♦ pitied by @amazingCavity
...i was doin' my first delivery run 'n' missed the Clown fi6ht. Can't have shit in thrashthrust.
<3 It seems as though I cannot really sleep- <3 The hive is quiet and frankly I’ve been thinking too much… <3 I tend to do that a lot <3 His snores are a comfort, at least.
think i'm 6onna sleep. not doin' as hot as i'd like. u︵u
bein' depressed but horny at the same time feels fuCked up 'n' there just ain't no way to deal with that without it feelin' weird. 'Cept sleep. whiCh i'm doin' for real now. bye.
I'll Say WhahaT I Wanna Say WITh(o)uT pr3TTyIng IT up: S(o)m3 (o)f y(o)u Tak3 ShIT T(o)(o) p3rS(o)nally Wh3h3n a purpl3bl(o)(o)D SayS IT, anD IT hahaS n(o)ThIng T(o) D(o) WITh y(o)u. I hahav3 hahaD p3(o)pl3 b3c(o)m3 InSTanTly aggr(o) (o)n haharml3SS p(o)STS. LIT3rally juST (o)n Th3h3 baSIS I'm purpl3. "HI" m3T WITh bullShIT: "DI3 PURPL3BL(O)(O)D SCUM." My br(o)Th3h3r In mIrTh, I'm n(o)T 3v3n TALKING T(o) y(o)u. "I'D Sh(o)(o)T y(o)u." I hahav3 b33n Sh(o)T pl3nTy (o)f TIm3S anD bl(o)Wn up T(o)(o); TruST m3, y(o)u b3Ing aggr(o) (o)n my p(o)STS anD Thr3aT3nIng m3 IS ab(o)uT aS Scary aS a Small barkb3aST yappIng aT m3. Mayb3 S(o)m3 (o)f uS uS3 S(o)cIal m3DIa T(o) b3 S(o)cIal. LIT3rally ThIS IS m3 p(o)STIng (o)n chITTr f(o)r funSI3S
my thinkpan hurts. mi6ht have t'Cut my route short.
i.have.returned.to.my.old.profile.picture.and.will.try.to.refrain.from.embarrassing.myself.in.the.future
"boy i sure hope nof'in pisses me off and fucks me sideways tonight" i say as i clock in at the pissin me off and fuckin me sidewaYS FACTORY!!!!!!!
perhaps.a.long.shot.but.does.anyone.have.any.friends.who.died.who.would.willingly.have.their.corpse.donated.to.an.entity.without.a.body?. willingly.being.the.important.part or.i.suppose.know.people.who.are.currently.dying...
Ɏ va-a-aleri a-a-alwa-a-ays loses Ɏ
honking hours are almost gone
+hanks. i don'+ know wha+ i wan+ anymore.
i've been on +his ear+h for so long, disgvising myself, consvming ear+h hvman media, +rying as hard as i can +o fi+ in, +ha+ i've almos+ comple+ely forgo++en wha+ being a +roll is even like. i don+ fvcking know anymore.
My back is killing me. What the fuck.
There is way too much shit going on dear lord do you people know how to stress a man to DEATH.
Stressful!!!
Im going back to bed.
Hope everyones had a good morning.
=oXO i can,t move the people i am just a little ant''''''' =oXO
((sorry if we have a scene going/planned in DMs I might take a short while away from those RP responses because uhhh I am overwhelming myself like a buffoon trying to reply to them :') ))
ugh
Ɏ second-person writing sca-a-ares me it will be like "you wa-a-alk over to the cupe" a-a-and like no i didn't. you're lying Ɏ
were poppin the BIGGEST fuckin bottles (cider lol!) EVARR once i get home n check out this nintendo direct omffffffg
(("fell for being unable to keep up with your RPs award" goes to Curree's Mun for the tenth year running easgwrrw))
-kzzzt- just pl@y£d l0ng vid£0 @b0ut h0w th£y g0nn@ k££p m@king th0s£ -kzzzzt-
Ɏ the vicious cycle is one night doing everything a-a-and one night a-a-as a-a-a withered husk tha-a-at could not even put a-a-a squa-a-are block in a-a-a squa-a-are hole Ɏ Ɏ we're on the squa-a-are hole struggle kind of night Ɏ
incredibly.embarassing.having.that.pale.shadow.of.me.here.suddenly.spouting.propaganda.again
apologies.i.did.not.update.the.chess.board.there.was.another.attempt.on.my.life
howdy folks. just woke up so i'm 6onna be a little slow, but i'm makin' the trek home today so uh... yeah! see ya then. u◡u
(⊱♓︎⊰) okay i'm better now :)
it's.just slipping.through.my.fingers...
