♦ pitied by @turntechVaulthead
my heart still has a bit of a pang in it, but i'm trying not to let it slow me down. just need to crunch down on a little more work.
GETTING BACK HIVE FROM MY MOIRAILS CAN BE A PAIN IN THE REAR, LOTTA DRONES ON THE WAY :/ IF I'M BEING HONEST MY TEMPTATION TO TEAR THEM TO SHREDS IS MORE OF A THREAT THAN THEY ARE
Wow. Fuck this company. This is gross. And I’m from capitalism hell. #clockworkinc
// they got me installing world of warcraft
Nb33d mor3 lik3... toxic mm3n.. I tyink i<3 b33n dating tooomany good p3o3pl3 fucgk #nsfw #substanc3 #what3<3r-3ls3-im-on mayb3 #abus3 i hop3??? that wouldd b3 siock...
(\ /) my teeth are starting to hurt more lately.
1'V3 ONLY SL3PT FOR 5 HOURS 4ND TH3 SL33P1N3SS 1S H1TT1NG M3, GOG D4MN 1T.
Just knocked on callie’s door expecting her to jump out and say “got ya!” It didn’t happen.
i'm such a loathesome fucking idiot.
:33 < cows keep trampling my wheat. how am i meant to provide in these conditions ?
i think ill take my chances with the juggalo hoards
#bodyhorror #death #violenc-c-ce #gore ((-unquirk to read my lame ass spook writing))
── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ── I've been knowing a lot more things against my will ever since I godtiered. I don't like it. ── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ──
「This account has been claimed by Legislacerator Marita Narlem under the authority of the court of Her Imperial Condescension. An alert to all members of the Alternian Empire. These two mutant fugitives are wanted for the following crimes against the Empire: - Breaking and entering upon Imperial Property - Damaging Imperial Property - Harboring ill intent toward the Empire - Inventing, manufacturing, and distributing a cure for Voidrot - Disclosing private Empire matters to the public via the website "Chittr" - Having no registered Hatching Record - Harboring an off-spectrum mutant - Murder of high-ranking Imperial officials on board Ship Designated "Duskbreak" - Severe damage to the integrity of Ship Designated "Duskbreak" - Jailbreaking and aiding illegal criminal mutants - Destroying vital Imperial Research into classified phenomena To any who associate with "Ashven Vennis" or "Colven Merkur". Turn these individuals in to the Empire or be swiftly culled. I will find you, fucker. Marita Narlem Resident Legislacerator on board "Duskbreak"」
g0rgle give me belly ruubs annd warm s0uup. i have st0mach huurt disease.
oh no i've been hit by a girl beam now all i want to do is paint my nails and talk about romance!
I'm the truthfully most well out together version of myself. :)
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐓_𝐒𝐇𝐔𝐓𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍… ▓▒░ 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐌 𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 ░▒▓ 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍〈GETTING_TOLD_OFF_OOPS〉
once there was a little bunny who wanted to run away. so he said to his mother, “i am running away.” “if you run away,” said his mother, “i will run after you. for you are my little bunny.” #poem #love #imissmytio
As someone who is incredibly normal, I have absolutely no issues. :)
D--> I wonder what is more appealing D--> Seeing me doing a good job with ease D--> Or struggling to do a basic task with all my effort
Change is difficult, stagnation is much easier.
People seem upset when you remind them how happy you are, can't blame them jealousy is very difficult to handle without help. :)
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✧જ⁀ I dont even think Im coming down from this sugar rush! My hands are shaking so much my pitches are looking like curve⚾︎s!!! Gotta stick to regular sugar water instead of an entire pack of energy drinks! Go big or go hive!!! #substances?! =͟͟͞͞ ⚾︎
▼being strangled to death by rose wouldn't be the worst way to go...▲
my brother is a shitty person now. what does ultimate even mean? ultimate asshole? hes such a dick!! i miss him and the dirk i knew is dead!!! the closest i have is this fucking douchebag who isnt even part of my timeline! #vent again.
