♦ pitied by @truthfulCarnie
Okay. So, depending on if you count ageless/immortal entities, we have between 2 and 7 nonbinary people over 18 sweeps old on this site. That's not enough. Where's the rest of us.
I sure hope so. Perhaps they aren't online right now. Or perhaps they didn't see my post asking after them. But... What a sad turnout.
I aabsolutely haate moobeaast flesh, I despise its taaste, its texture, everything. I kknow I need the nutrients, but I would raather get them aany other waay. I haate it
... Is anything unimportant happening that I don't really need to be made aware of, but you'd like to share?
My pusher did not need that scare. Ugh. #specificposting
Mm. My hypocritical tendencies are creeping through once again. As someone who keeps telling the people I care about who are injured to "just stay where you are, bear with it a little longer" I sure am going to lose my mind if I don't get to do something soon. Anything. I want so badly to fight something... But that is, obviosuly, not a very good plan.
i feel like some people only like me for my fat cock while forgetting the fact that i have great balls too :/ #nsfw
TOnight is not good
MElaancholy is so much eaasier to chaase aawaay when one is not physicaally limited
i-i have "aura".,,.,. i-it's just not very Cool hahhhahahaa.,,,.,.
... I realise that my vaguery has made the misunderstanding a little wider. Apologies. Someone posted an advocacy for increased mandatory pailing, one which I, hopefully reasonably, expected that a person who had been living on Alternia wouldn't have. I asked if they were Beforan. This was merely because I had assumed that, perhaps living in a culture without enforced pailing, they might make the mistake of advocating for it. Apologies to any Beforans I may have insulted with this implication. Turns out the person was in fact Alternian and simply wrong. #nsfw mentions.
... Hm. Going to go offline for a short while to manage something. Wishing you all well.
... Do not listen to strange little instruments of cursing. It might not be the same thing that cursed me and many others, but it comes from the same source. It'll go back to that source in time.
... Please continue to ignore it until its death throes end. Chances are something else will crop up in its place, but lets not risk feeding what's here now, alright?
Are you alright?
Ah. That doesn't sound great.
... I am too injured to be meddling in the business of strangers. Sigh. Enough of that for now. Back to resting for me. Does anyone have any good news? It would be nice to have something pleasant to think about as I attempt to sleep.
One good news will do. Goodlight, all.
As irritating as it is to be resting this much, I can count myself lucky that he didn't break my legs, so I can still walk around. I know he considered it. He considered much worse. Lucky me that he prefers when people can attempt to fight back, so he can laud it over them when they fail. ... Preferred. Could. He's gone now. Good fucking riddance. I hope his body rots well so he can finally do something good for the world by feeding the detritus eaters and fungi.
... I suppose I hoped that I'd finally be free of the thought of him when he died. Hah. Perhaps when my body hurts less, so will the memories. I'll try to distract myself for now.
WHy is the toxic sludge job aaskking me to come in, I literaally caannot. Likke I caan baarely sit up, I could not even waalkk through the door
Something they don't tell you about trauma is that after being traumatised enough times it starts to get really. Fucking. Annoying. Yes yes I'm shaking and terrified despite absolutely nothing happening, yes I'm reliving the same moment in my head, yes the thought of anyone even coming close to me is making me feel ill, yes my emotional processing feels stunted and everything is like pins and needles in my pan. Can we move on already? Do you mind? Get out. Get the fuck out of my head already. I've done this dance before and it's boring now. LEAVE.
IMaagine being such aa self aabsorbed shortsighted nepotism grub thaat you get aannoyed aat people being distraaught aat misfortune haappening to them #vaagueposting
Having what people might call "a normal one" right now.
... I need to calm myself a little. I'll do something for a bit. Maybe a short walk. Just... Get the blood flowing a little without risking reopening my wounds too much.
The concept of fight night is making me wish Iksham were here to spar with. ... Not that I can spar in my current state anyway. Ugh. Oh well. I will be able to fight next week.
