♦ pitied by @voxAngeli
The sinking feeling, not knowing if the reason I'm finding the name cuter because Reveri is a cute name to consider trying out for a bit or if I'm falling for it.
Considering what she has taken from me, at the moment, I think stealing her name would be fine. Pondering.
I Was Meant To Be New. I Was Meant To Be Beautiful. The World Would Have Looked To The Sky And Seen Hope... Seen Mercy. Instead, They Will Look Up In Horror.
dont you have your own stuff you have to deal with i dont want to be a bother ......but, uh. thank's <>
dont know whether to laugh or cry rn. think im just gonna block and ignore it so i never have to see it again. shouldve done that earlier.
i d∞nt think it was g∞∞d f∞r me. maybe thatll change but right n∞w its n∞t l∞∞king s∞ g∞∞d
its s∞ fucking stupid having trauma ∞r whatever like ∞∞∞∞h i killed my capt∞r better see his head smashing against the c∞ncrete every time i cl∞se my eyes x∞x∞ better n∞t ever be happy again !! why n∞t freak ∞ut it makes perfect sense!!! #vi∞lence
you ever meet someone who talking to actively make's you feel lonelier
༻𐫱༺ Unfortunately I am in a lab🌻 At besst it will be a blig𝒽t on my ot𝒽er plantss🌻 ༻𐫱༺
If-it's-ä-näp-or-ä-deep-sleep,-I'd-säy-it's-better-to-just-chill-änd-just-let-the-dreämbubble-do-its-thing<< Cän't-be-forcing-yourself-äwäke-when-you-could-be-reliving-ä-memory-or-speäking-with-some-dude-from-your-päst<<
You hope that maybe someone will be able to get you out of it. Speaking as someone who was trapped in a bubble for six months alive and awake one time
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time to check every room in my house for a hidden camera despite knowing he died before i even had my own place and then checking again because he would have hidden them better than i could find #tw-abuse #ocd #intrusivethoughts
is it nromal 2 miss ur moirail so much after 2 days u nearly start cryin? or am i just mentally unwell?
stupid body needs to stop falling asleep!!! i have shit to do!!!!!!
c< wOulda called tHat wOMaN HOt, but sHe Has Me blOcKed.... tHis is sad >c
if i ever stop posting, assume i have in fact, stepped on a landmine for the last time.
Okay. Headache update I suppose. I can feel a line radiating pain down the side of my face. It is agonising. The pain meds aren't kicking in yet. I think I will be logging off for the time being.
the lion does not concern themself with their noticeable memory loss, brain fog, and slight cognitive decline.
im realizing that my fantasies about getting the stuffing beat out of me arent actually sexual at all i just hate myself and want to be destroyed in an act of cathartic violence.
the onl7 one in m7 (ir(les who’s (onfessed and got reje(ted is me, as far as i know. haha, damn.
lowk might go back to sleep lmfao my head is all over the place rn. i didnt even do any drug's or drink at all maybe being overstimulated just actually broke my brain. #substance #nsfw
> be me > wake up, everything hurt's > fuckton of notification's > somehow back home in bed, pretty sure i fell asleep in grass > tired.jpeg > read nothing > mark all as read ive got 3 year's left to live im not reading all 50 notification's and 107 spam dm's from katt
must be nice not having to take painkillers and sleep-aid to get even decent sleep.
Should prob★bly stop referring to myself ★s "Girl who bleeds good" #nsfw #nsfwe
bluh!!!!!!!! bluh bluh bluh. bluh!!!!!!!!! i fell asleep with my dang mouth open and when i woke up...... there was a really big #insect on my tongue which would usually be fine but!!! but!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my stupid doggy brain kicked in before my people brain!!! i swallowed it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it was so yucky!!!! it tasted so freaking bad!!!!!
i +hink maybe i shovld jvs+ redo my en+ire life from +he beginning.
