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It's been a while since last time i indulged in posting myself with my cool sword (which cannot fully be seen on this pic but whatever!) https://file.garden/ajBWLq7l9SBZHJVh/Untitled31_20260403231250.png

I'm glad I'm finally moving on...been stuck on where I was for far too long.

it's reserved for her i can't take a step only one of space can fit that way

forgor 2 mention 1st real date went rly well

my house set up is slowly becomin a masive pollow fort lol

We're really sorry for the mess we caused this week. I promise we'll be keeping an eye on Roxy, they're stressed and tired but they'll be ok. hopefUlly, thoUgh we're pretty confidant!

i got rly good news but 1st things first my friends r fuckin dumbasses i know som ppl here r prolly gonna call them assholes 4 this but i just dont have it in me 2 agree hell im not even rlly angry im just tired callie n janey were plannin some grand gesture n rly wanted 2 surprise me and got evry1 involved but it back fired cause evry1 avoided me 2 not spoil the surprise rose ended up bein the 1st to read all the messages i left n told everyon e how they fucked up turns out jake was told 2 block me aftr he said he was strugling 2 keep the secret and thr trolls just went along w dirks whol block if u think youll spill thing so the good news is callie and janey liek me back wer gonna do somthin when i feel bettr im rly happy but tbh im super overwlemed too this whole thing has been a mes but im glad my friends r still here n theyr all sendin appologies rn 4 the ppl i know still want 2 fite them thanh you everyone that tried 2 help this past week it maens so much 2 me

Okay, She Stable I Think Whatever It Was That Was Inside Might Be Gone I'm Getting Someone To Take Her Home Now

I miss her touch the way every time we were together it felt like she was molding me into a better person. Make me feel as if I was loved. The way she didn't care how malformed I was my body is finally something I'm more comfortable with but she loved it before then. She always had so much intention behind everything her very touch was addicting. I have nothing that will make me feel as good as she did #yearning #suggestive (?)

im in ths shity place where i want 2 b alone but also dont want 2 n proly shouldnt bc il either drink more or somethin else i rly dont trust myslef rn #substance #cw-self-harm

the wrlod mite b spinin from 1 too maney drins but it felss good so who am i 2 clplaine *complain #substance

oh oh fuk the romms spinnin 2 much #substance

thsts my alt universe mom, shes the best tbh

i i dont think im gonna b ok

there is something kind of melancholy about flying when you are doing it at night. the cities below are tiny but filled with thousands of people living their lives unaware of you all the way above them. it is a strange reversal of how i would make up stories about the mail carriers that flew over my island when i was little. of course i used to pretend there were passenger planes flying over and made some of the silliest stories ever about people, but i dont actually think passenger planes were allowed in grandpas airspace!

of course the weekends supposed 2 b a nonstop thundershower why tf not just addin insult to injury hre

i shuld prolly eat any sugestions im out of mac 4 my mac n cheese

tryin rly hard here 2 hold it together and tbh i think im doin a p good job at not seemin like my life is fallin appart n im tryin 2 break a door down

think ill take a walk by the lake 2nite

pretendin this is ibprofin here 2 save me but its just among us anways code VKKEXG

game canceled man i suck at timin

will do

i cant believe im sayin this but i need a distraction thatll completely take my mind off things time 2 play cod, wish me luck i have my headset on n the lobby is loadin

One more for tonight. Something experimental. To express something I often feel the migraines try to tell me. That something is happening. (( #rosessketchbook ))

Ahem,Women <3 #suggestive

My last post was a little joke. This is my main eyeshadow palette I use the most.

wow im rly stressed lol idk why im so stresed kinda wishin i could get into my alcohol rn tho #substance
dnot b sorrryyy momma im leike thrivin and soooo happppyy teh alchogol is jsut a reward i canquit whenever i want ok
haiiiii momm hi mom hi mom imdrunk rgiht now

i got my grippy soks on
#KanayaKonfession With A K To Be Quirky Quite Fond Of Ahem Thicker Women Although I Do Not Think I Can Handle “Allat” Because I Am Weak #Suggestive I Suppose

gettin lunch with callie im gonna tell her how i feel wish me luck

if i sltill hate myself and fel like shit tomrorow im just gonna pretend laike i dont
You know what they say about those with sharp wit- cunning linguists of the highest calibre, if you catch my meaning... but really, that's only the beginning... Tasting's a mutual art, so I would guarantee you're not the only one who's going to end up with their lips somewhere warm...~ and that's to say nothing of idle hands and the workshop they become...~
another you informed me its all cool and shit despite probably being your age (or younger) im like proud of all the things youve done the shit i hear youll do keepin the strider name alive and not like some clone fuckwit who probably cant even operate a toaster i mean our name and shit iunno im just cool

