♣ mediated by @conqueredApophis
@(。ˇ･`へ´･)@ 等待被吞噬錯了嗎？渴望被徹底吞噬錯了嗎？執意順從不是逆流而上錯了嗎？我每天都在徒勞地掙扎。或許我注定要被吞噬？非常抱歉。
Part of me DOES wonder... what "th' game" is like.
( Ꮚ⚀ꈊ⚀Ꮚ) < I uh... ( Ꮚ⚀ꈊ⚀Ꮚ) < Kinda love my friends an awful bunch? ᴗ(ᴗᏊᄒꈊᄒᏊ) < There are more-a-y'all than I reckon I've ever met people in my life...not even sure how t'handle havin' followers...b-but... ᴗദ്ദി(ᴗᏊᄒꈊᄒᏊ)ᴗ< Thank YOU. Genuinely. I ain't gonna downplay it none. I'm humbled endlessly...hopefully this ping ain't too imposing-like, 'n th'sight 'o my smilin' face can brighten yer day just a smidge...!!!! Means more than anythin' t'behold and be held in yer thoughts...just as EWE were mine, all followers!!! #NotEnoughInventorySpace #SFW #YouAreOverencumbered!!! #XChittr #GygaxianBholding
----- --- I rot no more | But you will ----- --- 𝕤𝕞𝕙 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⣿⣿⣷⣀⡤⠤⠤⠤⠤⢤⣄⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⣿⣟⡵⠚⠉⠀⠤⠂⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠓⠦⣾⣿⣿⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⣴⣿⣿⡿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣄⠀⠀⠀⠘⢦⡙⢷⣜⣿⣿⣆⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⢺⣿⣿⡟⠁⠀⢀⠀⠀⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢣⡀⠀⠀⠀⠙⡼⡍⡘⣿⣿⣆⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⢹⡟⠀⠀⢀⠇⢀⡼⡇⠀⠀⠀⣤⡀⠀⠀⢱⡀⠀⠀⠀⠸⣿⡴⡘⣿⣿⣆⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⣼⡅⠀⠀⣘⢀⡾⢥⣿⣰⠀⠀⡟⢷⡀⢷⣄⢷⡀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡞⣧⣿⡿⠋⠀ ⠀⠀⢠⡿⡇⠀⠀⣽⣾⣤⣤⣈⢿⠆⠀⡇⠘⠹⣿⡝⢮⣇⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⣿⡟⢱⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⢸⠀⡏⡇⠀⣿⢱⠿⣿⣻⡝⢿⣄⢳⢐⣶⣾⣷⣾⣿⠀⠀⡇⠘⣿⠉⡄⠸⡀⠀ ⠀⠀⡏⢸⣧⣷⠀⣿⠸⢯⣉⡾⠁⠈⠻⣾⡜⣗⠿⣭⡏⣿⠀⢀⣧⡀⣿⡄⡇⠈⡇⠀ ⠀⢠⠇⠸⢱⡟⣆⣿⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠁⠑⠖⠚⠀⣾⠀⣼⣿⠙⠇⡇⠇⠀⢇⠀ ⠀⢸⠀⠀⢸⠀⠘⢾⣿⣗⣦⣄⣀⠰⠤⠄⠀⠀⣀⣠⢴⢧⠾⠿⠃⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⢸⠀ ⠀⡏⢀⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠿⣣⣾⣭⢿⣫⡿⠻⡍⠠⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡇⢀⠀⢸⠀ ⢠⠁⢸⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣴⣿⣧⢸⢿⠇⣵⣼⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡇⡎⠀⠘⡇ ⢸⠀⠸⡄⡇⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⣿⣿⡏⣸⣸⠈⠀⢹⣿⣿⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡿⡇⠀⠀⡇ ⡄⠀⠀⣇⢰⠀⠀⠸⢿⣿⣿⢞⠇⣟⢸⠅⡆⠘⣿⣿⣿⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣇⡇⠀⠀⢠ ⢁⢆⠀⠸⣼⠀⠀⠘⠋⢩⣾⣧⣶⣿⣿⣆⣼⣿⣿⣿⣻⠿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠁⠐⠀⢸ ⠘⡌⣆⠀⢻⡆⠀⠀⠀⠘⠫⣟⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣻⣯⠟⠉⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⢠⡏⢀⠷⠀⢸ ⠀⠙⢿⣗⢔⢷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣶⣶⣿⢳⣶⣖⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡼⢀⢎⡇⢠⡇ ⠀⠀⠀⠙⠻⠲⠽⠄⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⢸⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣞⢔⣃⣼⡴⠋⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢾⡻⠿⢨⡿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠉⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
(ᴗᏊᄒꈊᄒᏊ)ᴗ< R-really?! The Woland I met seemed like a really chill, sorta swell, kinda...laid back 'n chill guy!!! We both talkin' 'bout th'same troll 'ere...?!?!?! E-either way, I uh...hope the recount is...exactly th'type 'o numbers he's lookin' fer...!!!!!!! ( Ꮚ⚀ꈊ⚀Ꮚ) < Always happy t'swing back by Beforus again! ( Ꮚ⚀ꈊ⚀Ꮚ) < Just! Not fer that!