3> I plucked my guitar a little hard and now my finger bleeds. Damn. <3
(╥﹏╥) i dont wanna stand up again
|ts sooo fukkc|n hot |n my room outugh
Jfc being the only person in a house who cares about recalls and outbreaks is so. nice. I love being annoying about food safety and I don't have feelings about it at all,
I am very much so not enjoying the heatwave that's beginning to hit.
Just watched two of my teammates fail at killing a single imp for 10 minutes because they started fighting eachother instead <\3 I fear we won't make it out of this alive
Paint all over my hands that I can't rinse off. Whoever called this "art THERAPY" had a real sick sense of humour.
oh, dear. i've jUst bUmped into a stranger on the train home, and i'm certain they saw throUgh my half-glamoUr! >~< ...ah, well. i sUppose i've become a cryptid sighting once again.
Stupid reason for a mood drop but whatever.
to whoever was playin with us in that amongus thingy. i actually passed out. i said i was gonna look for food but ended up biting the power cable got zapped to zzzzz.
၄⋆၃ my memory is genuinely so fuxked up what do you mean i just xant remember waking up when the fuxk did i genuinely wake up question mark
Hopefully I'll be more alive at the next Among Us game.
I want someone to bury me alive, leaving me with nothing but my screams until I run out of air.
i wildly overestimated how much energy i would have after everything i did today.
acloco,l ltates bross but i liek warm andnd ntoscary toalkign yay #suscbtnace #subcstance #substance
just opened a can of sparkling water and it exploded on me i'm fine, but jegus that scared me
nobody saw shit. never happened.
I Think I Love Her ugh
you'll have to forgive me for my early exposure to it being the dub, and the dub and soundtrack embedding themselves in my brain forever
ok lowk still cant sleep but i think its just due to the shock now.
hhow can you fix something that isnt even a person. theres nothing inside of me. a cut. a fucking hole. in my chest. and theres nothing. im hollow. literally fucking hollow
anyone whos ever been nice to me is a FUCKING LIAR and im going to die alone exactly like i deserve and like i fucking SHOULD HAVE back on earth. in a fucking alleyway AND I DONT EVEN GET TO FUCKING PASS OUT BECAUSE THE NOISE WONT STOP #vent #cw-suicide
no
noise inmy brain wont.go away itsnever been thjs bad cknstantly screamkjng at me andjcant even fucking sleep it off
please make the screaming jn my brainstop please jmsorry im srry im sorryi just want it toend jjst let me sleep just let me die skemthing anythijg #vent
i cut knto. chest. tried to stop feeling of heart being crushed by machine. nothing inside. hollow im hollow imnoyeven afukckjgnprrson
nothing. everything. being brokekn..j dont know
i know. i dont know. icant think clearly and it wont. shut the fuck up
ii dont deserve an apology
mmy brain. hurts. screaming that youre lying. sorry for brain rpoblems
iim slrryfor being a bad friend im soery for doing something wrong eventhough idont know what iim sorry for being weak imsorry for being aljve iimsorry gc
ssorry
i feel like i need to fucking scream until my lungs bleed and i dont even know why my brain is doing this. WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING NEGATIVE ALL. THE. TIME. YOU WERE FINE LIKE 10 FUCKING MINUTE'S AGO CAN YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP #vent
man fuck the human brain im just gonna close my eyes and sink into the fucking slime until it get's the memo
ha.ha.ha. yeah lifes throwing missiles at me right now.
oh right, american bullshit. rest in peace, VA
Daily Tarot Card. Temperance. Avoid the extremes. You are being called to find the right balance today, to search for the middle road and walk that path. At times it can be like a tightrope walk, but take care and you will find yourself safely on the other side. Seek to de-stress today, negotiate and compromise where you can. Peace of mind is what will help you today.
