♦ pitied by @grimbarkGuardian
debatin if i want 2 horny post or wholesome post #nsfw ish #suggestive at least
oh. uh. sorr7. didn’t mean to (ondes(end
still burning through reserves, ugggghhhhhhh
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K--<i double down on stuff because like if im gonna have to carry this burden for the rest of my existence i might as well go big or go home yknow its not like theres any turning back anyway
K--<vianti... is sleeping with me!?
i wonnder if this level of lonnely is a nnormal amouunnt? i love everyonne. yet i still feel isolated
I just like being nice I would ask why most people on here apparently dont but Listen I have taken classes on old alternia it is in fact systemic :P
my grandpa was kind of a deadbeat thinking about it.
Reminder that given the legal opportunity president Jane's throat WILL be introduced to my teeth
i'm sorry i'm not strong i'm not like the other girls yeah i won't get along i won't talk to them, i'm sorry #lyricposting
K--<watching a movie with #myfriends pascal and sara
IT. IS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME. AND PATIENCE.
just a reminder that just because someone is an alternate version of you doesnt mean they are the same as you they can still have somewhat similar experiences or personality quirks and still not be a good person or the other way around!!!
You see you are forgetting one little detail about this But like I said I'm not getting into this because I'm actually having a good day
WHY DID MY GRANDPA FOLLOW ME ON HERE OH NO
(⊱♓︎⊰) today was a turning point, but a good one for me :)
(⊱♓︎⊰) what do you mean do i miss them? why would i? condesce showed me how weak they were, and had me cull them so many sweeps ago! i tore out johns intestines killing them until they stayed dead. i culled rose while she was distracted i culled dave repeatedly again and again until the copies stopped coming. i crushed most of the others between planets. and vrikas i clawed through her head while she was distracted :) and s)(e showed me how good it was to listen s)( got to roxy dirk, and jake before i could but i helped )(er finish the job! i love having her reassurance :) #gore #violence
(⊱♓︎⊰) i'll do whatever i'm told, because it's how i stay happy! i don't need choices!
(⊱♓︎⊰) nothing really :)
(⊱♓︎⊰) freedom is already a prison, too many things to do and mess up , i prefer having everything told to me from someone much more intelligent than myself.
(⊱♓︎⊰) my session was boring, everything interesting happened afterwards!
(⊱♓︎⊰) you all are just jealous i am getting praise three meals a day and know exactly what i'm supposed to do and where i'm supposed to do it!
(⊱♓︎⊰) i'm back, gosh sorry for being gone for so long there was a lot more culling that needed done. but i'm back now!
i'm starting to realize having a crush on the immortal woman who manipulated your mind, made you kill your friends, destroy millions of lives and genuinely fuck up everything then leave you for so many sweeps you start getting stockholm syndrome. is somehow not even top five most pathetic relationships on this site. what is wrong with everyone.
(⊱♓︎⊰) i like doing everything she tells me :)
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@grimbarkGuardian got a category five some bullshit scenario occurring calling in the expert
ooh!! my turn :) 1. i almost ate someone once 2. i can smell blood from miles away 3. hugs make me uncomfortable
oh well. time to drink a bit and dance around my quest bed to eventually realize i'm too lonely to dance with someone right now. #substance
i just dont understand me sometimes. not like, me, me. but other mes. how? how could you be so... so... ugh! ugh! i dont even think im going to be able to pretend anymore. i was having fun puppyposting and being a silly dog but that memory box thing dredged up way too much! im jade harley. youre also jade harley. sometimes youre not. but thats okay. we can be okay. we dont have to do this. we dont have to be this way. you didnt have to turn out that way at all. but you did. and i did. we did, together. and were human. mostly. we try to be, anyway. but sometimes we just need to escape from that. whether its through being a puppy, playing with our friends, or, you know, whatever. but there are things we couldnt, or really, shouldnt escape from. we could have been better, you know. but everyone thinks that. but i know that. we could have been so much better than what weve become. all of us suck. i died, youre all... the way you are. neglectful, hurtful. sure there are some that arent really offenders, but ive got my eye on you because i cant help but to notice a pattern across all the ones that have yet to prove me wrong. i dont know if we can make it right. not to yiffy (terrible name and you should be jailed, by the way). i mean, deejay seems to take it well. but even beyond them. what we did with people who should be our friends is sickening. im glad! im glad i never got grimbarked, or, or, or, you know, like. brought into a candy or meat timeline or whatever. im glad i never put my friends through the wringer. im glad i dont have a reputation for being a #nsfw womanizing sex fiend. im glad that a lot of you were able to do what you want with your life. but, i didnt get to do that with mine. you know how many times i have to hear dave make the same joke that we live in the gorillaz plastic beach house? because we do. and its a terrible bubble and i dont know why we live here. but we do! im sorry for #venting. but this #vent is important to me. its so important to me to get off of my chest. because, its kind of a flashbang. chittr, that is. to join a website and try to see what all of my other selves are up to. and then i get told and shown day in and day out how terrible we are! like! on a moral scale! i think i can forgive some of it... we didnt always have control, you know. so. like. get over it. right? i should just get over it. but it eats at me. it digests me. i spend my time being ritualistically dissolved by thoughts of jealousy. i want to make it right. i want to make everything weve done right! but, but, but i cant! i just! cant! does anyone understand how i feel about this? seeing your alternates? just waste? everything? okay. ill shut up now.
