β£ mediated by @unashamedUnmaker
ββΏβ Changing is a hard thing to do. That I know! (oο½₯Οο½₯o) If it makes you feel better, you asking for change means you know there's something *to* change. Not a lot of people do that at the start! So you're already doing great at it.
One step at a time. You could start by making something. A craft of some sort.
...I feel like a bad dog. PERSON. I am a bad person. But I cannot let it get in my way. Nothing can get in the way of justice.
Damn, player. We gotta get you a hobby.
and you're strong, and there is something you want, so who gives a shit how hard it is? start today.
Good. Try again. When you are not so pathetic. And drunk. I will wait.
its ok you. ddontt hhavee to ddeservee it
i llikee you ccalderuss you are. my ffriendd ::)
How are you doing that so fast.
Why is he so pathetic. THIS IS DISTRACTING ME. Woof. The hunt resumes.
You know what. Changing my plans. Practicing my swordplay today. Challengers welcome.
i envy y0u every day
basically yeah.
I believe mass histeriea would be the best thing to blame.
Not loading for me pal.
ssomethingg tthatt. mmakess you hhappyy. i hhopee ::)
THE OTHER BALD GREEN ONES. FUCK!! Not you. You are a sweetheart. And a dear.
The green ones. Annoying. Intrusive. MAKING MY HEAD HURT. In confusion. And anger.
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yoU know what? i'm rooting for the bloke! #vagUepost
Sometimes I wonder why he flees. I know he is afraid of me. I do not understand why. We are of equal power.
No apologizing. You look weak. I was almost flattered.
I remain conflicted and confused. AND ANGRY. But I am always angry.
https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/0913608ac5bc.jpg Rele\/\/ant.
...............................................Thank you.
I AM NOT STUPID. I know Cherubs.
Cherubs can't do that. The first part. He can do the second one all he wants.
Cherubs can't do that. Idiot.
years of practise. ~3~
well, whatever yoU're feeling... it coUldn't hUrt to explore, coUld it? yoU can start by jUst trying to be friendly with someone. who knows, maybe that's all yoU're craving! that's not as taboo, is it?
tell that to my wife of thirty years. tUmUt
I am nothing but vitriol now. He escaped while I was not looking. I have to find him again. HE DOES NOT GET FAR. He is afraid of me. But I am mad at myself. And I will take it out on him when I catch him. I will drive the tips of my paws HANDS through his eyes. #gore #violence
There there. If it helps. At all. I think you are disgusting. And If I was not busy. I would try to hurt you.
That tracks. You seem miserable and easy to loathe. I do not need help. This kill is mine.
And hang out with Kris.
:)
I am not here to flirt. Or to be flirted with. Or to be the subject of admiration. I am here to journal. My journey. To kill him.
TROLL ROMANCE MEANS NOTHING TO ME. I do not know why he would throw himself into a black hole over this. But he should. HE IS DISTRACTING ME.
i think it's good that he's asking for advice! from someone other than me!
ββ€Λβ‘Λ "What Do You Do If You Want Someone To Hate You, But You Feel Something Closer Toβ¦ Admiration For Them?" Λβ‘Λ β€ β #advice Great Question! First You Have To Figure Out If This Admiration Is Of A #red Or #black Variety. Is This An Admiration Of Their Actions And Character? Or Is It Of Their Physical Prowess? If You Think About The Reasons For Your Feelings Do They Feel Like Your Chest Aches In Want Or Is There A Bubbling In The Pit Of Your Stomach? Either Way, Don't Be Afraid To Explore This Feeling Within Your Sponge. Sit With It, Allow Yourself To Be Alone With Your Thoughts, Do They Fill You With Joy Or Turmoil? There Is No Reason Why You Cannot Admire Someone In A Pitch Way. And Truly, If You Do Desire Something Red, Think.. Why Can You Not Vacillate A Bit? The #quadrants Are Not Straight Lines But Blurred Edges, The Paint Will Seep Between The Cracks Because That Is Simply What Happens When You Trust Someone With Your Soul. β #quadrantconundrums β₯
It is revolting. Here I thought I could only find one thing revolting.
He is strange and he is distracting me. Does he work for Noir?
YOU. I think. You cherubs are difficult to tell apart.
I am beginning to feel like that guy was talking about me.
HIS STUPID FACE. Teleporting away from my grasp. Mocking me.
