♦ pitied by @justMonika

pit against you i vwin first place. punching you in your old ass vwrinkly face. getting the chick, life is dope. stupid fucking idiot cant handle all this smoke. #poetry #poem #myfeelings #darkthoughts
no love for hammers, huh?

it's the fear of being replaced it's the fear of being changed it's the pain of being erased it's not wanting to let go it's the scars cut to the bone its you leaving me alone its not feeling like im home its forgetting my own face #poetry #cw-self-harm

@tactileTalent asks: "i'm so curious, vwhat kinda poems you vwrite, dude?" my profound art is lost on uncultured svwine, like most of you. i drovwn myself in vwords, son. deep and cruel wverses about the agony of an isolated, misunderstood soul like mine... it aint just 'poetry,' its the pure, ravw essence of a guy vwho feels too much in a cruel, insensitiwve vworld. #askcro #poetry #lyrics

evry time i go 2 a ren fair a rly hot couple will tell me they liek my vibe and idk why its always ren fairs lmao #suggestive

ecalp ytterp erom hcum a ni kcab meht gnittuP dnim slessev siht morf slatep gnikculP

Yay! Hi, Monika!

Love tastes sour Sugar stars gathered in a jar They should be sweet The jar isn't full But nor is it empty Love is meant to be sweet Bitter at times Sharp and metallic Never as sweet as I thought But, It's better than sweet A jar of stars Sugar stars Sugar stars Eleven Twelve Understanding of this, may take later than I thought #writing #poetry

damn, girl. your friend yuri sounds like a real one, shed read my poems i bet.

smoke oclock. heres a little poem for you. i had to stop scratching peoples backs cause vwhen i needed mine scratched i had to use the tree in my garden, big bear settings. if you vwant something did, you gotta do it yourself. #poetry #poem #substance
why have i no wings to float into the sky like the wind, like the clouds like the stars, like the moon to sink into the night enveloping everything why have i no wings? don’t forget those days overflowing with love i can't even remember your face... #lyricposting
D --> Through the gait, how you display your gate, your opulence true, and your mane-so-great D --> Should it be presumed, that it would be fate? D --> That on that lone light, you'd find your dear mate. D --> A mare, STRONG and true, how her swollen pecs perk D --> Her gaze, it lingers, eyes as black as murk D --> Your lips, they tremble, what a piece of work .. D --> To cause your pusher, to fill with such irk #slampoetry #poetry #nsfw #musclebeasts
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if i had one last moment, i’d rip open my chest, exposing the organ beneath, my pusher bloodied, beating, begging. such desperate flesh, calling out for one last touch. vessels intertwined with tissue would lose their way, disconnecting with the innate desire to snake around your form, twisting, twining, tying themselves together to rope you in, entrapping you once again. our lips would meet, and a simple whisper uttered, “sweeps have been long, yet an eternity ahead? i still cannot fathom . . . the horrific fate before me, the inevitability of solitude. yet i cannot have you, i cannot hold you, i cannot need you.” the words would leave my lips, final goodbyes left unsaid, for i cannot think to utter the words, but my pusher would still cling. the veins would hold you tight, selfish in their desire, until the tissue gives, abandoning the desolate cage, in favor of a deathly communion. #gore #horror #poetry #poem #freeformpoem #death #body-horror #metaphoric

can you just... captchalogue someone? just straight up, put a guy in a captchalogue card
Continuing to live stems from a primal desire wit[][]in us all. Despite everyt[][]ing t[][]at bears down on a troll, we continue. By fang and claw, knuckle and [][]eel, we fig[][]t to survive. No matter t[][]e situation, no matter t[][]e caste. Even w[][]en bloodied and at deat[][]'s door, we wis[][] to see anot[][]er nig[][]t. By everyt[][]ing in our power, no matter t[][]e amount, we WILL see anot[][]er nig[][]t. A bit of freeform #poetry

I was always shaping people's realities though. As soon as I was able to do so.
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Run run run Run as fast as your paws can go If you stop, You're gone Run until you bleed Run until the words double Run away from your responsibilities It'll consume you wll the same Wait until the hunter's barrel, Leaves a hole in your skull That is surely the end #writing #poetry #gore

