♣ mediated by @conqueredApophis
@(。･`⸟´･)@ AND MISREAD YOU APPARENTLY. IG. IGNORE THAT. KONGAR MISREAD YOU.
@(。・へ・)@ I MISS YOU TOO.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ YES. I DID SIDE WITH YOU. ONCE. I WILL NOT REPEAT THAT MISTAKE.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ ... @(。・⸟・)@ ... @(。・｡・)@ ... @(。・へ・)@ YOU LOOK...WORSE FOR WEAR. THAN KONGAR IMAGINED. KONGAR IS UNSURE OF HOW TO FEEL. SEEING YOU LIKE THIS AFTER SO MUCH TIME. BUT...THOSE EYES. THOSE UNMISTAKABLE EYES. THOSE ARE STILL YOU. THE REST. KONGAR DOESN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE.
@(。 `н´)@ KONGAR WOULD NOT EAT SOMETHING SERVED BY YOU ANYWAYS. GIVEN THE CHOICE OF EAT. OR EATEN. KONGAR REFUSES TO TAKE EITHER FROM YOU.
hey man. friends are all you got sometimes. sure some of them turn out to be fake as shit but. theres real good people out there.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ BECAUSE I ASKED NICELY. NOTHING BREATH. STARVED. OF. ANYTHING TO EAT BREATH. VOID BREATH. BA-NADA BREATH!!!!!!!
@(。・0・)@ GOOD LUCK CATCHING KONGAR. @(。･`⸟´･)@=O BEFORE A SLUG TO THE JAW CATCHES YOU FIRST.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ KONGAR KNOWS RAGE. AND THOUGH THAT RAGE CLOUDS THE JUDGEMENT. KONGAR CANNOT MAKE IT SUBSIDE HOW IT OUGHT TO. ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ SAD DAY FOR KONGAR.
ദ്ദ@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ദ്ദ LAIKA DID NOT MAKE KONGAR UPSET. KONGAR ONLY WANTS LAIKA TO KNOW HAPPINESS. COMPANIONSHIP. NOT DRIFTING IN AIMLESS. ENDLESS DARK. LAIKA DESERVES SHINY SLEEK FUR. HEADPATS. AND CLEAN EAR FLUFF. NOT SMOLDERING ROCKS. ONCE WALKED UPON BY MANY MILLIONS OF FOOTSTEPS. NOW NEVER ABLE TO WANDER IN ANYTHING BUT BURNING MEMORIES. ദ്ദ@(o༎-༎ｪ-༎o)@ദ്ദ KO. KONGAR. WILL GET OVER IT. KONGAR IS OKAY. IF LAIKA IS ALSO.
@(。・0・)@ KONGAR KNEW SOMEBODY WHO DID THIS ONCE. ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ DESTROYED SOLAR SYSTEMS ARE THE LONELIEST SOLAR SYSTEMS.
@(。・0・)@ AND WITH ANY LUCK. @(。=0=)@ THEY WILL HOLD.
@(。・0・)@ KONGAR IS CURIOUS. HOW YOU PLAN TO. QUOTE. "RUIN THEIR LIVES". END QUOTE AND. QUOTE. "END IT". END QUOTE. WHEN YOU ARE IMPRISONED. AND NOT GETTING OUT. @(。・)-・)@ VERY MUCH ON PURPOSE. AND VERY MUCH BECAUSE OF YOUR ACTIONS.
💢~ @(ง o･ｪ･o)@ง WHAT. WERE THE FRIENDS WHO TRUSTED AND CARED ABOUT YOU NOT ALL THAT FILLING? WAS A KNUCKLE SANDWICH NOT A GOOD ENOUGH HORS D'OEUVRE? NEED TO WASH IT ALL DOWN? WITH THE CONTENTS??? OF A CAN OF WHOOPASS???
@(。･`⸟´･)@ MORE THAN YOU HAVE LEFT TO GIVE, EON.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ IN ALLOWING YOU TO REMAIN. I HAVE ALREADY COST THE WORLD COUNTLESSLY MANY LIVES. WHAT IS ONE MORE TO FINISH IT ONCE AND FOR ALL?