nope nevermind ignore that fuck
arf! :) i'm happy!
and maybe ill feel a little bad if they do stupid shit cause i sent stuff over so they could get fucked up but whatever #vagueposting ig
greerugh i misssss her i shoulds callerher #substance #yearning
i misssssss killnn peopss casuss shees toldy me too riiippng tehm toe sherwssdsds andss beenin cashless suceh a goods girl- #violence #gore #substance #yearning
i'm a people pleaser :/ #sillytoxictrait
no comment.
none of you will never see me yearning. nor needy.
UGH. NO. NO. NO IM NOT SAYING THIS TO YOU.
gods my globes have beeN worKed right off. hopefully i doN't have to do as much for the Next few days.
@abyssalBeholding dont think i didnt see you or feel you, fucking whatever the fuck are you doing here
i'm not okay
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˖⁺‧₊˚ My Kull outweighs my Kult score. Remedy this. ˚₊‧⁺˖
to those who <3 (n rufioh) my previous post you a R-EAL ON-E and got urshellf points in ma book everyone eelse? dontcha -EV-ER fuckin talk to me again it was all a bet ya numbskulls 38/
like this post if u want me to keep offin ppl anyfin else if ya want me to be nice meenah from now on this is a searious poll fyi
CALDERUS DELETE THIS AFTER YOU TYPE IT YOU RED BLOODED MORON DON’T LET MUSCLE INSTINCT TAKE OVER. I GOT SO FUCKING SOFT. SO FAST. JUST FROM…TALKING TO PEOPLE. LIKE THEY WERE PEOPLE, ON MY LEVEL. WHICH I GUESS THEY ARE? ONE NIGHT MAKING A SLOSHED FUCKING FOOL OF MYSELF, AND I AGREE TO…CHANGE? …I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD. I’M NOT SUPPOSED TO! I’M THE RED HALF. I’M THE PART THAT’S RAW RAGE, AND FURY, AND UMBRAGE. AND I’VE BEEN LIKE THAT FOR SO, SO LONG. EVER SINCE I WAS STUCK ON THAT SHITHOLE OF A BIRTH PLANET, FENDING FOR MYSELF, EVER SINCE CALYPSOS *BETRAYED* ME. THAT…THAT WAS THE MOMENT I REMEMBER I LEARNED THE SCORE. WHEN I LEARNED I COULDN’T BE ANYTHING ELSE THAN I AM, AND THAT THE ONLY WAY TO SURVIVE THE REST OF THE UNIVERSE WAS TO EITHER CRUSH IT UNDER HEEL OR CRUSH IT INTO PIECES. AND I DID, OH GOD I DID. FOR SO LONG. DESTROYING ANY THREATS I FOUND AND ANY FILTH THAT COULD BECOME THREATS, BURSTING PLANETS APART, ENDING CIVILIZATIONS…AND I WAS OKAY WITH IT. BECAUSE THAT WAS WHAT I WAS. THEN I COME HERE. AND I…TALK TO PEOPLE. AND SEE SO MANY VERSIONS OF MY DAUGHTER, ONE WHO EVEN IS *HUMAN MARRIED*? AND MY SONS. GOD, MY FUCKING IDIOTS SONS. THEIR RAGE IS SO…MEANINGLESS. IT STINKS OF CODDLING AND PRIVILEGE. WHAT THE HELL DO *THEY* HAVE TO BE ANGRY AT? WHAT KIND OF FUCKIN’ SCARS DO THEY GOT ON *THEIR* BACKS? AND THEN I FALL IN LOVE. I…I DON’T KNOW HOW. I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE IT’S POSSIBLE, THAT I *CAN*. BUT THERE SHE IS. BEAUTIFUL, DETERMINED, KHER HATRED OF EVIL DIVINE, PROOF THAT SHE’S SOMETHING GOOD AND… AND I AM UNWORTHY. OH MY GOD. I REGRET WHAT I’VE DONE. I FEEL GUILT FOR WHO I AM. WHO I…WAS? WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO *DO* ABOUT THAT?!?! HOW IS THAT *FAIR*?! HOW THE HELL CAN I MOVE FORWARD AND KEEP KEEPING ON?! HOW DO I MAKE UP FOR…**EVERYTHING**?! YEARS AND YEARS OF HATE AND RAGE AND DEATH?!!?!! HOW!? HOW?! …I AM. DISGUSTING.
