♦ pitied by @cosmicRockstar

its a terrible night to be uncursed.

I miss my )(ive, but at t)(e same time I dϕn't. I wis)( i cϕuld be in space, swimming in t)(e vastness ϕf it all. I want tϕ )(ϕld t)(e very stars in my )(ands. It wϕnt )(appen anytime sϕϕn. I )(ave alsϕ realized )(ϕw muc)( i like being talked tϕϕ. Never really talked tϕ many ϕt)(ers but being arϕund t)(ese ϕt)(er trϕlls in t)(is damned bunker makes me lϕve talking. Dϕn't knϕw if t)(ats a gϕϕd t)(ing ϕr bad t)(ing yet.

who else sees the spiders when you’re tired 8tw

huug?

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Feeling a bit cold, that's odd. █ Temperature should be perfectly controlled. █ Did someone leave cold storage open or something? █ Huh, no, that all seems correct. █ How's my static? [STATIC LEVEL: 14%] █ Wait, that feels a bit too fast. █ Uh. 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"Anxryn, something's wrong. Can we run some diagnostics?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"What's up? What do you need?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"I'm cold." 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"Well th-- Wait, what? Cold? Why? The temperature feels normal in here. Is something wrong somewhere in the ship?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"I don't know. Diagnostics?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"Got it. Log out of Chittr for a bit, we'll see if it's that or if something else is going on." 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"Okay."

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐓_𝐒𝐇𝐔𝐓𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍… ▓▒░ 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐌 𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 ░▒▓ 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍〈RUNNING_DIAGNOSTICS〉

i used tTo have a matTespritT compllletTeelllY oFfFf tThe spec. itTs been lllike tThree sweeps since she broke itT up tThough. said i was tToo emotTionallllllY distTantT. wonder iFf she made itT, tThe girlll was tThe brightTestT oFf tThe brightTestT red. wonder how she even gotT outT oFf tThe caverns. i hope shes doing good.

sometimes you just gotta rub your temples and accept that you feel crazy

:33< *the mighty huntress blows mew a kiss winks then walks facefurst into a wall*
(( having a bad fatigue day so i need to lay down. may still dink around on mobile, but ill probably be quieter today ))
There are płenty øf mørałły gray, nuanced users øn this site whøse situatiøns necessitate a łøt øf discussiøn and understanding. … which makes it ałł the møre øbviøus and pathetic when the Cartøøn Viłłain łøgs øn.

I. HAVE. TO HATE HER.

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Oh, its some sort of quad day? █ That's fun. █ I don't have any. █ I'd say hit me up, but uhhhh. █ Don't ✌ █ I have no idea if we'll make it out of this one alive and I don't intend to drag down anyone outside the ship with all that. █ Anyways. [NOW PLAYING: TIK TOK - KE$HA]

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Being bigender and a helm is interesting. █ Because on most ships you will not get gendered right even once. █ And then sometimes people only pay attention to one or the other. █ Am I a good girl or a good boy... █ Not really! But also yes. █ People here have been weirdly good with it. █ Helmstech used "it" until recently, but... █ Now they've stopped doing that even they switch up the "he" and "she" quite a lot without that much hesitation. █ Acting Captain does it as easily as breathing. █ Must've known people like me before. █ Most of the ones who hang out in the helmsblock do, too. █ Pretty sure that one soldier only ever used "she" for me. █ Eugh. █ Well, good riddance, I guess. █ ... Still better than "it". █ I hate the fact that I still misgender myself with that one so often. █ On my last ship I wasn't allowed pronouns of my own, after all.
Say, > Some > Shoot > Managers > Need > To > Calm > Down > A > Little... > #ezzaleposts > #photoshoots > #model > ♡

[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ωf ☪︎ΩurΣ-∊ Ɨ ☪︎Ωm-∊ fȺΣ♱! Ɨ gΩ♱ fƗΣⴵ ♱Ω ☪︎Ⱥ♱☪︎ⴵ! -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
If I come off as off-putting, then that's a good thing. I've been burned before by people who thought they loved me turning on me the instant I stop masking, so I'm trying to be as faithful to my real self as I can. What you see is what you get. If you can't vibe with me, you'll know immediately, and I won't have to waste my time investing in a relationship that was never going to happen, you know?
INPUT MESSAGE . . . PRIV. CONNECTION SECURED TA : iive been a pa22iively annoyiing priick for all my tiime a2 a helm2man. TA : triied to 2triip any dii2obediience from my code 2o iit2 the lea2t they de2erve iin my opiiniion. TA : iit2 pretty much habiit by thii2 poiint whiich make2 le22 fun. TA : iit2 better when there2 a biig 2wiitch iin crew number2. TA : really 2park2 thiing2 up. ACTION FINALIZED CLOSING WINDOW @codAuthoriity http2://cdn.corenexii2.com/f/ZJhV7aN1Diiu.png
Man. Don’t get invested in someone that only talks to you when you dm them first, it’s only trouble.
bitches be havin a breeDing kink when carrying young aint even possible for our species! its Me iM bitches ;o)

)(e)(e... T)(ese two gills s)(ore are being spoiled by me tonig)(t~

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Defo did not blow up a computer doing work today

I'm becoming a bit more of a stable alcoholic again. This past year I've been alternating between binge drinking and trying to be disciplined, but since starting this vacation I've been maintaining a decent buzz without getting too blasted. My liver probably can't tell the difference, but I'll die long before that ever catches up to me. #substance #substance-abuse
## Finally managed 7o ge7 my sign uploaded properly, since i7 was having issues before 7onigh7. Anyway, new ava7ar.
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maybe i'll just lay down in the white void for a bit
hrm... i dont typically post #nsfw but... WELL!!! ACTUALLY!!! THAT IS A WEAKNESS!!! POSTING SOMETHING THAT WILL GET A LAUGH OUT OF SOMEONE I KNOW??? ABSOLUTELY NOT!!! HAHAHA!!! i would NEVER!!!
It feels like evverything is blank and loud, nothing like being in a ship full of members wwhile in middle of space. The door I pass by, I alwways keep ignoring it .. There's nothing important about it.

D☘︎n't w☘︎rry it wasn't y☘︎u!!!! just s☘︎me ☘︎ther guy wh☘︎ insulted my ☘︎utfit x{{ And like, my b☘︎ss wh☘︎ fired me, and that bitch at waffle hive.

SORRY I'M BACK. I EXPLODED BUT I'M BETTER NOW.
hell y'don't gotta pity that. i ain't worth gettin' worried over. m'just a Courier.

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Well, glad that talking it through is helping if nothing else. █ Shutting down is no fun. █ I get it. █ Well, I'm not allowed to shut down even if I want to, but... █ I understand the concept.

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ I'd say "join the fleet and you'll see stars alright" but if you're not working on an exploratory vessel you're not going anywhere near anything that interesting. █ And even then it varies massively. █ So basically don't join the fleet. █ It fucking s𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑〈 154 𝐔𝐀 〉 █ ... It has its downsides.
=3:) YEAH YEAH° HAHA° P!TY ME° ! HATE FUUCK!NG D❤︎!NG TH!S°

Taking A Break From Weed Is A Little Difficult, I Think I Have A Problem #substance

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ I'd loooove if there was less arguing in the helmsblock. █ Less arguing please. █ In the helmsblock. █ Where I live.