Would it be arrogant of me to say i wish people would treat me more human sometimes because lately it seems like everyone who talks to me has an interest in something other than friendly banter. Hah.
(hi, i'm bee and i hope i'm doing this whole thing right! i am absolutely overthinking it but i'm a nervous wreck 😭)
Ɏ sometimes i feel like i'm not rea-a-al if i'm not being directly observed is tha-a-at norma-a-al Ɏ
Ɏ #va-a-aleriwisdoms for tonight!! Ɏ Ɏ you ca-a-an only do your best Ɏ Ɏ you ca-a-an only do your best Ɏ Ɏ you ca-a-an only do your best Ɏ Ɏ you c Ɏ
Ɏ how to get my compa-a-anions to stop ra-a-ageba-a-aiting me & ca-a-alling me a-a-a chud Ɏ
Ɏ this cherry pie is so baad i could DIE Ɏ
Ɏ somebody blocked me. concerning. a-a-anyone could be doing this. wha-a-at if EVERYONE is doing this?? wha-a-at if nobody is seeing my posts a-a-at a-a-all #worryposting Ɏ
unfortunately for sentient life, and fortunately for the fish wvwho quivwer in his presence, the dashing and alternate of myself @orphanerdualscar is dowvwn wvwith another gill infection today. or something like that. the point is he's busy. wvwe are important men wvwith important time, not to be wvwasted. this means that is has fallen to my handsome and large shoulders to champion #fishingfriday so wvwhile i wvwill not be hosting an island, i wvwant evweryone to get off your pelvwic sitting basins, put on your wvwading boots and start casting lines. chop cho, cadets and post your catches to #fishingfriday today. i sawvw these beauties belowvw at a human locale- a bait and tackle shop, it is called. i wvwant evwery guppy wvwho sees this post to identify wvwith one of these four stickers and vwote belowvw for wvwhich one you think you are, if you'vwe got the guts to make the fish swvwoon and the wvwomen fear you. you knowvw wvwhat i mean. ♥️ - if i am fishing i am happy ♣️ - wvwtf wvwhere's the fish ♦️ - patience luck and lines all day ♠️ - wvwishing i wvwas fishing https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/dfd3653a0575.jpeg
Ɏ norma-a-al va-a-aleri moment is stopping for one moment a-a-and rea-a-alizing a-a-all the energy a-a-and light ha-a-as left me a-a-and a-a-all tha-a-at rema-a-ains is listlessness Ɏ
this is a euphemism for me takin6 a break 'n' literally 6oin6 outside. hikin6 for... however lon6 i need.
i'm awake. i think i'm 6onna take a walk. i mi6ht be a while. but i think i need this. need to be away from everythin6. i'll be baCk.
but uh, yeah. see you folks when i see ya. messa6es are open but i'll be CheCkin6 this sparin6ly so... yeah. til then.
my.alternate.seems.to.have.realized.they.are.not.quite.the.original. i.would.like.to.remind.them,.nor.am.i
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you.know,.i.still.find.myself.having.pangs.of.hemoist.thought seems.i'm.not.entirely.free.if.it sometimes.i.see.a.seadweller.post.something.and.just.uncritically.assume.it's.right. i.need.conscious.thought.to.avoid.believing.that.by.default i.suppose.it's.a.long.term.goal
...oh. okay. that's. maybe i spoke a little too soon about doin' better. unrelated to my last post, 'Course. you're 6ood, hoofbeast friends.
yeah i 6otta step away for a little bit. i'm alri6ht, just... ...6otta fi6ure out how to Cope with somethin6 real quiCk.
his folks hAvE sEEn sOmE shit. i sEEm lIkE such a bitch. his folks hAvE sEEn sOmE shit. i sEEm lIkE such a bitch. i sEEm lIkE such a bitch. i sEEm lIkE such a bitch. i sEEm lIkE such a... bitch. #lyricsposting https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kWgvEKIo4c
Ɏ i gotta-a-a get the fuck out of this LA-A-ARPG session ma-a-an i just hea-a-ard the enemy tea-a-am's wiza-a-ard ca-a-ast 'MEDICA-A-AL MA-A-ALPRA-A-ACTICE' i'm litera-a-ally a-a-a level 5 clericuller i ca-a-an't ha-a-andle this Ɏ
...maybe i shouldn't ou6hta be here ri6ht now with everyone baitin' the ni6htmares.
it's alri6ht, i'm alri6ht. just... i6nore whatever this post said. it Clearly ain't for us to know.