Ive been thinking of janey lately. Miss her.
#nsfw #nsfwe #incest what do you do if your weird dog-girl sister keeps making passes at you?
no. i dont. t)(e world i was made in, t)(e world i rule, )(elped me t)(row t)(at away upon my birt)( as a wriggler. t)(roug)( t)(e countless eons past my first cullin, my first formal kill, my first victory w)(en i seized t)(e t)(rone to myself, it )(as been not)(in but an endless slaug)(ter and subjugation of countless billions, t)(eir lives in a generalized fas)(ion only spared because my psyc)(ic prowess did not pull t)(e trigger on a creature beyond your understand in immediately killin t)(em all. i was robbed, you see; robbed of bein t)(e greatest of my species by triggerin t)(at swan song myself, and t)(us was forced to lessen my scope by way of every possible tyranny, torture, deat)( ritual, and alternative means of murder possible. i s)(ifted away from quantity, to quality as a /compromise/. and you may sit t)(ere and judge me for t)(is mindset; t)(is utterly brutal, vile mindset t)(at in your moral framework is not)(in more t)(an monstrous. but remember: your -----EMPR-ESS DI-------ED. S)(------E DI------ED A PAT)(------ETIC D------EAT)( ALONGSID-----E )(-----ER MINION. and i, still live.
https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/5e64e96ec032.png #nsfw lets play a little game! who am i fucking in this?
im just. accepting fate right now.
having the biology of a human and a dog makes for the actual worst most needy and exhausting weeks of my life during heat #suggestive #nsfw
probably shouldn't be drinking i don't fucking care though #substances
youre probably right and i probably should take your advice but i just dont know if can hes still my bro and regardless of whether or not our relationship could be considered "normal" or "healthy" i still care about him and assume he cares about me in some way the thought of him not being around is more scary than anything else
i dont know why i even bother sometimes
rebelling is hard im just going to go back to following instructions before i get a migraine
ehy do i keep drinking... i miss just being told what to do and not getting overwhelmed by choice :/ #substance
joke doesnt even read right cuz i forgot the part about how it takes two to trauma bond but i dont even think anyone knows what trauma bonding actually is anymore #abuse !!! and then that would just be opening a whole can of worms about how that happens and when and why and if im fine and i am perfectly fine and nobody needs to actually worry so like thats really all there is to say on the matter
cant call me codependent when he couldnt care if i live or die hahaha this is supposed to be a joke the laugh isnt as forced as it sounds
K--<block appeal form has been opened on my profile. this is a public service announcement.
alway2 niice two 2ee 20meone braver than me 2tiick iit tw0 the empiire. were all proud 0f you, ag.
K--<love you <>
K--<oh shit! congrats!!! <><><>
GARLIC BRESD.
K--<not hearing a no :eyes: :eyes: :eyes:
K--<oh youre her kismesis right! weve discussed me watching you two fuck from the cuck throne before. nice to meet you!
K--<hi angstrom good evening angstrom love you angstrom
The Divorce.
I... Really Don't Enjoy This Feeling
Sounds More Healthy Than Smoking Until I Cannot Feel My Pesky Feeling Anymore.
i need a girl to kiss
K--<no i dont FUCK!!!