((Small little tiny OOC break to share with y'all that my dad is officially cancer-free. Fuck cancer))

thanks mom you too

no actually 1 of them includes takin calliope on a nice dinner tho

k so im workin on plans for my confessions, progress!
I’m not that far into the monetary market as my other iterations, hoo hoo. Although I might be able to come up with something…

The mytho+s o+f being an island to+ yo+urself is a sickness they give to+ yo+u. Yo+ur strength is in yo+ur bo+nds, no+t in a lack o+f them. Do+ no+t allo+w the delusio+n o+f singularity to+ take away yo+ur perso+nho+o+d.

Like. If I wanted to get my posts hated I'd post this more often. https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/898357f5b67a.png #nsfw #nsfwe #incest #twincest #strilonde

i think i culd try that thx mom

All alone in my bedroom With the lights turned down and my roommate gone I know it's over, still, I cling on 'Cause I'm my own right-hand girl And I don't need anyone But sometimes, I miss your stupid face And your taste, and your smoking gun It's so depressing how the tear ducts in my eyes They're so much wetter than the space between my thighs Oh-oh-oh, I can't help if thinking about it only makes me cry It keeps me wet, you know you keep me wet 'Til I run dry #nsfw #lyricposting

Sometimes I do miss coming home to someone. It was nice, to lay my head on her shoulder after a long day.

Today Is A Good Day To Like Women.

ur prolly rite im still gonna try i promise im gonna do it i think that promise was more 2 myself but its also 4 every1 routin 4 me rn

why was it so easy to tell dirk i had a crush on him hundreds of tiems as a teen but i cant tell callie or janey my feelins on either of them now?

you have do not disturb on

thx mom dw i will

celebratin pride with drinks! 2 bad theres no 1st day of pride party goin on but its monday so thats prolly why if any1 wants 2 come over 4 drinks tho feel free idk maybe i could throw a sudden house party? #substance
guyz ive been doing so good being 85% sober of the time

I Must Apologize For My Absence, A Lot Has Happened In So Little Time I Feel As If Revamping This Account Is In Order Though Rest Assured I Am The Same Kanaya Who Happens To Have A Rather Bad Addiction To Marijuana You All Know. Did Anything Interesting Happen In My Absence?

c< OH, sHit, yOu OKay? >c

the feminine urge to thrust all the way Down in her throat..,..,.., #nsfw

its officially gay season for me so happy gay season i stay trans as fuck

maybe its just cause its late and im getting melancholic but damn every pride month just kinda makes me think about when i was a kid n i took a dull ass knife to my hair and just started trying to saw it off and bro found me being a total butt baby during it and he didnt say a word he grabbed some scissors from idek where and fixed the mess id made before spending a good while putting what was left of my hair in locs and like a lot of shitty stuff happened. no denying that i mean fuck i really dont think he felt anything for me and just kinda tolerated me for the most part but for just a day i kinda thought wed be okay and be a normal family and shit i dont know why i looked into it so hard its 3am i shouldnt be thinking about this crap [[ #vent ]]

happy pride :D!!! im still figuring out my identity so i dont have anything to post about but!! i love you all!!!!
I Cannot Depart In Gay Vampiric Activities For Now As I Dont Have Anyone To Do So So I Need Volunteers

I've been too busy at work to check Chittr today, apologies. #workposting. Now I have a tag though.
h77ps://cdn.imgchest.com/files/7b9a59fc1772.png fun night with my bestie! @lolHec

[████: Revive] ===> The clock settles, your death was neither justified nor heroic truly pitiful. But that's what you're aiming for wasn't it The clock strikes and screams out It's lights blinding as the box reconstructs though within you of course. You're flesh returns It grows from nothing your body restores itself You don't remember the feeling of it You can barely process it at all but now you are alive again, but this burden is still yours to bear. Now you can do it freely though...you are finally whole. #nsfw #flashing https://i.postimg.cc/VkSGC2gn/37mzyaktqfhc1.gif

me at 13 years: tiny skinny underfed and basically a bag of bones me now: makin my own food and put on weight maybe a bit of a fupa goin on i wont lie but i am #happy as fuck now that i get to eat what i want when i want

I'll demonstrate a good technique. #Suggestive

"I need to draw" I say, knowing full well I am tucked in in such a manner it would make the bugs in rugs cry from jealousy. I will get to them soon, I promise. Tonight I just want to dashwatch and make a post or two if I feel crazy enough.