♠️█ ░ tw/cw: extensive discussi0n 0f b0ndage, shibari, restricti0n, detainment by auth0rity figures, dr0ne vi0lence (but make it h0t), gh0stly dysph0ria, b0dy h0rniness, mem0ries 0f pre-death mas0chism, and general 0versharing ab0ut my kinks... ▒ ▓♠️ ♦️█ ░ this is a SAFE SPACE...f0r me...t0 discuss the er0tic nature 0f being tied up by bef0ran peace 0fficers...if y0u are unc0mf0rtable with explicit discussi0ns 0f r0pe w0rk...0r if y0u d0n't want t0 kn0w ab0ut h0w the c0lumn tie made me feel...please pr0ceed with cauti0n 0r n0t at all... ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ i am 0nly sharing this because swattpad r0lled 0ut a new c0ntent p0licy ex0rcising my likes...and i had t0 find a new hive f0r my m0re...adult...reflecti0ns...this is that hive...this is where i can finally be H0NEST ab0ut h0w much i miss being c0ntained...hhhhahheh...s...s0 d0nt like...d0nt read...0k? ▒ ▓♠️ ♠️█ ░ shibari 0n bef0rus...is 0ne 0f the few arts...i f0und myself frequently wrapped up in...hanging ar0und...and in a tightly knit gr0up pursuing m0re...t0 this dusk...it is s0mething that makes my gh0stly essence...shiver thr0ugh0ut...with mem0ries 0f living flesh and tight c0nstricti0n...suppressing my every m0ve... ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ 0n bef0rus...the aesthetic 0f b0ndage wasn't merely s0me niche indulgence...it was entirely C0MM0NPLACE...intertwined with 0ur very...s0cial fabric...like r0pes ar0und a wriggling wrist...the dr0nes...0h..the s0 called...peace 0fficers...0f 0ur fair planet...they had such...intimately intricate techniques...f0r...detainment... ▒ ▓♠️ ♦️█ ░ i remember...thr0ugh the peered thr0ugh f0gs 0f misty death...th0se times when my living self ran af0ul 0f auth0rities...n0t f0r anything T00 hein0usly unpard0nable, mind y0u...just...creative...expressi0ns...0f...the b0dy...that the judgey c0llective fr0wned up0n...but the WAY they w0uld restrain me...unffff...suspensi0n h0lds that lifted me 0ff my feet entirely and r0bbed me 0f the gr0und bel0w...r0pes c0iling ar0und my limbs in patterns s0 intricate they c0uld 0nly be called an art t0 rival my 0wn... ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ the dr0nes were TRAINED in this, y0u kn0w...it wasn't 0pp0rtunistic brutality...it was CEREM0NY...r0utine regime...each kn0t 0f the r0pe placed with precisi0n...the way my gakuseifuku w0uld ride up as they h0isted me...the c0nfined sensati0n 0f being C0MPLETELY at the mercy 0f an0ther...far preferable t0 the mancatcher 0r net...i may have pr0v0ked them 0ccasi0nally...just t0 feel that raunchy restricti0n again...the living me was SUCH an ill-mannered fiend...▒ ▓♠️ ♦️█ ░ 0n bef0rus, shibari was...rec0gnized...celebrated even...the c0mplex kn0ts s0metimes even caste specific...when y0u were b0und...y0u were n0ticed...rec0gnized...treated as the threat y0u were...cr0ss-lattice stitched 0ut 0f sight...sm0thered...suppressed...c0ntained...pr0tected fr0m even y0ur 0wn w0rst impulses...and i had MANY 0f th0se...still d0. at times. if 0nly 0ne c0uld c0ntain a gh0st...but with0ut a b0dy...and a g00d 0ne...0r r0pes small en0ugh t0 snatch up d0lls...i can 0nly watch...and remember h0w it felt t0 be s0 beautifully trapped... ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ s0metimes i wander the b0rders 0f the dream bubbles, l00king f0r s0ul wh0 remember the 0ld ways...wh0 can tie a pr0per c0lumn...wh0 understands that t0 be h0lded is t0 be FREED fr0m cumbers0me ch0ice...and i dream 0f the day i wear a living b0dy pretty en0ugh...s0me0ne else's...perhaps...s0me0ne wh0se nerves are just as fried as my 0wn...wh0se pan lingers 0n the th0ught 0f entrapment...s0me0ne wh0...wh0...hhhhhg...unffff...i need t0 g0 lie d0wn...h0riz0ntally...in my burial pl0t...f0r a while...▒ ▓♠️
"= more reason. beforus. is such an unusual place. that was an -official- thing? ="
sadako / you deserve kindness / we're friends / we're hivemates / we shared a body at one point / i can be as nice to you as i want
@(。・0・)@ SORRY. REMIND KONGAR. HOW MANY PEOPLE DID YOU KILL? DID YOU EVEN KEEP TRACK?
@(。◕`ᗜ´◕)@ OO OO UH HUH! THE IDEAL GYM PARTNER!
@(。・0・)@ THANKFULLY FOR KONGAR. HE HAS A LOT LESS TO DO THAN SOME PUERILE OTHERS. IN ORDER TO CHANGE THIS. AND BE A BETTER PERSON. @(。・.・)@ EON.
@(。･`へ´･)@ PAST ACTIONS MATTER MORE THAN PRESENT INTENTIONS. @(。ˇ･`へ´･)@ BUT FUTURE ACTIONS WILL ALWAYS MATTER MORE THAN EITHER. @(。･`⸟´･)@ ALWAYS BE BECOMING A BETTER PERSON THAN YOU ALREADY ARE. THAT IS WHAT GOODNESS IS.