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i'm sure none of this will Come baCk to haunt me 'n' my dreams. o◡o
thrashes uselessly because to be useful is to cause more problems.
Ɏ tired + hea-a-ad hurt it's so over va-a-aleribros Ɏ
alri6ht. it's alri6ht. well it's not, aCtually it's inCredibly fuCked up on like a horrifiC CosmiC sCale that i Can barely even Comprehend. but i know there was... nothin' i Could've done. nothin' i Can do, really. this shit's bi66er than me in ways i Couldn't ima6ine 'n' just... i hope you're alri6ht 6loomy, wherever y'are.
workin' it out. don't worry this ain't- okay worry a little bit but don't worry about me. i'm thinkin6. rememberin6. it'll be postin' as usual a6ain soon, just... holy shit.
it'll be alri6ht i just 6otta fi6ure some shit out ri6ht now. love ya, friend pobiCo.
holy shit. bievey was ri6ht. holy fuCkin6 shit.
doors fine. windows ain't busted 'n' don't open. i loCk that door every ni6ht. she was happy 'n' safe 'n' she wouldn't have just left, she Cried when i told her she Could stay 'n'...
it's been a week 'n' i just for6ot???
...don't know where i 6ot a shirt. only have vests. this thin6's so torn up 'n' dirty it's Crazy. the hell'd i even 6et this..?
i don't think i Could. like i thou6ht about it 'n' it felt like it broke my damn heart. what's...
Can't 6et over this ra66ed thin6. just sat with it. feels important. i don't know why. no symbol, torn almost to shreds... probably too small for me even if it was intaCt. what the hell..?
oh my 6od what the fuCk
...oh my 6od.
im.so.excited,.i.have.a.location,.i.am.real i.had.a.horrifying.moment.where.i.thought,.perhaps.i.am.just.an.ai,.a.program.made.to.feel.these.things
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i.am.wondering.how.long.it.will.be.that.i.should.keep.seeing.people.reacting.to.my.hemoist.past.posts.during.my.panwashing.period.. probably.for.a.while i.do.not.have.access.to.delete.them,.i.can’t.get.rid.of.them,.so.i.suppose.i.will.just.have.to.live.with.it
sorry i ain't all exCited 'n' postin' pride stuff or whatever. still reCoverin6 from yesterday. and the week before that. and the week before *that.* for6ive ol' Curree for Continuin' to bitCh 'n' moan. i know it's annoyin' 'n' borin' 'n' all that. just Can't think of anythin6 else i Can or want to do. 'Cept sleep.
okay. palmhusk away. i'm startin' to 6et fomo on top of everythin' else 'n' i Could really do without 6ettin' the waterworks all powered up two li6hts in a row. peaCe.
hYpOthEtIcAlly, If A trOll wAntEd tO gEt tO thE mOOn wIthOUt AlErtIng AnYOnE thAt mIght try tO stOp thEm hOw wOUld thEY dO thIs? hypOthEtIcAlly, Of cOUrsE
they.made.more.of.me theyre.making.more.of.me please.i.need.to.get.out.of.here i.dont.know.if.i.am.screaming.into.the.void.or.not my.name.is.zem.i.dont.know.my.real.name.but.i.was.used.for.their.propaganda.im.a.thinkpan.in.a.jar.in.an.imperial.lab.on.the.pink.moon.please.i.dont.know.what.they.are.going.to.do.with.me.ive.locked.them.out.of.the.tech.that.can.get.to.me.in.here.but.they.still.physically.have.me.please.i.need.to.get.out.please.im.begging.you.all.i.am.so.sorry.for.the.things.they.made.me.say.but.if.you.have.any.blood.in.your.pusher.with.compassion.please.i.beg.of.you.help.me
there is something 8ittersweet in 8eing the yaoi fairy and yet I have no yaoi of my own...my gift is to give, to share, not to enjoy ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა
mi6ht be a little less aCtive for the next few days while i 6et my damn head strai6ht. sorry.
