♦ pitied by @abstractAmphibian
real restless. i wanna do *somethin'* but i don't know what i wanna do. u︵u
waking up drenched in sweat because the air c0nditi0ning went 0ut at s0me p0int. s0meb0dy g0tta die.
misread a name as 'diCk smasher' so i'm doin' 6reat this evenin'.
W)(ale... I s)(oald )(ave sean it coming from a knot away! 38/ -Erifin only attended my coronation so )(e could try and fling as)(en again! Yuck!
i think i should take a break from chittr / my mental health is awful right now / rest well everyone
Two minnowtes and already an assassination attempt? Seariously?! )(ope t)(is crown gives me )(er psionics. Fig)(ting off t)(at Rustblood wit)( my 2x3Dent was difficult! Probably was spying on us a w)(ile!
♠ So I've blocked you. Wonder why? Please consult the criteria below: ♠ ✔ You done a hemoism ✔ You done a sexism ✔ You done a polyquadrant erasure ✔ You heckin disrespected sex work ✔ You called me "Joe Cuckold" Chittr is my weapon of justice, and the block button is my bullet. Pow.
Dni: Hemophobic, Marvus Selfshippers, Anti-Empire, 'Cull all high bloods', Empress Kinnies, East Alternian pop stans, Under 6 sweeps, Think slurs can't be reclaimed, Are super into culling, Antilowblood, People who make having their quadrants filled their entire personality, Dont know basic concepts around activism (im not here to teach you) Rustbloods: 𝒹𝓂 𝓂𝑒 Bronzebloods: 𝒹𝓂 𝓂𝑒 Goldenbloods: Ask to follow Olivebloods: 𝒹𝓂 𝓂𝑒 Jadebloods: 𝒹𝓂 𝓂𝑒 Tealbloods: Open Bluebloods: Ask to follow Indigobloods: Open Purplebloods: DNI Violetbloods: DNI Fuchsiablood: 𝒹𝓂 𝓂𝑒
but truthfully what i hate m0re than pe0ple actually rec0gnizing me is pe0ple wh0 think i'm tr0ll 2-d fr0m apebeastz and ask f0r an aut0graph.
went t0 human grubbucks t0day and after i t0ld the barista my name she went "0h haha like the mage 0f d00m" and i said yeah, exactly like that. she then said she w0ndered what he was up t0 these days.
>[ ain't it a little messed up when you've been feel-ng great, and then you just kind of... miss feel-ng sad. like, th-re's a familiar comfort in it, like shade in the hot sun of happiness. ];
i was gonna ask "arent some aradias robots" and then decided that. that might not be taken well straight up. so im just gonna say good for u miss maid. thats a fun llittlle fantasy
EVEN NEAR TO DEATH, ONE MORE SHOT OF RECREATIONAL POISON AWAY FROM BECOMING A LIQUOR-LOGGED HUSK, I CANNOT WREST MY THROBBING THINKPAN AWAY FROM CONSCIOUSNESS. NEED. TO. RELAX.
I TOOK ONE STEP OUTSIDE TO GO TO FIGHT NIGHT. ONE. A GALE-FORCE CYCLONE PRACTICALLY HURLED ME AGAINST THE DOOR. AND PELTED ME WITH ABOUT SIXTEEN EMPTY PLASTIC WATER BOTTLES, JUST TO HUMILIATE ME. ANY DAY, NOW. I COULD LAY DOWN IN FRONT OF A SCUTTLETRAIN AND JUST DO IT.
just found out he called me a bulge tease to the dead version of me i cant do anything fucking right (tags: The Rankmaid/Vagueposting, #nsfw, archive rating: M)
K--<sorry i dont know what just happened im gonna go hit the cupe for a bit i feel weird
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he had messaged me about finding my pages i was so excited now what
I foresee this growing irritating.
◥▶◀◤ —> I asked for a male Megido. The universe delivered. I am undeserving. Yet. Simultaneously embarrassed of every moment due to my constant spaghetti, dawg.
MADE PLANS FOR TONIGHT TO PRY MY TERMINALLY INDOORS HUSK AWAY FROM CHITTR FOR FIVE FUCKING MINUTES. PLANS WERE CANCELED. I'M GOING TO DIE IN FRONT OF THIS HUSKTOP.
FOR CLARIFICATION I WAS 8EAT UP AND 8LOODIED 8Y ARADIA
N⚙ task that is easy is ever w⚙rthwhile. This is why I have been given the feeble b⚙dy ⚙f a gutterbl⚙⚙d, s⚙ that I may make it int⚙ s⚙mething ⚙f w⚙rth. I d⚙ n⚙t ask the Machine G⚙d f⚙r a pleasant existence, I ask it f⚙r the c⚙ntinued strength and kn⚙wledge t⚙ ⚙verc⚙me my tribulati⚙ns
My 8ody is still sore from yesterday. Gog damn it, Aradia.
GOREGLE, IS IT POSSIBLE TO LEARN KARATE IN ONE DAY
alr1ght... hyped myself up as long as 1 could... ton1ghts f1nally the n1ght yall... f1nally gunna spread my w1ngs and break 1t off for REAL th1s t1me... 1f you dont hear from me by dawn then uh... then he probably squ1shed me to death, haha... all that repressed rage 1s uh. real terr1fy1ng. haha.
tOO MANY, tOUGH CONVERSATIONS ALL AT ONCE LATELY, bLUH,
sigh if only i could be on matesprite island... maybe id finally be able to get SOMEBODY in my quadrants
i wonder what my timelines sollux is doing.. hmm.. kind of miss him