♠️♦️♠️█ ░ im 0nly in pain when we cant be ar0und each0ther. ▒ ▓♠️♦️♠️
♠️♦️♠️█ ░ please d0n t say that e0n...pl...pleas...e.. ▒ ▓♠️♦️♠️ ♠️♦️♠️█ ░ thats ex actly what i was afra id0f... ▒ ▓♠️♦️♠️
I'm no+t saying I do+n't. Perhaps my po+sitio+n hasn't pro+perly go+tten acro+ss... We're she sincere I wo+uld do+ my best to+ suppo+rt her but until she's ho+nest abo+ut what she's do+ne I simply have no+ way o+f determining sincerity. We're she to+ go+ public with certain things I wo+uld suppo+rt her witho+ut questio+n. I ho+pe that makes my po+sitio+n very clear. Redemptio+n exists o+nly in the realm o+f ho+nesty. The lo+nger a lie persists the wo+rse it's damage beco+mes. Yes that includes lying by o+mitio+n.
♦️♦️♦️█ ░ hed get s0 st0mpy if i t0ld y0u this but ill tell y0u anyway he l0ves it like l-0-v-e l0ves it ▒ ▓❤️❤️❤️ ♦️♦️♦️█ ░ usually he is n0 j0ke n0 bigger than three feet and s0me left0ver in the wash p0cket change but that is it like after that he is the cutest little petite treat ever lifted under 0ne arm fussing and biting at the air like itll d0s0mething... ▒ ▓❤️❤️❤️ ♦️♦️♦️█ ░ y0u can just tell he thinks he deserves t0 have a thunderclap whenever he steps...▒ ▓❤️❤️❤️ ♦️♦️♦️█ ░ but he gets s0 dreamily w0rked up when he gets his h0rns scratched 0r his face wiped with bare hands...and he d0es this thing where he scents with his m0uth and extra g00ey saliva...like a little lizzy freak...its s0 cute s0 s0 s0 cute and s0 inv0luntarily like he cant even help it...▒ ▓❤️❤️❤️ ♦️♦️♦️█ ░ and d0nt even get me started 0n his fat bulby little bundle 0f j0y waggy wag tail...ughghghghghg...i l0ve e0n f0r e0ns and e0ns and e0ns...i will literally never murder him h0rribly...i cant...hes t00 cyuuute!!! ▒ ▓❤️❤️❤️
｢(ФωФ) megane-san is bulb-level with exactly what he needs to see... kekekeke~｣
｢kekeke!!｣
｢(*^￢^*) megane-san doesn't knyow you!｣
@(。◕`///´◕)@ ...THAT IS THE SWEETEST THING. YOU HAVE EVER SAID TO KONGAR...
@(。･`⸟´･)@ ... @(。◕`ꇳ´◕)@ MENTIONING IS OPTIONAL WHEN YOU ARE THIS EASY TO READ! EON!!!
bodyjackin doesnt count also fuck you for desecratin a superior semi aquatic corpse wwith your freakish land dwwellin soul
♦️█ ░ 0h, he needs me, friend ursila. ପ(∗´ര 0 ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ f0r starters. he smells. bad. he is very 0pp0sed t0 bathing regularly and thinks that dirt baths and dry shamp00 are en0ugh t0 make up f0r running ab0ut and eating things with his hands. i have pr0duced m0re cl0thes f0r this little endling thing than any 0ther living cretin t0 cheat death as many times as he. f0r a while. i used t0 c0nsider letting him die just t0 patch him back up, give him a g00d scrub, lift his cuticles, pamper him f0r a spa date, and then drag his s0ul back int0 his b0dy while he fussily kicks and c0ughs and gr0wls at me like a sad little pupaman... ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ he d0es n0t kn0w h0w t0 use utensils pr0perly and 0ften simply carves up whatever he is eating and takes big bites with0ut chewing. assuming he chews at all. his feet are c0nstantly s0re because he d0esnt wear pr0per s0cks and c0vering and 0ften tracks little tiny f00tprints inside because he didnt get pr0per nutriti0n gr0wing up and 0ftentimes will utterly wind himself fr0m scurrying ar0und and w0rking up a sweat trying t0 justify why he sh0uld be all0wed t0 burn the candle at b0th ends. he als0 emits gas. belches. with0ut ever 0nce saying excuse me 0r 0ther niceties. he feels an entitlement t0 tryign p0rti0ns 0f f00d he did n0t 0rder fr0m 0ther plates and will n0t ask until the f00d is already in his hands. ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ and the last time he named a weap0n seri0usly he was s0 excited t0 be the first bef0ran in hist0ry t0 title a big club "squasher". he hugged it with b0th arms and asked me if i c0uld curse it t0 make it m0re p0werful. i cried f0r tw0 lights in a r0w at h0w happy it made me feel that day. i wrap all 0f his bandages when he gets himself int0 tr0uble. i lead his blind b0dy f0reward and have carved glyphs s0 he kn0ws where the abluti0n trap is even if he will never use it. and he ate me 0ne time! but it was 0kay. i g0t 0ver it fast. ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ i pity the little tyrant s0 much. ପ(∗´ര v ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♦️
@(。・へ・)@ I NEVER HAVE NOT, EON.
@(。・へ・)@ UNYIELDING EVEN. FOR FRIENDS. KONGAR NEVER SURRENDERS.
