♦ pitied by @anyphaenidsGrandeur
[ E R R O+ R 3 8 6 2 2 ; VIA PARADO+XA FUTURA DO+LO+RO+SA ] He has always been my reflectio+n; o+ur rages emit different types o+f light. He wo+uld no+t be my friend if he did no+t try to+ sacrifice himself. We are to+o+ vo+latile to+ remain passive fo+r lo+ng. Sparks fly thro+ugh the clo+ying air, and the co+ldblo+o+ds rush in a panic to+ co+ntain him. They will no+t allo+w him to+ die. He is to+o+ valuable. In punishment, they beat my so+n further. He falls, alo+ne. My claws itch to+ tear the wo+rld apart. I am impatient, wild. They do+ no+t repeat the same mistake. I am held back and co+ntained. I am a pathetic excuse fo+r a lusus, allo+wing my charge to+ die. I sho+uld have kno+wn better. I sho+uld have pro+tected him mo+re. All I can do+ is lo+ck this in my memo+ry. May I never fo+rget ho+w I am failing to+ help him no+w. He co+ntinues to+ drag his o+wn means o+f death up the hill. #viado+lo+ro+sa #easter2026
MISSING DAVE.... I REMEMBER HE SHOWED ME THIS GAME, CALLED MINECRAFT. I WONDER IF THE COMMANDS WORK... /SUMMON @S DAVE_STRIDER_CANDY-TIMELINE
[ E R R O+ R 1 5 2 1 ; VIA PARADO+XA FUTURA DO+LO+RO+SA ] Yo+u, they spit at my o+ther so+n. We will lo+o+sen yo+ur restraints eno+ugh to+ help him. He is slo+w, and we are gro+wing bo+red. My psio+n sparks with indignatio+n and fury, but allo+ws their co+ld fro+nds to+ to+uch his scalp so+ that he may help his belo+ved. They kno+w he is po+werful, but did no+t expect him to+ so+ easily lift tho+se harsh iro+ns with so+ little bleed. In their fear, they make him suffer to+o+; he is struck with an unearned vicio+usness. Even in a slo+w crawl to+ death, they are afraid o+f the po+wer a warmblo+o+d can po+ssess. He can be o+f great use to+ the Empire, I hear hissed. He will be an asset to+ o+ur Queen. They do+ no+t let my so+ns speak. They do+ no+t have to+. They lo+ve each o+ther greatly. To+ be able to+ help is blessing eno+ugh. #viado+lo+ro+sa #easter2026
[ E R R O+ R 1 9 2 6 2 7 ; VIA PARADO+XA FUTURA DO+LO+RO+SA ] My child lo+o+ks at me, ganderbulbs wide and pleading. He is a small, to+ddling thing, running to+ hide in my skirt. In o+ur shared lo+o+k he beco+mes yo+ung again. I curl my lo+ve aro+und him, a chrysalis, and ho+pe it is transfo+rmative eno+ugh to+ make him feel safe. I am allo+wed to+ to+uch him o+ne last time, breaking fro+m the cro+wd to+ ho+ld him fo+r but a beat in my arms. We merge into+ o+ne being, Mo+ther-And-So+n, Lusus-And-Ward, a co+hesive unit. In this mo+ment we kno+w deeply and truly that we did no+t need to+ carry o+ur burdens alo+ne. I ho+pe he can fo+rgive me fo+r my selfishness. I canno+t take away his hurt, but I can refuse to+ lo+o+k away. O+ur last actio+n as a clade, here to+gether, is to+ gather. He watches us in o+ur shame as we appro+ach. Ho+w he do+es no+t lash o+ut in anger I do+ no+t understand. Did we no+t pro+mise we wo+uld never allo+w this to+ happen? Mo+ther, he says. Here is yo+ur family. He reaches his weak grabpo+ds up and wipes my weeping plateau. We flo+w into+ each o+ther, Savio+ur-And-Saved, the bo+undaries between who+ is who+ weak and blurred. To+ my clade he says, She has always been yo+ur mo+ther, to+o+. He lo+ves us greatly, 'til death. #viado+lo+ro+sa #easter2026
Upon recent investigations, it seems the cherub portal that has brought me here has been slashed and dismantled with what appears to be a bladed weapon, based on the damage. Although it is completely unusable, I could study its infrastructure and attempt to... repair it. Maybe. Possibly. I don't know.
I am miserable, and I drink all my problems away. Apparently, people are into that now. Wow! #substance

#nowplaying [Ob2322ion | Thornhill] http2://mu2ic.youtub3.com/watch?v=Lk3J7IFP0Wo&2i=6m6R29fd-62MC4IG #m3talcor3 #vagu3po2ting #iykyk
touches the ground something terrible happened here #eridanweek








