Rose Lalonde
@tenebrificTermagent
Your favorite way of looking forward.
I too am Rose.
A rare good day today. I ought to sleep before that can change.
Hello, all. How is everyone today?
That's marvelous news! I hope the rest of your evening matches your expect8ons.
Oh? Here I thought that was an impossible boundary to cross. That's wonderful news for you, then. I hope you get to take full advantage of that.
i thot so too but apparently bubble ghosts will still work under general ghost logic, so i get 2 haunt shit if i feel like it? we just cant leav this place on our own, afaik, thus the need 4 a summon
hi rose!!! i'm late to say this but i'm doing good. i hope you are too. :D
Hello Jinx. I'm doing very well, for once. It's good to hear from you again.
Neither have I, so I wouldn't worry too much about it. But I would love to keep in contact more going forward, hm? Don't tell the others, but you happen to my favorite Egbert. And my favorite Jinx.
Speaking of experimental.
The silhouettes are the style I chose to learn for a few reasons. Namely, they represent certain complications when it comes to how I perceive both myself and the world around me lately. My mind goes, my memory starts to go with it. I forget the details of faces I have not seen in mere weeks. My sense of self dwindles by the day. I don't remember the last time I looked in a mirror, because I see no reason to. ...That, and I really do try drawing with details sometimes. I just suck at it.
you know, i could probably take you somewhere where your sense of self could be like, the only thing there. but i also have kind of a bad memory so i get that.
It's alright. The direction things are taking is inevitable. I would rather embrace everything that attaches itself to me in the journey there than try to cling to things that will not matter when I get there. But thank you. Truly.
i guess that's fair. but if there is anything i can do to help, i'm absolutely down to do so. i have a pretty different relationship with fate so i might know a thing or two.
There are certain things I need to work on with my art. The silhouettes are fairly limiting, however, I know that is entirely me. I need to start incorporating more shades. To at least define direction a little more. I could also stand to work on full bodies more, maybe even little scenes. There are plenty of things I glimpse in my worst headaches that I would love to share like that.
Hehe.
I realize those look like they need a #suggestive tag. They do not. My yearning is purely romantic.
These two are very self-indulgent. (Featuring @arachneanGambit though she no longer uses this site.)
...thats a gentle way to put it. :(
It's alright. She is a bubbles-dweller now. We still talk when she finds the time.
we werent kismeses for very long but for what its worth i miss her she gave me my first godtier death and it was very fun :P
Good morning.
As well as I can lately. Maybe even a little better. Did you? If you do sleep, I suppose.
lmao yea i kinda knocked myself out w half a bottle of tequila last night, slept like a baby
ghosts still keep most bodily functions btw we just cant die from neglecting them lmao
I almost have 20k kult. I appreciate all the support and investment in what is essentially a countdown of an account. I would say I'll do something to celebrate the milestone, but given my situation, there really isn't much I could do.
Not to discredit the issues other versions of her and myself have. Those are still very real. I just don't want anyone pitying my chits when I allude to Kanaya being my ex-wife. It isn't a bad thing.
II commend you for being strong enough two know when two end a relationship. Not everyone has the strength two go through with that.
She and I are on great terms, mind you. So often I see versions of myself lamenting their own failed relationships, and while I empathize, the issue with my marriage was never the fact that Kanaya and I did not get along. We always got along. The issue was that she is one of the first ~20 women I ever met, and the only one who clicked with me in that special way through those formative years of my life. We were, in our own way, all each other had. And that means very little when your planets are gone. But sometimes you realize that someone you thought you loved as a partner is just a friend you confused your feelings for because you had no other choice. I am not saying this is the case for every Rose and Kanaya out there — I know so many of them have a genuine and honest love. But that is not what ours was, and as far as the two of us are concerned, that is completely fine.
i'm really glad you figured things out, rose.
that is such a truthful thing i think many people could stand to learn here
I have seen simillar bonds form in the regiments. When bound by circumstance, passion, and camaraderie, emotions become compllicated. Many solldiers bellieved they were in llove, but were not... necessarilly a match. Gods onlly know why they woulld then come to me for advice. It does not mean the bond was not reall, or deeplly meaningfull. Simplly that it's nature was perhaps obfuscated or misidentified.
I'm Not A Typical Version Of The Lady You Apparently Dated, But Still Some Things Just Aren't Meant To Last. Quite Glad You Are On Good Terms With Her, My Version Of Yourself Is Someone I Respect Dearly Despite Not Being In A Relationship. Hope Your Night Is Well Miss Lalonde.
My day was good today, for once. I felt well enough to visit Kanaya and catch up.
Anyway. That aside. How is everyone tonight?
Well. What a wonderful time two be asking, then. Yaaaaay!!!!!
I would love it if I didn't keep finding forks in these kitchens.
My daughter is for the time being, dead. Cut me some fucking slack.
If I did not see versions of myself indulging in their worst habits on a regular basis on here, I would be a little more forgiving. You will have to forgive me in turn for not loving looking in mirrors that reflect the worst of me so often.
Francly i think this is a perfectly reasonabe reavtion to my situation. Restrainedeven.
I'm sorry. It's my fault. Roxy drinks because I drinks and you drink because she drink. Cosmic karmoc echoes from effec to cause. Don't listento the whispers.
2orry for hiijackiing thii2, but holy freakiing 2hiit that 2tatement hiit2 clo2e two home
Save the apologies for yourself, please. I know why this is something we struggle(d) with. Keep an eye on yourself, that is all I ask.
Good lord. Television is dreadfully boring these days.
Pribably better than the 90%.juggalo propagagda they churnhout over heree.
I think I will go for an easy walk today.
I miss energy drinks. When we first settled into Earth C I indulged in the best and most impressive of technological advancements the planet had to offer (that being an energy drink called Unreal) but as I started to feel worse, I had to give them up. Now I fear they would be like peanut butter to a kid with a nut allergy for me. So sweet, so tempting, so deadly.
oh oof. and here i can't live without them.
as a grown person with a peanut allergy, i don't let it stop me, don't let your dreams be dreams :)
i have epi pens and conditional immortality so i think it's fine
Having someone go back through liking old sketchbook posts is very nerve-wracking. What if I get a bad grade in my-ghost-relative-reviewing-my-old-art?
ur art is in fact rly friggin awesome sry 4 snoopin btw