@(。･`⸟´･)@—̳͟͞͞3⁼³₌₃ HERE I COME SAD FRIEND DISCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♠️█ ░ nuh uh... ପ(∗´ര ︿ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♠️
♠️█ ░ whats the ethical thing t0 d0...when s0me0ne rec0gnizes a b0dy y0u snatched and p0ssessed...and suddenly wants t0 rec0nnect and "make it all up t0 y0u"? i d0nt g0 here. im a transfer student in this b0dy. ପ(∗´ര ︿ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♠️
kindness is so important / we're very kind
I lOvE yOU tOO my dEArEst
♦️█ ░ y0u can never derail a c0nversati0n... ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ 0n track t0 affirming l0ve...always relevant...always all0wed... ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ l0ve t0 see it. ପ(∗´ര ᗢ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♦️
not to / like / derail the conversation / but oh my gosh / i love you so much
♦️█ ░ it has been s0 l0ng since i cried bl00dlessly...thank y0u...ursila ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ i think i truly believe y0u ▒ ▓♦️
♠️█ ░ am i still t0 blame f0r things i did in a previ0us life? in a past b0dy? 0r d0 i have the 0pp0rtunity t0 be anything i want n0w? hmmm... ପ(∗´ര ︿ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♠️
@(。・0・)@ ...!!!! OF COURSE BEING THE MOIFRIEND IS NOT THE WORST!!! YOU ARE THE BEST AT BEING THE MOIFRIEND, MOI FRIEND!!!!!!! @(。･`⸟´･)@—̳͟͞͞3⁼³₌₃ AND...KONGAR WILL FIGHT ANYONE WHO SAYS OTHERWISE!!!!!!!
♦️█ ░ 0h is...is that all0wed? ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ im s0rry im fr0m bef0rus and when i killed pe0ple here last time they g0t REALLY mad...like pe0ple were REALLY upset... ▒ ▓♦️ ♠️█ ░ is alternia really that different? i w0nt get canceculled 0r f0rced int0 reeducati0n initiative? ପ(∗´ര ︿ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♠️
♦️█ ░ 0h...e0n d0nt d0 that sweetie...please...let me...i can c0ver them and keep them warm f0r y0u h0ney...i kn0w im n0t warm but i can leech all the extra warmth fr0m 0utside them...hist0ric heat waves e0n...think ab0ut the hist0ric heatwaves...y0u can trust me...they will be nice and safe and unseen! this b0dy has plenty capable large hands and really s0ft fingers! it c0uld even be a plushie! if y0u're stressed 0ut, let me be a stress t0y f0r a while! y0u can pluck all my stuffing 0ut and sink y0ur teeth int0 my 0utsides and never have t0 put any 0f the insides back in! i can be like. super c00l ab0ut it. all 0f the time. d0nt even sweat it! but tell me if y0u d0. ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♦️
@(。・へ・)@ KONGAR IS HAPPY TO MEET YOU. @(。・0・)@ KONGAR ADMIRES CATS. LITHE. NIMBLE. SCRATCHY. THEY STRIKE WITH PURPOSE AND REMOVE OBSTACLES. SUCH AS COUNTERTOP BREAKABLE OBJECTS. @(。・V・)@ CATTURBATE IS ALSO A VERY GOOD PUN. SIMILAR TO. BUT NOT THE SAME. AS ACERBATE. APEX. ACERBATE. APE. EXACERBATE. HOO HOO HAA HA! APE JOKE.
♦️█ ░ heeeeyyy00000...i'm the bef0ran gh0st. b00! ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ n0t sure what stupid m0nkey e0n is talking ab0ut th0ugh... @apexAcerbate is a m0nkey...but he isnt stupid. m0re 0f an ape than a m0nkey? ▒ ▓❤️
:33 < sure have what?
:33 < so mew don't have two eons worth of patience?? :33 < pawlways a higher ceiling
if we keep this up im calling pity the p word i cant even say it anymore.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ ...!!!!!!!!!!!
@(。･`⸟´･)@ NOT!!!! GROSS!!!!
♦️█ ░ SMELLS gr0ss th0ugh... ▒ ▓♦️
@(。･`⸟´･)@ NOT GROSS!!!! @(。・⸟・)@ JUST SAD.
@(。・へ・)@ THAT IS THE SADDEST THING KONGAR HAS EVER SEEN.