It just feels like a gaping h0le in my chest
I Am Still Dreadfully Unwell. If This " Bug " Does Not Resolve Itself By Tolight, I Am Going To Sit Out In The Sun Until I Am Cleansed.
I lived, bitc💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 -- anachronisticAnarchaic [AA] exploded --
8=D < You canter be serious. 8=| < Do you know how saddle be if they cancel the Bareback Rodeo four sweeps in a row due to 'malicious' partakers? 8'=[ < E%tremely.
i can always hear their footsteps. just behind me. when i turn around, no one is there. they talk about constructs. and space. and realities.|
Why have multiple pe0ple called me heifer... my chest is n0t that large...... #nsfw
[MM] has been reduced to paste!
everybodys talking about girlfriend this matesprite(?) that! wheres the love for me the singlest girl around!
(\ /) they put me in a dome today.
How the hell do I keep the energy to fight even thought I got like... 3 hours of sleep over the past 72 hours?
-- turntechGothhead's phone has melted in lava! --
im goin insane! i have been fixin my code all day! there just random lines of code in the wrong coding language why did the me of a few days ago do this???
Nothing like choking on the meds you have to take every two hours! My throat won't be healed by the time I have to take them again!
[C] Chips stuck in vending machine.] [T] That was dinner, man...]
im perfectly mentally stable.
hey I'm just sayin, if you were dead and had a shot at life again, wouldn't you spring for that opportunity? She's the stingy one here, she's had 15 sweeps with this body she can go a week without.
...that word makes my skin crawl. er..words...ugh. anything relating me to some object......
W0rking 0n accepting the fact that that im a bef0rus 4
Nobody ever asks how i'm doing, Everyone just assumes i'm off doing stupid shit #Vent
>+. *DEAD ON THE FLOOR* .+<
-- todaysDreamer [TD] went down swinging! -- [World is a fuck, 36 maimed henchmen, maybe more #violence]
i put too much mustard on my sausage
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( ◞‸◟ ) so much of my energy h✦s been spent on t✦d these p✦st few nights. i h✦ve not been ✦ble to do much else. ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆
The migraine that doesn't let you take a nap. And other horror stories.
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Ɏ va-a-aleri sca-a-arydrea-a-am Ɏ
she SOGGED me. :(
I don't know why I'm still holding onto a future I'll never have.
IT WOuLD BE NICE. MAYBE. IF I WERE HELD. CLOSELY. BY SOMEONE. FEELING CLOSE TO THEM. AND MAYBE. THEY COuLD BLANKET ME WITH WINGS. AND TELL ME I’M NOT BROKEN. OR DEFECTIVE. AND MY MIND IS NOT THE HIDEOuS THING I’VE ALWAYS THOuGHT IT WAS. OH GOD. WHY DID I WRITE THIS.
fuckiing nothiing.
my gender identity is sigma male. my pronouns are wwork/hard. i stim by makin money. im hyperfixated on the grind. my special interest is the hustle. my coping strategy is castin spells. i kin success. i dont havve rejection sensitivve dysphoria because rejection is a mindset
(Ick. Ill mood. Will be back later.)
˚˖𓍢ִִ໋༄.°•˚˖𓍢ִ✧˚I do not enjoy doing this. I do not enjoy doing this, to someone I have previously decided to help. Even in the instance of severity. I did not want to do this.
