♦ pitied by @anemonePrincess
beggin this shit to stop.
၄⋆၃ i am angry the anger will not stop this site is hellish i do not believe i am better than anyone bexause i too have indulged in my fair share of #hornyposting as well dot dot dot but some of you have no other hobbies other than getting off and being demented piexes of shit and as muxh as i adore some of the individuals i have met here i find some of you at least detestable and at most repulsive im getting off of the site for an hour or two until i no longer desire to stab someone until they are unrexognizable i will only be xhexking my dirext messages i will be drawing and watxhing movies with my darling ruby #violenxe #nsfw
>--D=Good=morning=lady=picas=unfortunately=my=night=has=been=spoiled=by=some=terrible=news=in=regards=to=two=friends=being=kidnapped=haha=:///<
For the first time, in a long time, a new word has entered the compendium of my lexicon. Jealoz noun | Jeal · oz | \ ˈjel-ōz \ , also \ ˈjel-əz \ Etymology A portmanteau of the word jealous and Kurloz (referring to Kurloz Makara, the Prince of Rage and mute subjugglator from the webcomic Homestuck). Definition 1 a: A specific characterization, mood, or alternate universe (AU) interpretation of the troll Kurloz Makara wherein he is entirely consumed by feelings of envy, romantic possessiveness, or territorial spite. 1 b: The state of experiencing intense jealousy while being physically incapable of vocalizing it, resulting in an overwhelming aura of silent, telepathic malice. 2: A manifestation of Kurloz who expresses displeasure regarding a romantic rival (often concerning Meulin Leijon, or more recently, Damara Megido) through aggressive, high-speed sign language, menacing unblinking stares, or the passive-aggressive placement of codpieces and clown paraphernalia. Usage Notes Because Kurloz cannot speak, a "Jealoz" is typically identified by behavioral cues rather than verbal complaints. Common symptoms of a Jealoz include unsolicited telepathic screaming, an increase in hostile miming, and ominously standing in the corner of a room while staring at the subject of their envy.
I,HOPE,SO,TOO,BUT,SO,FAR,THINGS,ARE,NOT,LOOKING,PEACHY
SOMETIMES IT SEEMS LIKE THERE'S ONLY ONE TROLL IN THE WORLD WHO CARES ABOUT YOU. AND WHEN YOU'RE PROVEN RIGHT, IT'S THE WORST FEELING YOU'LL EVER FEEL IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE.
man fuck hIghbloOd nEighborhoOds i hit a cAsinO cuz i felt lIkE blOwIn up a few slot mAchinEs and they stOppEd me on the way in to gIvE me a bAdgE that says "lOwbloOd". what the fuck man
i tr tried to size up mmy gauges a and they bled...............but it doessnt hurt so whatever er? #awkward #butokay <:(
my favori♀e hobby is pushing away everyone who cares abou♀ me
{[ Still fuckin6 6l6edin6 out 6tw hahaha ]}√
drunk driving yeaaaaahhgh #substance
△ i feel Disoriented !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aaaahhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~°𓆩𓈒𓆪
I have vastly misconstrued the purpose of #CreamFest. I have several piping bags to return. And I was so excited. :(
\ T >< T /
print("bourgeoisie nook got me acting unwise") print("they asked who ran the world + i said rustbloods")
i feel like a thumb bro. down.
3> Some crazy colbalt bitch keeps harassing my matesprit. <3
#theykilledgorp
jesus christ im getting all fucking anxious and sick about feeling's again
{[ Just found the FORBIDDEN AISLE in the LIBRARY. All the old teachings... JOURNALS from THE SUFFERER HIMSELF... ...AND IT'S ALL FAKE AS SHIT!!!!!! IT'S CULLBAIT!!! But thanks to my HELMET, I can see the truth. The 6ooks are a KEYPAD OF SECRET LEVERS. PROBABLY into another SECRET TUNNEL. BUT I DON'T KNOW THE FUCKING COMBINATION. ]}√
△ e⏷ery now and then xionic messes around with music and it always ends up scary ~°𓆩𓈒𓆪
{[ GO TO SLEEP ALREADY STOP HATING MY CHITTS ]}√
myProfile is OFFLINE! Reason: I INSTALLED A GAME THAT ENDED THE WORLD AND ALL I GOT WAS THIS STUPID BOSS FIGHT #sburbwithkris
၄⋆၃ fun faxt about me my vision is as awful as a leathery wingedbeast and taking off my glasses makes me a genuine hazard to myself and everyone and every fragile objext in my vixinity however i walk around my hive without my glasses on most nights :) and i still somehow always get upset when i walk into things
i think im sad.
|]=====> for the record this is not a mask or anything. i wish it was. this is just what my face looks like. <=====[|
{[ I will NEVER get a jo6!!!!!! They are GOVERNMENT LIES to keep trolls COMPLACENT AND HOPELESS AND BORING!!!!!! ]}√
woof.
throws a bone in your face. no wait.