♦️█ ░ 𓁹‿𓁹 ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ is it... ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ s0meb0dy's b0dy? ▒ ▓♦️
♦️█ ░ 𓁹‿𓁹 ▒ ▓♦️
♦️█ ░ y0u wish y0u c0uld. ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ then n0ne 0f this w0uld hurt nearly as much as it d0es. ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ im s0 s0rry, e0n. i really wish i c0uld feel as y0u d0. ▒ ▓♦️
♦️█ ░ heh. well. y0ur paran0rmal friend is happy t0 resp0nd... ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ n0 b0ard required...! ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♦️
♦️█ ░ aw...dexter...y0uve already made my light... ▒ ▓♦️ ❤️█ ░ n0t even an h0ur in. ▒ ▓❤️ ♣️█ ░ im n0t taking y0u fr0m anything...imp0rtant...am i? ▒ ▓♣️
♦️█ ░ type shit type shit. ▒ ▓♦️
♦️█ ░ night falls. the candles erupt int0 life. ▒ ▓♦️ ❤️█ ░ i can alm0st...feel...their flush warmth... ▒ ▓❤️
♦️█ ░ y0u d0nt mean that e0n. ପ(∗´ര - ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ y0u are lashing 0ut. ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ saying whatever y0u think will hurt me. ▒ ▓♦️
♦️█ ░ e0n. y0u are a b0y. 0r at least. y0u act like 0ne. ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ that is every0ne's pr0blem with y0u. ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ y0u sh0uld have acted like a man. ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♦️
♦️█ ░ prices are paid. y0u t00k my life away. r0bbed me 0f my remaining sweeps. and yet? i f0rgive y0u. i 0nly really feel s0rry f0r y0u anym0re. ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ i am dead. ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ the 0nly 0ne wh0 can punish y0u n0w is y0u. ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ and y0u are d0ing. w0nderful. ▒ ▓♦️
@(。・へ・)@ YOU LITERALLY TRIED TO EAT EVERYONE. @(。・⸟・)@ KONGAR IS HAPPY TO DEBATE THIS WITH YOU, BUT... @(。・｡・)@ ... @(。･`⸟´･)@ WAIT. ON SECOND THOUGHT. NO KONGAR IS NOT. YOU TRIED TO EAT PEOPLE. A LOT OF PEOPLE! YOU WANTED TO GREEDILY GULP DOWN ALL OF US! YOUR FRIENDS! IT WAS MONSTROUS! SICKENING! YOU WANTED TO EAT AND EAT AND EAT AND RAMPAGE ACROSS THE COSMOS. LIKE SOME SORT OF PUERILE LITTLE BUDDING CHERUB. THROWING A BIG POUTY TANTRUM. YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU WERE PLANNED AGAINST? BECAUSE YOU THREATENED PEOPLE. WHO HELPED YOU. @(。･`⸟´･)@ YOU TOLD EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US WHAT YOU WERE GOING TO DO. SCREAMED. AND BEAT YOUR SURROUNDINGS. UNTIL WE WERE FORCED TO BEND YOU BACK. YOU FLIPPED OUT. EXACTLY LIKE WOLAND SAID YOU WOULD. WE LEFT FOR OUR OWN SAFETY.
♦️█ ░n0t h0w it w0rks.▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░maybe if y0u wanted me farther away.▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░taking me int0 y0ur b0dy...was n0t the best strategy?.▒ ▓♦️
♦️█ ░i said y0u sh0uld be ashamed 0f what y0u did.▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░n0t that we sh0uld n0t be. 0r are n0t als0.▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░y0u can 0nly feel f0r y0urself. it has been this way f0r s0me time.▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░i used t0 think. y0u were better than this.▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░funny h0w things change s0 much with time.▒ ▓♦️
@(。・｡・)@ !!! @(。・0・)@ KONGAR IS HONORED BY YOUR TRIBUTARY REMARKS. KONGAR ADMIRES YOUR MISCHEVIOUS SPIRIT. YOUR IRREVERENCE AND HUMOR. THEY WILL ALLOW MEAN COMMENTS TO ROLL OFF OF YOU LIKE BEADS OF WATER. AND THOUGH THEY MAY AMASS A TERRIBLE TIDAL WAVE. DO NOT LET IT DISCOURAGE YOU. @(◕ x ◕。)@ KONGAR HAS SEEN YOUR SPIRIT. AND IT IS BEAUTIFUL AND FREE.
@(。・へ・)@ KONGAR HAS NEVER MADE A MISTAKE. ONLY DECISIONS KONGAR SHOULD HAVE MADE FASTER OR SLOWER. SO THAT CONSEQUENCES COULD ARRIVE FASTER OR SLOWER. GIVING KONGAR ENOUGH TIME BETTER DEFLECT. OR ENDURE. KONGAR STANDS BY EVERY DECISION KONGAR EVER MADE. @(。・｡・)@ THE RIVER DOES NOT SPITE ITS COURSE TO THE OCEAN. ONLY CELEBRATES. THE REUNION.
♦️█ ░the effect remains the same...▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ the pe0ple y0u hurt are still just as hurt....▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ ...i can 0nly h0pe...i never sat right in y0ur st0mach...▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░y0u sh0uld be ashamed 0f what y0uve d0ne.▒ ▓♦️
♦️█ ░ candle lights g0ing 0ut...0ne by 0ne...▒ ▓♦️
♦️█ ░ 0k... ▒ ▓♦️ ♠️█ ░ be that way... ▒ ▓♠️
♦️█ ░ ...death...and being g0ne...are tw0 different things... ▒ ▓♦️ ♦️█ ░ arent they? []v[] ▒ ▓♦️
♠️█ ░ ...y0u really 0ught t0 dress warmer... ▒ ▓♠️ ♦️█ ░ ...y0ull catch y0ur death 0ut there... ▒ ▓♦️
@(。･`⸟´･)@ AND MISREAD YOU APPARENTLY. IG. IGNORE THAT. KONGAR MISREAD YOU.
@(。・へ・)@ I MISS YOU TOO.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ YES. I DID SIDE WITH YOU. ONCE. I WILL NOT REPEAT THAT MISTAKE.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ ... @(。・⸟・)@ ... @(。・｡・)@ ... @(。・へ・)@ YOU LOOK...WORSE FOR WEAR. THAN KONGAR IMAGINED. KONGAR IS UNSURE OF HOW TO FEEL. SEEING YOU LIKE THIS AFTER SO MUCH TIME. BUT...THOSE EYES. THOSE UNMISTAKABLE EYES. THOSE ARE STILL YOU. THE REST. KONGAR DOESN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE.