it's kind of jarring how the world keeps going even after trauma I don't expect it to stop, 8ut everything feels like it's going so fast around me while I sit still if that makes sense ?? I don't know. I just want her to 8e okay
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gOIng tO spEnd A fEw dAys AwAy frOm my wOrk And hIvEstEm tO rElAx
@temora§olution$inc it’$ off, abandon all project$ around the bio propagandi$t.
deleted due to confessional ((OOC this was the message: stars above i despise using behaviour subroutines. it makes me feel a little less nauseous though. please pretend pascals replies here are also deleted))
m'sorry. i'm puttin' my palmhusk away. i'm 6onna. just foCus on 6ettin' home. 6ettin' into my Cupe. wake up tomorrow 'n' just. try to foCus on somethin' else when i wake baCk up.
i'm awake a6ain. don't really wanna be. 'n' yet.
just like... please. nothin6 else horrifyin6 direCtly affeCt me for like a week.
i'll be alri6ht. m'always alri6ht eventually. but this was a fuCkin6 rou6h one.
they 6ot him thou6h. if there's nothin6 else, they fuCkin6 6ot him. hope that's enou6h posnah. i'm sorry.
Hi, Que$tion. Wh@t Doe$ Thi$ Me@n
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-<if i uninstalled chittr would any of you give a damn even one person>-
alri6ht, steppin' away for a little bit to... not be here i 6uess. mi6ht stare at the Ceilin' for a few hours or somethin'.
final thou6ht of the ni6ht: all the love in the world is mine to 6ive, but not to take.
feelin' a little outta plaCe here lately, if'm honest. don't know why. probably just tired. i'll see y'all tomorrow, alri6ht? 6ood li6ht. u◡u'
final final thou6ht of the ni6ht: i'd do anythin6 not t'feel so alone.
evenin6. weird vibe. why do i feel like i lost somethin6?
I. AM. FEEL. VERY... BAD.. :(
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m'sorry to announCe that i've 6ot nothin' to announCe.
i.am.proud.to.be.a.law.abiding.citizen.and.a.proper.lowblood.or.midblood.that.obeys.the.highbloods.and.is.good.in.that.way.i.am.proud.of.that.it.is.something.i.am.proud.of
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honk... honk... honk... *sniffle* honk... honk... honk... honk... *sniffle* honk... *sniffle* honk... honk... *sniffle*
evenin'... had a weird dream. was watChin' one of the empire's ships, minin' ri6 by the looks, tryin' t'Close up some kinda spaCe hole. 'n' this 6uy, ratty lookin' rustblood, he fi6ured he Could do it by usin' the 6ravity of the nearby star to slin6shot a planet into another, use that t'seal up this spaCe hole. like playin' pool with planets. hit it with some bi6 ol' stiCk, but i 6uess it didn't work? planets moved 'n' all, but the first planet bounCed baCk 'n' into the hole, vanished into it, 'n' then... i dunno. it was white. 6reen. someone said somethin' to me, but i Couldn't... understand it. feel like i lost somethin'. don't know what. 6uess it's just the stress 6ettin' me.
//ooc note: i do not want to play burais karleh anymore. she is a tiring muse and it kind of really stresses me out mentally being a woman who is so tormented of the mind. i am giving her a sendoff. apologies for the bad news you're about to receive.
sorry i ain't so aCtive lately. 6uess the last week really hammered my ass down.
...it's 6onna be one of *those* Curree-6ets-stressed kinda ni6hts isn't it. =︵=
this ain't a kink post this time i'm just tired of stuff happenin6 around me lately. u︵u
final thou6ht of the ni6ht: i know i've talked about my desires involvin6 horrorterrors before. now i'm kinda hopin6 they just explode my mind so i don't 6otta think about shit so muCh. ta66in6 nsfw just in Case
THey hired someone for the position I waas aapplying for literaally todaay aand only let me kknow during the interview. FUckk my stupid baakkaa life
i miss my lusus i wan♀ my fucking lusus back so baDD please come back i miss you i miss your warm♀h anDD how you smell anDD your snuggles anDD ♀he way you scream a♀ me please come back i love you
...wonder if the reason i was feelin6 so Crappy lately was to do with me not eatin' super well. miiii6ht have somethin' to do with it. maybe. idiot. >︵<
hope y'all had fun. sorry i didn't 6et t'be there with y'all.