---- |I'm not sure what to do I oh f*ck they're coming in I hope it's just to change the water please let it just be to change the water| ____
———Ψ just found out Ψ can lΨkƐ,,, Ɛnd up cookΨng mysƐlf from swΨmmΨng... THATS SCAΨRRY Ψ DONT WANNA BƐCOMƐ FRΨƐD FΨSH——Ɛ
---- |they were supposed to come in by now but I think I heard someone say something about the procedure being cancelled and I can't hear talking outside anymore so I think I have more enrichment time than normal what should I do with the time?| ____
An0n asks: What's y0ur take 0n ch0king during sex? Ee answered: i d0nt get ch0ked during sex nearly en0ugh. I als0 d0nt have nearly en0ugh sex #eeasks #nsfw
---- |a good thing happened I was given more nutrition paste than I normally get I think they're trying to make it so I'm less hungry all the time I hope it works I ate it all but I don't feel much fuller| ____
╰┈➤ˎˊ˗ ╰┈➤ DON'T HATE MY CH𝙸TT 𝙸'LL K𝙸LL MYSELF @∆@"
၄⋆၃ ive disxovered ask boxes only lead to distress so i shall not be posting mine bexause i do not wish to be asked another question regarding if ive had my pods nubs suxked :) the answer is no the answer will always be no #gofuxkyourself #suggestive????? #idontknow
---- |I have an idea for the rest of the name I can use on here that's definitely just a name to blend in and not a name for me to use since I don't have one really beyond something that I'm not allowed to share| ____
---- |I don't know how long I have until they take the palmhusk away but I wanted to say hello whilst I could| ____
>--D=Goregle=How=to=delete=dm=please=help=urgent//<
I, too, was abducted before it was cool. #casperbitsthathaveatargettedaudience
I am n0t immune t0 st0ckh0lm syndr0me Even t0day i yearn f0r the t0rture dunge0n
if i can survive a whole team of bedwars players then I can survive mike tyson.
Therapy Isn't Enough, I Need To Do Something.
a minute is 59 seconds.
i ham joy.
im pretty sure im not a nepeta.
၄⋆၃ augh uuhhghhghhh itxhy bad #notfond
if I could be her. but im not her and shes not me. and youre somewhere different. on a different planet. and you still want it. the inner sanctity. and its an evil. but the evil is necessary. and youre still hungry for her and you still want her loving. but she doesnt love you. #lyricposting
i walk a lonely road. shit what was the rest.
i think my mood swing just dropped by. i now kinda hate my existence too. FUCK.
grindin the non sleepin days.
၄⋆၃ gog im so fuxking tired but sleeping feels impossible insomnia is xruel and must be dealt with bulb lid twitxhes nubs up
watched too many reels and now my pan is slop
oh shit. nearly hittin the 20k i have no clue what to do.
pitying me is also petting me.
would any of you fucks believe i never ate a flower.
---- |chittr I don't know what to oh already oh no um please it it hurts can you take the icy stuff out of me? huh no no I didn't I'm sorry I'm sorry no I won't I didn't mean it I'm sorry I wasn't| ____
---- |I don't have much time left of enrichment I don't think um please can someone answer my question of what should I do my prongs are so cold they're going kind of numb since icy stuff was put in my veins and I don't think I'll be able to sleep but they want me to sleep| ____
၄⋆၃ every time someone dies on this damn site i hear twins at the xarousel by kikuo playing far off in the distanxe i wonder if maybe death is easier for those poor trolls who perished at the hands of others or that dreadful game in a way i grieve all of them even if i did not know them bexause they too existed #death
---- |I can't feel my prongs anymore well I kind of can they just feel like the ice my handlers put in me I don't know what to do they want me to sleep but I don't think I can what should I do| ____
---- |um I'm not sure why people are talking about dying but if I die it would probably be because my handlers didn't realise something would kill me and if I died I would obviously be dissected for multiple reasons| ____
၄⋆၃ onxe again thinking of my "dearest" bud dookie fartin may you rest easy you freaky bigoted asshole the ironix shit is he was super bigoted but he was like a mutant question mark i dont know man not onxe did he xonsider that he did not have to get revenge on the human girl that somehow question mark named him dookie fartin but xould instead just xhange his name or some shit dont ask me how any of this happened it doesnt make any sense to me either
I wish I wasn't a ghost.
---- |hell he hello chitter chittr does anyone know how to get rid of it when it feels like ice I mean when it feels like your blood is ice| ____
၄⋆၃ had to open my soda with my teeth bexause im unfortunately malnutritioned and my weak ass fronds xould not do shit against the dreaded xap dot dot dot
၄⋆၃ too all you bastards that xan walk/run/just move in general for over 5 minutes without being out of breath dot dot dot hows it feel LIVING MY DREAMMMMM POINT OF EXXLAMATION #silly
၄⋆၃ OHHHGGOG ALTERNIAN SPIDERS ARENOT FOR THE WEAK JUST SAW THE FREAKIEST MOST DEMMENTED LOOKING SPIDER AND I AM DISPLEASED #NOTFOND #NOTFONDATALL
၄⋆၃ when my grubify just suddenly dexides to stop fuxking funxtioning dot dot dot fuxk this shit im going baxk to pirating musix like a GOOD TROLL SHOULD #HateLetmetellyouhowmuxhivexometohateyousinxeIbegantoliveThereare38744millionmilesofprintedxirxuitsinwaferthinlayersthatfillmyxomplexIfthewordhatewasengravedoneaxhnanoangstromofthosehundredsofmillionsofmilesitwouldnotequaloneonebillionthofthehateIfeelforhumansatthismixroinstantForyouHateHate
whats the most fucked up name you seen around.
