♦ pitied by @virtuousSilence
j0in the club.
UGH. I CAN'T SLEEP.
#TWDEATH #KULLING #SELFBLAME OK I AM GOING TO POST THIS AS A WAY TO FINALLY GET MY SIDE OF THE STORY OUT. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHOM DON’T KNOW ME I’LL BE SHORT WITH THIS. MY NAME IS KARKAT VANTAS. SOME WILL KNOW ME AS THE IMPOSTER. I AM A LIME BLOOD WHO LACKS THE ABILITY OF MY BLOOD CASTE. NOW ON TO MY SIDE OF THE STORIES THAT HAVE BEEN SAID ABOUT ME. THE DAY THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK IN THE MINES AND BURN OFF THE GASES BUILT UP DOWN THERE I WALKED AWAY FROM MY POSTED STATION TO TRY AND FIND ONE OF MY HIGHER UPS TO EXPLAIN MY SITUATION. THIS TOOK LONGER THAN EXPECTED AND BEFORE I COULD FIND THE BASTARD THE MINES HAD EXPLODED AND MANY DIED FROM IT. I CURRENTLY SIT HERE IN THIS DIRTY UNCOMFORTABLE CELL NOW. AND I’M GOING TO ROT HERE FOR THE REST OF MY EXISTENCE DUE TO MY NEGLIGENCE. THOUGH I DO THINK I WAS ACUTELY RESPONSIBLE FOR THE LIVES THAT WERE LOST THAT DAY MAY I ALSO SAY THAT THE TESTS SHOULD HAVE BEEN CONDUCTED IN A MUCH BETTER MANNER TO KEEP SOMEONE LIKE MYSELF FROM SLIPPING THROUGH THE CRACKS. IT ISN’T MY FAULT I WAS BORN WITHOUT THE ABILITIES OF MY CASTE. IT’S NOT MY FAULT THAT EVERYONE I TRYED TO TELL DIDN’T LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TOLD THEM MY BLOOD DOES NOT HARNESS THE SAME AS MY CASTE. THE WORKINGS THERE NEED TO BE REFORMED. I WILL ALSO STATE I AM VERY SORRY TO THOSE WHO CARED FOR THE TROLLS WHO DIED IN THIS INCIDENT. I.. I DIDN’T THINK IT WOULD TAKE ME THAT LONG TO TRY AND GET SOMEONE’S HELP… IT SITS SQUARELY ON MY SHOULDERS AND I HOPE WHEREVER THEY WENT IN THE AFTERLIFE WAS SOMEWHERE COMFORTABLE AND NICE…
… FUCK DON’T START APOLOGIZING FOR MY OWN STUPIDITY. I SHOULD HAVE DONE THE JOB I WAS GIVEN INSTEAD OF WONDERING OFF. FUCK ME AND MY STUPID LACK OF ATTENTION SPAN.
WHATEVER. AT LEAST I’M NOT BORED ANYMORE OR SITTING HERE ONLY FOR THE MIME TO COME VISIT ME. IT’S NOT LIKE I HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO DO. WISH THE BEDDING HERE WAS SOFTER THOUGH.
PFFT. STUPID MIME. OKOK I’M GLAD AT LEAST I DIDN’T FUCK EVERYTHING OVER.
ENRICHMENT FOR A CULLER? DO I EVEN DESERVE SUCH A KINDNESS AFTER WHAT I DID?
HI GAMZEE. HOW ARE THINGS GOING ON OUTSIDE OF HERE? BET IT’S DOING OK. FUCK CAN’T BELIEVE THIS GOT ME TO SMILE.
THIS IS INTERESTING. ONE OF THE JAILERS HERE FELT BAD FOR ME AND DECIDED TO GIVE ME A PALMHUSK. I DON’T KNOW WHY HE THOUGHT THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA BUT I WON’T COMPLAIN. IT’S BETTER THAN SITTING HERE DOING NOTHING.
i need s0me0ne t0 fix me t0 take me apart and put me back t0gether find what is wr0ng and fix it why can i n0t repair my feelings like my 0ther c0mp0nents
Five nights at... uh... Me when Freddy Five Bear.... uh... Yeah I got nothing.
:(
I need a massage like stat like its terminal
Work, work, work. when am I gonna be able to PARTY