AAppaarently, chewing on the caannulaa is not aan aappropriaate hobby. WHaat else aam I supposed to do then, when I aam aawaare enough to be bored out of my mind? I aam going to staart developing my only other hobbies I caan do likke this, which haappen to be mentaal disorders
STaairs hurt, it turns out. BUt it waas fun. I might go once more. IF I caan get up
IT would be ideaal, of course. BUt first, it must heaal. AAnd I haave aa lot of heaaling to do
I would saay I aam aas well aas is currently possible, but thaat would aalso be aa lie. HOwever, things will hopefully improve soon. AAs for whaat haappened... I aam sorry to saay I do not remember much
WHo would haave thought injuries hurt... OW
HAaas aanybody seen ORmici or MYstry aaround laately?
I wish there waas aanything I could do to help... #vaagueposting
I wish I could control my emotions better. CRying in this staate is... NOt ideaal. THe teaars burn something aawful in the empty sockket, but it is not aas if I caan turn on my side to aavoid thaat... FUckk my stupid baakkaa life #cw-injury
IT is exceptionaally haard to taakke one's mind off things, when you aare unaable to move much
>> try ket. #substance
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PRos of spending time with aa close person: - you get to spend time with them - you do not haave to sleep through the daay aalone - fun COns of spending time with aa close person: - they maakke you taakke caare of yourself
=oXO it,s been so long since i,ve just spent a day carrying heavy objects''' what if i,ve lost my touch¿ ouu''' but i don,t wanna be anywhere except where bievey is''' =oXO
My /uck must genuine/y be terrib/e. My gashapon capsu/e was somehow empty. Is the universe p/otting against me...?
Life is cruel, I miss my girlfriend.
... Odd feeling in my chest today. Time will tell me whether it's of the physical variety or the emotional variety. For now... I will simply do my little tasks.
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... Hello wrist pain, why are you here? I haven't even drawn anything. I suppose I did a lot of delicate work with my hands last light, but... I didn't think it was anything wrist pain worthy. Sigh. Okay.
Today it seems my back has much to protest. Perhaps rather than a spar, some good stretches are in order.
=oXO umm''' its a bit hard to focus on reading at the minute''' but its nice to see that chittr is still pretty much the same¡ lots of''' new names and stuff though''' but that,s nice¡ its good to have new people come in¡¡ yay =oXO
=oXO i need to get a defibrillator for when she gets back does anyone know where i can get a defibrillator =oXO
=oXO i don,t know anything every day i realise how little i know i don,t know anything at all =oXO
I would like to remind people that coming onto a stranger's post and calling someone mentioned in the post something unpleasant is generally not a good thing to do. #vagueposting
It would be nice if I can refute it but while I don't think I'm actually all that old I am also aware that the average userbase of the site is 10.9-13.5 sweeps old... And I am... Certainly older than that. Yes I am proving Kryqus' point by continuing to post about it but I would not have had he not posted. Insert commentary on the cyclical and interconnected nature of chittr.
Mm. I am not making friends this evening it seems.
I am actually going to go now or I am going to start arguing.
PLeaase let six paainkkillers be enough to pull me through the next few daays
I have managed to get them to let me into the room. I will be away to look after them.
AAh, I aam sorry things aare likke thaat... I do hope you caan maanaage to get somewhere more interesting soon. THough to be fraankk, I might aappreciaate it if things were aa little less interesting for me
I aam so tired, I wish someone would give me aa maassaage for aa chaange. I wish I could give myself aa maassaage without lifting aa finger, I heaar I aam pretty good aat it
I need aa new spine, pronto. AAnd aalso aa chaange of aall the muscles in my shoulders aand baackk
sorry i've been gone :( got super busy with my breedings and didn't have time to check in on you guys here. i can say it wasn't for nothing tho as 99% of the women in the three nearest towns are all pregnant now!!! huge progress! #nsfw
I do miss pitch flirting...
Perhaps I retire the daily tarot posting, or place it on indefinite hiatus. It's been a rather fun exercise, but I find myself losing a little interest due to scheduling issues.
Why am I getting fertility clinic ads?
THey waant me to pull my shit together aand stop being self-destructive. THis is not aa conspiraacy, "they" aare my loved ones aand they will succeed over my deaad body
A reminder that with that last tarot card post, I shall now be mostly logging off for a while.
I meant in a R<—E—CUP<—E—RACOON.
OH. I aapologise for misunderstaanding your intent. ... WOuld you consider the former?
Considered from all anglers, culling WOULD solve ALL your problems pretty permanently. It would add to mine tho. Find a kismesis to insult you, not my job.
