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I May Be An Idiot After What I Just Sent Her And Of Course For Whatever Reason I Feel The Need To Post About It Here.
Considering what you know of my history, are 'terrible ideas' far from my usual routine?
Another Quiche Kanaya Have We Truly Given Up On Ourselves
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https://i.postimg.cc/wvRqwT36/image-2026-05-21-045150429.png Something more personal for the late night, when most are asleep. She will never see this. She has no interest in this site. Our parting was mutual. When I was young, I latched onto her like anyone would latch to all they had. She was sweet. She was loving. She was interested. I will never doubt that what we had was genuine. But we were all we had. Once we got to Earth C, we realized we were together because of that. That wasn't fair to either of us. So we decided we would split, see if what we had was real or if we only had it because there were no other options. She is happy. I know she is. I regret it. (( #rosessketchbook ))
Its just n0t the same
Oh, god, there's two more of her. This has to be some lotus eater shit. I'm going to scroll through her profile again and again and when I look up from my phone I'm going to be fifty years older. There's no way. Now, of all times?
I'm going to see Kanaya today, I guess.
Typing into Pinterest 'outfit inspiration for visiting my ex wife'.
Surely if I have one drink to calm my nerves before seeing her it will be fine and unnoticeable. #substance
I cant go see her like this oh my god.
i d0 n0t kn0w i will get back t0 y0u
I made a promise To distance myself Took a flight, through aurora skies Honestly, I didn't think about How we didn't say goodbye Just see you very soon It hurts to be something It's worse to be nothing with you #lyrcposting #vent
As much as I would love to rant about my love life's terrible decline this is the only thing I can say on the manner. I apologize.
₍^. .^₎⟆ “Take a shower” ! can’t… ! dr!nked !t all꠹
nobody wants to play my game cause they are against he/him lesbians!!
K--<fuck youre good at this.
K--<i can read tarot too btw but i dont because every time i pull it shows me really grim omens so i got mad and locked my tarot deck in a cupboard
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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK UNCLE CRED RUINED MY UNCLE CRED IS RUINED FOREVER
IM NEVER GONNA WIN THE NICK KIDS UNCLES AWARDS 2026
i mean maryam
fruedian slip
Everytuon e is so nic e to me and I continue to be unrulyy. #substance
If you say you want a freak in the sheets, and then you get scared because they're a freak, you don't deserve them. #nsfw #suggestive
i want my older brother to beat me up and then press on my bruises while he fucks me #nsfw #ensfw #incest
On the sbuject ofm y mtoher, I wodner if Rxoy ever looked atm e the w ay i coudlnt help but loo kat her
mothers day was kind of weird for the both of us #incest
I really should stop flirting with my alternate selves.
Sexting someone so future Rose can regret it. #nsfw #substance
Let’s make #decisions tonight.
Test 1: Attached is a photograph of myself. Those interested, please tell me what else there is to the image other than that I am pictured in it. https://wimg.rule34.xxx//images/1815/453e4718046d073d64dd68e7e72a66f7.jpeg #nsfw - Dr. Rose Lalonde-Maryam, Ph.D
I have a terribly fraught relationship with my mother.
I feel like I am sparing the masses by not partaking in any confessions for the record. Mine are all a bit pathetic.
Do You Ever Hate Someone With Some Much Vitriol That You Wish You Could Bring Them Back From The Dead To Kill Them For All The Ways They Have Wronged You Haha Yeah Me Neither
This Is A Horrible Idea On My Part But I Do Not Care
I Am Going To Get So High Until I Cannot Comprehend My Own Feelings Then I Am Going To Most Likely Spill My Darkest Secrets Or Something Along Those Lines
I don't even look like her!
Sometimes I Fear Posting So Many Overwhelming Things Too Many I Want It To Stay Distant I Am Not Ready
I find your visage slipping from my memory, little by little. I’m slowly forgetting your face. Like mist that loosens from the morning air, your features fade where once they lingered still; a softened echo draped in quiet care, now drifting past the borders of my will. Your eyes—once constellations I could trace— grow dim, uncharted in the dark of thought; your voice, a song I swore I’d not misplace, now hums in fragments I can’t fully caught. I reach for you in corners of my mind, but grasp at shadows thinning into none; what once was vivid, warm, and well-defined unravels gently, thread by fragile spun. And though I mourn what time has seen erase, there’s something tender in this quiet art— for even as I’m losing hold of your face, the feeling stays, undying, in my heart. #POETRY #ANGST #IMISSMYWIFE #TRAGICLOVE
A Difficult Thing To See Some Of Them Are Where The Flower Wilts Where She Is Impaled By Her Own Thorns The Only Consolation Is That Red I Wish I Could Capture It And Grow It In My Garden
Im Not Married
My Poor Poor Birds Of Paradise Your Tragic Loss Will Not Be Felt In Vain
the more time passes the more i think rose and i got sent to the wrong bitch don't get me wrong i would never wish my bro on rose but like looking at dirk and roxy you gotta wonder right
// i often wonder why i'm blocked by people i haven't even interacted with and then i remember that i blocked a person because they were. a child of ship i dislike.
