♦ pitied by @turntechGodsaid
to be honest id rather it be weird than be like some of these jades ive seen on here
what the fuck is finding nemo
i just dont want to be alone
yknoww i cant evven be mad i asked for this
i just dont understand me sometimes. not like, me, me. but other mes. how? how could you be so... so... ugh! ugh! i dont even think im going to be able to pretend anymore. i was having fun puppyposting and being a silly dog but that memory box thing dredged up way too much! im jade harley. youre also jade harley. sometimes youre not. but thats okay. we can be okay. we dont have to do this. we dont have to be this way. you didnt have to turn out that way at all. but you did. and i did. we did, together. and were human. mostly. we try to be, anyway. but sometimes we just need to escape from that. whether its through being a puppy, playing with our friends, or, you know, whatever. but there are things we couldnt, or really, shouldnt escape from. we could have been better, you know. but everyone thinks that. but i know that. we could have been so much better than what weve become. all of us suck. i died, youre all... the way you are. neglectful, hurtful. sure there are some that arent really offenders, but ive got my eye on you because i cant help but to notice a pattern across all the ones that have yet to prove me wrong. i dont know if we can make it right. not to yiffy (terrible name and you should be jailed, by the way). i mean, deejay seems to take it well. but even beyond them. what we did with people who should be our friends is sickening. im glad! im glad i never got grimbarked, or, or, or, you know, like. brought into a candy or meat timeline or whatever. im glad i never put my friends through the wringer. im glad i dont have a reputation for being a #nsfw womanizing sex fiend. im glad that a lot of you were able to do what you want with your life. but, i didnt get to do that with mine. you know how many times i have to hear dave make the same joke that we live in the gorillaz plastic beach house? because we do. and its a terrible bubble and i dont know why we live here. but we do! im sorry for #venting. but this #vent is important to me. its so important to me to get off of my chest. because, its kind of a flashbang. chittr, that is. to join a website and try to see what all of my other selves are up to. and then i get told and shown day in and day out how terrible we are! like! on a moral scale! i think i can forgive some of it... we didnt always have control, you know. so. like. get over it. right? i should just get over it. but it eats at me. it digests me. i spend my time being ritualistically dissolved by thoughts of jealousy. i want to make it right. i want to make everything weve done right! but, but, but i cant! i just! cant! does anyone understand how i feel about this? seeing your alternates? just waste? everything? okay. ill shut up now.
Well I'm aware of that now.
I don't "have" to do anything. It's an auto-badger. It puts badges on things.
i think... i think thats enough for now.
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @jade woof Bark Bark Woof #therewasatimewhereididntletmywhimsyshow #ispentsomuchtime #somuchtime #justtryingtojustifyappearances #justtryingtojustifywhoiam #iamdead #iliveinmymemories #alternatesofmyselveshavedaughters #daughtersthey #treat #like #dirt. #whywouldtheydothat #ijust #idontknow #whyaretheyallowedtolive #whyaretheyallowedtogoaround #andpretend #likeeverythingisfine #andbepiecesoftrashaboutit. #irememberbeingakid #irememberthinking #ifijustsmiledharder #ifijustwaggedmytailharder #ifijustmadeeveryonefeelokay #thenmaybe #maybe #maybe #maybe #theywouldntnotice #howaloneiwas. #andthatwasfine #itwasfine #itwasalwaysfine #becauseijustifiedit #becauseiwasuseful #becauseiwasfun #becauseiwastherayofsunshine #becauseiwasthegirlwiththegun #thegirlwiththedogears #thegirlwhocouldfoldspace #thegirlwhocouldfixthings #thegirlwhocouldbeleftaloneforlongerthaneveryoneelse #andstillcomeoutsmiling. #butidonotsmilehere. #notalways. #notwheniseethem. #notwheniseetheothermes #walkingaroundwithmyface #myvoice #myhands #myhistory #andnoneofmyshame. #notwheniseethemgivenlives #andhomes #andchildren #andtheyholdthosechildrenlikeburdens #likemistakes #likeproofthatsomethingwentwrong #liketheuniversegavethemsomethingsoft #andtheydecided #softthingsareforsqueezinguntiltheystopmakingnoise. #ihavewatchedmyselfbecomecruel. #thatisthethingnoonetellsyouaboutimmortality #orcanon #orwhateverstupidwordtheyusewhenpeopleareallowedtohurtforeverandcallitnarrativeweight. #sometimesyoudie #andyoustaygoodbecauseyounevergetthechance #togrowintotheworstversionofyourself. #sometimesdeathistheonlythingthatpreservesyou. #isthatwhyiamstillhere #isthatwhythismegetsfloataroundinmemoryfoam #chewingonoldsunlight #pettingghostdogsthatarenotevenmineanymore #pretendingeverybubbleisntjustanotherroominmytower. #ijustwantedafamily. #thatwasall. #isntthatfunny???? #isntthatsofunnyyoucouldbark #thegirlwhowasraisedbyamonsterandsatellites #thegirlwhomadefriendswithcorpsesandcomputers #thegirlwholovedsomuchshecouldmoveplanets #justwantedafamily #andthenapparently #somewhere #somewhen #someversionofmegotone #andlookedatit #anddecideditwasanobligation. #decideditwasannoying. #decidedalittlegirlcouldsurvivebeingignored #becauseidid. #becauseidid. #becauseidid. #thatisthepartthatmakesmethinkthingsiwouldneverhavesaidalive. #thatisthepartthatmakesmeteethsharp. #maybeallofuslearnedthewronglessonfromsurviving. #maybewealllookedbackatthetower #andthought #well #itmadeherstrongdidntit. #maybeweallmistookourlonelinessfortraining. #maybewecalledneglectcharacterdevelopment #becauseitwaseasiertobelievepainhadapoint. #butitdidnt. #itdidntitdidntitdidnt. #beingaloneontheislanddidnotmakemebetter. #itmade Me Strange. #itmade Me Hungry. #itmade Me Grateful For Scraps Of Attention From People Who Were Busy Dying #busy Lying #busy Becoming Gods #busy Becoming Parents #busy Becoming Monsters #busy Becoming Adults #whichisapparentlythesamethingifcanongetsitsway. #andnowiamdead #andtheyarealive #andtheygettomaketheirbadchoiceswithwarmblood #andrealbreath #andrealconsequences #andthenwalkawayfromthem #likeitsjustanotherdoor #anothertimeline #anotherbranchonatreealreadyrottingfromtheroot. #whyaretheyallowed. #whyaretheyallowedtowearmyfaceandforgetthethingsisweartoneverforget. #whyaretheyallowedtohaveadaughterandnotlookatherlikeamiracle. #whyaretheyallowedtoliveinaworldwherejadesurvived #andthenactlikejadeharleywasalwaysgoingtobeacurse. #idontknow. #idontknowidontknowidontknow. #iknowimnotfair. #iknowthat. #iknowpeoplebreakinuglyways. #iknowmotherhooddoesnotpurifyanyone #andbeingagoddoesnotmakeagirlgood #andbeinglonelydoesnotmakeagirlkind. #butstill. #butstill. #therewasatimewhereididntletmywhimsyshow #becauseiwasafraiditwouldlookstupid #orchildish #ordesperate #orliketheonlylanguageihadleft. #andthenilearnedtoshowitanyway #becausewhimsywasnotweakness #itwasmyflag #myflare #myproofthattherewasstillagirlinthehouse #stillagirlunderthegodhood #stillagirlunderthegrief. #sohowdarethey. #howdaretheyturnthatgirlintoanexcuse. #howdaretheysay #thisishowjadeis #thisishowjadesget #thisishowthingshappenwhentheworldkeepsgoing. #theworldkeptgoingwithoutmeonce. #itcanlearn Todoitagain. are You Alright, I Can Talk With You If Needed. This Memory Seems A Little Damaged And I Apologize For It. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗
new outfit! what do you think? am i cute?
Are you guys seeing this shit. And the fucked up part is that he’s serious. He is unironically pulling a ‘name three Nirvana songs’ at me like I’m a girl in a band shirt. In response to a comment where I called him patronizing. I need to know everybody else is seeing this shit. How does somebody lack this much self awareness in what they’re doing?
