@eclecticEngineer — #bodyhorror
[BEGIN MESSAGE] apparent1y i need very 1itt1e enc0uragement tt0 guzh ab0ut tthem. it iz w0nderfu1. tthey are amazing and zmart and handz0me. and tthey may n0t tthink tthey are kind 0r very empathetic but. tthey are where it matterz. it iz c0nfident and it made ttheir 0wn b0dy. zhe iz z0 creative and z0metimez when i tthink ab0ut her i juzt want tt0 zqueeze her with affecti0n aggrezzi0n. tthe w0rk zhe d0ez with b0nez and vizcera iz ttru1y ztunning and i 10ve h0w it zeez tthe w0r1d. tthe imp0rtance 0f c0nnecti0n. tthe w0nder it findz when tthingz are tterrifying. i 10ve her curi0uzity. i 1...Read more
[BEGIN MESSAGE] #b0dyh0rr0r z0me 0f tthe pain haz a z0urce. a pin in tthe tt7 - tt10 regi0n iz z1ight1y miza1igned. a mi11imeter 0ff. n0t much but it iz en0ugh tthat inztead 0f finding tthe 01d pathwayz. it iz making new 0nez. we wi11 100k c10zer at it when we 1and. pr0bab1y repair it if p0zzib1e. hhhurtz. tthey zaid i can du11 tthe pain. n0t rem0ve it c0mp1ete1y. need tt0 figure 0ut if it iz a11 fr0m tthere. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] hn. tthe v0ca1 ch0rdz are a c1azzic tt0 dizab1e f0r a reaz0n i zupp0ze. #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] a zh0rt write up 0f tthe fruiting b0dy effectz. zubject ate tthe wh01e fruit 0n a dare. zubject waz tthen quarantined. f0r tthe firzt nine h0urz tthe zubject waz zeeming1y n0rma1. tthe zubject tthen began zcreaming. 10 h0urz in tthe zubject began 1aughing and zcratching at tthe wa11z. zubject became aggrezzive. tthiz behavi0ur c0ntinued unti1 ab0ut 14 h0urz in when tthe zubject'z ttemperature zudden1y zpiked. tthere waz a rapid dec1ine in c0gniti0n. 0ver tthe next h0ur. tthe zubject'z hea1th dec1ined rapid1y. inc1uding b1eeding fr0m eyez. m0uth. and n0ze. unti1 death. [end...Read more
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tt00k a ze1fie. httpz://cdn.imgchezt.c0m/fi1ez/57a3aab78ddd.jpg #b0dyh0rr0r in caze #he1m #pazca1pic [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i am curi0uz. [ACTION:QUERY] what d0 0ther pe0p1e tthink 0f tthe vizua1 0f he1m p0rtz? ezpecia11y when 0ne iz unhe1med. #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] zight returned. it wi11 get tt0 zpeak again 1ater. i am ztarting a ttimer. #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... ah. zhe haz f0und tthe v0ice tt0gg1e again. i tth0ught i hid tthat better. #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i am prepared tthiz ttime at 1eazt. z0 i am 1ezz zcared. i tthink zhe wantz tt0 zee me zcared. zhe haz tturned 0ff my zight. n0t my cameraz. zhe cann0t d0 tthat with0ut getting int0 ttr0ub1e. but my ganderbu1bz d0n'tt w0rk. i can fee1 tthem. i can c0ntr01 tthem. tthr0ugh tthe camera in tthe he1mzb10ck i can zee tthey are 0pen. but tthey d0 n0t w0rk. #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] zhe haz been ca11ed tt0 d0 an0ther ttazk. zhe 1eft my v0ice 0ff :c #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] 0ne 0f tthe ttechnicianz iz. mezzing ar0und with tthe c0de. experimentz zhe ca11z it. ... zhe haz juzt tturned my v0ice 