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ivwe nevwer been meta in my life. thats not my schtick, evwen a lil bit. promise.
#poetry

၄⋆၃ im having pusher palpitations help

Hatched in a cavern, raised to enslave, tumbling and fumbling is all I crave~. #Poetry #Deep #Gladiorator

D --> Among us is a game where you lie to people right D --> I will pass on that one

ok. im horizontal and prepared for bed, so I can be conversed with for a short while before I fall asleep
༻ 𖤓 the m☼☼n beams d☼wn with its call☼us, beautiful light. the path is revealed yet its seekers cann☼t truly ☼pen their eyes. #p☼etry #kind-☼f-half-assed-but-whatever ☾ ༺

down in cell block #9

((Leave on a cool edgy post and go to sleep vs I wanna keep playing. fight!))

Western poetry is difficullt. Haiku have a simpllicity that hide great depth, but maintain brevity to encourage thought in the reader. Western Poetry can be much llonger, and the pressure to write more is a strain upon my meagre artistic abillity. I remain far lless confident in my Poetry that is not Haiku. Sigh. #Poetry

weekly waterboarding chit. #pda #help #likeadrownedopossum

Hi for a little

3> The cat is dead. Thank you, oh worthwhile thing to pray, Loud and often, so sleepy silent. Those with feelings, Wonderous kind, Our love with kittens Ever bind. <3 3> https://file.garden/aXcM61DU1BidR0S-/cat-and-her-kittens-louis-wain.jpg <3
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beam that causes the big crunch. big crunch beam.

YAY! BEAM!

Break my bones / Fill my soul Am i just another unfinished symphony The lines are blurry as is See the broken lines with pauses An side effect from something wrong Break under the pressure How much can you add to fill a void? Will it ever be finished Will i bleed Or will I rot? Is the days getting longer? Will my sins be forgiven? Will the blood all be worth its weight? Will i break? The void inside of me What is it? #writing #poetry #cw-mental-health #death #cw-violence

How may I shape your reality?
i find myself praying to the dark lord cthulhu for our eternal macabre entanglement his love is like an eternal flame burning me every time my devotion to him is nothing less than an abyss our souls irrevocably entwined made of the same ash for he is all i have sickeningly dreadful nightmares of our love is a scripture standing the test of time he is my ruin and my salvation from this conformist society #poetry

Well, now I definitely won't.

Peace, love, unity, beam attacks

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i keep offering my throat like love iss ssomething that feedss. you only kissss it. i don't know what to do with mercy. #poetry

Hello –xoxo

oh. oka7 then. little freak7 at first, but whatever, thanks!
Safe in the darkness we slumber Safe in the darkness we sin Safe in the darkness we wonder Safe in the darkness we begin The darkness, she shall not harm you You'll not be blinded staring at the moon The light, he shall always find you You'll burn, burn, burn, soon They say the unknown is frightening Yet we all know ignorance is bliss Thoughts crashing through the clouds like lightning Sealed away with a kiss #Poetry #TheBardsTexts #DarkAcademia #── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ── #Intellectualism #AmorFati #Patroncore #Catharsis #DivineComedyAllusions #Elegiac #MyStudent #PurpleProse #MyPlaything #Intellectualism #Lugubrious #MarlowesMusings #CarpeNoctum

I fellt a Haiku sllip right through my prongs. I had most of the components but it woulld not come together. A shame. My student deserves some remembrance...

