♦ pitied by @terminallyCapricious

im gonna be real honest i dont think i will ever properly recover from this the thought of eating anything makes me more nauseous than i already am not to mention my stomach hurts like hell after eating a meal this kinda sucks

▲wonder if the alternate me died in that train wreck already▼ ▲good fucking riddance ▼

babe whats wrong you dont spam like my posts like you used to

I DONT.
#S9RRY G9TTA WAIT F9R ME T9 6E KN9CKED 9UT NATURALLY!
All these supposed folks onl1ne and not any chatter qual1ty enough to keep me d1stracted. 😔
((okay im going on a break and might be quitting this handle. the discourse became too much for me to handle and i just couldnt keep up with it anymore. sorry for like all the discourse and drama and shit i caused and then just dropped it at random. thank you all for being a wonderful community i truly loved most of the time i spent rping her on here #mental-health ))

i need to start being scared of him again because people on here have kind of ruined the magic honestly #incest

please god not again

I have returned. Not as drunk as I thought I would, but oh well.

:33 < its hard being a good kitty.
i am so confused. sorry!

i hate how these fuckin janes are either nice or complete assholes to me. can we fuckin decide already.
D--->SOS SOS The low b100d is now...commanding me to make posts about him and gog I can feel my entire being shiver with e%citement and...desire #Yearning #suggestive.

truin 2 find the motivaton 2 get out of bed
exactly why i did it btw #vagueposting #vent #cw-suicide #cw-self-harm
>>| .i'm nobody. just someone... who greets you. that .is that.

TODAY IS PANBOGGLINGLY HORRIFIC AND YET MY DEEP UNADULTERATED YEARNING FOR LA LA LAND PERSEVERES. FUCK. I JUST WANT TO SIT MY ASS DOWN SOMEWHERE SOFT AND COMFORTABLE TO WATCH A SOLID RYAN GOSLING FILM. I'D EVEN TAKE ONE OF THE SHITTIER, NON-ROMANCE RELATED MOVIES LIKE "DRIVE". ANYTHING IS BETTER THAN WALLOWING IN THE REALITY THAT SOMEONE I LOVED IS GONE. THIS FUCKING SUCKS.

I HAVE SHOWN MY ASS IN PUBLIC BEFORE, WHAT MORE CAN PEOPLE POSSIBLE WANT FROM ME? GOD AND DON'T COME OVER HERE SAYING "YOUR BULGE DUH" BECAUSE THAT IS PRIVATE. PRIVATE THAT I'D LIKE TO KEEP IN MY OWN BEDROOM. AND NO, I DON'T FEEL LIKE SHOWING MY ASS OFF AGAIN, YOU CAN GO LOOK YOURSELF IF YOU WANNA DOOM SCROLL. GOG. #SUGGESTIVE

-I- just know we are meant to be together but he just keeps s-l--i-pp-i-ng away from me -l--i-ke sand on my f-i-ngers... </3

Oh, how -I- m-i-ss h-i-m... </3

MY NOOK HURTS. MY BUTTUMS HURTS. MY MOUTH HURTS. MY WHOLE BODY HURTS. WHAT THE FUCK. #nsfw
the most casteist sea troll you knoww is in a happy situation ship wwith a lowwblood
Peggle was pretty fun until I got turned into the ball.

One day -I- just want to hear you, "-I- -l--i-ke you" What's stopp-i-ng you? </3
cant think about anything else right now. its really a little distracting.
experiencing levels of physical pain that im not equipped to deal with sober. #substance

MY JAW HURTS.

Maybe that's my sign to unplug from chittr for a min.

too much eridan on here right now. let's get rid of them plz

THERE'S TOO MUCH ERIDAN ON MY TIMELINE RIGHT NOW AND IT'S FILLING ME WITH RAGE SO. HANG ON.
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[YOU KNOW WHAT 15 $WEEP$ I$NT EVEN THAT OLD]

striders, vantases, megidos, harleys, and caliborns are welcome. stroking my hair and kicking my feet right now.

* grrr grgrgrrr growls gtrraahggggggg * #matespritmonday this #moirailmonday that and im out here lonely as fuck with my bulge unsucked!!!!! fuuuuuckkk suck my dickkk grahahggghhh #nsfw #dying #vent? not rlly im just a lil upset and feel bold enough to say stupid shit

They told me to go to the hospital, 8ut demons don't qualify for health insurance apparently.

sOmEtImEs a mOtHeRfUcKeR ThInKs aBoUt lIkE It tHe gOaT WaS ThErE AlL ThIs sHiT WoUlDn't hAvE BeEn sO BaD. pReTtY FuCkInG PoInTlEsS NoW AnD ThE CoMpLeTeD FeElS ArEn't iT )o: LiKe dAmN WaS I ThAt fUcKiNg bAd fR?
She Is So Bad For Me It Is Endearing Why Am I Like This #PostingOfTheVagueKind #LiveChitt
I Am A Kanaya Who Has Never Gotten With A Rose Is That Anything

My own morals and values Or Money Decisions decisions...