0ff. #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] evi1 pazca1 iz eazy t0 imagine. zhe w0u1d zay thingz 1ike thiz: "i 10ve being a battery f0r the empire and i am happy t0 d0 thiz" "i mizz aza1ea every day and zhe iz z0 nice t0 me and i can truztt her" "i 10ve being p1ugged in and having my thinkpan rummaged thr0ugh and i am excited t0 be here unti1 i die." "i w0u1d never be rude t0 an 0fficer 0r any0ne ab0ve me" "i 10ve having a11 0f my mem0riez becauze i w0u1d never ever diz0bey" gr0zz. #he1ming #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] the f00tztepz 0f thatt 0ne are heavy... thatt 0ther 0ne iz 1ightt. they zkitter in a way. hiz reverberate a10ng my zpine. theirz are a dance 0n the back 0f my neck. herz are zharp. prick1ez a10ng my arm. i zee the bi0me1d iz fu11y 0perati0na1. #he1m #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ...unitt haz evidence... [a vide0 iz attached. itt'z incredib1y b1urry and dim, butt the imp0rtantt partt iz the audi0. the wett z0undz 0f wirez, the murmur 0f v0icez az techz w0rk. the faintt whimpering z0bz 0f her crying. "0h, p00r thing." an0ther v0ice. c1earer than the 0therz. a b1urred face zwimz int0 view. "quiett d0wn, there'z a g00d he1m." a hand reachez f0rward. there'z the z00thing z0undz 0f a zh00zh. the crying cutz 0ff in zh0ck. "there y0u g0-" the z00thing v0ice cutz 0ff zudden1y az the camera jerkz. a zcream and then cha0z. "1ett g0- 1ett g0- " "fuck-" "-g0tt thei...Read more
[ONLINE - BEGIN MESSAGE] ...i can fee1t00much... ...1iketheyt00k a11... ...my nervez 0ut0fme... ...pu11edthem inzide0ut... ...f1ippedthem 0ver and... ...p1ugged thembackin... #pazca1zupgradez #he1ming #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE - OFFLINE]
[ONLINE - BEGIN MESSAGE] ...mizz them... ...hate...fee1ing... ...nervez... #pazca1zupgradez #he1ming #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE - OFFLINE]
[ONLINE - BEGIN MESSAGE] ...they...needed m0re... ...t0 kn0ck 0ut .... unit... ...n0t.. pain... ...juzt... weird... ...ztr..ped t0... tab1e... ...waiting...c01d... #pazca1zupgradez #he1ming #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE - OFFLINE]
[ONLINE - BEGIN MESSAGE] if... t01d... [qu0te]be a g00d 1itt1e he1m[qu0te] 0ne m0re... wi11..n0t...be... #pazca1zupgradez #he1ming #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE - OFFLINE]
[ONLINE - BEGIN MESSAGE] they...0n break... 1eftmehere... ...partway... n0t....... rip 0ut... #pazca1zupgradez #he1ming #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE - OFFLINE]
a 1itt1e unuzua1 f0r me but a bit 0f #h0rnyp0zting #wirep1ay #nzfw #nzfc #nzfwe #b0dyh0rr0r maybe p0rt three wire tw0 iz unp1ugged. y0u kn0w thiz iz 0n purp0ze az they are tezting the functi0na1ity 0f p0rt three. it zendz a zhiver d0wn y0ur zpine. wire 0ne zitz much nicer in the p0rt and y0u 1et 0ut a 1itt1e whine az they p1ug it back in. a gazp az it iz rem0ved. wire three iz perfecti0n. it zett1ez with a zatizfying 1itt1e c1ick and y0u tenze with the zenzati0n. they tezt it. pu11ing the wire juzt a 1itt1e t0 make zure wi11 n0t g0 anywhere. zending zhiverz d0wn y0ur zpine az a m0an ezcapez y0u. ...Read more