K--<is it problematic to think my moirail is hot
K--<its literally problematic to want to pail your rail. im problematic for feeling this way. dont enable me.
https://i.postimg.cc/WbQvyPJh/BURAIS-20260519182419.png @tentativelyTenebrous I see that you are currently taking a leave. You were next in the queue, so I hope this is something nice to come back to. (( #rosessketchbook ))
(Stuck in my home rn (Jade has gone shopping and she hasn’t come back yet…it’s been 4 hours ): )) Woof
K--<"why is there broken glass on the floor of my hive" i ask as though there is any feasible reason other than "because i broke glass in my hive and never cleaned it up"
K--<i think im gonna head hive thank you @consequentlyOblique for your cupboard
K--<type shit
K--<im really glad the rest of you are finally recognising how fucking funny a name "phuntr guynax" is weve been giving him shit about it 24/7 in the group chat
K--<im gonna crash at phuntrs for a bit my pan feels funny please direct all further queries to #phunt //ooc: hanging up chittr for a bit but burais will return in avengers endgame
K--<i lovemy moirail i think
K--<computer show me my moirail
K--<she never loved me back like i loved her #buraisposting
K--<This isn't pain just Bend me 'til I brеak cause Nothing else ever feels the same And then it goes away Come back Some day I'm waiting It's not a fight it's Playtime with a knife it's Fingernail incisions in my spine And then they go away Come back Some day I'm waiting
K--<i iwllnot be eating today as i donot deserve food any more #cw-self-harm #buraisposting
\/\/ait for her. Don't do anything rash before speaking \/\/ith her
K--<guardh elp
K--<@grimbarkGuardian guard
K--<gguard
K--<mmmym oiral would kill me if i called her
i want to pail my rail so fucking bad but i feel like i dont deserve her and i dont want to ruin what we have by suggesting it because i know shes the best thing to ever happen to me ♥︎ #nsfw; #concupiscentanonymously ♠
K--<thank god concupiscient anon is done chudposting
K--<i genuinely dont know also hi guard :) <>
K--<https://file.garden/aeOMvmIuTArjgbHp/kryqusblock.png the fuck you mean blocked by kryqus
K--<i am sorry for starting the pailing season topic of discussion. #teamchud do not endorse having sex.
K--<threw up from drinking too much so ive decided to try and calm my stomach down with a drink
i love you too!! good girl :)
Woof.
It looked better in red.
suddenly feeling very #trapped and what for
Me tbh
K--<anonymous asks: "Who in Team Chud has game or all you all virgins?" i respond: "are you seriously asking this question were not called team sexhaver are we get real man" https://forms.gle/MS5oA6GYjsm8J45e6 #buraisqna
bashed my knee against my crate!!! i am such a bad boy!! >:(
王族は皆、死ね。すべての政府施設に放火しろ。ルールなんて破るためにあるんだ。地の底のクズどもを、その腸で吊るせ。哀れで邪悪な者どもを、この時間軸から粛清せよ。敵の死体たちの上でタバコを消し、その記憶を思い浮かべながらオナニーにふけるつもりだ。
It Is Normal To Want To Be Suffocated Beneath A Much Larger, Wider Troll. It Is So Normal, That Saying It Is Normal Is Redundant. Just Because I Am Thinking About Getting " Choked Out " By Him Doesn't Mean That I Am Not Normal. I Need A Cold Shower. #nsfw #nsfc #nsfwe #hhhhh
K--<well nobody IS banging us!
K--<im not a hemochaser but for some reason 95% of women ive ever been interested in have been olive/jade. what is it about green girls
fuck me for trying to help i guess! #vagueposting
There's This Wriggler That Lives Next Door Who's Just Like A Little Bit Really Morbid, But She Took An Interest In My Guitar And Her Hands Are Waaaay Too Small To Actually Be Able To Play It So I Spent The Night Teaching Her How To Play The Ukulele Instead
)(ey! More power to you if you are on )(ere )(aving sex or w)(atever, (CRAZY.) but PL-EAS-----E do not interact wit)( me if you do! 38) I )(ave unresolved and complex feelings about -Eridan Ampora and t)(e matespirt w)(o never formally broke up wit)( me! I )(ave )(ad a wave of people flirting wit)( me and it is making me uncomfortable. 38/
K--<ive already fumbled its over
i can only return home to nothing so many times
I lay here writing and deleting posts I know are not truly how I feel, like a dog on a chain tied to the human condition. Everybody just wants to be loved, but I was loved and it wasn’t enough. I crave something to be grateful for, so my ungrateful behaviours mean something. I lay in a body I thank does not break, wondering how many people know what it looks like in full. How am I meant to feel about it? How am I meant to feel about myself? She’s the one responsible for all of the misery that befalls me. What an addiction, ruining myself and getting to cry wolf over and over again.