I reaally need to do something aabout my inaability to register the paassaage of time. I maakke myself teaa, put it right on the taable where I caan see it, aand then find it mouldy. I receive aa messaage, decide I would likke to respond to it laater... SEveraal weekks laater, the sender is confused whether I haave even received it in the first plaace. I staart aa paainting, taakke aa breaakk, intending to continue the next daay, aand then find it covered in dust. My whole life is aa raace aagaainst time, where I constaantly kkeep forgetting I aam supposed to be competing
MY maatesprit just told me thaat getting put down would fix me?? I- aam not sure how to feel aabout it??? I GUESS it would help, but... OW????
PEople would do well to stop caaring
ONe needs aa fuckking permission to die when they reaach aadulthood, which is fuckking ironic, considering everything. OH, whaat is this, I aam too useless to die now?? I need to stickk aaround aand suffer aand loaathe myself??? BEcaause I aam not good enough???? #suicide, I suppose, except I do not even get to do THAT, becaause SOMEONE waants me to kkeep going AAnd #vaagueposting aas well now, I suppose #cw-self-haarm
WHY IS THE #CUE OBSERVING ME THAT’S REALLY CREEPY.
Oh that little old feeling again, creeping in bone deep. I taste nothingness on my tongue, threads tightening around my throat, stealing my silence from me. I cry out to deaf ears, and am greeted by naught.
A bothersome menace, crying is. Pain of choking back tears lancing through my throat. Yet it will pass. It will always pass. Everything will pass. Everyone will pass.
IT seems I haave been rejected by PHuntr, I will haave to go drown my sorrows #substaances
So fucking stupid. --tenaciousTheologist [TT] has logged off!--
there are birds in my house :/
☆TooK that stupid test dunno what it means but it Kept me from being bored at least☆
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AAnxious? FRet not, you aare aactuaally exercising your pusher. AAnd the extraa aair you aare inhaaling is going to maakke you super heaalthy :) UNrelaated, I thinkk I might paass out
=oXO i don,t think violence makes you a bad person but i just can,t imagine doing it really''' even when i really don,t like something i never think about hurting or breaking it¿ i don,t really get where the urge comes from''' I love learning but i don,t think I really want to learn that one''''''' =oXO
I own aa shirt with no breaast pockkets?? WHaat is the meaaning of this??? WHaat use is such aa shirt, whaat twisted individuaal could ever seem it worthy of being maade? I aam fully convinced it caame into existence solely to spite me, aa divine punishment for my maany traansgressions aagaainst common sense
i'd uh, rather stay unpopped, thanks. no offence
DAaate ideaa: I come over aand haave aa breaakkdown
=oXO update on the search for bievey, we haven,t found her''' we have found somewhere to wait out the daylight though¡ so we,re safe at least' apparently she was here several hours ago, so we,re on the right track¡ we,re going the right way¡ i,m going to sleep, but''' awawa i,m so worried''' she,ll be okay, we,re going to find her, just''' this is scary' =oXO
=oXO raining outside''' i always get worried when it rains''' i,m sure it,ll be alright though¡ it seems like regular rain not a storm¡ =oXO
=oXO i can,t move the people i am just a little ant''''''' =oXO
:33< ladies this ones fur mew! :33< *the mighty huntress goes to do a backflip and lands face furst on the ground unmewving*
✦It’s always depressing the day after yϕur wriggling day…✦
I fear I must skip the daily tarot card today, I feel as though you can all survive without it for a day. I am somewhat under the weather and fatigue is sinking deep into my bones, so I think it best to have a day in bed.
DEspite my aaffliction, I seem to be quite terrible aat forgetting things I would raather purge from my mind
listen to me. and listen to me WELL. this is NOT a safe space for clowns. this is NOT a safe space for tyrannical fish. if youre one or the other. GET LOST
☆ need to headbutt someone, and before someone asKs not in the intimate Kute way I mean sKull to sKull bloodied face KonKussion inducing way. Shit would be mad fun. #violence☆
=oXO okay i,m going to go offline for quite a while it sounds like there,s going to be a lot to manage and i,m not going to be able to also focus on chittr¡¡¡ wish me luck¡¡¡¡¡¡ =oXO
✦Gϕt why dϕ I even bϕther playing fps games. My aim is hϕrrendϕus. I’m better ϕff playing ϕther things.✦
doing a bunch of intense breeding all day means my balls sometimes requires special attention and care to help calm down after all that work. sadly i am yet to find an actual ball massager to do the job #nsfw
WHY ARE THERE SO MANY FUCKING TROLLS ON HERE???