꧁Never speaking again actually.꧂
၄⋆၃ I SPILLED SOUP ON MY XROTXH FUXKING FUXK AUUUughhghhh MY SOUPPP (also it wasnt that hot dont worry) #suggestive #butnotreally #MYFUXKINGSOUP
Arac)(ne was a s)(ep)(erd's daug)(ter w)(o+ 8egan weaving at an early age. S)(e 8ecame a great weaver, 8o+asted t)(at )(er skill was greater t)(an t)(at o+f Minerva, and refused to+ ackno+wledge t)(at )(er skill came, at least in part, fro+m t)(e go+ddess. Minerva to+o+k o+ffense and set up a co+ntest 8etween t)(em. Presenting )(erself as an o+ld wo+man, s)(e appro+ac)(ed t)(e 8o+asting girl and warned )(er t)(at it was unwise to+ co+mpare )(erself to+ any o+f t)(e go+ds and t)(at s)(e s)(o+uld plead fo+r fo+rgiveness fro+m Minerva. Arac)(ne was no+t dis)(eartened and insulted t)(e o+ld wo+man even stating t)(at s)(e )(as lived far to+o+ lo+ng and 8o+asted t)(at if Minerva wis)(ed to+ make )(er sto+p, s)(e s)(o+uld appear in perso+n and do+ it )(erself. Immediately, Minerva remo+ved )(er disguise and appeared in s)(immering glo+ry, clad in a sparkling w)(ite c)(ito+n. T)(e two+ 8egan weaving straig)(t away. Minerva's weaving represented fo+ur separate co+ntests 8etween mo+rtals and t)(e go+ds in w)(ic)( t)(e go+ds punis)(ed mo+rtals fo+r setting t)(emselves as equals o+f t)(e go+ds. Arac)(ne's weaving depicted ways t)(at t)(e go+ds, particularly Jupiter, )(ad misled and a8used mo+rtals, tricking and seducing many wo+men. W)(en Minerva saw Arac)(ne's flawless wo+rk, s)(e was enraged. S)(e ripped Arac)(ne's wo+rk to+ s)(reds and )(it )(er o+n t)(e )(ead t)(ree times wit)( )(er s)(uttle. S)(aken and em8arrassed, Arac)(ne killed )(erself 8y )(anging. #cw-suicide
Sometimes it takes a drink paired with a little introspection to unveil why you're feeling like shit on a random Tuesday. Maybe a casual rip and tear of the soul. Prune away what you don't like, what doesn't serve you anymore. Sure. Treat yourself like a garden, someone more optimistic or sickeningly sweet might say. Not much use growing flowers when there's rot in the soil, though, if we carry on with this bullshit metaphor. Might get something weak and timid. Might get something cruel and toxic, all thorns and no flowers. Better just to nip it in the bud, ain't it? Fuck, I don't know where I'm going with this. I shouldn't have gone to Jake's.
karkat looked over my shoulder at chittr and saw all the fumble posts yall have been doing now hes spiralled into a full rant about the intricacies of relationships and 'courtship rituals' how do i get him to shut up without him getting mad
Killing myself btw #cw-suicidementi0n
out here soft launching all my #incest #stockholmsyndrome posts and no one bats an eye. my friends are so sick of my shit lmfao
:33< i awake but i wish i wasnt
the wizard has had a rly rough mornin n could really use a nap ngl
IM SO FUCKING SAD
the wizards cuurse uup0nn me. (s0re thr0at)
#matespritm0nday is cancelled until further n0tice
listening to a song. it's hurting my head.|
shit i just called in on my only day off this week somebody euthanize me already
.....s•...turns •ut tr•lls g•tta t•uch each •ther n•w and again •r we wanna cull •urselves...wh• knew.............
X Hey guys Did you know trying to drift around a corner at 70KM/HR is a bad call? x
Being desperate for a girl who hasn't responded to you in a week really is a feeling. I'm also desperate for another girl who I've been talking to regularly. I think I'm just desperate actually.
----- |I think I upset someone on here I didn't mean to I just got scared I don't know what to do I don't want them to contact my handlers the last time [indistinct] did that I got in a lot of trouble| _____
(\ /) i... didn't want to be reminded of that today. ha.
THIS IS GETTING MORE AND MORE PATHETIC. I ALMOST REGRET HAVING THE ACCOU̶NT.