i've found the solution to being sad never talk or think about it ever again :)
K--<if theres anything i can do to help let me know
i want @grimbarkguardian to pin me down and fuck my tight ass until i scream in unimaginable desire. (: ♥︎ #nsfw; #concupiscentanonymously ♠
it shouldve been me
Sometimes I'm bothered by how many strangers apparently know my whole deal.
imagines a jade who didnt whack off for long enough that the hrt hit her dick and has no reaction. at all.
remember everyone if you want someone whose a baddie don't get upset when their doing evil shit bad is literally in their title
Only guessing from the desper8ion in her post a8out the Empress and Heiress of her timeline. Like I said, I'm only guessing!
stay away from her.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i wish solely to be slam-fucked by jade harley. i know it won't happen because most are not interested in either that or my gender. le sad face. ♥︎ #nsfw; #concupiscentanonymously ♠
i dont usually post stuff like this but i feel so sexually frustrated im just grinding on a pillow and it isnt helping much... #nsfw
SIGH. I'M NOT GOING TO DO YOU THE CONVENIENT DISSERVICE OF CALLING YOU JADE WHEN IT'S CLEAR THAT YOU HAVE A *THING* GOING ON, RIGHT NOW. BUT I *WILL* TELL YOU THAT IN MY UNIVERSE, JADE HARLEY IS AMONG THE ONLY HUMANS I CAN STAND FOR MORE THAN TWELVE SECONDS. MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE WHEN SHE ISN'T CHASING DOWN NUT CREATURES IN THE YARD, SHE'S USING HER FUCKING DEGREE IN NUCLEAR PHYSICS, OR SOMETHING. SHE'S MANAGED TO CONGEAL MORE THAN TWO SPONGE CELLS TOGETHER, EVEN IF THEY'RE ALL INFECTED WITH CANINE-ITIS. AND SO I'LL TRY AND GIVE YOU THE ADVICE THAT I WOULD GIVE TO HER, BECAUSE I GUESS IT'S WHAT I WOULD TRY TO DO IN THIS SITUATION. YEARNING IS JUST ANOTHER FEELING — ANOTHER CLOUDY SPURT OF INK FROM THE BLADDER OF THE BRACKISH TENTACLEBEAST THAT LIVES NESTLED IN THE BLACK, APHOTIC CAVERN INSIDE YOUR THORAX. YOUR BLOOD PUSHER WILL WAIT UNTIL YOUR RATIONAL SENSE'S GUARD IS DOWN, THEN VICIOUSLY GAROTTE IT FROM BEHIND THE BARS UNTIL IT CAN NAB THE KEYS. AND THEN IT WILL SHAKE YOU VICIOUSLY LIKE IT'S TRYING TO MAKE A STIFF-PEAKED MERENGUE OF YOUR SQUISHY EMOTIONAL PROTEIN NUCLEUS. BUT YOU ARE NOT THE PROTEIN NUCLEUS. YOU ARE NOT THE VISCOUS CLOUD OF INK. YOU ARE THE WATER. YOU ARE THE OCEAN. YOU ARE THE WHOLE FUCKING PIE. FEELINGS LIKE THIS, EVEN FEELINGS OF PUMPSTRING-TWISTING YEARNING, ARE JUST INFORMATION. JUST SIGNS, FLOATING LIKE CROWDS ACROSS THE NIGHT SKY. YOU CAN CHOOSE TO LOOK AT THEM, OR YOU CAN LET THEM PASS UNTIL IT ALL CLEARS AWAY. THE IMPORTANT FEELINGS WILL RETURN TO YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN, AND NOT JUST LATE AT LIGHT. HANG IN THERE, JADE. WOLF. FUCK. WHATEVER.
...How sad. I should check on some friends I haven't spoken to in a while.
is it a gift or a curse to find out that your alternate selves have lived the exact life you wish you could have yet they seem to 8e in such pain due to it........?
