIVIng bEINg GIves oFF PHEROMOnes, MISS HarlEY. EVen pLANts haVe THEIR owN FORMS of PHErOMones.
well i mean yeah i more mean pheromones that determine something so significant in other trolls hehe :P
PHErOMOne seXINg ViA luSI Is AN IMPREciSe ThInG, MISs HarlEY. aND NoT aCTualLy aCcUrate TO EvERY TrolL iN eXISTENCE. AftER All, I'vE KNOWN mAnY a TROll aCROss My VASt LifesPAn WhoSE BiolOGiCaL SEX fRoM HATchING DID //NoT// mAtCh tHAt OF THEIR Lusi, AND wHile TheSe tRoLls Are GEneraLly cOnSIDEREd anOMaLOus, iT Is cERTaINLY noT UNHeARD oF. I woULD SaY iT'S faR mORE ACCUrAtE to SaY tHaT LuSi choOSE THEiR CHArGEs ViA pHeRoMOnes. OtHeRwISE, IF we tROllS WeRE so COMpLETeLY ReLiaNt oN sexinG VIA hormones, we WouLD BE in a CONSTant StaTE Of flUX WelL INto OUr AdULthoODs AS wE CAme inTo contacT WITh oTHER trOlls ANd THeIR LuSi. EspECiALlY YOUnG tRoLLS wiTHin oUr CItIES. ANd tROLls hAvE SENsEs OF GenDER ANd seXuaL difFeRENCes LONg BeFoRe tHEy UnDerGO pUBescEnt CHAnGEs. But YeS, iF yoU ATTemPT to uNdeRgo sEX alTeratIOn ViA PhErOmOnE AT A grown age, yOU //wILl// BE aFfEctED by thOse arOUnD YoU, bECAuSE YOU Are AtTEMpTing TO kIcK-StArT A seNSitive biOloGiCaL ProCess.
this is genuinely very interesting and i wanna hear as much as youre willing to tell :)
i watched project hail mary and it made me cry like a dork so much :P
Youre telling me! I was blubbering into my kerchief like some war widow.
it really feels like your kinda movie!! what i liked about it most is the sheer volume of science thats completely air tight!! theres stuff that requires suspension of disbelief but so much of it followed a really basic train of logic that had me calling every scientific discovery as soon as i got all the information :D its an absolute treat for analysis and it has me wanting to read so so much fanfiction
Youve got splendid taste as ever and i say that as someone whos rewatched the movie more times than id care to admit in polite company. Youre dead on the money about the science of it all and thats exactly the bit that got its hooks good and proper into me too. None of that lazy handwavey hogwash you get in most of your run of the mill space flicks no siree. This one actually made a you WORK for the answers right alongside the chap on screen. And fanfiction oh absofuckinglutely i am ALL for that. That friendship at the heart of the whole shebang deserves about a thousand more pages than the runtime ever gave it. So if you stumble across anything good you simply must send it my way posthaste and ill drop whatever nonsense im doing at the drop of a hat.
the same goes!! i wanna read and watch and listen to so much more about the interplanetary nerd besties so if you find anything good please do tell me!! :D
sitting on the floor teleporting mail is a good way to practice space powers :)
teleporting mail today :) im gonna pack a steak for lunch
Well it is only fair I do the same. A rare treat. Would you like a profile badge for your trouble?
As I understand you should be able to award it to yourself. But I think your time is worth a few small pixels and text.
i know about troll miku but is troll gumi a thing?? :0
This Is An Important Question To Ask Because Troll Gumi Is The Best Vocaloid.
im thinking of getting a tattoo of the space symbol on my left shoulder with the words "background radiation" in my text color around it :/ any thoughts??
What would your preferred font be? Would the text encircle the symbol?
everyone should understand how important positive physical contact is for mental health!! your body has a real actual reaction to hugs and stuff and theres a transfer of chemicals and hormones and everything >:D hug people
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oh no its perfectly good and healthy and the- wait doesnt troll gender involve pheromones released by your lusus?? :P
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Dave leaned against me a month or so back so I believe my mental health should be holding up just fine.
That takes a lot of effort from the both of us, I've been doing just fine been running on low physical contact and it's more than enough.
my own body makes me really uncomfortable sometimes.... ive started to come to terms with that i think :/
my sister is so cool and awesome and i wanna make her happy!!
no.... thats really sad actually so im gonna teleport you to my house and hug you till i fall asleep :)
my body needs to behave itself when it comes to heat >:( #nsfw
sapphic yearning :/
I presume you mean glad. But yes, the feeling is mutual between us as are other things.
im tried but i cant sleep unto i get pet :/
your willingness to get in bed with and cuddle a random girl is kinda astounding :P that being said i did sleep in your arms a few times :D
also helps you're basically one of the perfect people to cuddle with :)
cuddling people is awesome!! :)
can confirm, it is utterly amazing
i teleported a bunch of people back to back for cuddle pile reasons but now im super exhausted.... bluh :P
hi chittr im gonna be serious for a sec here :/ we need to make a cuddle pile like yesterday :)
uMM, i DO NOT REALLY UNDERSTAND, wHAT SECRET YOU ARE REFERRING TO, bUT, i GUESS i AM GLAD TO KNOW THAT, iT IS SAFE? gENERALLY, sECRETS ARE BEST WHEN, uNDER LOCK AND KEY AND SAFE, aS YOU ARE DESCRIBING, lIKE THAT,
i think bugs are super cute!! its nice to have bees visit my garden and i love watching the spiders make pretty webs :D
bees r cute but rly scary lol
{[ DRA6ONFLIES ARE THE BEST ONE ]}√
{[ FIIIIIINALLY SOMEONE WITH SOME 6OOD TASTE ]}√
theyre very pretty little things and they take care of their young in such an adorable way!! :D
sometimes i drool a little even when i dont wanna
trying to fall asleep to a documentary about convergent evolution and crabs :)
theres so much me out there....
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im so happy even troll me has all my hobbies and interests :) i heard troll hrt is with pheromones :0 i hope your pet is going well in that case :D
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humans get their secondary characteristics at puberty that happens because of internal hormones instead of external pheromones!! i think its called prt on alternia because youre replacing your lususes gender pheromones with the pheromones of a doner lusus!! kanaya told me loads about this and i think its super neat!! i really hope your prt is going well is what i mean to say but autocorrect messed me up :P
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i broke my new machine i made by biting to hard :(
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definitely my bite.... that thing was strong enough to test an alligator....