♦ pitied by @turntechVaulthead
im into some really fucked up things and i'm not ready to explore what childhood events led to this #nsfwe
i am trying to delay the 10k kull #bulgeposting failing horribly. itll happen. ha. #nsfw
I want to tear my brains out. #gore kinda
((Good luck finding rose art that heavily leans goth if your rose isn't an anemic white girl, apparently. ((See also: finding art for your human Terezi when she isn't a white ginger 😭
okay i'm just gonna watch the stars for a while night https://i.postimg.cc/7lzy75nn/screenshot-20260612-013813.png
Currently working on some things. May be sporadic in posts for a while.
I am online now. Apologies for last night.
Ɏ they haate to see aa rusty winning so they aafflict me with every fuckin staatus thaat prevents me from thinking coherent sentences specificaally when i haave hot girls in my dms to reply to Ɏ
...I WISH… I WISH I KNEW PEOPLE COULD BE GOOD EARLIER.
CALDERUS DELETE THIS AFTER YOU TYPE IT YOU RED BLOODED MORON DON’T LET MUSCLE INSTINCT TAKE OVER. I GOT SO FUCKING SOFT. SO FAST. JUST FROM…TALKING TO PEOPLE. LIKE THEY WERE PEOPLE, ON MY LEVEL. WHICH I GUESS THEY ARE? ONE NIGHT MAKING A SLOSHED FUCKING FOOL OF MYSELF, AND I AGREE TO…CHANGE? …I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD. I’M NOT SUPPOSED TO! I’M THE RED HALF. I’M THE PART THAT’S RAW RAGE, AND FURY, AND UMBRAGE. AND I’VE BEEN LIKE THAT FOR SO, SO LONG. EVER SINCE I WAS STUCK ON THAT SHITHOLE OF A BIRTH PLANET, FENDING FOR MYSELF, EVER SINCE CALYPSOS *BETRAYED* ME. THAT…THAT WAS THE MOMENT I REMEMBER I LEARNED THE SCORE. WHEN I LEARNED I COULDN’T BE ANYTHING ELSE THAN I AM, AND THAT THE ONLY WAY TO SURVIVE THE REST OF THE UNIVERSE WAS TO EITHER CRUSH IT UNDER HEEL OR CRUSH IT INTO PIECES. AND I DID, OH GOD I DID. FOR SO LONG. DESTROYING ANY THREATS I FOUND AND ANY FILTH THAT COULD BECOME THREATS, BURSTING PLANETS APART, ENDING CIVILIZATIONS…AND I WAS OKAY WITH IT. BECAUSE THAT WAS WHAT I WAS. THEN I COME HERE. AND I…TALK TO PEOPLE. AND SEE SO MANY VERSIONS OF MY DAUGHTER, ONE WHO EVEN IS *HUMAN MARRIED*? AND MY SONS. GOD, MY FUCKING IDIOTS SONS. THEIR RAGE IS SO…MEANINGLESS. IT STINKS OF CODDLING AND PRIVILEGE. WHAT THE HELL DO *THEY* HAVE TO BE ANGRY AT? WHAT KIND OF FUCKIN’ SCARS DO THEY GOT ON *THEIR* BACKS? AND THEN I FALL IN LOVE. I…I DON’T KNOW HOW. I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE IT’S POSSIBLE, THAT I *CAN*. BUT THERE SHE IS. BEAUTIFUL, DETERMINED, KHER HATRED OF EVIL DIVINE, PROOF THAT SHE’S SOMETHING GOOD AND… AND I AM UNWORTHY. OH MY GOD. I REGRET WHAT I’VE DONE. I FEEL GUILT FOR WHO I AM. WHO I…WAS? WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO *DO* ABOUT THAT?!?! HOW IS THAT *FAIR*?! HOW THE HELL CAN I MOVE FORWARD AND KEEP KEEPING ON?! HOW DO I MAKE UP FOR…**EVERYTHING**?! YEARS AND YEARS OF HATE AND RAGE AND DEATH?!!?!! HOW!? HOW?! …I AM. DISGUSTING.
apparently this guys tag was 'legumeLegate' and he also went by 'beanBarbarian' and 'cashewChampion' i think he was fuckin the beans gang #nsfw for beans please literally anyone take these crunchwraps away from me
DID YOU HEAR THAT???? OH....OH NO.....