@(。･`⸟´･)@ YOU ARE NOT A VILLAIN IN MY EYES, EON. YOU NEVER TRULY WERE. ONLY A FRIEND WHO FELL FROM GRACE AND CHOSE TO REMAIN IN FREE-FALL. REJECTING THE HANDS THAT REACHED FOR YOU. YOUR NEED FOR REDEMPTION IS BECAUSE OF YOUR CHOICES. NO MATTER WHAT WOLAND SAYS TO GET A RISE OUT OF YOU. HE DOES NOT SPEAK FOR ME.
@(。 `н´)@ DO NOT KNOCK IT. TIL YOU TRY IT. FRIENDSHIP IS BEST ENJOYED BETWEEN FRIENDS. NOT PEOPLE YOU DIGEST WHEN THEY DISPLEASE YOU.
@(。・)~・)@ KONGAR SUPPOSES IT MUST BE A RELIEF. TO USE WORDS LIKE FARCE. INSTEAD OF LIVING THEM. AROUND TRUSTED FRIENDS. WHO BELIEVED IN THE GOOD IN YOU, EON.
@(。・)~・)@ EVEN NOW. KONGAR SEES. YOU DID NOT GET IT. THERE ARE NO HALF ARRIVALS ON THE LONG ROAD TO REDEMPTION. YOU DO NOT GET. FUCKING. PARTIAL CREDIT. TOWARDS BEING A BETTER PERSON. @(。･`⸟´･)@ YOUR FORGIVENESS IS FRAGILE!!! YOUR LOVE IS CONDITIONAL!!! YOUR COMPASSION RINGS HOLLOW AND UNTRUE!!!! TEN SWEEPS. TEN HUNDRED SWEEPS. TEN MILLION OR TEN BILLION OR TEN TRILLION. THE NUMBER MATTERS NOT. FORGIVENESS IS LETTING GO FOR GOOD. WHAT YOU FELT WAS WHAT YOU ALWAYS FEEL! SELF PITY!!!! SORRY ONLY FOR EON!!!! @(。･`⸟´･)@ TIME DID NOT TWIST OR WARP OR PERVERT OR BREAK YOU. ONLY PRESERVED YOU FOR WHAT YOU ARE. A HATEFUL MONSTER WHO THINKS ONLY OF HOW YOU WERE WRONGED AND NOT FOR YOUR OWN WRONGDOINGS. NOTICE. OO OO. HOW PAIN IS ONLY REAL WHEN YOU FEEL IT. ONLY HURTS IN AN IMPORTANT WAY WHEN IT IS A KIND YOU UNDERSTAND. @(。 `н´)@ I CARE. I CARE ENOUGH NOT TO GROVEL AT YOUR FEET JUST BECAUSE YOU STOMP THEM VERY LOUD AND THROW THE TOYS OUT OF YOUR PRAM. I CARE ENOUGH NOT TO KISS YOUR KEISTER JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE POWERFUL NOW. I CARE ENOUGH TO CARE ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS WHO YOU DISCARD AND DEVOUR AS WORTHLESS EMPTY CALORIC INTAKE AND BOTHERS. EACH AND EVERY ONE. DESPITE THE LOVE WE HAVE FOR YOU.
ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ NO POINT. KONGAR IS WISE ENOUGH TO KNOW SUFFERING IS CEASELESS AND CYCLICAL. ENDING HERE AND NOW WOULD NOT FINISH THINGS. @(。・0・)@ ALSO. KONGAR STILL NEEDS TO GUTPUNCH YOU SQUARE IN THE STUMMY. 💢~ @(ง o･ｪ･o)@ง SLIGHTLY HARDER TO DO AFTER EXPLODING. BUT NEVER IMPOSSIBLE.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ YOU HAVE LET YOUR SPIRIT DELIBERATE OVER WHAT IS WRONG FOR TOO LONG, EON! @(。･`⸟´･)@ THINK, EON!!! DO YOU TRULY BELIEVE KONGAR WANTED THIS??? TO SEE YOU WALLOW IN SELF PITY? FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF AFTER HURTING COUNTLESS MANY OTHERS??? @(。 `н´)@ YOU ARE MISSED!!!! THE SOFT SWEEP OF YOUR HAIR FINGER COMBED IN TASSELS AND TEASE IS MISSED. HELPING YOU INTO CLOTHING THAT FITS RIGHT IS MISSED. PUSHING FOOD PAST YOUR LIPS YOU STRUGGLE TO CLOSE FROM LAUGHING SO MUCH IS MISSED. YOUR KNUCKLES BARE AND NAKED AGAINST MY OWN IS MISSED. @(。 `н´)@ KONGAR IS MISSED. DEEP DOWN. KONGAR IS MISSED TOO. @(。･`⸟´･)@ BUT YOU DID THIS! YOU ARE WHY IT HAD TO BE THIS WAY! WHY MY TONGUE SOURS TO SAY YOUR FORMER NAME! WHY IT IS A DYING CRY FOR A PERSON WHO IS GONE, TRAPPED IN THE CRUSHED WINDCHUTE OF A PERSON WHO USED TO BELIEVE IN YOU. WHO USED TO FEEL MORE FOR YOU. ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ AND WHO NOW KNOWS BETTER THE DISAPPOINTMENT AND PAIN YOU BRING BETTER THAN THE YOU WHO BRINGS.