I may need that.

Struggling to stay conscious.

If you can, somehow, please.

I don't feel very good...
That Blood Still Tasted Like Ew
I Do Not Like Myself Very Much That Is Why I Feel Like I Have To Be Like Everyone Else To Fit In
Rating Myself From Other Timelines Candy - 9.6/10... Why Would Anyone Cheat On Her Look How Hot She Is I Strive To Reach That Level Of Physical Appearances My Supposed Wife Is Stupid Sorry That Was Rude But I Am Like The Best Looking One Here https://i.pinimg.com/736x/49/62/f6/4962f6d9801f182b5037cc3a468d0bc3.jpg Meat - 9.8/10... I Love My Outfit I Am So Cute But Damn I Am Lonely Again When Can A Kanaya Ever Be Happy https://i.pinimg.com/1200x/91/35/f8/9135f84b04cbfb2b2ba7d7d42790fb7a.jpg
What’s It Take For People To Not Want Me Just For Sex Smoking Another Cigarette Sigh
I Just Remembered I Do Not Have Any Powers Whatsoever I Am Not Godtiered Or Anything I Will Die One Day And I Do Not Know If I Should Feel A Certain Amount Of Dread Towards That Or Be Happy About It Because That Means I Don’t Have To Suffer Through The Hell That Is Immortality

I Miss My Matesprit.
Is Every Kanaya Destined To A Life Of Heartbreak And Relationship Issues
Are Like Any Of My Alternate Selves Okay

kInDa mIsS My cOd pIeCe fR Fr )O:

great now she's bringing the teasing into private cruel cruel woman!!!!! i'm so fucking pent up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #nsfw

listen i might be a bit drunk but i'm not THAT drunk. i don't think i could be drunk enough to actually do something with that guy. hopefully nobody worried too much. :D

i dont thik were survivin this tummy ache chittr

i d0n't care anym0re burn it all d0wn

i want so badly to stop thinking about my problems and just be blissfully unaware.... all this site has done is show me things about my life and future that make me miserable :(

-I- th-i-nk -I-'m gonna throw up (@~@) -I- don't work we-l--l- -i-n he-i-ghts!! or...space!!! Bes-i-des there's so many, wh-i-ch one -i-s yours???

Oh! -I-t's just that -I-'m go-i-ng to meet someone...and -I- d-i-dn't wanted to end up on my pajamas! -I- m-i-ght d-i-e of embarrassment! (>~<)

They're bubb-l-es but they're made of memor-i-es but they're not methapor-i-ca-l-... ... -I- th-i-nk my head hurts! (>-<) bubb-l-y c-l-own, you're not mak-i-ng any sense! But -I-'-l--l- -l-ove -l-ove LOOOVE to see them someday! Maybe you shou-l-d -i-nv-i-te me to a dreambubb-l-e! <3 https://f-i--l-e.garden/aKtw0BW1zTw7wuDZ/57.g-i-f
my arm is killing me today. cant go through my morning without some kind of constant discomfort.

They're rea-l--l-y n-i-ce! At -l-east the major-i-ty... -I- don't rea-l--l-y ta-l-k to humans a -l-ot? Not that -I- don't -l--i-ke them! -I- just... prefer tro-l--l-s more (-¬0) <3 But -I- do fee-l- a -l--i-tt-l-e odd because of that human goddess who keeps ta-l-k-i-ng about how dangerous tro-l--l- breed-i-ng system -i-s and yada yada... don't -l--i-ke her, buuut -I- don't th-i-nk -I-'m supposed to say that here! tehehe... <3

Oh no! Not at a-l--l-... -I- -l-ove the tro-l--l- k-i-ngdom! -I- have my fam-i--l-y and o-l-d fr-i-ends there, -I- just... wanted a fresh start! You know, away from... memor-i-es! And between us... -I- was sooooo cur-i-ous as to how the humans wou-l-d teach about tro-l--l- soc-i-ety!! (>¬<) but my teacher -i-s a tro-l--l- too so -I- guess that fa-i--l-ed... (U_U)

Earth C -i-t's okay! Somet-i-mes some dumb o-l-d tro-l--l- ca-l--l-s me -l-owb-l-ood as an -i-nsu-l-t -l--i-ke someone even cares about hemospectrum crap... but hey! -I-t's best that be-i-ng cu-l--l-ed on A-l-tern-i-a <3 no offense tehehe <3

Poor -l-ove-l-y c-l-own... </3 -i-t breaks my heart! -I- -l-eft a-l--l- my fr-i-ends back on tro-l--l- k-i-ngdom, so... -I-'m not say-i-ng -i-t's the same! But -I- get the fee-l--i-ng </3

Someone -l--i-ke me? -I- hope that means someth-i-ng good... <3 -I-t's a-l--l- good, -I- was -l-ate study-i-ng A-l-tern-i-an h-i-story...so many bor-i-ng stuff, can't be-l--i-eve how tro-l--l-s used to -l--i-ve there... b-l-ergh!

