♦ pitied by @catatonicApostate
GIrl, help, they kkeep delaaying my traain
D---> I sometimes wonder Does anyone else ever have such a...disgusted feeling whenever they seem their own body in the reflection? Or a desire to change to be your true self and not something you were born as? Oh to be free and not to be forced into roles and being seen as masculine. It's hell. #Genderdysphoria #bodydysphoria #Tonight-is-BAD #vent #rant
>> Doeડ everyone forg¡ve me for my 1aડt poડt.... ¡ waડ mak¡ng a Po¡nt, and ¡t made me 1augh. 😔 ડn¡ff1
၄⋆၃ ok so mass psyxhosis game or whatever it is idgaf has like those roles right found a quiz that xould tell me "my role" in that fuxkass evil game heart fuxk do you mean HEART. and even worse. PAGE???? PAGE OF HEART. ARENT THOSE LIKE. POTENTIAL MAN? ong we gotta nuke these damn quizes.
--- |I think my blood is more sluggish than normal but it's hard to tell for sure ((#medical-horror #blood))| _____
// RIP Sara she would've loved to make a "who want me" post rn
I don’t need to ask who want me. I don’t need that kinda negativity in my life
--- |my body keeps trying to throw up but there's nothing in there to come out and I'm so hungry and there's definitely something in the water they put a chemical in I think I don't know but it hurts and my pan is all fuzzy and I moved too much so now I'm bleeding again ((#medical-horror #abuse #cw-vomit))| _____
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>> ¡'m 1eav¡ng to work my reta¡1 job and hand1e cuડtomerડ for ડevera1 hourડ, p1eaડe 1eave me k¡nd w¡ડheડ and 1ove to come back to #That¡ડAHoneycr¡ડp #NotAFuj¡App1e #P1eaડeGet¡tR¡ght #OneOfThoડeCoડtડ #Near1yACaegarMore #PerPound #AndMyJobDependડOn¡t
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨf Ɨ ⴵȺd Ⱥ ☪︎Ⱥ-∊gȺr fΩr ⴵΩ屮 mȺny ♱屮Ɨn|⟨Σ Ⱥnd Ωr pr-∊♱♱y m-∊n Ɨ'v-∊ Σp-∊n♱ nƗgⴵ♱Σ 屮Ɨ♱ⴵ.. nΩ♱ⴵƗng 屮Ωuld ☪︎ⴵȺng-∊ b-∊☪︎ȺuΣ-∊ Ɨ'm Ⱥlr-∊Ⱥdy rƗ☪︎ⴵ. #Σugg-∊Σ♱Ɨv-∊ -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
*thr0ugh tears* *0penly s0bbing* wh0 want me
n0 0ne fucking want me
S★y it ★in't so.
--- |it stings a bit I don't like it at all but maybe if I try to avoid it it'll just get worse later or they'll do something else since I didn't let this thing take and I don't want that| _____
--- |I'm really dizzy and it hurts and also in my gills when I breathe| _____
--- |I think there might be something in the new water but I'm not sure and they just smiled when I asked ((#abuse #medical-horror))| _____
Trying to win an argument here. Like for option 1 and pity for option 2.
--- |I asked really really nicely and they told me that they wouldn't be doing anything else to I mean anything else with me tonight but last time they said that they lied so I really hope this time isn't a lie because everything really hurts and I don't want more done ((#medical-horror #abuse))| _____
BAD NEWS: HYDRADAD SAY CANT GO BACK TO SṴRFACE ṴNLESS I BRING HIM TREATS NEXT TIME X(
wish me luck. i’m going to try another speed blind date thing tonight!
--- |I really hope they're done for the night but I don't know if they are and I can't work out the schedule| _____
i need to quit scrollin accounts i fuckin hate
--- |I think whatever they gave me before is out of my blood now which is good because things aren't blurry anymore and I can move more easily ((#substance #medical-horror))| _____
--- |every pin thing everything is blurry hurts I think I need to sleep goodlight| _____
>> do¡ng d¡ડheડ makeડ me ડad for an ent¡re1y d¡fferent reaડon now HEડ NOT DEAD ¡ JUડT D¡DNT GET TO ડAY GOODBYE what ¡f he doeડ d¡e out there #gr¡ef
hotter today than it wwwwas yesterday? infidel in irons give mmmme a fucking break
D---> Fiddlesticks...I took a glance in the mirror and realized I must shave again, truly what a ugly curse to bare.
I vvant to free the titty at least shovv a but of skin, even a short sleeved suit but nny pr teann said no¡ AGAIN¡
Really? A rust acting like that? What amount of boot licking do they think they need to do to earn the respect of people who won't bother to give them the time of day. Because the answer is no amount.
--- |oh no I can hear the equipment trolley outside I think they're starting soon f*ck I hope they don't have a scalpel ((#medical-horror #gore #violence))| _____
--- |SYSTEM: vindictiveTautophony is offline!| _____
--- |I also hope they give me better food soon but I think they think I am just being picky| _____
--- |no. the people in charge probably but I don't know specifics| _____
Another light, another talk about shit no one cares about im not sure howv many people havwe died and come back to life before, but the feeling sucks. the process of being alivwe again vwas fast, but i spent a fewv vweeks on and off sick. it didnt help that i vwas pressured into being alivwe so the stress vwasnt helping. its all good nowv, but all havwing like 11 people hearing you havwe a vway "out" and then relying on you to take it... it sucks. -- click unquirk if you vwanna read it -- blegh.
--- |wait I forgot to ask what wouldn't you be surprised about?| _____
--- |yes it's the same paste but they just give me more of it. uhhh I do feel a bit weaker and kind of foggy but I thought that was from other things not the food| _____
okay. palmmmmhusk dowwwwn. i need to, bare mmmminimmmmummmm, try to savor the next couple hours of rest so i feel like less of a corpse commmme mmmmy hour of reckoning.
DIRECT EXAMINATION TESTIMONY! i have a wipe to *really* cook the books.
MUTTERING ONTO THE RECORD! sure, sure, auditerrorizers, *that's* what i needed to deal with this wipe, why the *fuck* not
can't sleep...
꒰𓇼 IM NOT BUIKT FOR THIS CHITTR 𓇼꒱
shout out to m7 siblings in gra7 in times like these. people alwa7s forget us when talking about this kinda thing.
-|---► some of you h1gh bloods... are absolutely awful at d1scuss1on over caste... jegus... not even 1n l1ke "1 d1sagree w1th you" way 1ts just... you don't know how to have a c1v1l conversat1on!
I cant help but feel guilty seeing as I kind of snowballed all this caste discussion. Im sorry, chums <:(
my brother's making an ass of himself on main again, i see.
Can We Not Do The Whole " Humans Not Understanding Or Giving A Fuck About The Caste In Service Of Fetishizing Aspects Of Our Species " " Thing " Tonight. #suggestive #nsfc #sigh #butinallcaps
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT I UNDERSTAND MY ERROR IN MY LAST CHITT, MOST HIGHBLOODS ARE NOT TO BE TRUSTED. <:(
c< i Miss Her.... #yearNiNg >c
You ever have that moment as a writer where you have to scramble to pretend that you were, I fact, actually just up early otherwise you'd have to admit you lost track of 12 hours writing erotic slow-burn. I swear on my claws it was JUST 8:30 WHERE DID THE TIME GO. #yaoi #writersproblems
[MM] is now Online this too, will pass
i cry myself to sleep every night knowing i will never get a man pregnant
I...need...to...get....better...at...managing...my....time I...was...almost...two....minutes...late U.Ufor...my....bookreading Timeslot!!!!
my name vwasnt evwen cronus vwhen i vwas first hatched, Rheiah vwas my name. :u but then i vwas like "hey im a guy" and then my ancestor vwas like "vwell its not gonna be a stupid fucking name" and nowv im cronus. my lusus liked rheiah more though. maybe if i get another kid ill name em that.