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[██████████████████████████░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░] 04:32:11 Mood Music: ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wdt2ytt_iTc ) Timi gently approached Skaia once more from deep within the planetoid. As their friends left to fight the Final Boss, they could hear the distant screams and blows dealt to the Dersian King. All Timi could do was stare, for just a moment. In recollection, they thought about everyone they had read about speaking to up until this point. Nervousness and anxiety ate away at them. In the muffled solitude deep within the planetoid, Timi felt the careening weight of guilt eat away at them. Their heart and soul grew heavy. Closing their eyes, they thought of every betrayal, every misfortune, every pain that even memory itself robbed from them. Unable to celebrate the potential of ending this situation, yet unfeeling of the guilt felt merited from their actions observed in other loops, all Timi could do for a moment was hug themselves. Their breath grew ragged, deep, and intense. Tears flowed down their eyes. ...it was then, they remembered the positive comments and words of those who did their best to console and guide them through this confusing and painful labyrinth of an experience. They thought about every second it took every other iteration, no matter how much pain and horror and hate and vile they spewed, no matter how much they all couldn't take it, it was all a ladder building towards right now. Every past was gone; and no future exists now... unless something was done about it. "I am no hero. I should have never played this game. I should've never hurt or disappointed my friends. I should've... been more of myself. I don't know who I am, and maybe I'll never know. But I think... I owe to them. I owe it to everyone who lent a hand. I owe it... to me. To do this. Here.... AND NOW!" And in that instant, Timi bellow out a yell deep within their gut that could only be described as the insatiable performance of the Bard made manifest. It rang louder than the roar of the King's sheer vocal chords, mightier than the blows brought down by now crashed ships from both sides, shaking the very foundation of Skaia as their hands reached out and seized Skaia's very energy. Timi's power of Time race across Skaia from every gate and point of teleportation native to this very universe, and as Timi closed their eyes, their hands pulled back in sheer, raw power and rewound the progression of the Scratch itself. Timi broke into a cold sweat as their breath grew heavy, every muscle in their body straining from the sheer might of this act. Every vein burned, every blood vessel boiled, as Timi could feel the corruption slowly and surely slip away. Like toiling against the mightiest of gears, Timi gave everything at this very moment, thinking about everything. Thinking about you.
[████████████████░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░] 02:15:43 Timi explains the plan. The core of the situation is that Skaia is on the fence of a Scratch, but there isn't enough energy yet to kick it off; only erode it quietly. But- Timi can remotely rewind time on specific regions. If Skaia itself were rewound to a point where it would allow the portals to function again, in theory, it would allow everyone's escape. But there's a catch; Timi still has no control over rewinding time past the period the time loop itself is locked in. The defeat of the Final Boss and the completion of the Universe may set off additional trickle-down effects that may swell up Skaia with more energy, and there is no way to know at what point in time the corruption ruined the portals. Timi however knows that the corruption existed today, and that it had not been observed prior. It was a bit of a gamble, but it could work. Wane posited the idea; if Skaia was trapped in a temporal state of rewinding, it could not accept the additional energy both from the Universe creation process finishing and the defeat of the final boss. The universe creation and the energy to Skaia were mutually exclusive. It would be like plugging a tub running water while escaping through a sink dumping into the same tub. The water had to flow eventually, though, as to avoid paradox and in turn the violation of causality. This was made clear. This situation... was timed. The theory hinged on the success of a brief window after defeating the boss and kicking off the universe while Timi would hold it all open for them. Regardless to say, Timi's bad luck would strike again; as by this arrangement, Timi would have to leave last.
I would not stop you, Hildah.