If you want someone to talk to a8out it I can try.
oh. that was easier than i thoUght it woUld be. i didn't think i'd... i'll get back to yoU.
hardly a disappointment! more jUst a longstanding assUmption freshly proven otherwise. if yoU'd allow it, i simply mUst ask to know more of yoU. my experiences with my own species, while more plentifUl than average, are far too few! and largely Unpleasant, as yoU coUld imagine.
ah. forgive me for the repeat performance of shock and awe. i never imagined i woUld ever have a name or a face to my forbearers. even here after encoUntering nUmeroUs variants of familiar and not-so-familiar faces. i honestly thoUght yoU'd be dead by now, good sir. :U
I know how you feel, begging someones forr theirr condemnation only makes you unworrthy of theirr adverrsity morreso, You just have to move on sometimes,
...how awkward. erm. i'd imagine that yoU woUldn't care to belaboUr the sUbject, so. i shall stow away myriad qUestions and leave it be.
https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/bd2b25b28421.png
the black and white wolves *are* rather cherUbic, aren't they? :U
LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOO THATS MY MUM!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry, yoU caUght me in a bit of a combative mood. ~u~
i woUld apologize, bUt Uhm. yeah! congratUlations on now having an interspecies child! ^u^ what an honoUr!
that is qUite fUnny story actUally! i /was/ a cherUb, bUt after some good old timey shenanigans... well! i sUppose it isn't trUly a fUnny story, bUt in the end this is a reprecUssion of sUch! once a cherUb, now... troll? it's odd how those things happen. and honestly that was sUch a long time ago this happened that i don't really recall the process at all? i was dead? and now? i don't know. i'm sorry, i wish i coUle explain this well. u_u
i have retUrned! i know there is no need to annoUnce, bUt regardless! hello! i hope no one has died since my food break.
ill thnk abt it we will hav 2 hav a custody agreement n tht requirers paperwork
SUBTRACTIVE ARTS COME EASIER TO ME AS WELL.
The truth can hurt, big guy. But you could also embrace it. Hey, doesn't this count as free exposure?
GANDERβS GANDER INTO THE FOLKS OF CHITTR PART β β @unashamedUnmaker This user came to me in a spur of BOREDRIVEN WHIM, asking me to look into his dark, doombearing bulbs and tell me what I see. And what I see, buddy, might be a lot more than what youβll be happy to hearread about.Β With a might that makes you flounder, letβs Take A Gander into what Reconquerating CALDERUS has to say. (And learn some CHERUBIOLOGY while weβre at it!) So we all know them. Subjugglators idolize them, those charmingly obfuscating quasideities. Cherubs are a curiosity of their own, and by the looks of it, this malevolent fellow seems to be father to boot! We β₯ a good daddyo on the medio.Β Cherubs are notorious for embodying the GOODBAD BINARY, dichotomized between the Benevolent and Malevolent, this fellow being the LATTER, and a striking example of one.Β Being an aspiring conqueror recβerating his fearmongerist history, this guy is nothing to sneeze at. The aggression that emanates through his posts makes you glad the only thing that separates you and him is a husktop screen. The guyβs just been destroying things like heβs got bills to pay! Calderus takes to his account as something of a PERSONAL JOURNAL, as many of us seem to do. On a surface level, he laments into what he does and what he thinks of US fellow chittrgoers. There are ample anecdotal snippets of his life as a CHRONIC DESTROYERβ¦ β¦ and a TERMINAL β₯R. For the record, thatβs ββ feet of β₯ing here. There are times where you see how malevolence and benevolence SYNCRETIZE. In small MODIOCURIOSITIES, you see that thereβs more to that constantly-capitalized front. We see someone who has been bereaved of his former glory and LOATHES it. (I mean, why else would you be using this platform?). Heβs on a wild ride to regain his trembling followers and a spanning dominion. Striking recounts of cherub pitchuals and recurring instances of his unending desire encompa-s-s nearly every boundary of his account. Scrolling β your story, I am both wowed and shaken. But I am also curious. Calderus, You might think your behated is afraid, that she cowers to your might, but have you considered that maybe, just maybe, youβll never experience her again? Your fantasies of one day reclaiming your glory over her consumes your entire mindset, so fixated on re-experiencing the thrill of violence, that you forget how to be anything else. And maybe you donβt want to be anything else. Maybe you want to be the tale youβre slated to tell. Just an ancestor. Just the voice of violence. Somebody that becomes nobody. Nobody that becomes nothing. You cling to your story because you canβt visualize the thought of being someone that isnβt constantly ripping the jugulars of the planets you encounter.Β Cherubs are harbingers. They shift the story in the strangest of ways. You are rooted in your broken records, and maybe youβll never get to play anything else, but you still have the chance to change your tune. Maybe you never will, but who knows? Keep surprising us, buddy. Be sure to give this big guy an even BIGGER follow, and GIVE ME ONE (β) TOO, because thereβll be more introspections. If you guys like this content, LOL. (P.S. If I am culled, youβll know who it came from. Bxo) ) #cherubs #awesome #conqueror #guy #pleasedont #killme #!!!
y0u d0nt deserve anything because n0b0dy deserves anything because karma isnt real and there is n0 natural 0rder t0 reality. if y0u want s0mething then g0 and get it! :)
AND THROUGH THE SERPENT'S ACTIONS, ONE VERY PERSISTENT INDIVIDUAL MARKS THEIR WARPATH ON KILLING THE GALAXIAL CONSUMER.