i think i hate myself
this heat wave / i dunno if i can deal / i own / mostly sweaters / loose knit / so / you would imagine / i'm a puddle / on the ground / the floor even / a hot mug of roixmr / i think the heat / is frying my pan
no???? its chili
▲▲i feel seriously violent, like today represents something ontologically opposed to me▼▼ ▼Why the fuck am i using nerd words▲
4m 1 4 fool to m1ss h3r. 4m 1. #V4gu3post1ng
i.have.impaled.my.frond this.is.not.good i.think.i.preferred.when.i.was.a.non.clumsy.thinkpan.in.a.jar additionally:ow
my_disability_is_that_my_joints_are_made_of_hopes_and_dreams_and_gelatin_!_now_watch_as_i_Ben_my_hand_backwards_and_touch_my_fingertips_to_my_wrist_*<:)
red flags aren't real btw
this is like my 4th all nighter holy shit
theyre putting me in the torture dungeon at work again (reaLLLLy LLong zoom meeting)
haha wow i haven't slept for like three days
Why does everyone have to be so hot it makes it difficult to commit to just one person. Shut up I know this looks bad. #yearning
hate my fucking sleep schedule.
At least she still thinks of me.
Oh, goodness. Forget the chittin'. It's almost 1 in the mornin'?! Butter my friggin' biscuits, I ought to hit the hay real soon. Time's really been catchin' me by surprise these days...
> Alright I gotta get out of here before I find out whether taking a leak in the dark world makes a darkner like throwing up did. Do not need that happening.
> ...Maybe I *am* too obedient. > ...That has me thinking about last night now, too. > ...The way she kept. Calling me a good girl. > > God I'm pathetic lmfao > #suggestive
@controversialMilk beam You get the urge to double tap every post
.do me a solid and hate this chitT .hate it aggressivelY .make it the most hated chitt eveR .or just hate spam all my chittS .probably botH .my kull score needs prettying uP .you fuckers are always negativity hungry anyway ,im sure youll jump at the chance to feed the grouch machinE
HĤFFUCK,OHHMMYGOD,I,SHOULDNT,HAVE,EVEN,TRIED,TO,SLEEP,I,SLEPT,THROUGH,LIKE,3,OF,MMY,200,ALARMMS,AND,NOW,IMM,GOING,TO,BE,LATE,FOR,MMY,FIRST,SHIFT,IMM,SUCH,A,LOSER,FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
struck by divine judgement (tummy ache) this early on a sunday they truly cant stand 2 see pretty boys thrivin :/
its like this elevator doesnt fucking end
oh gog [Sara posted a picture! She is in the dungeon, and the room she is in contains a sliding block puzzle that is the definition of tedium] #saraSBURBsession
It Is Just Me And The People Who Intereact With All Of The Posts They See On The Dash Versus The World #IAmASadSadTroll
i’m bad at keeping in (onta(t with people. sorr7, ever7one who wants to talk to me. dms are open, alwa7s feel free to hit me up
Even if this is a common occurrence to you, it is actually a rare occurrence to the average individual. Most people can just… ask for help when they need it.
=oXO in my case, nothing¡ i,ve always been this way =oXO
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If someone starts singing while you're fighting them you aren't winning give up.
I don't want to get out of bed.
woke up / just to fall asleep / i'm so tired / i did do a morning exercise / and eat / like / 7 sodium fermented crunch fruit / and now / it's nap time
I Did not Sleep last night
(An image of a moose. Except it's far too large and white to be a moose. That's definitely an antlerbeast lusus.) This fucker sat in front of my door for three hours today and I could not get outside.
IT GETS [Clicks]!
I Am Hugging A Pillow And Sleeping Yes It Is Slimy Now I Dont Know Why I Did This
This Is Boring I Am Going To Rest In My Slime Pod Aka My Recuperacoon Now
(⊱♓︎⊰) i know she doesn't love me so what i know everyone on here hates me so what i know i have a purpose and that's all that matters :)
https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/2013b0af8af0.jpg #nsfw As in Not safe working environment I slipped while painting my hive...
kinda hard to not be nervous when you have the inevitable deadline of SBURB on the horizon
Prepackaged taco seasoning on the meat, just lettuce nd cheese and the giant tortillas from Walmart.
every day the desire to change my name and no longer associate with dirk strider as a collective seems more and more alluring. a man can only take so much shamelessness from alternate versions of himself before it taints his good fucking name. man.