8=l < I misplaced my heat suppressants 8=l < They are not in my syllade% 8=l < I must not have put them back after I took yesterday's dose 8=l < That begs the question of where did I leave them because they are not in any of my us001 spots 8=l < I refuse to suffer today 8=l < I will manetain a level head through sheer force of will if I must
[#HITTR DAY 121 I'M $TARTING TO THINK NEEIHT I$ HOT AGAIN ]
They're putting me in the food processor. :(
ngl kinda miss bein tortured in a murdr basment rn #violence #gore
local milfs in my area *ant to fuck ME and me ALONE so you all can just suck it
၄⋆၃ i am angry the anger will not stop this site is hellish i do not believe i am better than anyone bexause i too have indulged in my fair share of #hornyposting as well dot dot dot but some of you have no other hobbies other than getting off and being demented piexes of shit and as muxh as i adore some of the individuals i have met here i find some of you at least detestable and at most repulsive im getting off of the site for an hour or two until i no longer desire to stab someone until they are unrexognizable i will only be xhexking my dirext messages i will be drawing and watxhing movies with my darling ruby #violenxe #nsfw
8=l < Anonymous a%ed: > uuuh hay buddy what's your beef with serket 8=l < Answer: 8=l < I was shackled for /four thousand years/ 8=l < Unable to leave my home 8=l < I am the ugly god, you know? 8=l < The craftsman no one pays mind to 8=l < Very few came to see me 8=l < Sometimes there w001d be decades between people speaking to me physically 8=l < There is no level of comprehension you c001d possess to understand that kind of loneliness 8=l < And she watched 8=l < Watched as I paced, watched as I drowned, watched everything I did 8=l < Stopped me from killing myself but gods forbid she gave me a friend 8=l < Her f%cking birds bothering me for centauries upon centauries 8=l < But not even once c001d she let me know 8=l < I wasn't alone
၄⋆၃ banging my head on a wall hoping if i try hard enough the atoms will align just right and i phase into wherever ruby is i know that theory is a myth im not entirely stupid #joke
HOW I BE MOVING SINCE ALL MY FRIENDS FORGOT MY EXISTENCE!!! :)
⧃ If I may be crass, crude, and candid for a moment in a temporary lapse in professionalism which is not to be taken as a reflection on my work ethic, a genuine opinion of my job, or a mark on my general character, I am so ridiculously fucking exhausted. Good, thank you. Back to business as usual.
(╥﹏╥) All of the real and true perverts are being beaten down by losers with no sauce... My pusher's gonna break ♫
is it really abuse if when they hit you it really doesn't hurt that much #cw-abuse
၄⋆၃ the weed that gets you so ridixulously horned up and turned on strikes again im soaked :( and dizzy #nsfw #substanxes
mY YoUnGeR 'sIsTeR' fOrCeD Me tO ChHaNgE My pRoFiLe bAcKgRoUnD. >:o[ So yEaAaHh,,
(C)o(R)eev (c)ame by again today. I don't know why §he doe§n't ju§t §tay on he(R) own fu(c)king planet, o(R) §it a(R)ound wo(R)king on he(R) wei(R)d-a§§ wo(R)k§hop on the moon. §he'§ §u(c)h a fu(c)king weeb, & I (c)annot let he(R) find out about thi§ (c)onne(c)tion I found to (C)hitt(R). §he'll be unbea(R)able on he(R)e. I ju§t don't unde(R)§t& why §he (c)an't leave me alone--I'm not inte(R)e§ted. The Game i§ done, we (c)an all ju§t do ou(R) own thing§ now. And I wanna be left alone he(R)e. I do. #vent ™
✦Had a real rϕugh nightmare. Nϕt quite sure hϕw tϕ prϕcess it✦
is sadness a sin? cause its the only thing i can feel anymore
၄⋆၃ you ever feel lonely despite being surrounded by some of the best individuals you xould ever ask to enjoy being around you question mark yeah yeah dot dot dot i think i #yearn for isolation onxe again so i xan have a valid reason for feeling lonely please laugh at me im a jester that suffers for you entertainment shout pole #VENT #mental-health
I 4te re4lly spicy f00D 4nD re4lizeD I'M n0t built f0r these things 4t 4ll.
im into some really fucked up things and i'm not ready to explore what childhood events led to this #nsfwe
i am trying to delay the 10k kull #bulgeposting failing horribly. itll happen. ha. #nsfw
I want to tear my brains out. #gore kinda
((Good luck finding rose art that heavily leans goth if your rose isn't an anemic white girl, apparently. ((See also: finding art for your human Terezi when she isn't a white ginger 😭
okay i'm just gonna watch the stars for a while night https://i.postimg.cc/7lzy75nn/screenshot-20260612-013813.png
Currently working on some things. May be sporadic in posts for a while.