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Hm… cuddly. horny. Perhaps both—yes, it is most certainly both. Goodness… what, exactly, is a robot to do? This is rather miserable. It appears I am the only one like this at the moment as well. #NSFW #GODSSTRONGESTSOLDIER
Maryam still on my mind.
Maryam on my mind.
I wonder what it would be like if there was a girl version of me. Clarifying tag in agreement. #selfcest
Got a fat ass and nice tits, but at what cost? (Back pain)
Oh, people of Chittr, do any of you have any wise words to a poor woman going on her first date in a while? Hm... Date may be a strong word, but it's the only word I can use to describe it, I suppose.
If I may vent a bit on the chittr feed? Butchs, god love em, can be a bit dense at times. Sigh. What does a femme have to do get some girl-dick around here. #nsfw ♥︎
they/them bulge would heal me #nsfw
yknow how a husband gets dogged on by his wife for becoming like her because hes like inherently changed by living with her and shit think i kinda got like that for dirk since hes been staying with me lots of "maybe"s and "i guess"es the whole unsure schtick think my hygiene is better too we arent together but i wish undeniably in love cant believe this all started over the talk we had when we were still kids literally just met and im jumping at the opportunity to share a space with him food for thought #incest
Okay, follow up question. Is it possible to perhaps maybe, block an entire last name. Like, blocking everyone who has that name. Like keywords?
the yearn physically burns away at me #yearnposting
dead ends. hm.
#nowplaying https://op3n.spotify.com/track/0RdfDzFw6NHp3nUX99cOr4?si=86978249fd0f49bd This shit go3s hard asf, I saw lik3 20 of u puppygirls on h3r3 this on3s 4 u ;P
idk why i bother posting.
ugh i hate dealing with heat cycles :T #nsfw
Every time I get a follower I hope they are prepared for the sheer amount of pathetic posts I make. But then again, I never sort my feed by following so I’m sure it’s fine. Maybe.
Its because my friend group is already split beyond repair, mostly. If this is, about me.
If only there was a man to help me think more clearly. And tell me how I should be thinking. #nsfw
I'm the sort of tired that asks you to lay face down unmoving for 2 hours despite being fully awake.
I love oversharing about my personal life until people suddenly Know about My Personal Life. Then it becomes an issue.
I HEAR YA BBYGRL AWRITEEEEEEEEE !!!!! im standin on da nearst chair an clappin so fckn hard u got NO ider how stoked dis got me
I admit, sometimes I forget anybody can see my posts. I should pull my act together.
and yet i need them to live / i don't wanna just take and take / i wanna get to be / i wanna have things that are mine / but every time i try it's not good enough
i hate not being enough / i wish i could meet expectations / i wish i could be what everyone wants me to be / #ventpost
WHEN YOU FINISH KILL ME. MAKE IT HURT.
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i'm gettting cavities filled tomorrow and i'm so fucking scared yall
i'm so fucking scared yall. what the fuck are they gonna be doing to my teeth
are they gonna put me under anesthetics first? if not then fuck my stupid chud life
How Am I Even A Normie According To These Flippant Standards Anyways
I'm not "Obsessed". #vaguepost
i just woke up but it seems my entire chittr feed is very ...vocal.. about their carnal desires tonight /ᐠ. .ᐟ\
Once again I think if I engaged in #FMK it would only serve to humiliate me and show my terrible taste.
if i am needed. i guess i will be cleaning the manØr and cueball asshØle's suit. again. as i am always dØing because the green bastards will die if they have tØ clean up after themselves.
great now im annoyed and attention/cuddle starved this is BULLSHIT!!!
nvm post cancelled 1 of ym notsons lieked it goodbye
Bothersome when you begin to drink, only to realize you have a responsibility you have to fulfill first and should be sober for. #substance
on god i do not deserve this tomfoolery of having a uterus get this damn thing outta me #ftm #period #whowannabuyit
my resume: artist of fine literary works professional ashtray (tags: The Rankmaid/Chittr, #nsfw, archive rating: M)
IF I SEE ONE MORE FUCKING YEARNING POST TOWARDS *MY* FIANCEE I'M GOING TO DO SOMETHING HORRIFIC.