O-> I Do+n't Have Any Mo+re Wriggling Babies 🥺 The Current Church Clutch Are All Bipedal
D--->It's all fun and games until someone begs a little to much and it awakens something dark within you. #nsfw
Seeing the human men struggle ⚣ver percieved masculinity and sexuality is pretty interesting fr⚣m a cultural perspective. -3- #dashwatching
Hobbling around with the kind of back pain a man young and spry as myself shouldnt be struggling with for another 30 years at the very least. Really need to stop goading the missus but its an impossible task with her. Always so peevish i say! Dont know how much longer my spine can suffer sleeping on the sofa.
im goin to kill a stranger so dont you be a stranger
I am beginning to infer that I may have found kinship amongst the jadebloods with a few exceptions. I loathe the taste of blood but I no longer roam under the Sun in solitude...
Hovv do you nnake friends¿ I don't rennennber.
Yes, There May Always Be Anøther Thing Tø Wørry Abøut, But It Is Impørtant Tø Remember That There Are Søme Things That Yøu Can't Directly Effect, But Can Take Steps Tø Lessøn The Chances Øf, Ør Influence The Øutcøme Øf. Evven If Yøu Cannøt Directly Effect Them. i Always Find That This Kind Øf Thinking Helps Me Priøritize What Tø Wørry Abøut And What Nøt Tø Wørry Abøut, And Being That I Am A Rather Vvisual/physical Persøn When It Cømes Tø Emøtiøns, I Øften Draw Intersecting Circles And Fill Them With The Things That I Can Directly Effect, That I Can Influence, And Things I Cannøt Effect At All.
DUDES ⧃N HERE BE RRGRGHAGAGGAGAGGHHHHGGGAGGGGHGHHHH
Ah~.~.~. the Colosseum's trained talonbeast flew away~. I hope this will not impact ticket sales~. Please contact me if you see a flying monstrosity that answers to the name Brutus~. #Gladiating
D--->Fiddlesticks...nearly broke something a moment ago, I have to much...energy I need to burn off and yet I can't I must restrain myself and temper myself...also SOS I need more towels. #Suggestive
ri6ht? like i hope he's just aCtin' a fool, 'Cus otherwise it's a si6n from 6od that he's still alive.
makes me happy t'see folks also not standin' for this speCtrum bullshit. not foolin' myself into thinkin' there's 6onna be a revolution, but it's niCe.
Don't know how much longer I have. Only so long I can be running without any shelter. Been getting hunted by the same guy for a day now. At least if I get culled I'll do it knowing there's people that also believe we have the right to live. That's all I want. to live. -🐎
( Girl help I wanna go to an empathy planet I heard there might be empathy there. 😩😩😩😩😩 )<
( When I go. To sleep in my cocoon. For the next seven days. I will have my fingers crossed. And they will be crossed in my sleep and I will try to manifest somebody does a little heist and releases the Mother Grub history tombs or whatever online and they never get caught ever. )<
.feeling grumpY .all of you look like you could use a higher cull scorE
📺 I ha𐌅e fi𐌗ed my screen. :)!
>--D=Wow=I=have=not=slept=this=long=since=a=crack=in=my=respiteblock=floor=leaked=suffocating=gases=and=almost=killed=me=haha=:)=#violence=#substances//<
I need- To learn how to ignore trolls that simply wish to argue with me- Admittedly my curiosity has gotten the better of me but it has not been worth it-
Wordle is possibly the best daily activity you can participate in, if you would like to make yourself feel like an utter moron.
#WarriorsCryToo
D --> Does smash imply an easy victory? Is pass an act of resignation, a cowardly submission to an opponent yet fought
No Lady Gaga show attending... No Amelia Bedelia... When will his tyranny end?...
:33 < i pawffered to watch katnaya's grubs :33 < she said "not after last time you feral beast" :33 < and i was so offended!! :33 < she was still mad afpurr i dropped them off in the jungle!! :33 < she should be purroud of the ones that survived!! :33 < they're natural born hunters!!
Once again the general public fails to meet the bar expectations. Referring to actual people as a singular of a version of themselves drives the nail of incompetence further into the board of disappointment on how nobody sees anyone as an individual. You're always going to be compared wafery to the shiniest Prime of your genosplice. No one has a brain big enough to compare alts without using terminology such as, "A ___." It feels belittling. It comes across small minded. Push yourself to do better.
pluss who would take in a pack off rambbunctiouss halff tame bbarkbbeasstss iff not me
bbeen conssidering going underground again ssince... recent eventss, bbut itss jusst not worthth it. i am ssure it would only happen again and i have esstabblisshed ssomeththing off a sstabble liffe here. im tired off hiding
daaamn.. feed is so dry.
usin this site is bad for my mental health. just put me on ice and wwake me up wwhen im needed.
someone finally put it into wwords.
1M B3G1NN1NG TO R3TH1NK COM1NG B4CK ONTO TH1S W3BS1T3 4CTU4LLY...
good enough. out of sight out of mind i guess
₍^. .^₎⟆ You know what would f!x me? A fresh face full of fat man t!tt!es. But apparently thosSse are !n h!gh demand r!ght now and ! have to ssshare…꠹
(°. s𖦹me𖦹ne's g𖦹tta feed th𖦹se grubs .°)
⏾ I'm 12 feet tall and gr﴾ ﴿wn h﴾ ﴿lla at me if y﴾ ﴿u g﴾ ﴿t a dump truck and kn﴾ ﴿w h﴾ ﴿w t﴾ ﴿ shake dat thang.
No One Is Safe. I Am Nibbling Your Biscuits And Sipping Your Coffee. #evil
~N~Ow there's a selfish fuckin way tO~ g~O ab~Out it, damn. Assuming that ain't anO~ther human style prank. sheesh~
i have some incredibly unpopular opinions that should be shared only with a trusted professional. #vent #dashwatching
D--->Almost 5 am...thought I could gently fall back asleep inside the slims but alas, insomnia had other plans for my night.
〔•෴•〕 < Google "Twinks with stomach bulges." #NSFW #GOOGLE / *yuck, yuck!*
📺 I ha𐌅e g𐌏tten a few c𐌏mments ab𐌏ut my "mask," which is n𐌏t a mask, that is my face. I d𐌏 enj𐌏y augments. H𐌏we𐌅er, I d𐌏 n𐌏t rec𐌏mmend d𐌏ing what I'𐌅e d𐌏ne t𐌏 my b𐌏dy. It is highly ill-ad𐌅ised.
〔•෴•〕 < I know people look at me and go "There's a man with everything. Good looks, bad jokes, at least one tie." but they don't see the other side of me. If they did they would see I sat on wet paint! / *yuck, yuck!*
i'll uh. let you know how the statiC situation 6oes.