I am online now. Apologies for last night.
Ɏ they haate to see aa rusty winning so they aafflict me with every fuckin staatus thaat prevents me from thinking coherent sentences specificaally when i haave hot girls in my dms to reply to Ɏ
...I WISH… I WISH I KNEW PEOPLE COULD BE GOOD EARLIER.
CALDERUS DELETE THIS AFTER YOU TYPE IT YOU RED BLOODED MORON DON’T LET MUSCLE INSTINCT TAKE OVER. I GOT SO FUCKING SOFT. SO FAST. JUST FROM…TALKING TO PEOPLE. LIKE THEY WERE PEOPLE, ON MY LEVEL. WHICH I GUESS THEY ARE? ONE NIGHT MAKING A SLOSHED FUCKING FOOL OF MYSELF, AND I AGREE TO…CHANGE? …I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD. I’M NOT SUPPOSED TO! I’M THE RED HALF. I’M THE PART THAT’S RAW RAGE, AND FURY, AND UMBRAGE. AND I’VE BEEN LIKE THAT FOR SO, SO LONG. EVER SINCE I WAS STUCK ON THAT SHITHOLE OF A BIRTH PLANET, FENDING FOR MYSELF, EVER SINCE CALYPSOS *BETRAYED* ME. THAT…THAT WAS THE MOMENT I REMEMBER I LEARNED THE SCORE. WHEN I LEARNED I COULDN’T BE ANYTHING ELSE THAN I AM, AND THAT THE ONLY WAY TO SURVIVE THE REST OF THE UNIVERSE WAS TO EITHER CRUSH IT UNDER HEEL OR CRUSH IT INTO PIECES. AND I DID, OH GOD I DID. FOR SO LONG. DESTROYING ANY THREATS I FOUND AND ANY FILTH THAT COULD BECOME THREATS, BURSTING PLANETS APART, ENDING CIVILIZATIONS…AND I WAS OKAY WITH IT. BECAUSE THAT WAS WHAT I WAS. THEN I COME HERE. AND I…TALK TO PEOPLE. AND SEE SO MANY VERSIONS OF MY DAUGHTER, ONE WHO EVEN IS *HUMAN MARRIED*? AND MY SONS. GOD, MY FUCKING IDIOTS SONS. THEIR RAGE IS SO…MEANINGLESS. IT STINKS OF CODDLING AND PRIVILEGE. WHAT THE HELL DO *THEY* HAVE TO BE ANGRY AT? WHAT KIND OF FUCKIN’ SCARS DO THEY GOT ON *THEIR* BACKS? AND THEN I FALL IN LOVE. I…I DON’T KNOW HOW. I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE IT’S POSSIBLE, THAT I *CAN*. BUT THERE SHE IS. BEAUTIFUL, DETERMINED, KHER HATRED OF EVIL DIVINE, PROOF THAT SHE’S SOMETHING GOOD AND… AND I AM UNWORTHY. OH MY GOD. I REGRET WHAT I’VE DONE. I FEEL GUILT FOR WHO I AM. WHO I…WAS? WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO *DO* ABOUT THAT?!?! HOW IS THAT *FAIR*?! HOW THE HELL CAN I MOVE FORWARD AND KEEP KEEPING ON?! HOW DO I MAKE UP FOR…**EVERYTHING**?! YEARS AND YEARS OF HATE AND RAGE AND DEATH?!!?!! HOW!? HOW?! …I AM. DISGUSTING.
apparently this guys tag was 'legumeLegate' and he also went by 'beanBarbarian' and 'cashewChampion' i think he was fuckin the beans gang #nsfw for beans please literally anyone take these crunchwraps away from me
DID YOU HEAR THAT???? OH....OH NO.....