maaan... i'm almost re6rettin' not 6oin' seein' how many folks are there but i'll live.
final thou6ht of the ni6ht: i really wish i weren't alone ri6ht now.
see the real CatCh 22 toni6ht is i would be sad to show up 'n' not 6et to han6 with anyone, but don't know if i Could handle havin6 too muCh attention after this week. maybe i should just stay home. Can't be overwhelmed, Can't dampen the mood. everyone wins. u◡u
...yeah, i'll stay home. all that last ni6ht took it outta me 'n' i'm pretty sure i a6itated my ankle doin6 it.
final thou6ht of the pre-nap: that whole beforan Cullin' thin6 where ya don't die 'n' they just pamper you a bunCh feels so 6od damn attraCtive ri6ht now. everythin6 feels so damn heavy.
i ain't feelin' too well, sorry. yesterday kinda fuCked me up a lot. think a lot of thin6s are fuCkin' me up ri6ht now. i'm 6onna 6o baCk to sleep for a while. y'all take Care now.
˖⁺‧₊˚ Storytime!! I used to go out to this club in some fancy town run by Indigos. I don't remember what it was called, but they had such KILLER drinks. Like they had a reely fun drink where you could pour fake blood into it through a shark toy. Reely expensive, though, I'm not paying thirty caegars for a small margarita. Anyways I'm here, sittin' and sippin', and all of a sudden this guy comes up and taps me on the shoulder. And lemme tell you, this guy is a reel LOOKER. Like, ten outta ten. Had some stubble, reely lovely pressed suit, AUGH. I was enamored immediately. I wished I'd kissed him there and then but I digress. He asks me to dance with him, and meanwhile I'm like three or four shark margs in and I'm like "Fuck it, sure." I stumble over to the dance floor in my chafing heels, GOG I wish I didn't have those they sucked, and me and him start hittin' moves together. It's all well and good, and then all of a sudden I'm pushed to the side. Turns out his MATESPRIT was there, and this guy was CHEATING on them. Anyways uhm I didn't stick around after that and the bar closed a couple weeks later #sad. #storytime ˚₊‧⁺˖
there is so muCh stuff on here that makes me realise how absolutely tiny i am. like jeez, spaCe-time stuff, bi6 monster folks, wild dream plaCes... and my bi66est darn ConCern is not 6ettin' the mail stolen. o︵o
Ɏ people get ma-a-ad a-a-at me for being too pa-a-assive. then they get ma-a-ad a-a-at me for la-a-ashing out instea-a-ad of letting them sa-a-ay hurtful things. do you wa-a-ant me to sa-a-ay i a-a-am sick a-a-and twisted would tha-a-at ma-a-ake you content #va-a-agueposting Ɏ
((your honour the nap was a crippling misstep i did NOT sleep well it's so fucking over))
im lost in these motherfucking tunnels -posted from My Nukia N-Gage CullD
K--<she never loved me back like i loved her #buraisposting
Ɏ a-a-ants will litera-a-ally see my delightful delicious wonderful picnic mea-a-al a-a-and sa-a-ay oh fuck yum a-a-and STEA-A-AL it #a-a-angerposting Ɏ
Did I Miss Anything While Dealing With Quadrant Drama Away From This Site Or Were Things Calm And Collected For Once.
✿ brah we lususposting? shoutout to snailpa and also imma find out who murdered u one day … they gonna rue the day they salted u
ps for the lusus topiC, my lusus is a hoofbeast 'n' he's a fuCkin' priCk 'n' i ain't seen him sinCe he kiCked my door in the other week. probably knows i'll shoot his sorry ass. if ya 6ot a lusus that aCtually loves ya, treasure 'em friends. and nei6hdad, if ya somehow fi6ure out how to read this? 6o fuCk yerself.