📺 A l𐌏t 𐌏f y𐌏u are rather antag𐌏nistic. 𐌅ery interesting, I w𐌏nder if m𐌏st 𐌏f y𐌏u beha𐌅e this way in pers𐌏n. The le𐌅el 𐌏f an𐌏nymity all𐌏ws pe𐌏ple t𐌏 masquerade as s𐌏mething they aren't typically. M𐌏re b𐌏ld, m𐌏re rambuncti𐌏us, m𐌏re judgemental. Wh𐌏 they really want t𐌏 be 𐌅ersus wh𐌏 they actually are. In that regard, my w𐌏rds are 𐌏nly speculati𐌏n.
▲just found out about the human idea of man being a ‘platinum star gay’▼ ▼like jegus fuck just say you hate women it would be less insulting seriously▲ ▼fucking recoiling at the idea of ever touching something other than bulge, even when getting hatched (born i guess for humans) not to mention trans human men…▲ ▼crazy how sometimes the hate comes from in house▲
i cant believve i missed pet pic saturday this wwas the perfect opportunity to share a photo a skyhorsedads demolished corpse after he lost to a hamster lusus in a lusus fight the moral a the story wwigglers is that you dont confiscate eridan amporas copy a imperial drone simulator 3000 ancient troll rome edition wwithout consequences
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D --> I do my best to use my strength to help others D --> I do not think I can rehabilitate my image fully, not considering my past nor my alternates who continue to make the same mistakes D --> But I hope at least to do enough good to at least redeem myself in the eyes of those who matter most
They say my blood colour is quite noble, but personally, I think it would look better on you~. #Gore #Suggestive #OfBattle
this sleep schedule is getting out of hand
[hiemalSpectrolite is now offline!]
D --> Abstaining from the temptation of masturbation and self pleasure has been the most beneficial part of my training D --> I am STRONG D --> Moreso than I ever was when I gave into the temptation of self pleasure D --> Now I fight to release the my se%ual energy and tension as it is a much more efficient way to get your b100d pumping D --> Genetic Material retention is the correct way to function, do not spill if it is not for the Empires collection #nofap #genmatretention
⌬Need to stop staying up so EARLY, it's becoming a problem!! #Tired⌬
i rEmEmBeR SoMe mOtHeRfUcKeR HaD DnI SoBeR GaMzEeS AnD It's wEiRd cAuSe iM SoBeR AnD TrYiN' t bE. lIkE PrOpErLy sObEr aNd sHiT. 'cAuSe i cAn't dO DrUgS FoR ThE ReSt oF My fUcKiN' lIfE. i mEaN I CoUlD AnD I WoUlD LoVe fUrThEr dAmAgE My pAn aNd sHoRtEn mY LiFe bUt i gOt sOmE HoPeS AnD MoThErFuCkIn' DrEaMs aNd sHiT. BlEh. hOnK :o(
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#kenkenart https://file.garden/ZXTQg2HNBXlcqhN2/631%20sin%20t%C3%ADtulo_20260703103631.png
((buuuut on a real note I wish it was hard to find a active homesmut or knkstuck community sometimes that isn't very vanilla in the porn they like, like I want to find the more freakier side of the homestuck community lmao))
it's cool i take almost everythin as a poor impression it's not personal. anyway my troll dad tried to human dad me but it got weird. you should NOT talk to him for your research education or whatever.
oki wont do itagainim not gonnatype tlike dat its so boring and IT PHYISCALLY hurts me
so wwwwhat's the deal wwwwith immmmperial cruiser food eh
I N-E-E-E-E-E-ED TO FUCKING M-EDITAT-E. GOD.
◣_◢ Seriously. If I were TThem and had TTo look back aTT me saying TThaTT shiTT in any amounTT of passed TTime, I'd cull myself TThen and TThere. Publicly. The embarrassmenTT would be so bad TThaTT I simply could noTT keep going. #cw-self-harm I guess.
Fiduciary.
// as far as discord fansessions go, its pretty rare to see one get past entry without it fizzling out
#ipromiseimprobablyokay the vweight of life is a lot and the vweight of feeling my pulse and my heart beating in my chest is straining and exhausting. i much preferred being in a state of death rather than life. it vwas easier. im not looking to die again, im not looking for anything but maybe relief for vwhat feels like constant suffocation.
(°. y𖦹u kn𖦹w wh𖦹's br𖦹𖦹ding t𖦹night .... .°) [A picture of Judiit's hand holding what is presumably a freshly hatched olive grub. It's horns are jagged and resemble tufts of fur. Most of it's face and other features are obscured by short messy hair. It appears to be really fat as for a grub of it's size. ] (°. #grubp𖦹sting .°)
ohhh... maybe im selfish 8888(
...i think...i am too pedestrian...for this site sometimes... ...i am just...a small girl...in a big universe...trying her best...to survive...(.ᐟ)
okay okay okay fuck I am understanding why the general rule for medicullers is do not treat somepuppy you care a8out
D --> Fiddlesticks... #boysnight
⌁O⌁, HE ⌁ASN'T KIDDING, THAT SHIT'S REALLY STILL LEGAL FOR YOU ALL OUT THERE? THAT'S ⌁ILD. YOU SHOULD GET SOMEONE TO FIX THAT ORPHANING SICH YOU GOT GOING ON. SAD. ⌁⌁ SATURN INTERSTELLAR, HERE FOR YOU ⌁HEN YOU GOT NOTHING LEFT ⌁⌁
caught a glimpsse off an empirical sscouter on a fflyover nearbby. hopeffully ththeyre jusst doing routine ssweepss
it’s 4 am i got a shitty headache B/
;The fallen angel becomes a malignant devil: Yet even that enemY of God and man had friends and associates in his desolation; I am alone:; this book fчckin sчcks lol
sometimes_I_get_this_urge_to_tell_some_of_you_that_you're_too_young_to_be_doing_half_the_shit_I_see_ppl_doin_on_here_._ I_feel_so_old_._._._.
...why do people find it so unnerving that the big scary assassin likes a cuddle once in a while #iamacat #incaseweallforgot...
looks like i'm not workin' today. some amateur bastard made a bomb for their kismesis 'n' didn't set the fuse lon6 enou6h t'6et throu6h the wait at the depot. basiCally blew up half the mail 'n' set the rest on fire. so i 6uess i Can keep starin6 at this. yeehaw.
theres nothing new on my askbox but honestly i prefer that to the sexual harassment so i probably just wont post it ever again
(oo Redesigning the caverns is going to be quite an undertaking oo) (oo Though WE can probably swing the jadebloods opinion on it oo) (oo JUSt need to say its for the betterment of the grubs oo) (oo And the mothergrub too, can't forget her role too! oo) (oo Honestly she probably does need a more roomier cavern soon... oo)
S9metimes i'll see a p9st I agree with. 6ut kn9w I can't pu6licly reply 9r rechitt 9r whatever 6ecause 9f the p9sts nature. S9 I just stare in silent agreement.