ד̵̶ְ͈̪́̉ח̷̸ָ̰͔̉͝ק̶̟̓ a̸͉̐n̶̫̽g̶̬͛ộ̶r̶̹̂ s̶͍̈́ẗ̶̯́r̷̯̽e̶̫̋s̸̯̑s̸̲̆e̷̩̕r̵̫͂ ṣ̸̔ẗ̴͉́r̵̰̃ȩ̴̓ș̴̍s̸̤̒ ḧ̷͕́è̷̝ļ̶̚p̴̛̪ ̴͙̇h̸̙̆e̶̻̍l̸̩̽p̸̝͌ ̷͓̋h̶̨̅e̴̠̕ļ̷̈p̸̫͆ ̵̩͌h̴̯̓e̷̱͘l̴̛͓p̵̼̃ ̸̲͛h̷̨͛e̴̛͜l̷̤̊p̶͓̐ ̸͆͜ḩ̵̽e̶̛͈l̴͚̈p̵̳̅ .̴͕̊.̵͚̎.̵̮͛.̶̰̑.̸̫͐.̵̠͆.̷̹̈́.̷͉͂.̵̇ͅ.̷̹̔.̵̭̅.̶͈̿.̵̖̚.̵͚͂.̴͉̏.̵͈̿.̴̢̒.̷̦̃.̵͈̒.̶̅͜.̷͎̂.̷̬̊.̸̻̓.̷͓̚.̵͎̑.̷̩̍.̴͚̉.̷̠̈.̵͓̽.̷̖̓.̸̏ͅ.̸̨́.̶̫̍ i̴̗͇͕̰̜̅ͅt̶̡̡͍͙̠͛̓̔̈̆͗ͅ ̵̖͍̣̩̜̂͌̌h̷̦͚̹́̿͒ụ̵̢̩̰̮͎͑̚r̵͕͕̠̼̆͋͌t̵̰͕̰̏̾͛̑͑s̸̳̬͎̲̈ .̶̡̭̥̙̘͋̀͌͌̃ͅ.̷͇͙͓͖͚̊̓.̸̡̲̻̻̱̣͗̇̿͘͘.̸̹̅̄̀͊.̶̨͎̹͓̓̓̒.̵̩̀̌͘.̵̛̙̫̼͚̝̣̜͎̉̌͗̏͋͑̈́̂͌̈̕͜.̶̨̢̰͎̗̟̹̦̲͖͇̄̊̏̉͗̊̈́̑̕̕.̷̛̺͍͓̣͈̤̠̍̋̋̍͜͠.̶̨̨̧̢͖̥̼̪̣̙̲̥͊̍̋͋͊́.̴̜̦̙̖̈́̀̐̆́͆͗͋̎̍͠.̵̛̻͇̱̝̜́̾̒͂̃̈́̔͂̌͋.̶̺̻̆̕͘.̵̛̼̪̇͐͌͗͐̆̍̋͘͘͘.̵̳͙͈̬̣̖̽̑̇̕ͅ.̶̟̳̄̓̈́̈́͗̔͑͆͒̀̓͠.̵̫͚̼̱̟̪̖̘̼̜̒.̵͖̀̅̑̽̈́̚͠.̵̬̩̃̀̈͛̀̐̈́͋̄͝.̶̯͕̫̋̀͆̇͒̃.̵̟̭̰̼͔͊.̵̛͍̼̗̜͖̘̯͂̓̎̍̐̆̑̊̕ͅ.̸͇̓̎̐.̴͕͖̭͙̜̩͈̮͇̟͍̀̄̇͐͌͛̍̾͗̄̉͘.̶̢̧̛̘̥̬̺̘̳̩́̏̔̽.̶̦̼̲̦͕̼̈́͂̀̈́̀͂̆.̸̢̢̞̠̘̆͂.̷̨̡̻̯̱̱̟͙͔͑̄.̷̙͚̜͐́̊̽͠.̴̨̨͈̠̠̂̒́̔̋̉̈͊͝.̵̢͖̞̫̣̥͎̜̻̀̃̔̌̂̀̚.̵̨̘͇͍͉̭̙͂͆̈͘.̷̨̨̛̛̞̬̦̯̬͊̽̄̆̓̽̇͘
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⛈ Sunday blues, ⛈ ⛈ Sing them away... ⛈ ⛈ Drown me again, ⛈ ⛈ Some other day... ⛈ ⛈ #poetry ⛈
To the tune of O Christmas Tree New pencil case, new pencil case, You're full of pencils and paper. New pencil case, New pencil case, You're full of pencils and paper. It's got a print, that's really cool! I cannot wait, for back to school. New pencil case, new pencil case. You're full of pencils and paper.