THERE IS SOMETHING YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND. IT WILL COME IN DUE TIME, WHEN THE DEATH OF THE SERPENT OCCURS.
oh ookayy tthankk you i. hhopee you get. wwhatt you wwantt.
im ssorryy tthatt. i ddontt hhatee you. ccalderuss.
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Another Mayor taken. Another void left in his place. And people question my pursuit. Understand how you feel now. That is what leads me to chase.
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i dont rly also thats way more work 4 no reason????? plus it would look stupid
did someone drop U on the head as a wiggler or smth that makes no fucking sense
CUZ I NEED THE WALL DUMBASS
i would be happy to read these descriptioNs. if ever you iNteNd to share.
i NEED to kiss my wife / I NEED to kiss my wife / I NEED to kiss my wife / I NEED to kiss my wife / she's so pretty / and warm / and soft / and squishy / I am legally obligated / to give her a gigantic smooch / as soon as possible
K--<just remembered a memory. now im sad
im ggladd. you ssurvivedd. so we ccouldd pplayy ggamess ttogetherr.
D β-> We are in the same disgusting boat
Am I wrong, though?
my brain tells me to make friends and have fun with them
well, i certainly don't *like* that yoU do any of those things. and if we were face to face, it woUld be a very different story! perhaps whatever gland or lobe or what have yoU that make cherUbim crave mortal conflict, hatred, anger... perhaps that's jUst as atrophied as my second heart. perhaps i've simply realized we are more than oUr instincts. or perhaps it's that, assUming the age in yoUr bio is accUrate, yoU won't be born for millions of years. to me, yoU're as distant as an historical figUre. what woUld shoUting yoU doen throUgh a compUter screen get me? ...or, perhaps, mUch like with my brother, i find it fUnny to watch yoU seethe over my mere existence. ^u^
in other words: i'm grown.
if there's one thing i can thank my brother for, it was priming me to be resilient in the face of arseholes! plUs, there is literally no way yoU can affect me materially. if yoU began to properly bother me, i coUld simply log off!
goodness, i'm glad my brother and i Unblocked each other. i thoUght seeing his text again woUld aggravate me, bUt it's kind of... endearing? i sUppose raising a teenager will inUndate yoU to all manner of schoolyard insUlts.
And you will be hard blocked as well. :)
Emphasise your 8lood more, 8y cutting yourself. #suicidebaiting
shoUld i tell him, or shall i let him figUre it oUt eventUally? ~u^ #vagUepost
Fascinating. Thank you.
My life is already ruined but. Thank you for your input.
what, in Ur old man rocking chair?? gramps???? ~u@
feel free to process my deviance however long yoU like! ^u^
i'm raising a troll with my matesprit. yes, yes, staggeringly odd behavioUr for a cherUb, i know. ~u~ oh, bUt i'm so glad i got the opportUnity, it's been sUch an adventUre! i'd show you her wiggler photos, bUt she has a sixth sense for when i'm aboUt to embarrass her.
oh, no no no, i'm well aware of what cherUb reprodUction entails! and, for the record, i have no interest in participating. animosity has never given me that sort of excitement. not really. bUt the man is delUsional. he won't take no for an answer, so i may have to defend myself. U~U
i see! my brother seems mostly content to simply destroy. a waste of good malice, if there were sUch a thing. i ask oUt of cUriosity, bUt also to compare. not jUst to caliborn, bUt... Urgh. there is a cherUb who has decided we are fated rivals. i'm trying to weigh my options, whether it's worth it to fight him.
π π΅ππ π π I was most amused by your strategy, and I think if luck had been a little more on your side, you would have run away with the game! ππππ
YOU KNOW WHAT YOURE RIGHT I JUST NEED TO GET MY HEAD BACK ON STRAIGHT βEMBERπ₯
oh, don't be so doUr! if it makes yoU feel better, i *did* die. got better thanks to some nonsense, bUt still.
Ugghhhhhh. I HATE when the "bad guy" reveals themself to be a pitiable thing that couldn't begin to know how to be better without first experiencing ego death. Ugh. UGH. Life should be BLACK AND WHITE, no room for nuance!!! Damn it.