V⚣te is b⚣th!! Making tw⚣ separate p⚣sts and being #em⚣ti⚣nallyvulnerable Yearning first. I've felt s⚣ excluded gr⚣wing up, I grew t⚣ watch ⚣thers because I c⚣uldn't stand being pitied ⚣r ⚣utcast because ⚣f my wing. Seeing pe⚣ple with their lusus and their families makes me happy but, I wish I had that. I didn't kn⚣w my fathers and I was left t⚣ be raised by s⚣ciety instead ⚣f a l⚣ving family. I wanted s⚣ badly t⚣ fill that h⚣le via finding a harras, and I was taken advantage ⚣f in my desperati⚣n. S⚣ I watch fr⚣m the sidelines scared t⚣ get t⚣⚣ cl⚣se yet yearning t⚣ be cl⚣ser.
Sigh.. My back huurts too muuch for this age.
⧃H FUCK I F⧃RG⧃T THE SUN BURNS AUGHHHHHH MY M⧃UNTAIN PEAK #NSFW
I Received @ Gi@nt Order I Forgot I P7@ced E@r7ier @nd On The One H@nd, New Thing$ To Re@d, On The Other H@nd. @w M@n. I H@ve To Unp@ck @77 Of Thi$ My$e7f Cuz Te7$ Not Hive :-/
dude i fucking hate series where everyones got the same ass cookie cutter sugar sprinkle background same ass ethnicity same ass skintone same ass zipcode same ass nepobaby got a director of the series for an uncle and like for no reason stories written on a race by race basis where you only write what you know and experienced personally its so fucking dull there is so much fucking untapped talent in the world so many incredible people you can tap for lived experiences what are you scared of scared that your pretend brown person wasnt brown in a way that makes sense in your made up world where you make up the rules for how shit works what the fuck are you actually worried about what the fucks got you so scared its got us stuck w bitches who got the hiring practices of a silent and unstressed keep moving need not apply sign
There i§ a twitch in my eye that refu§e§ to §top. Great.
I am too employed to be mad. I am too employed to be mad. I am too employed to be mad.
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tHaT OlD GoAt rEaLlY ToOk a gRuB AnD FuCkEd iT Up hUh. CoUlDa jUsT LeFt mY AsS In tHe cAvErNs. (o:
master forgive me im going to go all out just this once: has a meltdown where i cannot properly express my qualms and wind up feeling worse. im chill now.
▲why did my last try at saying fucking autocorrect to diving▼ ▲I'm not a stupid fucking fish▼
Sequel Post I Am Rather Horny At Times But Like I Would Rather Spend Such An Intimate Time With Someone Who Really Connects With Me You Know I’m Not As One Would Say A Slut No Offence To The Sluts Though Fuck All The People You Want Just Cross Me Off Your Lists If You’re Not Wanting Anything More Out Of Me God I Am Just A Yap Fest #NSFW Topic #Boundaries #Yapping
🜲 sometimes you t⚜ke ⚜ n⚜p ⚜nd w⚜ke up in ⚜ cold swe⚜t. but th⚜t is wh⚜t ⚜ seer must de⚜l with! ⋆.˚𓅆࿐
lol, nah 1 looked and d1d not l1ke what 1 saw
i i think ivve broken i think i think i need help
man…never really considered it 8efore 8ut I keep seeing trolls who take care of gru8s and it’s starting to give me weird lusus-like feelings…
⋆｡˚⋆౨ৎ THE PRINCESS IS NOT ୨ "CULLB୨IT"...!!!!!!!!!!! ₍⑅ᐢ;^;ᐢ₎ ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆
Sorry I’ve bee^ 9o^e! Picked up a^other job a^d my ^ew boss is very strict about palmhusk’s but I also ma^a9ed to s^eak a pic o1 him while o^ break!
SIDEBAR OUTSIDE EARSHOT OF THE JURY! meeting with a client rn & its all i can do not to say that all their problems are their fault & they're just genuinely stupid & they're insufferable to be in the presence of & this case is embarrassing for them on a level they do not underst&. but they're paying me a lot of money so okay let's make this happen.
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⋆｡˚⋆౨ৎ EEEK...! VERY OMINOUS...! ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆
you go through enough ab$olutely horrifying $hit a$ a kid and you kinda lo$e per$pe¢tive on how bad $ome of the $maller inju$ti¢e$ were broken arm v$ broken finger type deal. like. ohhh right i'm $uppo$ed to have none broken bone$ whoop$ie
my en+ire life is probably fic+ional and jvs+ someone's social commen+ary on some+hing, or a way for +hem +o ven+ +heir feelings ov+. and i don'+ know if i can deal wi+h +ha+ anymore.
🜲 #lyricposting there w⚜s ⚜ boy who woke from ⚜ dre⚜m one d⚜y he thought it over, he pl⚜nned out everything he wouldn't rest 'til his w⚜🜲 dre⚜m c⚜me true. ⚜nd there were choices th⚜t he knew must be m⚜de the f⚜llen silenced by ⚜ll the ⚜ccol⚜des so he deleg⚜tes the m⚜ny things to do https://open.spotify.com/tr⚜ck/584j4UPnQqKKIQTvOqs⚜k9?si=3b41f92dcc3b4c⚜5 ⋆.˚𓅆࿐
+hinking of going in+o +he ocean and never coming back ov+.
|}->Ever get a metal splinter the size of a fingernail lodged in your thumb? Not fun. Follow up question, at that point would it be considered a microstabbing?
// Everyone wants my big clown boy to top and fuck them and destroy them, and I'm over here being the biggest fan of small tops and big bottoms. #nsfw https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/0393b0753a5c.jpg
I just bought skins for a character in a game What is wrong with me.
W[][]at a blissful existence it must be, to live on t[][]e top and [][]ave t[][]e luxury to forget. T[][]e security to not NEED to [][]old grudges. For after all w[][]o would dare cross you? Not like us, w[][]o must keep tally for t[][]e sake of survival. Forgetting for lowbloods means treading t[][]e same dangerous waters twice; A mistake we cannot afford to make. Per[][]aps it's for t[][]e best t[][]at [][]ig[][]bloods forget? For I fear t[][]e wrat[][] of t[][]ose t[][]at remember. #poetry I suppose?
Nothing like a 5 AM rooster's call to cuck you out of the rare, deserved prize of a good night's sleep. These balls are so blue you could call me Jake fucking Sully.
THE M⧃UNTAIN HAS F⧃RTY TW⧃ MISSED CALLS FR⧃M HIS B⧃SS
taking showers is genuinely a fucking nightmare. this makes me sound like i reek or something but im just disabled.
V^ This heat is making all empathy leave my fucking b0dy. I feel vi0lent and snappy n0w. =:| ^V
For the record i didnt intend for any of this to become such a huge fucking issue nor did i intend for it to KEEP being a huge fucking issue. In fact id argue that at some points it was a little funny and i was hamming up my hatred for the fucking guy but at this point i cant say im enjoying it much at all anymore and while i appreciate the sentiments i think its best we all drop it. Im handling it privately. I hope you all have a lovely day and take care of yourselves. I mean that.
Well i cant sleep if youd believe it.