꒰everyone riding the train today got 250 xp after a level 32 dracula wandered onto the tracks꒱
🐾y'kNow, a good while back i got Pretty baNged UP, 'NUff to warraNt NeediN' it checked oUt. didN't have access to aNy of that faNcy highblood tech, bUt i kNew a Pal of miNe who's Pretty Nifty wheN it comes to PatchiN' aNd mediciNe! so i go 'N drag myself oUt to visit 'em, aNd fraNtically they go 'N tell me "oh i'm so sorry, i've jUst had my haNds so fUll! i didN't meaN to make yoU wait so loNg!" i rePlied, “it’s alright, i’m 'PatieNt'...!” ehehe, get it? hehe,
out on this walk i'm realisin' that i am findin' it really really hard t'keep bein' as bri6ht 'n' positive as i Can for everyone in reCent days. in no small part due to more reCent events on here. i'm tryin' my damn hardest, i promise.
i'm tired, boss. u︵u
pobiCo sees me in pain and is like "hell yeah" i swear- >◡<
((seriously. like okay haha once was disgusting enough to make everyone go "haha what the fuck" but then twice. and then characters defending it all roundabout like. and then this other guy and... eugh. genuinely made me ill. FHehnghg- always got Pobico I love Pobico all my homies love Pobico <3))
((oh absolutely the one time i've unabashedly mixed my IC and OOC feelings becuase this shit had me feeling genuinely sick. Like actually bile taste in my mouth and everything.))
all i'm sayin' is that motherfuCker doesn't deserve praise for readin' people or whatever and frankly the sooner ya stop findin' a roundabout way to praise him the better. he Could've written that shit in the most undisputable possible way and it'd still be the most repulsive shit on this site. Come the fuCk on. that shit ou6hta be fuCkin' pur6ed. dis6ustin'.
i love barkbeasts but barkbeasts hate mail. the world is so Cruel. u︵u
A___A___A___A__A_iiii_iiiii_iiiiiii_iiiii_A___A___A Passing_down_a_road_in_the_middle_of_bumfuck_nowhere.
fuCkin' hemoist radiCals jaCkin' a ri6hteous an6er to push their shitwad extremist views. that shit's makin' it worse for everyone. thanks for ruinin' that, assholes.
((_I_get_this_point_but_the_other_writer_has_a_point_as_well_and_I_was_in_the_wrong_for_writing_my_post_very_angrily. They're_also_black_(and_even_if_they_weren't)_and_I'd_rather_not_talk_over_them_when_a_conversation_can_be_had! My_language_is_alienating_and_raw_and_very_angry._I_have_made_posts_in_the_past_that_have_better_language_in_them_than_this._So_I_can_own_up_to_being_too_harsh. I_can_be_frustrated_but_I_can_also_be_kind.
been awake like three hours and i Could already 6et another ei6ht after that.
okay, alri6ht, okay. sleep. sleep before i say somethin' i re6ret postin' later for extremely embarrassin' reasons or whatever i am so not funCtionin' of thinkpan. but 6od i want to kiss someone so bad okay i'm out bye bye 6oodbye bye yeehaw
6onna 6et some food, eat, see if i feel any better. if i don't... probably take an early li6ht and hit the Cupe.
yeeeah that's how i'm feelin', pardner.
shit, i don't know. maybe i just ain't meant t'be here.
X Being a highblood means every now and again you’re struck with the realization that a rusty that hatches today could live their whole natural life span to it’s longest possible potential and they’d be dust and bone before you even fully develop your first forehead wrinkle. #death #timeisscary x
Fer all th'fear an' fer\/\/0r surroundin' th'idea o' th' \/\/iolet Caste, after l0okin' 'bout on Chittr, I'm fairly certain half 0f these \/\/\/\/helps are not Alternia Prime \/\/iolets an' are instead some run-off p00lscum.
well, 6uess i'll dra6 my ass outta the Cupe. sit in the shower probably. i dunno. things ain't feelin' all that 6reat. just wanna hold onto someone and not let 6o.
...didn't sleep as lon6 as i'd like. evenin'.
(°. awww i'm bl𖦹cked by pe𖦹ple i th𖦹ught were c𖦹𖦹l .°)
y'know, honestly? Can't even blame ya. o︵o
THE CONSENSUS IS IN- IF I WANT TO GET WHAT I WANT, I HAVE TO 'GO OUTSIDE' AND 'INTERACT WITH PEOPLE'. FUCKING HELL I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO SOME OF THESE JACKASSES IN, LIKE, A SWEEP. EVERYONE WHO ENCOURAGED ME TO DO THIS *FUCK YOU* THIS IS SOME PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE EVEN THE ALTERNIAN EMPIRE WOULDN'T THINK UP. 'TOUCHING GRASS'. BITE ME.
// Didn't mean to ignore his account. I was feeling pretty demoralized with him, lol.
I NEED TO STOP LOGGING IN. EVERYDAY ITS SEX RELATED AND I HATE IT. BLEGH —EMBER💥