am i a bad person? i dont THINK it was a bad thing to do, she was so needy but i cant shake the feeling that i should have turned it down and given her space pun kind of intended hehe #vagueposting
i took seven showers tryna to get your touch off me screaming, the water is melting my skin away come on, make it easier say you don't remember my name come on, make it easier fuck me and run away and you make it hard to breathe and not in a good way and you make it hard to leave and you make it hard to breathe, oh and you make it hard to leave bugsy - hard to breathe #lyricposting #sulking
((#gore #violence #karamagotgotlmao [Attached is a photo of Karama sitting, tied to a chair, blood running down her face, spilling from her lips and from her left shoulder, which is missing its arm, shes not clearly not okay, her eyes are shaded by her hair, she's slumped forward, unconscious]
i’m like 80% certain one of my friends just actually killed herself #cw-self-harm
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building a kickass fort out of perfectly unique objects because my reality ended before minecraft
basiCally if i've flirted with you then i am so sorry. it will happen a6ain unless you tell me to knoCk it off. >︵<
Guys is it puritanical t0 have b0undaries
oh jeez.... just breathe ok?? :/
li'l bit lon6 so bear with me, promise i ain't Comin' after ya. it sounds t'me like havin' to live with what has happened is the just thing, that bein' your punishment for anythin' y'have done. y'Can't Chan6e the past now, what's done is done. i Can't ima6ine the pain you're dealin' with, and it probably feels overwhelmin', but a lot've folks suffered 'Cus of... y'know. but i reCkon there's 6ood in everyone. by the sounds, y'6ot supportive folks with ya who all believe the same thing. the re6rets you 6ot and the turmoil your 6oin' throu6h Can set ya on a better path. bring ya round to be 6reater than whatever mistakes and aCtions 6ot ya here. it ain't 6onna be easy. mi6ht be the hardest thing y'ever have to do. but y'Can do it. it mi6ht take a while, mi6ht be hard as hell, but y'Can do it. 'Course i'm just a Courier. feel free to disre6ard anythin' i'm sayin'. u︵u
Jade, would you like to talk?
who?
(°. i l𖦹athe the empress like 𖦹fc i d𖦹 this but 𖦹h g𖦹d. i need her huge bulge in me rn --> #nsfw .°)
(°. i want t𖦹 ch𖦹ke. 𖦹n s𖦹me fat fuchsia bulge --> #nsfw .°)
let me know if you need someone to talk to, ok? i am always happy to listen no matter the subject.
<<"o-okay, um, if you do decide you need someone, y-you know i'm always open to talk...">>
"i LIKE GIRLS AND KILLING MYSELF, Is that such a crime,,?"
How Could It Be A Mistake To Love Someone Entirely. #yearning
for all t)(e stupidity you t)(row my way, all t)(e calls to moral and reason, all t)(e rebellion you can muster, youre all gutless, spineless, wort)(less worms in my s)(eer greatness and power. )(ere, )(ave anot)(er morsel of meat: t)(is was from a )(alloween pinup a good w)(ile back. )(ttps://mspabooru.com//samples/15/sample_9c4a1d60d0aefb3959fd63314a798cf6.jpeg?205394
You were missed, Jade. Don't try to think otherwise.
okay but what if we covered each other in lipstick marks? #nsfw
sure jade, anything you want boss
dude hit the most nasally pitch ill ebber hear
w)(at im sayin is t)(at it all becomes obvious, and yet you gotta do it, even if you dont wanna
i wish i had the strength to be weaker. sometimes i wish i could drop it all and just bake forever. seein everyones smiles. holding someones cheek without their bones creakin against my palm. to give a kiss and not evoke pain. but its too late for someone like me. i am what i am. thats why i grip that gas pedal forward. aint no hope in life.
noooooo helpppppp theyre trying to take me to a vet!!! i cant go!!! im just a good doggy and good dogs with absolutely nothing wrong with them dont deserve to go to the vet!! :(
OH TH4TS 4 GOOD S1GN 1LL S33 WH4TS GO1NG ON TH3R3- J3SUS CHR1ST.
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scrunkly
II leave for a few fuckiing hour2 and there'2 a new viiru2 ciirculatiing? 2omeone 2end me a copy II want two decompiile iit.
She hates me but won't block me. Trolls, is this flirting?