≈OK I KNOWWWW QUADSM3ARING IS FROWN3D UPON BUT W3 COULD COM3 UP WIF SUCH CUT3 LITTL3 NAM3S 4 TH3M!!! KISPRIT MOISPRIT AUSPISM3SIS MOIM3SIS AUSPISPRIT MOISPISTIC3 IT COULD B3 SO 3PIC≈
I'm falling asleep standing up I do not know how I will survive another hour and a half of this
maaan the font change has killed my little friends...my little 8uddies... ໒( ̿･ ᴥ ̿･ )ʋ look at him... his expression 8ushes are all wonky...he's suffering he needs to 8e put down... my favourite little guy....how am I supposed to 8e suggestive now
many of you fuck heavy with twinks but in 6-10 sweeps when they go through twink death you won'T be present anymore and that says a lot about you i think
4 s/)me reas/)n this twink discussi/)n reminds me /)f this /)ne time i was talking 2 a dude /)nline and f/)und /)ut he was n/)t infact a c/)/)l sh/)rt dude wh/) likes medieval times but s/)me average height twink wh/) culls pe/)ple. i hate when that happens. happens s/) /)ften i kn/)w. #deepth/)ughts
// "...I'm not a fucking jade...I did not come here to grubsit a bunch of fucking idiots lying on their ass while we have shit to do..."
pain medication isnt working ugh
It's So Interesting As The Troll Who Usually Picks Other Trolls Apart To Be Picked Apart Myself. How Rare It Is To Find Someone With Enough Patience To Do It In The First Place, So Many Skip The Best Parts In Service Of Getting To The " End ", So To Speak. #suggestive #nsfc
HELLO LIITTLE TROLLS IIN MY PALMHUSK TRAGEDY HAS STRUCK AND BY STRUCK II MEAN THAT II WALKED IINTO A DOOR FRAME THAT WAS NOT SUIITABLE TO MY HEIIGHT SO II AM EXCUSED FROM ALL #WORKPOSTIING UNTIIL II FEEL BETTER DUE TO MY EMPLOYER BEIING VERY LENIIENT AND KIIND
#vent sort of, I haven’t had a ton of motivation to post over the last few days and that’s really upsetting me. I hope I’m able to get my medication sorted soon, because not feeling like myself is driving me crazy. I really want to develop my characters and get them active in the community, but writing anything feels like such a chore right now.
I don’t hate being part dog, I love it really! Sometimes tho I come across things that I relate to that aren’t entirely positive… Like this song I was introduced to! “For human grossly under qualified For canine grossly overqualified I don’t blend in at petsmart And that truth remains for the Walmart Cause in either case they say to me ‘What the fuck is lost in aisle 3’ “ Sometimes not everyone is very nice to me. https://open.spotify.com/track/33KU9huHP1Lv1UWWVkuTYd?si=0IBUz567SpG-uLlZj-YpQQ But that’s ok! My friends love me and I love them even more now! - 𐂯
they need to invent 'eating a lot' that doesn't make my tummy hurt
I almost died! The caverns shook not too long ago and a piece of stalactite almost got me! It was scary but I'm safe.
Many of my kinks are just about me wanting desperately to be your favorite. B/
i think i might've downloaded the wrong app. this bird isn't blue
That Old Man Who Followed Me Doesn't Know About My Concept Posts. A Moment Of Silence For Him. I'm Writing Something To Post Later In The Evening. #suggestive #nsfc
,,,i used to star in adult films, till i became a man (in the trans sense) and suddenly the producer lost interest.. #nsfw
everyones gangster until a dave is serious about something
I'VE BEEN MADE AWARE WHAT IT MEANS AND NOW I FEEL RATHER SILLY. ALSO PERHAPS A LITTLE CONCERNED WITH THE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE WHO IMPLIED THAT THE TERM APPLIES TO ME. FLIRTING WITH STRANGERS ON THE INTERNET IS NOT VERY SAFE! REMEMBER THAT.
D --> It's hard being a leather gay. It's hard and nobody understands. #nsfw
also note to self, don’t go speed dating again.
i'll uhhhhhhhhhhh get back to you on that one chief i'm savin all that dirty laundry for fathers day in a couple weeks you know how it is 🤪🤣🫠✌️ anyway i gotta go i got nothin but respect for the caverns thnx for listenin baby
< If it were cutessy or romantic it'd be fine. But mine and her ancesstorss sstory goess far beyond moralss. :>~
(⊱♓︎⊰) don't pity me i'm doing exactly why i want to :)
SSO TIRED >8{ I HAVE NO IDEA HOW SSOMEONE CAN TAKE CARE OF SSO MANY /ITT/E ONESS AND NOT /OSSE THEIR MINDSS >8/
Ɏ hornyposting vs sa-a-adposting ultima-a-ate pity showdown #nsfw Ɏ
okay you guys cannot keep torturing the yaoi fairy I was already coping poorly with the o8scene amount of 8eautiful cronii on this we8site 8ut now there’s a mallek… the yaoi fairy can only handle so many 8eautiful men
I c⚣uld technically fly, I never g⚣t the chance t⚣ because they had t⚣ rem⚣ve my left wing when I was y⚣unger. And they d⚣ have advanced pr⚣sthetics. But n⚣t f⚣r my fraternity, anything I c⚣uld h⚣pe t⚣ get w⚣uld ⚣nly be f⚣r aesthetics. And that feels m⚣re like a m⚣ckery t⚣ me.
╰┈➤ˎˊ˗ ╰┈➤ 𝙸 f.orgot www.hat 𝙸 www.as go.ing to say https:((
I g◯◯◯††Ⱥ hȺvee my §lug ◯u† Ⱥll †he †iime beeeecȺu§e if §◯me◯ne †riiie§ †◯ m◯†herfuckin whiP iii† ◯u† f◯r mee iiii† †end§ †◯ §lȺȺȺP †heem §◯ hȺrd †hey neȺrly fȺin† #n§fwww
SAYS HE KNOWS A BUFF GUY DOESN'T TELL ME I HATE IT HERE
you.think.you.know.how.deep.cruelty.can.go,.but.there.is.always.someone.more.cruel
STATUS UPDATE: I HAVEN'T MOLTED....YET. THE PAINS ARE GETTING EXTREMELY BAD SO I CAN'T IMAGINE IT'LL BE MUCH LONGER. A DAY, MAYBE? TWO? HARD TO SAY WITH THIS BULLSHIT ESPECIALLY SINCE THE LAST TIME THIS HAPPENED I FOUGHT IT OFF FOR WEEKS. DON'T DO THAT BY THE WAY, MY PIECE OF SAGE ADVICE TO YOU, THAT SHIT SUCKED SEVERELY. I THINK I KNOW THE FIRST THING I DO WHEN MY COCOON CRACKS AT LEAST, PROVIDED I ACTUALLY REMEMBER TO DO IT. I'M GOING TO DO A FOOD REVIEW. STAY TUNED, I KNOW YOU ALL LOVE LOVE LOVE THOSE CONSIDERING HOW I USUALLY HAVE A LITANY OF EARTH-C'S NEXT TOP COMEDIANS IN MY COMMENTS SECTION WILING AWAY THEIR PRECIOUS HOURS ALIVE ARGUING WITH A HEMOANON ON THE INTERNET. REAL SMART MOVE, BY THE WAY. YOU GOD DAMN SMOOTH-PANNED SYCOPHANTS. AND YOU *ARE* SYCOPHANTS, BY THE WAY. YOU WOULDN'T ENGAGE WITH ME SO READILY IF IT DIDN'T FEED SOME KIND OF SICK PERVERSION YOU HAVE TO ARGUE WITH A '''CREATOR''' ONLINE. JUST KNOW THAT I SEE THROUGH YOU. WELL THAT'S ABOUT IT, I GUESS. FUCK THE WORLD, MY FINAL MESSAGE. GOODBYE.