Küll scörë wön btw #säd
...I'm so tired and I don't know why! ... well I do know why, it's because I've barely slept for the last four lights. ... what I don't know is /why/ I can't sleep!!!
I am used to it. I will not get the banana
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m1nor spell1ng error 1 just fell to my knees
EVERYDAY MY BLOCKLIST GETTING LONGER.
Aren't we all up at a regrettable time in the morning.
╰┈➤ˎˊ˗ ╰┈➤ 𝙸 unno... Might be a you problem...
Sorry For The Absence, Been On And Off On Social Media Recently.
If I get too nice you H★VE to cull me.
Yea sчre Yoч can pчt it that waY loll
being #abused as a kid is wild cause why the hell did a metal fork falling to the floor make me nearly put a hole in the nearby wall with a sword without blinking just now as a whole ass adult #mybad
my labido just makes me dysphoric :( #nsfw
Disclaimer: in my timeline, my Dave and I were not related. But I still tag because of implications.
remembering that time i got high off ambien and had to message someone a phone number #substances
IRUINEDTHEENTIREDOUJINIWASINKINGGGGGGGGGGG
mine are too but please don't
(⊱♓︎⊰) freedom is already a prison, too many things to do and mess up , i prefer having everything told to me from someone much more intelligent than myself.
c< ya KNOw, seeiNg tHe OccasiONal UltiMate self, i tHiNK aN Ult!KaraMa wOuld be a bitcH >c
i don't know anymore i'm going to go find her i think or at least try
anyways condense if you see this hmu haha i'm not desperate
i cant remember you but i love you i miss you i hate you
fuck. i hate this heat period. constantly wanting to FUCK OR PAIL WHATEVER. MY MIND GOING BLANK AT THIS RATE. >:B #NSFW
i'm gonna / try to go to sleep now / insomnia / is very tough
I ALWAYS WAS. I NEVER WAS. I AM ALWAYS. I AM NEVER. SO IT IS WITHOUT MERIT. TO THINK ON PHYSICALITY. ESPECIALLY THAT FROM THE "PAST". THERE IS NO DISTINCTION. AND YET. AND YET. A DIFFERENT SORT OF NOTHING? IT WOULD REQUIRE. IT WOULD REQUIRE. IT WOULD REQUIRE.
Once ★g★in I ★m ch★t b★nned in troll de★dlock.
oh my god my notifications are awful
oh i liked that on instinct i cant take it back
not taking an7 advi(e tagged (n( either, hol7 shit
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IS THERE PRIDE TO BE HAD FOR ME. I DO NOT THINK I DESERVE IT. OR I AM INCAPABLE OF HOLDING IT.
I feel clowned upon.
Lesbians g0t me wailing like a w0unded d0g again
So I l1ve w1th my s1ste2, r15ht, and we don't talk much because ou2 schedules a2e completely d1ffe2ent. Anyway, she's been blast1n5 th1s one fuck1n5 son5 on repeat at max1mum volume w1th the doo2 locked fo2 OVER AN HOUR. It's 9 PM. I have no 1dea what possessed he2 to do th1s but I can't concentrate fo2 sh1t l1ke th1s. Should I 5o check 1f the2e's a set of ove2-ea2 headphones I can compensate w1th o2 just leave the 5oddamn house unt1l she's done.
I ★m ★lso now b★nned from in g★me communic★tions though. https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/078c63★f3f9e.png
Ngl when people hate, pity or mediate my posts I get very confused. What's the intention..what's the play here..It always makes me giggle though. I'll never be caught dead taking ts seriously while I'm over here giggling and kicking my feet.
i gotta start making less pitiable chitts holy fuck