[1 do m1ss 1t. the thr1ll of hunt, corner1ng them, the confess1ons, the begg1ng, the grovel1ng, the taste of adrenal1ne 1n the1r blood-f1lled hearts, the ceaseless hunger ceas1ng for a short wh1le]
It rather puzzlled me as well, considering the llife I llead. I was no stranger to being a parentall figure, but a biollogicall descendant? Unexpected.
[1t really threw me off. m1ne happen to show up w1th1n my l1fet1me, wh1ch, l1ke, come on. they wanted me to try to do the whole “keep h1m as your charge” th1ng and that’s where 1 drew the l1ne. absolutely the fuck not. a mentor, f1ne, but 1’m not bu1lt for all that]
That for the world to become a true utopia, you need a leader with vision. No matter what kind of things that Vision asks of you. They were willing to commit heinous atrocities against troll kind for the sake of the long game to emancipate their people. That's the kind of leader you need. One who isn't afraid to get their hands dirty for the people they toil to better the lives of.
[they're all wrong. how do 1 know th1s? 1t worked for me, and 1 only d1ed because the world ended 1n a ha1lstorm of meteors, not by a self-nuke or otherw1se]
I do take those 8urdens quite seriously, though it is a 8it crass to refer to my patients as 8urdonsome, I fear. To 8e more clear, I am in the mediculling field, yes, 8ut I do not oper8 as a doctor. I am a nurse, often active during the night shift, which is far more 8usy and often has many of the more life-threatening situ8tions, particularly regarding injuries that are endured 8y those castes that oper8 as helpsmen.
This chit is actually a8out a period of time early in my career when........ a decision that ought not have 8een followed through on was made, I suppose. A stirring of immense pity that occurred due to a diagnosis so dire given to one of my cullees that I fear it 8linded me to more pressing 8ehavioral defects, despite my having full control of my vision at this point in my life. It is a tiresome and very painful story to recount, so I will not 8ore you with the details, 8ut it does motiv8 me to do the utmost for all those in my care, regardless of their level of independence and capa8ility.
- It is shocking how mmany of this era's pupa fail to recognize the historical roots of this record.
- Even I know themm. And I haven't listened to a single song since I was six.
I do not hold it against any of them, to 8e clear, my dear! It is simply the case of these things, some history slips through the cracks and into the dark. It is a 8ittersweet thing, to know that there are some who still themselves know.
[1t boggles my m1nd how some of you revolve your whole l1ves, short or long, to all th1s quad-sh1t. there's always someth1ng better to do w1th your t1me than that. go p1ck up a useful hobby]
[1 have noth1ng to ch1t about, so do not expect much from me. my f1rst 1mpress1ons of th1s s1te 1s that you are all ants 1n a self-made, self-adhered to ant h1ll d1gg1ng towards a t1ck1ng t1me bomb, and frankly 1 hope 1t goes off]