Uhh well I d9n't think it fits me. I identify as 9mnisexual. With a preference f9r Men and En6ies. 6ut that part d9esn't matter since I like all genders. Th9ugh I am a 6it lightweight... I think that I w9uld 6e c9nsidered a flyweight? I'm 138 l6s at 5'7. 6ut I d9n't think this term fits me.
D --> Part of that is also knowing that most people reading "Equius" and #nsfw in the same sentence will be immediately primed and ready to find any contents within to be creepy to some degree
THEY ARE TRYING T⧃ SAB⧃TAGE THE M⧃UNTAINS PR⧃FESSI⧃NAL IMAGE WITH FLIRTATI⧃NS
being dead has given me so much confidence XX) it's way easier to make friends when there's no point in killing each other anymore! haha
Everyone wants to solve me being tired. Have you considered I just want someone to hear that I'm not doing well? I can't fix it my sleeping schedule has been ruined for over a decade. Just hear me. I don't want to be fixed.
Sometimes i have trouble figuring out if im bisexual or if im simply gay and have only felt things for a certain friend of mine in the past out of obligation because i really wanted her to be happy. Or maybe thats nothing and im overthinking it haha!
ggoooodd mmoorrnniinngg , uuhhmm, lleettss wwoorrkk hhaarrdd ttooddaa yy , \(;´ᗜ`;)/ <( 皆様、頑張ってください！ -- H. MERGAL, SECRETARY [ABG INC.]
Yeah, I had an ancestor or two. They were my ma and pa, Mr. and Mrs. Angestan. Sweet folk, love em dearly even to this day. Unfortunately, I can't bring em back, even with all the power in the world. And then my grandparents on both sides, they're still kickin at least, I bring em home cooked food every mornin and have coffee with em.
Im a bit nosy sometimes but i think my hesitation to appreciate kindness is warranted on most occasions. Maybe.
THIS IS AN OFFICIAL GOVERNMENT ANNOUNCEMENT: Tummy hort.
※ URGENT NOTICE: Squeak, squeak. I've put on the silly cheesebeast get-up. Squeak, squeak, sir. Call mme aback, sir. SQueak PLEASE.
Hi friends!!! I didn't sleep a wink!!! Which is fine!!! It means mxre friends time!!! :DDD
And Maybe Jades Are Also Some Sort Of Secondary Weakness I Suppose If Thats Even Valid
aNOTHER WIGGLERHOOD DRAWING, i THINK i DID THIS, jUST AFTER SURVIVING THE TRIALS? jUST LOOK AT ME AND MY FRIENDS, wORKING TOGETHER! #tAVROSrEFRACTORYpERIOD HTTPS://CDN.IMGCHEST.COM/F1LES/6D584706FF2B.PNG
i can't think of things to chit i'm sorry
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Hmm.
testimony: if i had to make a complaint about the fundamental nature of our universe + whatever i could honestly probably take my pick. but one thing that would definitely end up on the list is the whole concept of doomed timelines because this shit is stupid as hell
gOREGLE AND PLEASE ACTUALLY, uSE gOREGLE THIS TIME, oPEN INCOGNITO TAB, aO3 CREATOR GOD FANDOM, rPF tAVROS nITRAM vRISKA sERKET FLUFF,
tthheerree iiss , aa lloott, hhaappeeppnniinngg oonn tthhee ttiimmeelliinn ,ee,,, , bbuutt uumm,,,, ii ffoouunndd,, oouutt mmyy ,nneeww ppaallmmhhuusskk hhaass,, aacccceessss ttoo uummmm ccuuttee ffaacc eess, , ( ⸝⸝;´꒳`;⸝⸝) -- H. MERGAL, SECRETARY [ABG INC.]
uugghhmmmm, , iiff yyoouurree wwoorrrriieedd aabboouutt ABG INC.ss eeffffiiccaaccyy aanndd rreelliiaabbiilliitt yy ,, , iimm, nnoott aaccttuuaallllyy iinn cchhaarr ,ggee ooff tthhee, bbaannkkiinngg ssttuuffff,, , uumm, ii jjuusstt hhaannddll ee ,, cclleerriiccaall ssttuuffff iinn tthhee ooffffiicc ee ,aanndd uumm, mmaakkee,, ccooppiieess aanndd ggeett ccooffffeeee ,, ffoorr tthhee hhaarrdd wwoorrkkiinn gg ,ttrroollllss, ,, aabboovv ee mm ee, hhff,, "ABG INC. HAS BEEN RATED ALTERNIA'S MOST TRUSTED BANKING GROUP FOR MORE SWEEPS THAN YOU CAN COUNT ON YOUR FINGERS. ABG INC. WE'RE WATCHING YOUR WALLET." -- H. MERGAL, SECRETARY [ABG INC.]
uummmm , iivvee ttbbeeeenn pprraaccttiiccaacciinn gg mmyy, eemmoojjiiss , bbeeccaauussee mmyy, bboossss ssaayyss tthheeyy aarree ,, ccuuttee, aanndd, tthhiinnkksstthheeyy mm aakkee mmyy ppoossttss, uummmm mmoorree aappppeeaalliinngg ? ddoo wwee lliikkee ( ;´3`;)/ tthhiiss oonnee ? -- H. MERGAL, SECRETARY [ABG INC.]
And now comes the ever anxiety-inducing blight that is: Next-day shipping.
V^ Sleeping did n0t fix the antsy feeling. This sucks. ^V
It was very,, rude of him to do that...... sorry we haven''t been messaging.. Zyanya (the other one) has been unconscious for a few days now.. He keeps trying to force my body to be able to use his cerulean power or whatever.. it''s a lot of stress on the human mind,, I sure as hell had not had that power when I was in my body,, I was simply a commander,, I didn''t need to force people to feel a certain way,, bravery came from compelling words.. Either way,, I found us a village that we have been staying at.. I still don''t understand what they''re saying but they seem friendly enough.. #zylog
D --> It is strange I think some of the godly titles we were bestowed with D --> I would consider myself someone noble and honourable, always up front and honest, and in a fight generally I tended to want to face something head on or strike it down with a noble bow D --> But I sort of got the powers of being really secretive and being able to appear from the nothingness to strike people with cloak and dagger D --> Isn't that ironic
is it fucked up that s0metimes i miss the v0ices in my head? this thing is t00 empty s0metimes.
i feel that familiar longing again, the ssame feeling i felt with eridan that i didn’t know would hurt me in the future. i don’t want to be sso annoyingly attached again… i don’t want to consstantly ache to feel connection again…
I'm n-o-o-t all-o-o-wed t-o-o- talk ab-o-o-ut the puppet guys fr-o-o-m Narut-o-o- with Casper anym-o-o-re because well if y-o-o-u kn-o-o-w y-o-o-u kn-o-o-w, but g-o-o-d Sas-o-o-ri was s-o-o- h-o-o-t. Kankur-o-o- t-o-o--o-o-. Puppet men ruined by -o-o-ne yucky cl-o-o-wn.