=oXO '''¿ why are people assuming nudity in the privacy of your own hive is #nsfw'''¿ um''' aren,t lusii always nude'''''¿¿¿¿ =oXO
I am already missing the Daily Tarot Card chits...
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:0(I have just made an account and yet have received nary a *single* message! I assumed with my status that you'd be all over me by now... I am "Shaking My Head", as I am told they say on sites such as this.)
"= mediculler online rn? shaking + multiple aches + potential nasalbleed + mood instability. not sure as to reason. impendingly awful feeling but this is not supernatural in origin this is just some shit. ="
Wow I Think That I Hate Myself.
YEaah... YOu aare both right, but fuuuuuuuuuckk
=oXO to the one singular person who said im a goner (i saw that¡¡¡¡¡) guess who LIVED¡¡¡¡ and has two new friends =:) to everyone else i hope you have a nice day and had a good night because aside from getting attacked (it was a misunderstanding¡ and neither of us expected the uninvited guest who still won,t tell me their name to go for her¡¡¡ defending me¡¡¡¡¡¡ apparently they,re friends and she does this a lot so they,re used to shutting her down awawa) i had a good one¡¡ i have friends irl now yaaaayyy #vagueposting #gore #blood tagging just in case¡ #antpics https://64'media'tumblr'com/d359723d52d0d01f460f7b7a58ce2064/29fd86a8332713dc-eb/s1280x1920/038fd2ce5b7c17895814bd29088ca2477ebd1715'png =oXO
THe hunger consumes me. AAnd by thaat, I meaan I should go cookk. THe issue, you see, aarises when we taakke into aaccount thaat - aand this might come aas aa shockking revelaation - I don't waant to
Tch. I have cllumsilly dropped something I was working on. White hot metall. Instinctivelly grabbed it with my other hand, so as to not ruin or mallform it shoulld it hit the flloor. The burn is allready fading, but the unplleasantness of such a burn tends to spoill the craftsmans mood. Amateur mistake. Particullarlly for me.
I aam staarting to observe aa trend - I should shut the fuckk up when I aam tired (well, more thaan usuaal), the laackk of filter aat such times is aabsolutely terrible
=oXO just realised i totally missed the word "below" oops''' i just woke up that,s my excuse awawa =oXO
i'm a lesbian bu♀ if i were lonely enough i coulDD probably make an excep♀ion
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i Wanna ansWr questions but also i aM trying not to be #desprate for intraction and also iM #boring so its finnne My feelings aren't hurt at all
ripping my shirt off the second i step foot inside my room i hate the fucking heat
♀he fun par♀ abou♀ fe♀ishizing my own DDepression is ♀ha♀ now when i forge♀ ♀o ea♀ or fail ♀o ba♀he or s♀ay up la♀e enough ♀ha♀ ♀he moons come ou♀ again ins♀eaDD of wan♀ing ♀o cull myself i jus♀ ge♀ horny abou♀ i♀
<<"i want to vaguepost about stuff that happens to me more because it's really fun,,, but also if anyone involved realised i was posting about them i'd shrivel up into a tiny wrinkly version of me">>
people have tried to give me nicknames that fit my occupation but unfortunately "jade hornley" and "jade hungley" both kinda suck #nsfw
WOuld it be too much trouble to venture out of the void, someplaace less lonely?
JUst once, I would likke to be held. TEnderly, not by the neckk, I would likke to claarify #violencemention #violence
♤ Somehow, I Keep Finding Myself In Situations Where I'm Pailing With People. Yet, Somehow, I Bottom Only About 20% Of The Time. Weird. #Nsfw ♤
BItches (me) will see someone being aawaare of their existence aand thinkk they haave aaccidentaally murdered someone
sometimes aradia likes my #nsfw posts and i start throbbing so much i feel light headed
WHaat is love?
