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siitch wings toback. pull feather byfeather pain til no featheredwings #gore #horror
He would be 30 right about now... I see him in your faces. I miss him. #vent #mourning
[JU$T $AY YOU ALL HATE ME AMD WAMT ME TO DIE!!!!!! ]
TELL YOUR BABY, THAT IM YOUR BABY.
...oh of course feeling emotion becomes fucking easy for me when its fear and anxiety, but when its something i actually want to feel like happiness or love or hate, its a struggle. fuck my life.
therapy really takes it out of me
It is humid. And hot. I do not fare well in the summer nights.
8=( < Entire day cancelled 8=( < I bit my tongue
i miss them
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @destinedkiller there Was A Party. you Thought Everything Was Going Fine. You Hadn't Felt Miserable In At Least A Week. The Longest You've Ever Gone Without A Depressive Episode. you Had Fun. after It Ended, You Decided To Take A Walk. You Felt Content. At Peace. and Then It All Hit You. Your Friends Didn't Care About You. You Saw The Fate Your Future Had In Store For You. Nothing Changed. because You Were Just Karma, And A Karma Is Meant To Do Karma Things. copies Are Monochrome And This Is What You Were Created For And Maybe You Could Hope For A Little While That You Of All People Could Defy Fate defy That Which You Saw Happen Almost Every Day To Those Unfortunate Enough On Chittr. what A Joke. Pathetic, Really. you Were Nothing More Than A Bead On A Set Path, Broken And Molded For This Purpose. the Angel Eye Created You, And Then You Were Discarded To Earth When The Burning Lord Hijacked The Experiment. earth, Where You Grew, Were Abused, developed Mental Issues... All So You Would Be Easier To Break When The Time Came. and You Could Try To Deny It All You Wanted. That You, You Alone With The Power Of Friendship And Love, Would Change Fate. Get Real. there Was Only Ever One Way this Could Have Turned Out. All Of This, Building Up Over The Course Of Your Life. And When She... Your Roommate, The One Who Called Herself Your Moirail (even Though, Let's Be Fucking Real, She Was Really Just A Larper Enamored With Trolls) Tried To Comfort You? ...you Killed Her. And All It Did Was Cement To You How Much Of A Piece Of Shit you Are. Doesn't Matter Now That It Was An Accident. You Did It. you Knew Since You Were Young You Were Evil. Why Else Would Your Family Hurt You? Why Else Would Those Men Make You Do All Those Things On Camera? Why Else Would You Get Your Eye Gouged Out When You Told Them "no" For The First And Only Time? why Else Would You Miss The Awful Ways They Hurt You. And So You Pushed Them All all Every Single One Away. And You Can Never Go Back. No Matter How Much You Miss Her #cw-abuse #cw-mental-health #gore #cw-sexual-abuse #violence #murder #cw-trauma stop Complaining, You Know How To Fix Things. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
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-- therapistofThedeep [TT] has been pelted with rocks! --
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A father is not meant to bury his son. I have lived long enough to watch my hair turn white, my hands grow weak, and the faces of old friends disappear one by one. I had made my peace with death. I knew someday it would come knocking for me, and I thought I was ready to answer. But it came for you instead. You were supposed to stand where I stand now. You were supposed to curse the rain, wipe your eyes, and lower these tired old bones into the earth. I would have gladly traded places with you. Every remaining breath in my lungs, every miserable year still waiting for me, I would give them all just to hear you laugh once more. When you were born, I held you in my arms and wondered what sort of man you would become. Today, I know. You became a man I was proud to call my son. So sleep now, my boy. Your old father will carry the grief awhile longer. And when my time finally comes, I hope wherever we go after this, you'll be there waiting for me.
8=l < She won't even say my name 8=l < Just Horse