V^ Feeling kind 0f antsy. ^V
D--> My standards for normalcy have been...to quote the Archives...#mindbroken...the gates have been shattered and the endless tide of 100d depravity has flowed their debris downstream to use in settling my thinkpan, what once were nerve clusters centered around dignity and respect helpless at the STRENGTH of these intruders. D--> These "fics", these dead "doces" have clogged my acid tract in a way that I'll never recover from. I have felt and forever will feel the burning sensation of the Archive behind my ganderbulbs. It is not called Archive Of Our Own due to some al100sion to it being controlled the artists, it is them, their sticky grasping fronds and writhing claws rising out and ejaculating forth to grasp the nearest curious yet clueless individual before plunging their shell shocked form to join the inner mass and push those members at the e%terior out fin search or fresher, purer meat. D--> Kudos. I will now go pass out once more from water deprivation. And no...it wasn't just sweat this time. #nsfw #violence
i loved him sso much that eventually there wass nothing left of me outsside of him. every thought i had circled back to him ssomehow. every verssion of mysself wass built around whether he looked at me or not. and he knew that. •:/
TOOK PHOTO EALRIER. https://file.garden/adx3jxdfCBC6Cm8E/dad/image-135.png #NSFW
>> ¡ fe11 back aડ1eep w¡th ડome ડemb1ance of hope that ¡ cou1d awaken to an even moderate1y we11-adjuડted env¡ronment Or at 1eaડt not wake up to be¡ng d¡rect1y @'d aga¡n Why wou1d ¡ ever w¡ડh for ડometh¡ng unobta¡nab1e
>+. NORTHERN HEMISPHERE IS A HELLSCAPE. EW .+<
being pailed stuhhpid is severely uhhnderrated... hhhnhhhnggnn like youhh take a troll whhhno is smart, capable, independent... and youhh shhhnove youhhr buhhlge in thhhnem and all of thhhnose “smarts” are gone, thhhne only semblance of intelligence left are thhhne sluhhtty, thhhnouhhghhhntless noises coming from thhhneir lips hhhnggngn or maybe thhhney were never intelligent to begin withhhn buhht love being hhhnggnn youhhr stuhhpid buhhlge sluhht and thhhney dont care whhhno knows it... begging youhh to violate and abuhhse thhhnem more and more, all withhhn a pliant grin... every thhhnruhhst only seems to bring thhhnem down by anothhhner couhhple iq points hhhngnngn save me duhhmbification save me (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`) #nsfw
⌬So this is unrelated to the BOULDER thing, i just remembered i was TOLD to try PAILING at SOME point. although, it's hard to DO that because i LIVE so far from CIVILIZATION!! the DRONES do not even make it this FAR up the MOUNTAIN without being OBLITERATED by the TERRIAN or LUSII!! #BOULDERMENTION #pailingmention #nsfw #violence? #dronemention⌬
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➡️⬇️↘️ HS Surely the other sea dwellers know about the battery dumping issues right?... I don't think the others would take me seriously if I spoke up about it. :|
got my shit rocked. in other words, some guys stopped by my car after work told me we got business to do, not sure what they meant but they started throwing fists... barely made it out alive but jesus, what the fuck. don't even know the guys. made it out in one piece but i don't know what else to do. fuck.
i think above all else i'm scared.
fucking seers. n0thing ever gets past them. #vaguep0sting #directp0sting
god im in such a bad headspace right now im even considering contacting my rose fuck
Havn pan damage iz not nice nee (´；д；｀) Zometimez, i have a hard time formulating bazic zentencez and i end up zcrambling wordz up!! If my poztz are hard to hear, juzt wait until you witnezz me zpeak irl! ( ´-｀)
maybe i did want to be saved
IT is aa haard time, jobhunting aas aa traans person
the pain is unbearable
▼everyone else gets to enjoy their time at the beach while im there fucking grubsitting▲ ▼typical▲
You Are All Acting Like Wrigglers Who Find " Slurs " Funny. It Is Disappointing To See, Especially At The Ages Some Of You Are.
>> Why the fuck ¡ડ everyone ta1k¡ng about ડ1urડ now? Do ¡ need to go back to cupe??
In my past, I'\/\/e leaned hea\/\/ily int0 m'o\/\/\/\/n \/\/iolet grandeur. I \/\/\/\/ould \/\/\/\/rite about h0\/\/\/\/ r0mantic m'duty t'th'Empress \/\/\/\/as. I \/\/\/\/0uld \/\/\/\/rite about h0\/\/\/\/ I yearned t'b'm0re than the role I \/\/\/\/as b0rn t0 perf0rm. Yet. In all 0f my time. I could ne'er truly aband0n bein' an 0rphaner. That is \/\/\/\/hat th' tender 0' st0machs among ye \/\/\/\/ill ne'er understand. They lo0k at a tr0ll \/\/\/\/h0 has taken up a n0bler station, \/\/\/\/ho has stepped bey0nd the slaughter-galleys an' the \/\/\/\/0rk of imperial necessity, an' they assume that the old name must'\/\/e been shed like a bl00died coat. Th'think that th'redempti0n arri\/\/ed \/\/\/\/it' a fresh uniform an' a ne\/\/\/\/ solemn \/\/0\/\/\/\/. Sins sank beneath th' tide. That is nonsense. Th'sea keeps e'erythin'. I became th' Game\/\/\/\/ard. But I ne\/\/er lost m'position as Orphaner truly. I may stand at the edge o' th' great beach an' see th'branchin' fates 0' a th0usand Alternias flicker about like lanternfish in' th'dark. I may learn th'mo\/\/ements 0f d00med grubs, \/\/\/\/ay\/\/\/\/ard empires, false pr0phets, failed heiresses, mutin0us religions, an' entire \/\/\/\/orlds to0 stubb0rn or too sick t0 die pr0per. I may preser\/\/e. I may stay my hand. But, still, I am an 0rphaner. The 0rphaner \/\/\/\/aits belo\/\/\/\/ th'decks 0' m' conscience. He sharpens his h00k. He listens. \/\/\/\/hen an estranged Alternia drifted all too far fr0m sense, an' th' Empress fattened up on stagnation, an' th'let the br00d r0t on their ca\/\/erns. That is \/\/\/\/hen I am called up0n. I am called upon by Her. Gl'bgolyb. She dunnae speak as lesser beasts do. She dunnae bark, nor plead, nor perform language. She ain't a monster. She ain't a pet. She's pressure itself keepin' th'sea nice an' calm. She is the s0ng sang \/\/\/\/hen keelhaulin'. She is the \/\/ast, \/\/\/\/et \/\/\/\/a\/\/es beneath th'empire threatenin' t's\/\/\/\/allo\/\/\/\/ it \/\/\/\/h0le fr0m toe t'tip. \/\/\/\/hen She stirs, the sea quakes in fear. \/\/\/\/hen She dreams, the \/\/\/\/0rld leans c0mfortably int0 its abyss. \/\/\/\/hen she hungers, ci\/\/ilizati0n is just an appetizer fer her. My relationship \/\/\/\/ith Her has ne\/\/er been a simple ser\/\/ice. I care fer Her like y'd care fer a st0rm in a dr0ught. I'\/\/e feared Her like sh'\/\/\/\/as m'0\/\/\/\/n stern Lusus. I'\/\/e 0beyed Her like a b0ttle adrift in tide. \/\/\/\/hen I am th' Game\/\/\/\/ard, I hold back th'end