My eyes feel so heavy. But after the shock of the morning, it was a nice day to day. Some oddly interesting conversations and all. I wasn’t perfect at my job but it was something to do, and I sort of liked getting to be busy and talk to people throughout.

i did not mean to hit thehate button my apologies!!! this is really cool!!

Sapphic yearning except I'm bisexual + ho+rny. #nsfw

Mayb drinki it all in 1 go was a mistak. <:B #substances

i lov both off my moms. #substances

Reading villainess manga. I’m not usually a big fan of anime or anything, but I suppose this is the closest I get.

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:Something forgotten Someone forgoten ✶ 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗

(=^・⩊・^=) < I'M NOT GONNA LIE, I REALLY LOVE THIS OUTFIT!~ HTTPS://CDN.IMGCHEST.COM/FILES/7B9AD9D1F068.PNG #SELFIES

weed is so diff from alcohol im on fire divas #substances

chittr is fun sumtimes i say rly random stuff and my mom and or the president lieks it

Do expect me to be slightly more active around here from now on. Hello—hi, everyone. Has anyone missed me? I already asked that question. Fuck. #ROBOT

i stop drinkin 4 a few days and now im sleepin earlier feelin better just feelin genrally happier the trauma bugs also arnt bitin rn tho so it prolly wont last but im gonna enjoy it while it does lol

i thought i was friday almost all day im just upset cause i have 2 wait longer before i can drink again and i rly rly rlly want 2 drink #substance

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:@discardedPasts It's a late night, and your staring at yourself in the mirror. Your mother isn't home she hardly is truthfully, you were messaging your online friends the three of them have gotten off for the night. You sneak into your mother's room as quiet as well someone who's rather bad at sneaking. Opening her closet you see what you always wanted to wear, not these dumb shorts you wanted to be pretty. You hated being called handsome and such a good son. It wasn't you it was never you. But tonight of all nights you lost track of time, perhaps it was just the way your mother's skirt looked, the way it flowed the way you didn't look like how you were told to be. Of course then your mother walked in, sober a truly rare marvel if anything she should get a mother of the year award for this. The conversation was shattered, you were hysterical, panicking, you were figured out and it hurt, how would she react? What would she say? And in a moment she hugged you, no questions no buts no ifs, she loved you. And from that day you were known solely as R̷̴̡͍̭̣̪̲̜̭̳̠͙̘̠̔ͫͧ̅̽̃ͦ̍ͬ̚͢͡͝o̺͔ͨͤs̶̨͍̙̜̎͒́̍͡ȩ̴̶̷̸̵̧̛̖͙͈̩̻̙͓̦̮̮͙̖̞̱̥ͦ̐̎̃̀́̊͂ͨ̐ͥ̀̋͘̕͟͟͢͝ ... I think I need a moment 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗
B0dy and bl00d She d0n't need y0u f0r shit but y0ur dick and y0ur veins And y0ur guts and y0ur B0dy and bl00d Every man see she thick and they wish they c0uld bang When she strut, she g0t B0dy and bl00d Nails did, hair did, b0dy right, teeth white Knives sharp, gettin' B0dy and bl00d If y0u a bad bitch, let 'em kn0w y0u ain't 0ut f0r the d0ugh Y0u want B0dy and bl00d #lyricp0sting #vi0lence #nsfw

I wanna fuck you like an animal. I wanna feel you from the inside. I wanna fuck you like an animal. My whole existence is flawed. You get me closer to God. #ListeningNow #Nsfw #HornyPosting https://open.spotify.com/track/5mc6EyF1OIEOhAkD0Gg9Lc?si=QftjW3eESXmynhjVV06U4w

rolal i need your mom can you please set us up???
poor rosie woesie......... u wil always have mommy out ther somewher..