@(。 `н´)@ KONGAR WOULD NOT EAT SOMETHING SERVED BY YOU ANYWAYS. GIVEN THE CHOICE OF EAT. OR EATEN. KONGAR REFUSES TO TAKE EITHER FROM YOU.
hey man. friends are all you got sometimes. sure some of them turn out to be fake as shit but. theres real good people out there.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ BECAUSE I ASKED NICELY. NOTHING BREATH. STARVED. OF. ANYTHING TO EAT BREATH. VOID BREATH. BA-NADA BREATH!!!!!!!
@(。・0・)@ GOOD LUCK CATCHING KONGAR. @(。･`⸟´･)@=O BEFORE A SLUG TO THE JAW CATCHES YOU FIRST.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ KONGAR KNOWS RAGE. AND THOUGH THAT RAGE CLOUDS THE JUDGEMENT. KONGAR CANNOT MAKE IT SUBSIDE HOW IT OUGHT TO. ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ SAD DAY FOR KONGAR.
ദ്ദ@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ദ്ദ LAIKA DID NOT MAKE KONGAR UPSET. KONGAR ONLY WANTS LAIKA TO KNOW HAPPINESS. COMPANIONSHIP. NOT DRIFTING IN AIMLESS. ENDLESS DARK. LAIKA DESERVES SHINY SLEEK FUR. HEADPATS. AND CLEAN EAR FLUFF. NOT SMOLDERING ROCKS. ONCE WALKED UPON BY MANY MILLIONS OF FOOTSTEPS. NOW NEVER ABLE TO WANDER IN ANYTHING BUT BURNING MEMORIES. ദ്ദ@(o༎-༎ｪ-༎o)@ദ്ദ KO. KONGAR. WILL GET OVER IT. KONGAR IS OKAY. IF LAIKA IS ALSO.
@(。・0・)@ KONGAR KNEW SOMEBODY WHO DID THIS ONCE. ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ DESTROYED SOLAR SYSTEMS ARE THE LONELIEST SOLAR SYSTEMS.
@(。・0・)@ AND WITH ANY LUCK. @(。=0=)@ THEY WILL HOLD.
@(。・0・)@ KONGAR IS CURIOUS. HOW YOU PLAN TO. QUOTE. "RUIN THEIR LIVES". END QUOTE AND. QUOTE. "END IT". END QUOTE. WHEN YOU ARE IMPRISONED. AND NOT GETTING OUT. @(。・)-・)@ VERY MUCH ON PURPOSE. AND VERY MUCH BECAUSE OF YOUR ACTIONS.
💢~ @(ง o･ｪ･o)@ง WHAT. WERE THE FRIENDS WHO TRUSTED AND CARED ABOUT YOU NOT ALL THAT FILLING? WAS A KNUCKLE SANDWICH NOT A GOOD ENOUGH HORS D'OEUVRE? NEED TO WASH IT ALL DOWN? WITH THE CONTENTS??? OF A CAN OF WHOOPASS???
@(。･`⸟´･)@ MORE THAN YOU HAVE LEFT TO GIVE, EON.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ IN ALLOWING YOU TO REMAIN. I HAVE ALREADY COST THE WORLD COUNTLESSLY MANY LIVES. WHAT IS ONE MORE TO FINISH IT ONCE AND FOR ALL?
@(。･`⸟´･)@ YOU ARE NOT A VILLAIN IN MY EYES, EON. YOU NEVER TRULY WERE. ONLY A FRIEND WHO FELL FROM GRACE AND CHOSE TO REMAIN IN FREE-FALL. REJECTING THE HANDS THAT REACHED FOR YOU. YOUR NEED FOR REDEMPTION IS BECAUSE OF YOUR CHOICES. NO MATTER WHAT WOLAND SAYS TO GET A RISE OUT OF YOU. HE DOES NOT SPEAK FOR ME.
@(。 `н´)@ DO NOT KNOCK IT. TIL YOU TRY IT. FRIENDSHIP IS BEST ENJOYED BETWEEN FRIENDS. NOT PEOPLE YOU DIGEST WHEN THEY DISPLEASE YOU.
@(。・)~・)@ KONGAR SUPPOSES IT MUST BE A RELIEF. TO USE WORDS LIKE FARCE. INSTEAD OF LIVING THEM. AROUND TRUSTED FRIENDS. WHO BELIEVED IN THE GOOD IN YOU, EON.
@(。・)~・)@ EVEN NOW. KONGAR SEES. YOU DID NOT GET IT. THERE ARE NO HALF ARRIVALS ON THE LONG ROAD TO REDEMPTION. YOU DO NOT GET. FUCKING. PARTIAL CREDIT. TOWARDS BEING A BETTER PERSON. @(。･`⸟´･)@ YOUR FORGIVENESS IS FRAGILE!!! YOUR LOVE IS CONDITIONAL!!! YOUR COMPASSION RINGS HOLLOW AND UNTRUE!!!! TEN SWEEPS. TEN HUNDRED SWEEPS. TEN MILLION OR TEN BILLION OR TEN TRILLION. THE NUMBER MATTERS NOT. FORGIVENESS IS LETTING GO FOR GOOD. WHAT YOU FELT WAS WHAT YOU ALWAYS FEEL! SELF PITY!!!! SORRY ONLY FOR EON!!!! @(。･`⸟´･)@ TIME DID NOT TWIST OR WARP OR PERVERT OR BREAK YOU. ONLY PRESERVED YOU FOR WHAT YOU ARE. A HATEFUL MONSTER WHO THINKS ONLY OF HOW YOU WERE WRONGED AND NOT FOR YOUR OWN WRONGDOINGS. NOTICE. OO OO. HOW PAIN IS ONLY REAL WHEN YOU FEEL IT. ONLY HURTS IN AN IMPORTANT WAY WHEN IT IS A KIND YOU UNDERSTAND. @(。 `н´)@ I CARE. I CARE ENOUGH NOT TO GROVEL AT YOUR FEET JUST BECAUSE YOU STOMP THEM VERY LOUD AND THROW THE TOYS OUT OF YOUR PRAM. I CARE ENOUGH NOT TO KISS YOUR KEISTER JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE POWERFUL NOW. I CARE ENOUGH TO CARE ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS WHO YOU DISCARD AND DEVOUR AS WORTHLESS EMPTY CALORIC INTAKE AND BOTHERS. EACH AND EVERY ONE. DESPITE THE LOVE WE HAVE FOR YOU.
ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ NO POINT. KONGAR IS WISE ENOUGH TO KNOW SUFFERING IS CEASELESS AND CYCLICAL. ENDING HERE AND NOW WOULD NOT FINISH THINGS. @(。・0・)@ ALSO. KONGAR STILL NEEDS TO GUTPUNCH YOU SQUARE IN THE STUMMY. 💢~ @(ง o･ｪ･o)@ง SLIGHTLY HARDER TO DO AFTER EXPLODING. BUT NEVER IMPOSSIBLE.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ YOU HAVE LET YOUR SPIRIT DELIBERATE OVER WHAT IS WRONG FOR TOO LONG, EON! @(。･`⸟´･)@ THINK, EON!!! DO YOU TRULY BELIEVE KONGAR WANTED THIS??? TO SEE YOU WALLOW IN SELF PITY? FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF AFTER HURTING COUNTLESS MANY OTHERS??? @(。 `н´)@ YOU ARE MISSED!!!! THE SOFT SWEEP OF YOUR HAIR FINGER COMBED IN TASSELS AND TEASE IS MISSED. HELPING YOU INTO CLOTHING THAT FITS RIGHT IS MISSED. PUSHING FOOD PAST YOUR LIPS YOU STRUGGLE TO CLOSE FROM LAUGHING SO MUCH IS MISSED. YOUR KNUCKLES BARE AND NAKED AGAINST MY OWN IS MISSED. @(。 `н´)@ KONGAR IS MISSED. DEEP DOWN. KONGAR IS MISSED TOO. @(。･`⸟´･)@ BUT YOU DID THIS! YOU ARE WHY IT HAD TO BE THIS WAY! WHY MY TONGUE SOURS TO SAY YOUR FORMER NAME! WHY IT IS A DYING CRY FOR A PERSON WHO IS GONE, TRAPPED IN THE CRUSHED WINDCHUTE OF A PERSON WHO USED TO BELIEVE IN YOU. WHO USED TO FEEL MORE FOR YOU. ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ AND WHO NOW KNOWS BETTER THE DISAPPOINTMENT AND PAIN YOU BRING BETTER THAN THE YOU WHO BRINGS.
@(。・0・)@ SEE NO EVIL. HEAR NO EVIL. SPEAK NO EVIL. THIS IS NOT POSSIBLE TO DO ALL AT THE SAME TIME WITH ONLY TWO HANDS. UNLESS. YOU ARE PRACTICING MINDFULNESS IN ALL THINGS. KONGAR REALIZES. IT IS NOT IGNORANCE. BUT CONSIDERATION. YOU SEE AND HEAR AND SPEAK NO EVIL. SO LONG AS YOU DO NO EVIL. AND SEPARATE FROM WICKEDNESS.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ KONGAR DOES NOT LIKE HAVING TO TWIST A FIST THROWN. LIKE HOW THE COWARD TWISTS THE KNIFE AFTER A STAB IN THE DARK. BUT FIGHTING DARK. REQUIRES MOVING THROUGH IT. 💢@=͟͟͞͞( 。･`⸟´･)@ ==O AND NO ONE PUNCHES WITH UNSEEN FISTS HARDER THAN KONGAR CAN.
@(。・⸟・)@ ANGER IS A POISON YOU DRINK AND SUCCUMB TO ITS EFFECTS. WAITING IN VAIN FOR THE ONE YOU HATE TO DO SO IN PLACE OF YOU. FORGIVENESS IS THE ANTIDOTE. @(。 `н´)@ PEOPLE NEED TO STOP DRINKING POISON AND SUCCUMBING.
@(。・⸟・)@ KONGAR IS LEARNING HUMAN PHRASES. BUT CONFUSED BY SOME OF THE MORE. ABSTRACT. A QUESTION PROPOSED TO ALL. WHAT IS SEEN WHEN ONE DECIDES TO... @(。・0・)@ LOOK A GIBBON HORSE IN THE MOUTH??? @(。･`⸟´･)@ AND WHAT HORRORS LIE BEYOND THOSE TEETH ENOUGH TO BE WARNED AGAINST???
