Chixie Roixmr
@writtenRevolution
i do vocals / and music stuff / hunting for new venues / working on new music always <3: @arcaneAspirations <>: @byteBacklog
I sUppOsE It wOUld bE In my bEst IntErEst tO fInd A mEdIcUllEr tO fIx thE scArs... As my tUtOr AlwAys sAId, Its ImpOrtAnt tO lOOk yOUr bEst, And nOt sUlly A schOlArs bOdy wIth A wArrIOrs scArs...
i have / a lot of scars myself / we can match
thAt wOUld bE nIcE... I'm, stIll UnsUrE, I thInk I jUst flInch A lIttlE lOOkIng At It
you've seen mine / right?
I hAvE... nOt Up clOsE, I dId nOt wAnt tO Ask In cAsE It wAs A sEnsItIvE tOpIc... I thInk, I wIll gEt mInE rEmOvEd... I cAnt gEt my mEntOrs wOrds OUt Of my pAn
i think / your mentor is rude / and not nice
I sOmEtImEs wIsh It wAs sO EAsy tO fIx my mEntAl stAtE, As tO jUst, ImbIbE In AlcOhOl Or drUgs And fEEl bEttEr... I cAnnOt dO thAt thOUgh
that isn't / how / substance works
I hAd OncE bEEn tOld Of A gAmE wIth A fAmOUs lInE At thE nEAr End Of It At thE bEgInnIng yOU lOOk IntO A mIrrOr And thE tExt rEAds * Its yOU! thEn At thE End, A sImIlAr mIrrOr rEAds * dEspItE EvErythIng Its stIll yOU I wOndEr If I wIll stIll bE AblE tO lOOk mysElf In thE mIrrOr And sAy It Is stIll mE
you will / i just know it
I'vE bEEn tIrEd All nIght, thE lIght Is cOmIng bUt mAtEsprIt chIxIE Is bAck, And I fEEl mUch sAfEr slEEpIng In hEr Arms lIkE shE cAn prOtEct mE frOm thE wOrld
i'll try / you know i will
mAkIng A nIcE lIttlE brEAkfAst I Am mAkIng pAncAkEs thEy wIll bE dElIcIOUs
they were / i liked them a lot
Oh wArm cUp Of tEA, sAvE mE wArm cUp Of tEA And dOcUmEntAry On fArm bArkbEAsts It Is sO nIcE tO sEE thEm wOrk, thEy lOOk sO hAppy thEIr lIttlE wAggIng tAIls hOw wOndErfUl
wish i could have joined you / very badly
Its AlrIght lOvE, I Am dOIng AlrIght
clearly not / why is this happening
thEy ArE jUst... cAn cAn wE spEAk Of thIs In prIvAtE?
i'm / i'm on my way
wEll... I sUppOsE, drAwIng A smAll AdvIcE sprEAd whIlE I wAIt wOUldnt hUrt... gOOdnEss, Im jUst sO tIrEd rIght nOw, Im splAyEd OUt AcrOss thE lOUngEplAnk AftEr trEAtIng my wOUnds Ah bUt lEt Us sEE whAt thE dEck sAys tEn Of wAnds InvErtEd thE hEIrOphAnt thE stAr hm... nO I- I dOnt thInk thAt cAn bE rIght, cErtAInly nOt. thE hEIrOphAnt fOr thOsE nOt AwArE Of #tArOt, Is mEAnt tO rEprEsEnt rElIgIOUs InstItUtIOns, bUt In thIs cAsE It Is In thE AvOId pOsItIOn Of A thrEE cArd sprEAd thE tEn Of wAnds sUggEstIng A bUrdEn... nO I thInk wE ArE dOnE wIth cArds fOr tOnIght
kinda / telling
plEAsE bE cArEfUl sAyIng thAt In pUblIc...
love / you know / exactly / what my music is about
I knOw... I knOw I knOw I I knOw II knOOOw I k thEy knOw
shh / breathe / where's your moirail? / can i do anything to help?