Okay. Pay attention to me for a little

xx_kris_beam_xx

Transcribed - friend - wishes to - remain - anonymous - ... > Choir Boy, Choir Boy What are you doing? Shouldn't you enjoy how rare you are? A treasure as you are only gets more rare Choir Boy Choir Boy Look what you did Choir Boy Choir Boy She'll find out Choir Boy Choir Boy What will you do? Choir Boy Choir Boy You can't wait the smoke Choir Boy Choir Boy Left all alone with matches What will he do? Choir Boy Choir Boy What have you done? Choir Boy Choir Boy Flames at your feet What will you do? Tempt the sun Run away? What a shame Choir Boy Choir Boy You hide the truth Choir Boy Choir Boy What will you do? Choir Boy Choir Boy Look who's here! Breeze Girl Breeze Girl She'll understand Choir Boy Choir Boy What will you do Flame at your feet Nowhere to go What will you do? Choir Boy Choir Boy What will you do? #writing #poetry #guilt #arson
⛈ Questions. Quiet. Quota. ⛈ ⛈ Ask. Receive. Fulfill... ⛈ ⛈ Wonder. Worry. Working. ⛈ ⛈ For answers ever still... ⛈ ⛈ #poetry ⛈

Hehehe. Font colour buddies.
⛈ Unwanted. ⛈ ⛈ Unknown... ⛈ ⛈ Unloved. ⛈ ⛈ Untold... ⛈ ⛈ Unfortunate lies, ⛈ ⛈ Uncertain and cold... ⛈ ⛈ #poetry ⛈
⛈ Too much. Not enough. ⛈ ⛈ You want my sky... ⛈ ⛈ Until it rains. ⛈ ⛈ #poetry ⛈

really wanna hop into someone's computer just tor the bit. wander around. open some folders.

Ok you can pay attention to me now

No rush! Hope you are well

I'm so sleepy...

//I lyrics good but I'm not good at writing an actual song. I only know how to play bass

Love my wife! Love her a lot! Shes the only one who can somehow make me feel all four quadrants towards her! What the fuck?! Yeah! <3 #wifeposting
Unfortun^tely, its more so ^bout the f^ct your pl^ns in th^t g^me were only re^lly ^ble to progress by restr^ining ^ll of your fellow club members.

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Very - sorry for - mobile users >

Smoking on that shit that made me fly, call that a jet pack. #substance

The final lie, the last denial Realized that it's all because of you The final lie, the last denial Realized that it's all because of you Cannot deny, you're standing trial And again, it's all because of you #Lyricsposting

Oh god this is not my best work please Monika no

I feel lighter. A dull ache has gotten sharper, and yet a heavy malaise has lifted. My death won't be in vain.

Maybe... - probably - I likely - need tk sleep soon - hehe.. >

Um - noticed- thank you >

I - found a - note I - wrote - um - I can't actually - read this - I don't know - how I was - before > https://files.catbox.moe/8vl0ws.png #writing ?

" Bloodlust and joy at pain What a worse mix than that? I don't want to be hated I'll bite my tongue if you want I'll bleed I'll pray to something I never believed in- Will you love me if I bleed? Nobody will ever love me like they should If I beg on my knees If I beg If I beg Will you give me something? Give me Give me something Give me something I know I don't deserve it I know my efforts are for not I know as I beg Give me something as I love you I love you so Give me anything If I break my horns If my bones break If I do what you want Will you love me back? But that's pathetic I'm sorry I am my enemy Don't listen to this In the end Nothing but whimpering Whining As if I deserve this Why am I so pathetic... " Just free-writing > #writing #poetry ?

greetings!!!!!!!!!

Oh, I do hope I have time for inspiration to strike. I've been so busy as of llate..
SIGH, YOU'RE RIGHT. THAT WAS 'RUDE' OR WHAT THE FUCK EVER.

shit its not me is it? i hate discowvering things about myself
I don't understand most of this post, but yeah. Felt.

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