☆⌒@(。・~ X)@ YOUR WORDS WOUND. BUT THEY COME FROM A WOUNDED TONGUE THAT SPEAKS ONLY WOUNDED WORDS. YOU CHOSE THE PATH OF VENGEANCE SEEKING. TO HATE AND TO HURT AND TO HARM AND TO HUMILIATE. O=@(o･ｪ･oˇ)@و SADAKO. WOOLAND. CRAUSS. THE ALL FOUGHT ALONGSIDE YOU. FOR YOU. WITH YOU. DO THEY MEAN NOTHING NOW? ╮@(o･A･o)@╭ DOES NONE OF IT? ᕦ@(o･ｪ･oˇ)@ᕤ YOU PREYED ON THOSE WHO TRUSTED YOU. YOUR GODHOOD WAS TREATED AS A CUDGEL TO PUNISH AND SPITE PEOPLE WHO CALLED YOU FRIEND. WHO LOVED AND ADORED YOU. WHO WANTED NOTHING MORE THAN TO SEE YOU SMILE. DONE HAPPY. WHO WERE WILLING TO CHANGE THE WORLD. TO BUILD A NEW ONE SUITED JUST FOR YOU AND OUR FRIENDS. BUT THAT WASN'T ENOUGH. EVERYTHING HAD TO BE RAZED TO GROUND ZERO. @(。･`⸟´･)@ THAT ISN'T THINKING YOU HAD FRIENDS!!! THAT'S WRITING OFF ANYONE WHO REFUSED TO BE YOUR SERVANT!!! A PLAYTHING!!!
ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ KONGAR THINKS YOU DESERVED BETTER. YOUR BRAVERY SHOULD HAVE BEEN REWARDED. NOT PUNISHED. FACED WITH A CHOICE. NOT AN ULTIMATUM. @(。・0・)@ BUT YOU LEARNED, YES? OO OO? AA HAA? DISCOVERED THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF YOU OTHERWISE WOULD NOT KNOW? @(งo･ｪ･o)@ง VALOR LIKE YOURS IS RARE. AND SHOULD BE CELEBRATED. UPWARDLY PROPPED. LIKE A CROWN. KONGAR THINKS.
c< iNdeed i did, liviN My best deatH! >c
ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ ...WHO WAS RECORDING THIS. EXACTLY?
ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ YOU ARE TRULY BLIND. IF YOU THINK THIS DOES NOT HURT KONGAR.
@(。・0・)@ YOU WOULD BE. @(/o･ｪ･o)@/ ...BUT KONGAR WANTS TO SEE TOO. MORBID CURIOSITY. GIMME.
@(。`н´)@ YOU ARE TWISTING THE TRUTH. SPREADING LIES. SPEAKING FALSE. KONGAR PUT YOU WHERE YOU ARE. AS YOU ARE. FOR THE HURT THAT YOU CAUSED TO OTHERS. THE SUFFERING YOU INFLICTED. THE LIVES YOU ENDED. BEFORUS ALMOST CEASED TO BE.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ THEN KONGAR SEES NO REASON TO SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELF. @(。 `н´)@ ... @(。・⸟・)@ ENJOY FORGETTING. @(。・-・)@ BECAUSE KONGAR NEVER CAN.
@(。・⸟・)@ YOU DO NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF THE WORD HATE. KONGAR KNOWS THIS. @(。・⸟・)@ KONGAR. USED TO THINK YOU DID. THAT YOU. AND KONGAR. HAD A SPECIAL KIND OF ANIMOSITY. THAT BEFORUS WOULD SHAKE WHEN OUR BLOWS CONNECTED. THAT YOUR THICK SCALEY HIDE COULD HANDLE EVERY PUNCH PERFECTED BY KONGAR. @(。･`⸟´･)@ BUT YOU WERE WEAK. THIN SKINNED. SMALL. AND INVOLVED OTHERS. YOU HURT PEOPLE. WHO WILL NEVER GET BETTER. INFLICTED INJURIES. THAT DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HEAL. YOU ARE NOT FEARSOME. ONLY FEARFUL. YOU ARE NOT HATED. ONLY HATEFUL. YOU ARE NOT MEANINGFUL. ONLY MEAN. AND DESPITE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE. @(。 `н´)@ ... ☆⌒@(。・~ X)@ ...KONGAR CANNOT HATE YOU LIKE HE USED TO. 💢~ @(ง o･ｪ･o)@ง ONLY WANT YOU FAR. FAR AWAY. FROM ANYONE YOU CAN HURT. EVEN IF KONGAR HAS TO TAKE YOU THERE HIMSELF.
@(。・0・)@ YOU WERE NOT A GOOD THING EITHER. EON. YOU HAVE HAD A LOT OF TIME TO THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU DID. TIMEOUT. A MUCH NEEDED BREAK. LIKE RIPPLED SURFACE OF WATER. YOU NEEDED REFLECTION. BUT BIG QUESTION IS. KONGAR THINKS. WHAT WILL YOU DO WITH IT? @(。・⸟・)@ WILL YOU SPLASH BLINDLY? HITTING. THRASHING. GNASHING. SWINGING. OO OO AA? @(。･`⸟´･)@ WILL YOU DROWN. TRYING TO SCRAPE OFF THE SURFACE OF THE TIDE. TO SWALLOW THE OCEANS. AND DIGEST DEPTHS TOO VAST AND FULL TO CHEW. WILL YOU BLAME OTHERS. SPITE THE SKY YOU CANNOT REACH. FOR THE WATERS YOU SUBSIDE BENEATH. @(。`н´)@ WILL YOU FORGIVE...? RAISE YOUR HEAD ABOVE THE WATERS? 💢@=͟͟͞͞( 。･`⸟´･)@ ==O OR IS IT GOING TO TAKE. A ROUND TWO? TO KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO YOU? #THELEGENDOFKONGAR #EPISODE-I #CHAPTER-2-START #THE-PUNCH-WHICH-BECOMES-AN-OUTSTRETCHED-HAND-TO-A-CLOSED-FIST #永