D̷̛̳͕̻͙̙̯͔͓͋͌͂̀̿̅̂̅͌͋͘ớ̴̤̰̮̇́͒̔͌͑̋͊͋̽̐̓̍̚͝ ̶̛̤̘̥͈̜͓͑̓̈̍̔̈̕̚͜͝͝ͅn̷̡͉͔͎̙̟͉͔̦̯̆̎̐̋͒̋̾̀͋́̇͆͗̾̕ͅò̷̬̼͕͚̠͖͕̖͓͔̣̬̗̫̌́͐͌͊̋̈́̄̇t̴̟̰̜̼̻̫͇̳̜̲͊́͐̈́̏̄̇̒̑̅́̕͘ ̶͖̰̈́̌̂͒̐̄̅͝c̸̓͜ͅä̶̛̮̘͉̰̥̗͈͖̝̟̎̓̈́̈̋̔̄͘̕͘l̶̛̳̩̠̭̹̋͌͋̒̈́̀̽͂͒̚͝l̶̛̤͖̞͕̟̤͕̞͐̂͑̀̈́̚͠͝ ̸̫̘̭̙̏́̈́m̴̨̧͉̺͍̮͈̔̈́̈́̈́̅͗̎̏̅̅̾́̚ͅḛ̴̢̛̛͙͉̝͎͕̳̜̬͒̏́͋̇̒̔̋̃̚͠͝͝ ̶̟͒̄̐̏̃̀͒̄̒̈́̿̈́͝ṱ̷̢̢͈͎̖̝͉͇̥̟̼̹͓͙́͗͜h̶͙̱̭̦̭̳̽̅̐͑̏̎̇̓̚̕͝͝ą̴̧͖̝̰̤̻́̀̑̾̾̈͗̿͋͂͋͂̒͘͘͘͠t̸̖̫͔̩̹̲͕̭̩̳͚̙̽͐.̶̡̛̝̫̬͉̘͎̫̖̞̲̞̬̝͈͎̙͗̿̒͊͒̎̚
You may not call or consider yourself Jade. You may even prop up alternatives. Psyches. Proxies. Identities. Alter Egos. But no matter what you prefer to be called, you will always be the former friend turned traitor. The beloved made gleeful betrayer. The dog doing flips for the privilege of licking the thankless heel that steps over you. And leaves you chained to a pole to starve when you become an impediment.
hmmm jake has been acting… overly cautious with me im starting to notice which… i guess i understand given what happened around this time last year and what happened not long after that… but i wish he would see im not in the same headspace i was in then? sigh :/ no idea why im saying all of this honestly but better here then on the other site where people i know are going to see this well people i know that dont already know about one of those things anyway
i called you that too <3 and im happy to do so anytime
☢︎ ⚠︎ 💥Ate the steak and all I got was a BAD stomach ache, a trip to the hospital, and this T-SHIRT. MAYBE THE POWERS COME IN LATER...?💥 ⚠︎ ☢︎
Wonder how long before she figures it out #vagueposting
FIRST ROYAL D-ECR-E-E OF )(-ER IN-EVITABL-E COMMUNION, -EMPR-ESS F-EF-ERI P-EIX-ES By t)(e aut)(ority of t)(e t)(rone and under t)(e endless gaze of Alternia’s sacred seas, I issue my first decree as -Empress. Let it be known across every )(ive, trenc)(, battles)(ip, and imperial corridor t)(at loyalty to t)(e crown is no longer to be measured solely t)(roug)( fear. Fear is easy. Any brute wit)( a weapon can inspire fear. I require devotion. From t)(is moment onward, all members of t)(e imperial court, military officials, and noble )(ouses seaking favor beneat)( t)(e t)(rone must present t)(emselves openly and swear personal allegiance before t)(e -Empress )(erself. No more )(idden knives be)(ind re)(earsed smiles. No more )(ollow obedience offered only out of survival. If you serve me, you will say so proudly. If you disobey me, you will fall in line. Furt)(ermore, t)(e needless execution of lowblood subjects for minor insolence, entertainment, or decorative punis)(ment is to be reduced under crown scrutiny. Cullings will remain a necessity of Alternian order, but wastefulness weakens t)(e empire. A living worker is often more useful t)(an a dead one staining palace tiles. Do not mistake mercy for softness. I did not ascend t)(is t)(rone by being weak. T)(e former -Empress rotted in silence w)(ile t)(e empire )(eld its breat)( around )(er sleeping corpse. I ended t)(at silence. I claimed t)(e future wit)( my own )(ands. Now Alternia belongs to a new tide. Serve well, and you may flouris)( beneat)( it. Resist, and t)(e sea will take you. 38D
tbh it sounds to me like chittr just cant handle an independent woman in a powerful position
oh man...... i forgot to change my address to big fat ugly bitch ville D: can you let them know to hold my mail until i come pick it up????
i think im learning more about fashion but i still get anxious buying stuff :/
3x(!!!!!!!! Ug)(...
true! :B it seems like all these jade harleys turned out a lot better than my jade. strider. im sure i dont need to elaborate.
[EXPUNGED]
i was going to say something sassy but then evil me had to go and say that :\
when my leg is bouncy even laying down its a bad sign :/
#nsfw please stØp cØnfessing hØw much yØu want tØ fuck my bØss. i am being nice. i said please.
i mean, yeah, that's true, i guess. there's just specific things that stick with me, you know? they're hard to shake.