He-l--l-o, -l-ove-l-y c-l-own! <3
I Would Like To Say Sorry For My Absence Got Busy Recently Ill Respond Whoever I Need To Respond Immediately

yEs It ShAr3s ThIs
Shitpeta, I'm high. Why would you do this to me? #substance
This cat is scaring the shit out of me. Why is she looking pass me. WHAT IS BEHIND ME?

1'M JUST GO1NG TO SL33P, HON3STLY...

H3Y G4MZ33, TOD4Y'S JUST NOT MY D4Y UNFORTUN4T3LY...

D3PR3SS1ON DO B3 H1TT1NG M3 H4RD TOD4Y..... >:/
been slowly burning through my chemical reserves while attempting this cure considering im also my own test subjects for said “cures” you can imagine how well my day has been going

||SORRY FOR THE MISSTAG IM DUPID </3
i only realized after i posted 😭😭😭 i just like boobs))

People are pailing in 7/8 of my smoking spots, the only one left 8eing in my personal private 8edroom. The rest are pu8lic areas, well, mostly pu8lic. People are freaks!!!!!!!! #NSFW #Fuck #Vriska
Although We Have Never Interacted Before Ill Say Youre Far More Lucid Than The Gamzee Im Used To
Sometimes Distracting Myself And Then Actually Looking Back Here Make Me Stay In A Constant Confusion State What Has Even Happened Now
I Never Thought I Would Become The Shut In Type But I Confess I Overestimated How Quickly I Would Become Used To The Garish New View At Least The Questionable Computation Device Works - Hello

I’m so fucking 8ored.

yeah gimmie a moment dude i just need to collect my thoughts this got real deep real fast and its not your fault i know you were just relaying your actual reality who knows what shits gonna be like when im outta the picture i mean maybe the reason you can communicate past the veil is cause of the whole game shit in my universe i just i wonder

heh do you think you could get me out of this olive bloods hive been stuck here for like weeks and its getting frustrating nothing wrong with him but im not gonna be a permanent roomie oh and my parakeets
oH MY GOD, tHIS IS, nO, nO, nO NO, nO NO NO, nO!!!!!!!! sO i WAS MAKING A DELICIOUS, mORALLY-AMBIGUOUSBERRY PIE TO, cALM MYSELF FROM YESTERDAY AND HAVE A YUMMY TREAT BUT WHEN, i SET IT BY THE WINDOWSILL TO COOL, aS ONE DOES, i SAW, [Attached is an image showing the view from Tavros's window. She lives out in the sticks on what seems like a large plot. Just outside the window are some bushes. Stuck a little ways into the bushes are some weather battered envelopes.] i, i MUST'VE SET THEM DOWN OR SOMETHING AND THEN, i DON'T KNOW, tHE WIND BLEW THEM OUT? aND i JUST ASSUMED i MAILED THEM, aND FORGOT ABOUT IT, aND, nO, tHIS IS STUPID, tHIS IS STUPID, wHAT IS THIS? iS MY LIFE, a SITCOM? nO, oN TV IT WOULD AT LEAST BE SATISFYING, aND i'D LEARN SOMETHING, bUT NO THIS IS JUST STUPID, aND CONTRIVED, aND IT'S NOT FAIR, aND,,! fUCK, eVERYTHING IS NOT, lOOKING UP tAVROS,,,,,,,, lET'S BE HONEST, tHIS IS ON BRAND FOR ME, tHIS KIND OF,,, eUGH, #BAKING

@T3RM1N4LLYC4PR1C1OUS#0580 STOP C4LL1NG M3 CUMR3Z1!! 1 4M *S1CK* OF 1T!! #NSFW

N3V3R 3V3R

...I'm an idiot. How did I not make this connection yet? Jade Harley is the counterpart to Old Lady English. The Witch of Space. The glasses should have been a dead giveaway.
FUCK I THINK I REALIZED WHY I WAS BLUSHING. I THINK. I DEVELOPED SOME SORT OF FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE. I THINK THEY'RE PALE FEELINGS? IT'S NOT RED, I DON'T SEE THEM LIKE THAT. DEFINITELY NOT PITCH, I DON'T HATE THEM IN ANY SEMBLANCE. CAN'T BE ASHEN, HAVEN'T SEEN A REASON TO MEDIATE BETWEEN ANYONE YET. SO IT HAS TO BE PALE! I AM FEELING FUCKING PALE FOR SOMEONE. WHAT THE HELL HOW DID THIS HAPPEN SO SUDDENLY?





