@(。・0・)@ SEE NO EVIL. HEAR NO EVIL. SPEAK NO EVIL. THIS IS NOT POSSIBLE TO DO ALL AT THE SAME TIME WITH ONLY TWO HANDS. UNLESS. YOU ARE PRACTICING MINDFULNESS IN ALL THINGS. KONGAR REALIZES. IT IS NOT IGNORANCE. BUT CONSIDERATION. YOU SEE AND HEAR AND SPEAK NO EVIL. SO LONG AS YOU DO NO EVIL. AND SEPARATE FROM WICKEDNESS.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ KONGAR DOES NOT LIKE HAVING TO TWIST A FIST THROWN. LIKE HOW THE COWARD TWISTS THE KNIFE AFTER A STAB IN THE DARK. BUT FIGHTING DARK. REQUIRES MOVING THROUGH IT. 💢@=͟͟͞͞( 。･`⸟´･)@ ==O AND NO ONE PUNCHES WITH UNSEEN FISTS HARDER THAN KONGAR CAN.
@(。・⸟・)@ ANGER IS A POISON YOU DRINK AND SUCCUMB TO ITS EFFECTS. WAITING IN VAIN FOR THE ONE YOU HATE TO DO SO IN PLACE OF YOU. FORGIVENESS IS THE ANTIDOTE. @(。 `н´)@ PEOPLE NEED TO STOP DRINKING POISON AND SUCCUMBING.
@(。・⸟・)@ KONGAR IS LEARNING HUMAN PHRASES. BUT CONFUSED BY SOME OF THE MORE. ABSTRACT. A QUESTION PROPOSED TO ALL. WHAT IS SEEN WHEN ONE DECIDES TO... @(。・0・)@ LOOK A GIBBON HORSE IN THE MOUTH??? @(。･`⸟´･)@ AND WHAT HORRORS LIE BEYOND THOSE TEETH ENOUGH TO BE WARNED AGAINST???
☆⌒@(。・~ X)@ YOUR WORDS WOUND. BUT THEY COME FROM A WOUNDED TONGUE THAT SPEAKS ONLY WOUNDED WORDS. YOU CHOSE THE PATH OF VENGEANCE SEEKING. TO HATE AND TO HURT AND TO HARM AND TO HUMILIATE. O=@(o･ｪ･oˇ)@و SADAKO. WOOLAND. CRAUSS. THE ALL FOUGHT ALONGSIDE YOU. FOR YOU. WITH YOU. DO THEY MEAN NOTHING NOW? ╮@(o･A･o)@╭ DOES NONE OF IT? ᕦ@(o･ｪ･oˇ)@ᕤ YOU PREYED ON THOSE WHO TRUSTED YOU. YOUR GODHOOD WAS TREATED AS A CUDGEL TO PUNISH AND SPITE PEOPLE WHO CALLED YOU FRIEND. WHO LOVED AND ADORED YOU. WHO WANTED NOTHING MORE THAN TO SEE YOU SMILE. DONE HAPPY. WHO WERE WILLING TO CHANGE THE WORLD. TO BUILD A NEW ONE SUITED JUST FOR YOU AND OUR FRIENDS. BUT THAT WASN'T ENOUGH. EVERYTHING HAD TO BE RAZED TO GROUND ZERO. @(。･`⸟´･)@ THAT ISN'T THINKING YOU HAD FRIENDS!!! THAT'S WRITING OFF ANYONE WHO REFUSED TO BE YOUR SERVANT!!! A PLAYTHING!!!
ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ KONGAR THINKS YOU DESERVED BETTER. YOUR BRAVERY SHOULD HAVE BEEN REWARDED. NOT PUNISHED. FACED WITH A CHOICE. NOT AN ULTIMATUM. @(。・0・)@ BUT YOU LEARNED, YES? OO OO? AA HAA? DISCOVERED THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF YOU OTHERWISE WOULD NOT KNOW? @(งo･ｪ･o)@ง VALOR LIKE YOURS IS RARE. AND SHOULD BE CELEBRATED. UPWARDLY PROPPED. LIKE A CROWN. KONGAR THINKS.
c< iNdeed i did, liviN My best deatH! >c
ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ ...WHO WAS RECORDING THIS. EXACTLY?
ദ്ദി@(o༎･༎ｪ･༎o)@ YOU ARE TRULY BLIND. IF YOU THINK THIS DOES NOT HURT KONGAR.
@(。・0・)@ YOU WOULD BE. @(/o･ｪ･o)@/ ...BUT KONGAR WANTS TO SEE TOO. MORBID CURIOSITY. GIMME.
@(。`н´)@ YOU ARE TWISTING THE TRUTH. SPREADING LIES. SPEAKING FALSE. KONGAR PUT YOU WHERE YOU ARE. AS YOU ARE. FOR THE HURT THAT YOU CAUSED TO OTHERS. THE SUFFERING YOU INFLICTED. THE LIVES YOU ENDED. BEFORUS ALMOST CEASED TO BE.
@(。･`⸟´･)@ THEN KONGAR SEES NO REASON TO SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELF. @(。 `н´)@ ... @(。・⸟・)@ ENJOY FORGETTING. @(。・-・)@ BECAUSE KONGAR NEVER CAN.
@(。・⸟・)@ YOU DO NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF THE WORD HATE. KONGAR KNOWS THIS. @(。・⸟・)@ KONGAR. USED TO THINK YOU DID. THAT YOU. AND KONGAR. HAD A SPECIAL KIND OF ANIMOSITY. THAT BEFORUS WOULD SHAKE WHEN OUR BLOWS CONNECTED. THAT YOUR THICK SCALEY HIDE COULD HANDLE EVERY PUNCH PERFECTED BY KONGAR. @(。･`⸟´･)@ BUT YOU WERE WEAK. THIN SKINNED. SMALL. AND INVOLVED OTHERS. YOU HURT PEOPLE. WHO WILL NEVER GET BETTER. INFLICTED INJURIES. THAT DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HEAL. YOU ARE NOT FEARSOME. ONLY FEARFUL. YOU ARE NOT HATED. ONLY HATEFUL. YOU ARE NOT MEANINGFUL. ONLY MEAN. AND DESPITE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE. @(。 `н´)@ ... ☆⌒@(。・~ X)@ ...KONGAR CANNOT HATE YOU LIKE HE USED TO. 💢~ @(ง o･ｪ･o)@ง ONLY WANT YOU FAR. FAR AWAY. FROM ANYONE YOU CAN HURT. EVEN IF KONGAR HAS TO TAKE YOU THERE HIMSELF.
@(。・0・)@ YOU WERE NOT A GOOD THING EITHER. EON. YOU HAVE HAD A LOT OF TIME TO THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU DID. TIMEOUT. A MUCH NEEDED BREAK. LIKE RIPPLED SURFACE OF WATER. YOU NEEDED REFLECTION. BUT BIG QUESTION IS. KONGAR THINKS. WHAT WILL YOU DO WITH IT? @(。・⸟・)@ WILL YOU SPLASH BLINDLY? HITTING. THRASHING. GNASHING. SWINGING. OO OO AA? @(。･`⸟´･)@ WILL YOU DROWN. TRYING TO SCRAPE OFF THE SURFACE OF THE TIDE. TO SWALLOW THE OCEANS. AND DIGEST DEPTHS TOO VAST AND FULL TO CHEW. WILL YOU BLAME OTHERS. SPITE THE SKY YOU CANNOT REACH. FOR THE WATERS YOU SUBSIDE BENEATH. @(。`н´)@ WILL YOU FORGIVE...? RAISE YOUR HEAD ABOVE THE WATERS? 💢@=͟͟͞͞( 。･`⸟´･)@ ==O OR IS IT GOING TO TAKE. A ROUND TWO? TO KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO YOU? #THELEGENDOFKONGAR #EPISODE-I #CHAPTER-2-START #THE-PUNCH-WHICH-BECOMES-AN-OUTSTRETCHED-HAND-TO-A-CLOSED-FIST #永