i have n0ticed that z0metimez when i p0zt vide0z 0f my pzi0nicz, z0me tr011z get zcared. i d0 n0t underztand why. the recent 0ne iz underztandab1e az it inc1udez b0diez. but the 0therz have been the deztructi0n 0f treez 0r meta1z. it iz n0t 1ike i am d0ing that t0 a b0dy. #g0re #h0rr0r #b0dyh0rr0r in caze
[thinkpan activity detected. generating p0zt...] the energy zurgez thr0ugh y0u. it 1eavez y0ur zkin buzzing. az if y0u have juzt grabbed a 1ive wire. az if y0u are being fr0zen and b0i1ed at the zame time. y0ur nervez are c0nfuzed. y0u are t00 c01d. t00 h0t. in pain. numb. a11 at the zame time. y0ur teeth itch and y0ur h0rnz g10w. the air ar0und y0u p0pz and crack1ez. it zme11z 1ike the e1ectricity 0f a zt0rm. zharp and p0inted and ready t0 bite. danger0uz. the energy prickz at y0ur eyez. zparkz dance acr0zz y0ur retinaz and y0u kn0w if y0u are n0t carefu1 they wi11 burzt. fear. n0t y0urz....Read more
[high 1eve1z 0f thinkpan activity detected. generating p0zt.] z0mething iz craw1ing under y0ur zkin. y0u can fee1 it. burr0wing between the 1ayerz 0f muzc1e and fat that make up y0u. it itchez. when y0u 100k at y0ur zkin there iz n0 difference. it 100kz the zame. it iz y0u. but y0u can fee1 z0 many thingz writhing under it. y0u 100k int0 the mirr0r. f0r a m0ment. there iz z0mething. y0u zee it in the c0rner 0f y0ur eye and it zpark1ez bef0re vanizhing. y0ur arm itchez again. y0u think y0u zee z0mething f0r a m0ment. a ripp1e? y0u zcratch the area and the zkin c0mez 0ff in y0ur fingerz. it i...Read more
rec0vered mem0riez t0day inc1uded: - firzt time at her hive. and at the beach. - a fancy event az her um... tr0phy? - getting my firzt p0rtz imp1anted #g0re #b0dyh0rr0r
a 1itt1e intr0zpecti0n i zupp0ze. the current me iz bui1t fr0m the zcrapz 0f mem0riez fr0m bef0re my firzt he1m. h0wever, thiz me a1z0 a1wayz had the reztraining b01t. the n0dez that were buried in my zpine and the 1itt1e c0de barrierz they puzhed int0 my thinkpan. it iz 1ike a 1itt1e v0ice in the back 0f my mind that zcreamz when i am d0ing z0mething wr0ng and i need t0 make them zt0p zcreaming at me. z0. wh0 am i with0ut th0ze? #vent #b0dyh0rr0r
in the0ry i want t0 rip thiz [y0ur w0rdz] brainw0rm 0ut. in the0ry. #b0dyh0rr0r
i am n0t j0king, i have z0 1itt1e uze f0r my ganderbu1bz in the he1mzb10ck. that they c0u1d have cut them 0ut and i w0u1d n0t have n0ticed. why the fuck iz it my fau1t that they are w0rking 1ezz effective1y n0w? #g0re #b0dyh0rr0r #he1mzta1k
((OOC Pinned post: This is pascal, she's in the torment nexus- aka, helmed. She's relatively experienced at it but got chittr access recently and loves it. Her way of dealing with it is by helping others. This account will have #horror #existentialism #bodyhorror #nsfw and #nsfwe. Apologies if she's too much. Quads: <>- @fatallyForever Others are open! If you want to play a member of her crew I'd *adore* that. Bonus for technicians/caretaker trolls. She has a captain but they just have a name and blood colour right now. She's a part of the same fleet as Lialyi and so shares the lieutenant and gen...Read more
[begin chit] the wirez in my veinz feel weird today. #bodyhorror #horror #gore [end chit]