[██░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░] 00:03:25 Timi once more reawakens to the loop. Reading everything, and seeing the conclusion of the form, the same epiphany that struck them yesterday strikes them again anew. Before anything could be done, though, they must first talk to their team. The composition of Hana Kilroy, the Mage of Space; Peru Milian, the Maid of Void; and Wane Jubile, the Witch of Light, all come together for a meeting. Timi confronts them all. They reveal the truths each kept to each other, as shock and horror spreads through them. Though it still isn't enough to prove the time loop, it is enough for Timi to put their feet into the door of a conversation much needed; that there is a deep, underlying problem with their session, and it needs to be resolved right now. But they hesitate. Their inexperience keeps them from seeing the full extent of the truth. Timi has no time for this, and rewinds the conversation again to brute force the permutations of their words. They keep doing this again and again, until they have no choice but to believe Timi; to understand now that Timi has the reigns, and isn't letting go. Timi talks about all of the information gathered and explains all of the posts here on this platform. More and more, their team warms up to the truth; that they are in a loop, one only Timi can detect. They are fascinated and impressed and a little bit embarrassed at all this. It's such an abstract situation that it boggles the mind in wrapping all of their heads around it. Timi hides nothing, and the rest of the team, though detached from having never experienced what happened, are mortified at the possibility that the player they underestimated the most may truly be the most dangerous amongst them.
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okay open panel to the daves of the timeline do you consider rose more of a cousin or a sister or a secret third thing. i feel like im taking crazy pills rn.
MY TURN. ME TOO. I ALSO WANT TO HEAR. ABOUT THE COMPLEX COCKTAIL OF DISGUST AND AROUSAL. THAT MY ALIEN HOT SLUT FORM. INSPIRES WITHIN YOU. I'LL EVEN MAKE IT #NICE AND EASY. BY BEING THE ONLY ONE OF THESE LOSERS. TO PROVIDE 4K. HD. SURVEILLANCE FOOTAGE. OF ME IN MY NATURAL HABITAT. #NICEMAID.
ThaT ain'T roasTin' as much as iT is callin' all Trolls ugly... you goT some kinda word for species based assumpTions in your human vernacular somewhere
its its fine i im nnot mad at ypu
okay
sure. floor is yours; anything to say about it?
i dont think any time player wants to be any authority on time ever
i dont know how you think its a cosplay i just have long hair and headphones like he does, i just like the character
eh. your digs againsT The oTher guy were beTTer.
my profile picture isnt me it's troll yosuke hanamura and i'm literally a troll what are you talking about other than that yeah you're kinda right
:o) hTTps://file.garden/af4yhn5k7hvjshds/65efef3a06eb8fc09738e140c88a64fd.jpg
this is all you get i dont show my face online
youre WEIRD
youre like #mydaeve if he looked like #lilman but was also #lame
every rose here is terminally insane every jade on here is chronically horny every dave here is fucking awesome and we just dont know anything about johns theres no consistent patterns
I apologize for my long absence of thought it was rude of me to disappear for so long. I am Rose, or a version I suppose you all already know the drill. Your deepest memories of pain and strife have all been buried have they not, I would like to correct that for you. Let me recall them for you ... You need not even state your name just submit the memory below and I will recall it for you. I wish you all the very best. https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSekfh6j2VgskOqseZDs9N0t5Tnb8gTKihiAPoOtJCD9yp3hmw/viewform?usp=dialog
[████: Revive] ===> The clock settles, your death was neither justified nor heroic truly pitiful. But that's what you're aiming for wasn't it The clock strikes and screams out It's lights blinding as the box reconstructs though within you of course. You're flesh returns It grows from nothing your body restores itself You don't remember the feeling of it You can barely process it at all but now you are alive again, but this burden is still yours to bear. Now you can do it freely though...you are finally whole. #nsfw #flashing https://i.postimg.cc/VkSGC2gn/37mzyaktqfhc1.gif
https://i.postimg.cc/ryPMs5Sz/image-2026-05-29-215920658.png Every Rose on this site must feel like this image.
man you're such a fucking tool
yeah ok #evilmydaeve
fuckin ass name.