Oh gOOdnEss... I jUst rEAlIzEd mAtEsprIt chIxIE wIl bEcOmE All wOrrIEd whEn shE chEcks bAck On my pOsts... my lOvE It Is AlrIght, I wIll bE jUst fInE wE bOth knOw thErE ArE thIngs thAt mUst bE EndUrEd AmEn
i'm here now / going backwards
yOU dOnt hAvE tO chEck... Its, Its AlrIght lOvE-
it's / a tad late / for that
EspEcIAlly ImpOrtAnt On thIs wEbsItE whErE mAny hEAthEn brOthErs And sIstErs spEnd tImE And AlsO mAny hIgh rAnkIng clUrchly InclOwnsItOrs lUrk In OrdEr tO mAkE sUrE thE hOly dOghmA Is mAIntAInEd, Of whIch I Am strIcly mAIntAInIng tO And hAvE nEvEr OncE wAvErEd In my fAIth AmEn, AmEn, AmEn
oh no / oh no no no
Oh, hmm It sEEms thE lAshIng hUrt mOrE thAn I ExpEctEd, gOOdnEss, wEll, I hAvE stOppEd All Of my IncOrrEct thInkIng fOr thE tImE... my pAn Is nIcE And clEAr, my sOUl Is prOpErly mIrthfUl, And thOUgh thE bOdy AchEs It Is Only A tEmpOrAry vEssEl pErhAps I shAll rEtUrn tO mAtEsprIt chIxIE thEn... lIE dOwn... fOr A fEw nIghts... (( #cw-AbUsE #cw-rElIgIOUs-trAUmA ))
love / heiress / why
Oh I hAvEnt knIttEd In A whIlE pErhAps I shOUld try mAkIng A swEAtEr A swEAtEr wOUld bE nIcE, If A tAd dIffIcUlt, bUt I Am Up tO thE tAsk
you would look / really cute in one
♦️█ ░ just...remember...when y0u are mean t0 me...this is wh0 y0u are being mean t0...s0metimes...actually...quite 0ften really... ପ(∗´ര///ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ extremely literally... ପ(∗´◞///◟`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️
the doll / is so cute
lA fUErzA xI OthErwIsE knOwn As strEngth xI thAnk yOU dEck, yOU ArE kInd tOnIght
that's good / do you mind doing a read for my upcoming performance?
sIx Of pEntAclEs InvErtEd sIx Of cUps thE tOwEr I dO nOt lIkE whEn thE tOwEr cOmEs Up. hE Is nOt A vEry kInd cArd, bUt hE Is In thE AttItUdE pOsItIOn. thE cArds bEIng thE dIrEctIOn, whAt tO AvOId, And whAt AttItUdE tO hAvE. prObAbly thE bEst pOsItIOn fOr It tO bE In, thE dEck sAyIng thAt yOU ArE tO bE thE OnE tO cAUsE rAdIcAl chAngE In thIs cOncErt. yOU ArE nOt shE fAllIng frOm thE tOwEr, bUt rAthEr thE OnE shAkIng thE tOwEr At Its fOUndAtIOns. nOw, thE rEst. sIx Of pEntAclEs rEfErrIng tO An ImbAlAncEd rElAtIOnshIp, OnE thAt yOU sEEm tO knOw wEll In sUch A pOsItIOn, And whAt tO AvOId... Is spEAkIng On A pAst Or hIstOry, nOw If thIs wAs In thE AdvIcE pOsItIOn I wOUld sAy It Is sAyIng tO lOOk tO thE pAst fOr AnswErs, gIvEn thIs Is In thE AvOId pOsItIOn, I wOUld sAy It wIshEs fOr yOU tO nOt bE nOstAlgIc tO A hArmfUl pAst I- hAhA, hAvE A fEElIng yOU UndErstAnd whAt thIs Is All AbOUt A vEry AUspIcIOUs rEAdIng my lOvE yOU wIll dO grEAt thIngs <3
what about / the inverted 6 of cups?
Ah gOOdnEss I hAd pErhAps rUshEd, thE InvErtEd 6 wAs whAt I wAs dOIng thE lOOkIng tO thE pAst bIt In thE mIddlE whErE It wAs In thE AvOId sEctIOn
i see / i see / i'm / pretty good / at avoiding past / stuff / and i like becoming the tower shaker / that's cool