I Miss Her.
don't know how comfortable I am with a 6 hour long wrassleorgy about my brother but i just got finished sucking my gfs little thingy so life is good #nsfw

https://i.postimg.cc/wvRqwT36/image-2026-05-21-045150429.png Something more personal for the late night, when most are asleep. She will never see this. She has no interest in this site. Our parting was mutual. When I was young, I latched onto her like anyone would latch to all they had. She was sweet. She was loving. She was interested. I will never doubt that what we had was genuine. But we were all we had. Once we got to Earth C, we realized we were together because of that. That wasn't fair to either of us. So we decided we would split, see if what we had was real or if we only had it because there were no other options. She is happy. I know she is. I regret it. (( #rosessketchbook ))
“Should my offspring remember me long after I have departed this plane, I would pray it is not as an oracle enthroned above their fate, nor as one of those pitiful sages who mistake cold calculations for wisdom. Authority is among the frailest forms of devotion, and it survives only so long as fear remains to preserve it. No - let me instead be remembered as one would the warmth of a hearth long abandoned. A presence not always consciously, nor perfectly clear, but in which lies the certainty that somewhere in the architecture of one’s soul there once existed a place where becoming oneself was permitted without punishment. There are magicks capable of preserving the body against rot, the voice against silence, even the mind against the mercies of time. I have studied many of them, yet none have struck me as particularly noble pursuits. The true ambition of parenthood ought not be eternal vigilance or immortality through legacy, for legacy is merely vanity wearing ceremonial robes. Rather, it is the thankless and infinitely more difficult miracle that one’s spawn continues, even after your extinction, to seek delight in the world unashamedly. To leave behind a soul ever so capable of joy. This alone seems to me a form of magick worthy of reverence. Anything beyond it is merely another frightened scholar bargaining poorly with oblivion.” - Calmasis the Redeemed, from Complacency of the Learned by Rosalia E. Lalonde nunca te ouvidaré, mamá

screw #hornyposting its #lonelyposting time

Right? Somehow the vibes aren't really pointing towards #hornyposting tonight.
yo real talk though any version of my sister i need carnally #nsfw #incest #balanceineverything

if i die i want my body thrown into the crowd liek a boquet at a wedding and whoever my corpse lands on is the next 2 die

my coursep should be flung from a celing fan
[[ I thought I'd post some Philox's since I don't think I've shown what they look like to often! ]] https://file.garden/aelVJgRZYyZ0NkRu/philox%20yarrow%20ref.png https://file.garden/aelVJgRZYyZ0NkRu/philbert.png

lol uh i was talkin bout my cat rum tum tugger https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/ae98d88704eb.jpg

At this ttime of night many would expect me to be saying I am chugging down #substance. But tonight I am simply a respectable lady.

oops My hand slipped #nsfW https://file.garden/Zu7pjGV7oGLUPzsR/IMG_5888.png

its ok mom dw

regettin 2 that agrement not 2 drink 2 days in a row even tho i agree with it tenically its any inebration it counds 4 drugs 2 which suks rn #substance
me when im postin https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcReeggAuJGTbtEGLDw7yd1pCUQgZCRiyEL-v0u3ddpLqg&s=10
Far Too Many Familiar Faces I Must Focus On My Topiaries

アタシの考え:

アタシ▶︎もそうだ。

I did come by to say I'm going to start tagging those posts now, but I see the dashboard has taken to a topic I want nothing to do with. Picture me flourishing my cape as I turn and leave much like Tuxedo Mask.

Are you proud of me, mother..?
Might head out to have a drink tonight.

pretend im quote rechitting this for a ratio arigatou https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/b6787e6ab04b.png

There's something so very compelling about the abuses of power and control Hannibal conducts upon the sad puppy that is Will Graham. Yes, I am taking notes. I am also taking recipes. #nsfw #violence #gore perhaps?
seeing people i haven't seen in years and are probably dead in my time realy hasn't gotten any less weird.

I am not a huge anime watcher but I do enjoy Death Note.

0n0

Maybe the real scratch were the ████████ we made along the way.

And now, perhaps, they kiss...?

o god thats my mom

AWWWWWWW LOOK AT US!!!!! :3 <3 <3 <3333 #so #EFFIN #CUTE














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