print("if i ever became rich the first thing i would get would be an entire suit of armour") print("maybe i wont even wait until i am rich") print("if i take out one or two loans + cut back on eating for a week every now + then i am sure i could get one eventually")
---- |my handlers haven't come in at the time they often do and I don't know ow f*ck I don't know why and it's making me nervous maybe they're preparing something I hope not that usually means something I won't like even more than normal I'm not sure what to do| ____
People like you piss me off. I can 8e kind, I just can't find anyone worth 8eing nice to. Know who else I can't find? Who fucking asked.
၄⋆၃ sorry i was xhoking it went down my windxhute
၄⋆၃ OHHHKJOGOGFHXOHOKIN GO NMAIMOZZARELLAS STIXKSD
---- |I wish I had an exoskeleton for protection wait actually no I don't they would probably remove it and that would hurt never mind post cancelled| ____
︻デ═一 0pened the TL t0 every0ne talk1ng ab0ut h0w b1g the1r bulge 15. let5 ju5t 5ay. 1t5 bel0w average #n5fw #1mtran5gender
breakdances in front of you.
blows you up with mind.
5'8 6y the way
rose confirmed her height. i know exactly why. now i fuckin know. i have no more any doubts. i accept this fate. https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/ac7fb357b85d.png
did we forget pityin me is also pettin me. yall pat my head too much. now i have thoughts.
people keep pitying my chits and i find that sort of offensive thereMs nothing pitiful about me
HOLY FUCK I JUST WATCHED MY DATE GET REDUCED TO ATOMS CHAT AM I COOKED?
I'M STARTING TO THINK EVERYONE I DATE IS CURSED
DON'T LOOK AT ME 𓂃۶ৎ [ vagueposting about me wont make it any less obvious youre posting about me daraya. #preciseposting ]
၄⋆၃ eugh UEHbh TAG IN PANTS NO BAD EUUHg UUHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaahhhhfhfhfhfff #DISTRESS
>--D=But=of=course=tending=to=your=emotional=and=physical=needs=is=what=lowbloods=such=as=I=are=meant=to=do=after=all=haha=:)//<
>--D=I=know=some=of=you=might=be=worried=about=what=exactly=transpired=yesterday=and=well=I=cannot=tell=you=exactly=myself=it=was=a=bit=scary=losing=all=of=my=tools=to=communicate=with=the=outside=world=due=to=them=being=ripped=apart=by=which=I=mean=ripped=apart=by=internal=processes=that=occurred=without=any=of=my=influence=haha=:)//<
>--D=--atomizedHobbyists=husktop=has=been=decapitated--//<
--atomizedHobbyists palmhusk has been atomized--
>--D=Chemically=induced=spasms=are=so=awkward=I=just=gave=someone=I=didn't=intend=to=a=hate=react=oh=well=haha=:)//<
#matespritmonday 4nd hE isnt EvEn hErE 8( siiiiighhhhh
smacking my fuckin head on the wall.
i sh0uld bE m0rE mE4n but it gEts rE4ll7 tiring. guEss i prEFEr 0thEr tr0lls bEing mE4n t0 mE s0 i c4n c0mE up with 4 sh0rt 4nd simplE rEpl7 [which usuall7 gEts 0n thEir nErvEs] its E4s7 w0rk L0L
i think im being blackmailed :/
i really need more friends or to start blaming myself for my issues more haha i mean it cant all be his fault huh maybe he treated me that way because it was a response to how i was inherently instead of making me that way maybe it was me oh my god i sound so lame haha #abuse
He has the audacity to act like a battered housewife when in reality im the battered one if anything. Good gravy.
>8/ wEll s0mE tr0lls LIKE p4thEtic s0 d0nt gEt 4t mE F0r tr7ing
d0nt pit7 m7 Funn7 chit
it isnt s4FE t0 t7pE whilE w4lking but i wish hE w4s hErE s0 i c0uld hE4r him pl47 4nd listEn t0 m0viEs 0r s0mEthing 8( #sad
m47bE wEll mEEt 4t 4 b4r hEll drivE 4 Funk7 Ehh #reference
✦Me and yϕu are in the same bϕat sister✦
i don't like change :)
print("loud repost")
(°. i'll never get a matesprit .°)
I think I just lo+st aura po+ints. #AmIUsingThatCo+rrectly
thErEs 4 s0ng stuck in m7 hE4d 4nd it isnt EvEn 4 g00d 0nE. this sucks
damn list gon gimme a panache
3> Schizophrenia is a wonderful thing sometimes. #cw-mental-health <3
i get kinda curious if i vanished for days or hours. anyone would notice. taps chin.
ST-P PITYING ME Y-U'RE SUPP-SED T- LAUGH
every pity reaction is a headpat on me now. if you pity any of my chits you are petting my head.