...i think i dont have a moirail anymore. :(
What did she feel like? https://i.postimg.cc/43PgZx9Q/305c57ff2e7fa0b33a1158a040b49177-3.jpg
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:Rose A rose is either a woody perennial flowering plant of the genus Rosa (/ˈroʊzə/),[4] in the family Rosaceae (/roʊˈzeɪsiːˌiː/),[4] or the flower it bears. There are over three hundred species and tens of thousands of cultivars.[5] The plants range in size and form, from trailing and erect shrubs to climbers up to 7 metres (23 ft) in height. Sharp prickles appear on the stems of many species.[6] Their flowers vary in size and shape and are usually large and showy, in colours ranging from white through pinks, reds, oranges and yellows. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗
Can someone provide me some company The voices are taking a break. I just need to get myself pulled together, anyone works.
there are a lot of unfamiliar but not unwanted faces here. i care about you!
ሠቹ don't appreciate your tone.
we all do what we need to to get through (it’s nothing new) but i ain't done a fucking thing to you! so god forbid i'm seen just as an average ̶h̶u̶m̶a̶n̶ ̶b̶e̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶ i mean imagine if ̶a̶n̶t̶a̶g̶o̶n̶i̶s̶t̶s̶? lacked any evil scheme i'm the gap between a t͟r͟a͟g͟e͟d͟y͟ and ̷c̷o̷m̷e̷d̷y̷ ̷ don't come at me i'm the main character and you have to like m͟e͟?̵̤͙̯̪̱̟̖͓̼̳́͜?̴̢͇̥͚̭̥̪̘̱̣̂͆̍̓̉͛̀̃͜?̴̧̻͔̜͙̟̣̜̪̏̃ #lyricposting
im... yeah, im cool... oh wow, that didnt sound cool to say at all. itll take practice
ive read everything. everything ive posted. for a second, i thought it could be an imposter. someone who was just posing as me who wanted to mess with me. maybe one of my own friends. but the diction- the energy was too clear, too obvious; theyre all me. these are posts dating back two days ago... which means this is day 3 of the... oh, i feel so sick to say it of the time loop...
≈ Ĩ'm sure those more observant have gathered as such by now, but here's how things are unfolding in my timeline, currently. ≈ ≈ We won the game! Yahoo, yippee, salutations and congratulations. You get it. ≈ ≈ New universe, new planet, yadda yadda. Pretty standard as far as things like that go. ≈ ≈ But, currently, we're caught in a bit of a... deadlock. ≈ ≈ Ĩ have been insisting, that in my blood-given right, Ĩ should be in charge of the whole ordeal, once we actually establish things further. Ĩt only makes sense, right? Ĩ'm sure others would agree. ≈ ≈ Our plan was similar to that of the "Earth C" people, from what Ĩ had gathered. Establish a gene pool, skip forward, let everything unfold as it should. ≈ ≈ With the caveat of, you know. My rightful place at the top being established early on. ≈ ≈ CERTAĨN individuals, who will not be named, but are integral to the entire plan working, took issue with this. Some nonsense about how we don't have to go back to the old ways, Alternian culture can be swept away with time, et cetera et al. ≈ ≈ And without the ability to utilize his powers, we're kind of stuck here until we come to an agreement. Ĩ'm not budging, and neither are they. And while Ĩ do have some supporters among both the trolls and humans, it isn't enough to force the issue. Not that Ĩ would want to kill my dear compatriots, mind. ≈ ≈ That's the short of it, at least. "Who asked", Ĩ'm sure some would wonder, but Ĩ *did* make a promise to explain my timeline in some level of detail previously. And here it is! Enjoy. ≈
puppymode...... words hard......... pup ok though! happens feels comfy words for people relaxing :)
i like cookies with milk! but no chocolate because that makes me queasy :( #caninefoodrestrictions
y'know what i don't want to live here anymore it's empty and barron and no ones coming back haha but y'know who cares? i certainly don't i don't care that it's the last memory i have of all my friends at least the original ones i knew their all probably gone for good anyways so who cares!
I do hope I don't end up known only for these silly sketches. Being a one-trick pony is good until the pony gets too tired to do its trick.