࣪⊹₊˚{ UGH WHATEVER. im going to go set up a round of settlers of culltan to play BY MYSELF so i can calm down.... }>____>{ }˚₊⊹ ࣪
sAdLy cAn’t sNeAk aRoUnD At nIgHt, My aSs cLaPs tOo mUcH #nSfW Meow
I aam just now reaalising I might be overdoing it with the pledging myself to follow others here. AAs it staands, I caannot possibly reliaably fulfill every single one of those oaaths. AAnd why do I feel so compelled to follow others aanywaay? IT's not likke I'm getting aanything out of it, is it? AAre there aany follower benefits?
NEvermind, it waas just the sense of crushing guilt
SEe, this is quite straange... BUt it would seem my communicaation device is completely devoid of aany sort of contaacts. DAaamn, I must've been aa joy to be aaround if exaactly zero people waanted me to haave aan option to contaact them. EIther thaat, or I haave somehow maanaaged to wipe it cleaan. PErhaaps it waas me who waanted to become unreaachaable by the trolls I kknow... HOw straange... WEll, be thaat aas it maay, fret not! I found civilisaation! THaankk you for kkeeping me compaany, your kkindness haas been noted aand caataalogued for laater reference
OKkkaay, so it's just more trees. And aalso likke aall the waater in the world. I haave no clue how I got here. I thinkk I need to caall the troll 112. Or whoever you contaact in such situaations
SPILMT JUIMCE
ALso, it is very wet here
SEe, perhaaps the most unfortunaate faacet of my situaation is, aand this is quite embaarraassing, I caan't remember
IT would seem I haave found myself in quite the predicaament
•° they hate me because ! chugged f!ve m*nster energ!es and crashed my scuttlebuggy !nt* the!r h!ve #mybad
Very awkward energy at the Rouzze Tower offices today. It's Bring Your Auspictices to Work Day. Cubicles are overcrowded and everyone is being suffocatingly passive-aggressive. - MC Oleana
I used to know a guy whose quirk was just: "EURIDE ENTERS THE SCENE and with a look on his face that borders on contempt, takes in the motley crew assembled on his timeline. EURIDE: I cannot believe that trollkind has fallen so far as to need social media of all things to "connect" with one another. Euride exits, quickly turning off his palmhusk before getting the greatest ratio in chittr, no, multiversal history. " And we were expected to talk to him like he was just a normal fucking guy.
#IWishICouldDoThisAllDayInsteadOfMyJob #WageSlave
... Yeah, I get the feeling.
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oka7. so. experiment update. m7 blood is it(h7.
(°. everything ab𖦹ut this bulge guy deeply unnerves me. i feel like i've stumbled up𖦹n s𖦹mething i sh𖦹uldn't have seen .°)
== machine that... kisses boys... ==
∻What s☢me pe☢ple d☢n't kn☢w is that these g☢ggles aren't just f☢r making me l☢☢k c☢☢l as fuck. They're prescripti☢n.∻
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Desperately gorging myself on my friend's salt-lick that they left laying around for their Lusus in an attempt to damage my swollen thinkpan more than it already has been.
MADE PLANS FOR TONIGHT TO PRY MY TERMINALLY INDOORS HUSK AWAY FROM CHITTR FOR FIVE FUCKING MINUTES. PLANS WERE CANCELED. I'M GOING TO DIE IN FRONT OF THIS HUSKTOP.
READ ALL ABOUT IT — [ Warmblood 4 Warmblood is a diabolical term. ]
IM HUNGRY #VAGUEP0STING 🐺 IT IS VAGUE BECAUSE I AM IN FACT RAVEN0US 🐺
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the mu2♊︎c ♊︎2 not help♊︎ng.. ♊︎t ♊︎2 not enr♊︎ched enough..
The only cryme that I feel any guilt for is the destruction of the broodyng cavern from whence I hail. And that was not myne own cryme, but a Decision made by the Empyre to try and further Underscore the pryce of Rebellion. But I do mourn the systers in that cavern that I never knew. It was wrong for them to pay for Myne Own Actions.
>> my h¡vemate juડt uડed the phraડe "My body fee1ડ 1¡ke uડed 1aડagna" ¡'m gonna need ડomebody to exp1a¡n to me what the he11 "uડ¡ng" 1aડagna enta¡1ડ
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