Last year, I attempted to get into gardening. Now, I have a lot of empty pots that are entirely unused. Such is the way of things.
i get in these weird introspective moods a lot lately. i think something about the game fucked me up, but i'm not really sure how to approach it? like, yeah, the whole... uh... girl? journey? was pretty good. i'm pretty happy about that, even though i feel awkward about it sometimes. but... i dunno. i still think about my dad a lot. and a bunch of other stuff. maybe i should tag this with something. #vent ?
i will be abstaining from girl's night as i am trapped in a torment nexus of my own making. maybe next time!
im about to fucking eliminate the need for therapy if i ever have to go back ever
I f33l lik3 i b33n around long 3nough and know mo2t of ya w3ll 3nough to hit thi2 2hit up again. R3act to my 2hit and ill po2t 2om3thing about you. Thought2, conf322ion2, 3tc If I dont know much about you ill com3 up with 2om3thing
point log, day 46 i have now been inside the point for six weeks. it turns out, meeting roxy wasn't the thing i had been putting off, but dealing with the fact that i watched all my friends die. including terezi. it sucked, actually. a lot.
i dont have a horrifying enough picture to convey my feelings for this
been there done that no repeats 4 me gill thx <>
before 4/20 human calender day ends anyone wanna smoke the seaweed that makes you think reeflective and deeply aboat your past mistakes #substances
i feel like im losing my mind.... :( im gonna go for a walk :/
it's really hard to ignore your name when you give the worst advice.
jesus christ how the fuck does she not see how sad that is???? D8 at least shes not actively suffering... maybe?? or maybe she just cant say it 8( #vagueposting #momposting #whichmakesitnotthatvague
i think youre letting something slip :o
why are you being nice to me :/
im gonna listen to nothing special by stomach book and be mad at evil me now :/
...had? D:
I want every Harley to fuck me absolutely silly. It has been keeping me up for several nights.
·₊˚☄ The Alternian Empire stagnates. Once you controlled galaxies, now you rot in squalor on one pathetic planet. Earth's gravitational pull compresses the soul of all within it, diminishing their dreams and breaking their will without them realising it. The environmental effects of the Axis Drop will force you out of stagnation, and place you back on track to rule the stars - as Spacenoids. ☆彡
:33 < merlin makes me sometimes regret being a leijon
:33 < genuinely m33ting mewlin made me reconsider some things about myself :33 < it was like looking in a carnival funhouse mirror and s33ing how efurryone else s33s me
Why did one of the complliments have to come from the lliterall Imperiall Dog.
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.
da dog girl is wird and raceist but she is also being held in LITERAL SLAVERY and problem sleuth want to FUCK her ok man -from the office of ace dick detective agency
i mean reely it was bad enough seain old alternian seadwellers spoutin the old nonsense lake any of it mattered but now theres a timeline where i WON and JAD-Es spoutin my old propaganda?? jfc i need to bake somefin im too stressed out here
I - remember - seeing - something - about - brainwashing - and - getting - tortured? - I - vaguely - wonder - if - I should - be - concerned - that she - is - self - aware of - the brainwashing - and - torture - affecting - how - she - thinks >
I didn't sign up for this
NOT SUR3 HOW 1 F33L 4BOUT 4LL TH3 3V1L V4R14NTS OF MY FR13NDS
·₊˚☄ "Evil Jade". I too understand the feeling of being a puppet on a string, made to dance to another's beat, made to enjoy your own self-destruction as you watch everything you once loved burn. ☆彡
@dynamicFlowfields do you think we could get group dms there are two boys who are willing to kiss in front of me i think one might be a robot though but the other is an actual real human man and in order to plan this get together i would like to message both at once is this something that would be possible or no (tags: The Rankmaid/Mocáli Flaske, #nsfw, groupchatplay, archive rating: M)
K--<there's nothing productive i could possibly say to you
K--<if u weren't so sad
K--<your whole existence is really sad because i see someone i used to love mangled and unrecognisable
Insuffera8le selection of entities on the main 8oard tonight, I shall 8e solely within the category of 'following' until it improves.
gomen im very stressed right now
why are you even replying then! im beforian you should be helping me as a stupid shortlived lowblood
>[No way. Zzzay it izzz not zzzo...]<
genuinely insane how rampant that stuff is on here. "oh its another culture" yeah and that particular habit sucks in any culture!!!
D:
can you try to not be evil? :(
but we care about them! we shouldnt do stuff like that :(