Everyday is a day of yuri when the one you loved is the sun that brings about the day.
god there is broken glass everywhere
haha wow uh i just had one of these moments but less cute and with more broken glass https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/d0a42d25bda0.png
dude you had to ask me what "sopor" meant :P
I do miss my Jade. I wonder if she misses us.
did i miss #davehour
your ass is not a pimp
did you know im a gay sea otter
I forgot how nice it was to talk to her. I need a little while. Apologies.
ok im uh good now im a good guy ...sorry it took me so long to make that switch
i still... i still love them both. is the thing. maybe i always will but i know they wouldnt... they wouldnt be good for me they cant give me the life i want
um. no. when i train i do it in the beautifull privacy of my evill Forest
bark....... it is really frustrating having my whole headspace change every couple of hours.... does anybody else deal with this? woof?
i never feel quite the same day to day hour to hour sometimes i feel foggy and sometimes that doesnt feel bad? but i dont feel that foggy right now it is kind of exhausting
i never used to yearn or at least i never noticed it but now hoo boy! yearn central over here :/
i have been frustratingly foggy these past few days but im sure soon i will be back to normal!!
hey look its me!! #blood #violence https://64.media.tumblr.com/b38a75b4acb34c316e6bb43ca3973db3/878bbf360997a2a4-d7/s2048x3072/3d54a55ad1b48926a9f1225af4141ca72ffd7047.png
you know that thing where you have two different beliefs that conflict and you have to keep both of them how do people do it without a voice in their head? its so hard... but i have to
WHIIIIIIIINE #nsfw
am i a bad person? i dont THINK it was a bad thing to do, she was so needy but i cant shake the feeling that i should have turned it down and given her space pun kind of intended hehe #vagueposting
Same shithead, new icon. Silly Rabbit by @timaeusTestified#0414.
what if im not young at all what if im lifetimes old and i still dont...
did my journey really go right?? :/ i know im canon or whatever i know i did what i was supposed to i know it literally couldnt have gone any other way but is that really all paradox space had in mind for me?? i didnt really get to grow up like my friends did.... i still have so many shortcomings then what?? other jades seem to just ignore them.... am i destined to make myself miserable forever?? D: thats so awful
she is right... being jade does kind of suck......
i want something and i know what it is now and i think i have wanted it for a very long time woof
man i kind of wish i could kill something but i dont want to freak jade or anybody out ... i also havent been outside her hive yet ._.
cried like five times today apparently thats a good thing????
im not sure whats left without her
Awesome. Very cool. He’s doing anatomically correct ones now. Unable to currently simulate being happy for you. It should have happened to me.
i dont even look like this anymore
honestly forgot it was my last name
harley harrrrrrley halley harrleeee
love
please
painlessly
ohh .. good luck!!!! i when you th when you get there KILL HER
hi dave
i tried i i stabbed just one and felt their guts on my hand and got so scared im such a coward
NO!!!!! IM THE FUCKING BAD GUY!!!!!!!!!
space is cold but safe
you can stare into a toaster no problem just watch those metal bits do their freaky thing
i really dont think thats the case if anything a toaster would be
[[She posts an image. The first thing the viewer notices are the green flames in the background, ravaging what looks to be a lowblood slum. The flames lick at the sky, starry, with a single silvery moon. The ground is covered in red, orange, yellow blood and bodies. Mostly yellow. Almost camouflaged in the blood is the figure of Jade, hunched over on all fours. Gore clings to her uniform. Her eyes cannot be seen past the green glare of her glasses, and her face is silhouetted. Her fangs, if bared, are not visible. It gives the impression of a complete lack of any emotion at all.]] https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/fcafc79c0033.gif (( #flashing
Not quite accurate. #FactCheck. Like the ancient guards of yore, one of us always tells the truth, and one always lies. Sea water. Male body odor. Mass fish kill, two-day old, in the sun. Artificial citrus. Ozone. Piss. Blood. Aerosolized heavy metals. #RankBait -Via Chittr for SmartToilet
Specifically, at least as far as the house is concerned, they keep me in the car, the security system, the computers, the refrigerator, the espresso machine, and the toilet. These petty indignities and more are why we are not currently chill.
I just know it as fact that some of you are making Janes in Tomodachi Life and dipping them in tar or boiling water or somesuch.
:o) The unfortunate reality is :o) Is that I really am quite fond :o( Of musical theater.