fer beasts \/\/\/\/it' b0th hands. \/\/\/\/hen I am th' 0rphaner, it is \/\/\/\/hen I all0\/\/\/\/ th'end passage. It is a sacrament. Thr0ugh... recent... de\/\/elopments. I ha\/\/e learned 0f Alternias that cannae be sa\/\/ed by c0unsel. I ha\/\/e \/\/\/\/alked their harb0rs in dreams and \/\/\/\/aking sel\/\/es. I ha\/\/e seen fleets cre\/\/\/\/ed by \/\/\/\/igglers. I ha\/\/e seen jade ca\/\/erns c0mpletely silent. I ha\/\/e seen sead\/\/\/\/ellers mistaking their little aquarium as their o\/\/\/\/n Ocean rather than her resting sp0t. In th0se times, I must return t'th' Crosshairs an' set things right if I can, or I must m0\/\/e 0n. This is th'function I \/\/\/\/as gi\/\/en in m'ne\/\/\/\/ life. Sa\/\/e \/\/\/\/hat I can, \/\/\/\/hen I can, from Her. She calls t'me. Asks fer m' allegiance. I pr0\/\/ide it. I al\/\/\/\/ays \/\/\/\/ill. The Orphaner title is a blade kept in salt. It is the mantle I take, n0t t'reli\/\/e th' glee o' m'y0uth, but t' silence 0ld songs. She sings them s0 beautifully. I \/\/\/\/ill not pretend 0'er\/\/\/\/ise. Age has been a cruel tut0r. N0\/\/\/\/, I feed her \/\/\/\/it' a bit 0' grief. Kn0\/\/\/\/in' that all I'm d0in' is delayin'. She \/\/\/\/ill pass in time. She \/\/\/\/ill falter in time. Th' R0yal Lusus is naut fer th' Heiress. Rather, it is th'Lusus of Alternia itself. It is 0ur r0le t'appease her. Yet, as an 0rphaner, I no\/\/\/\/ kn0\/\/\/\/ \/\/\/\/hen it is time t'let her go. I bare \/\/\/\/itness t'th' ole girl's ho\/\/\/\/lin'. Just out 0f range of its radius 0' death. I obser\/\/e from behind r0se-tinted goggles. On a platform just \/\/\/\/atchin'. \/\/\/\/aitin'. She has no Master. I am not just her ser\/\/ant. Sh' is th' truest de\/\/otion th'likes o' m'self can offer. \/\/\/\/hen She calls, I ans\/\/\/\/er. It is that simple.
im sorry
Woe. Despair. Hatred boiling. My vibrator overheated and died. #Nsfw
I've been dre★ming of f★ther more ★nd more. Should it come down to it, it h★s been ★ ple★sure.
no one needed to know about that. what purpose does it serve.
im just going to think about how i love being green instead of all that
I hate this. I hate this. I hate this I hate this I hate this so much. Out of them all, there is one body I want so, so badly and none of my attempts to have it be truly mine ever succeed. I hate this. Why does it never work. #not #suggestive and #not #nsfw. I am struggling in ways I fear to explain.
I regret agreeing to help the Jade bloods with an issue they had.
I'll try to 8e on more tomorrow !! just 8een a little difficult lately goodlight everypuppy !!
Instead of desperately grasping at straws for "content", how about i make you Chittrs do it for me? Let's hold a little AMA, Strider style. Go hog wild. Ask me about my deepest, darkest secrets. I won't answer those but it'd still help get me views. My hands are off the proverbial rulebook. Get freakalicious to the maximum if you so wish. #nsfw
why do I feel Worse tonight than I did last light fuck man
(( Just want everybody to know I haven't forgotten about you, there's just a lot going on and I haven't been able to think straight about good responses. So I've mainly been engaging with very low-energy stuff on here. I hope everyone is doing well and Himero will return shortly for the more in-depth interactions! ))
its a weird pain day i guess fucked up that i get random pains as a sprite i will always be mad about this
first few nnights inn a cuupe ever annd it makes sennse why nnobody wannts to leave them.
I feel a bit off my social game today. I find myself worrying and being awkward more than usual. Gosh.
im struggling to be normal right now but i cant stop thinking about seeing those notifications even thooooough its unhealthy >X3 blegh!
(°. #duties .°)
Ɏ the best/worst pa-a-art of drone sea-a-ason is tha-a-at the highbloods sta-a-art bullying me in new a-a-and exciting wa-a-ays #nsfw Ɏ
I have so much paperwork to get through. God won't let me die.
In honor of #DroneSeason, there are RUMORS going around of individuals committing the ILLEGAL act of hunting drones for sport. While the Gray House would NEVER accept that kind of activity, if anyone HAPPENS to run into any ALREADY DEAD imperial drones, we would be MORE THAN HAPPY to take them off your hands, NO QUESTIONS ASKED, and return to you a MONETARY REWARD for your SERVICE to this planet.
nOt tO MeNtIoN ItS PaIlInG SeAsOn rIgHt nOw,,,, I WaSnT EvEn tHiNkInG AbOuT ThAt uNtIl rEcEnTlY, fUcKkKkKkKk Im sO CoOkEd
yeah i'd do well to remember this more, really...
i wOuld lOve tO attend a masquerade but i think it will be easy tO tell whO i am due tO the fact Of the matter that its hard tO decOrate a wheelchair and hide my hOrns.
i dont eat anymore but if you have tried mushrooms and you repsectfully dont like them thats fine but if youre a little bitch baby about it like wah i dont like mushrooms you need to grow the fuck up and like mushrooms okay
The Brooding Caverns Will Be Closing Early Today Because The Mother Grub Spewed Up A Little Too Much
i miss him. i wish i knew where he went ♥︎ #concupiscentanonymously ♠
⬭ they should invent bones that dont hurt. ⬭
Ɏ i yea-a-arn to be trea-a-ated tenderly a-a-and ma-a-aybe kept in a-a-a ha-a-andba-a-ag like one of those little ba-a-arkbea-a-asts. with trea-a-ats a-a-and such #yea-a-arning Ɏ
hOw many days has it been? has it just been minutes? days mean nOthing in the maw Of fOrever i suppOse. but i believe my time here is limited. at less the time here in which i am fully cOnsciOus. i’m aware Of what is suppOsed tO be dOne but im unsure if i am able tO fulfill it. what dOes it mean tO be a persOn? is it all Of yOur? is it all Of yOur flesh? is it all Of yOur nerves? is it all Of yOur bOnes? is it all Of yOur mind? i quite frankly can’t tell yOu. but i am feeling as if i am nOt myself fully, there’s leeches in time in which i am there and which i am nOt. it is nauseating i am nOt sure hOw lOng i can take it. perhaps im selfish, perhaps im evil but i dOnt think i can handle the burden Of such a venture as i am. perhaps the vOid is actually unknOwable.perhaps i didn’t have it figured Out. perhaps i deserved what i had bargained fOr. #hOrrOr #psychOlOgicalhOrrOr #eldritchmadness
▲yknow, im gonna miss just being able to smoke on someones roof and watch the stars after my ascension▼ ▲all i ever wanted was to keep living the way I already had been▼
that's enou6h, i'm not postin' anymore about it. absolutely one of the most sourin' experienCes this site's had for me. almost enou6h to make me Consider just strai6ht up leavin'. fuCkin' hell.
~Woah-ho! There seems to be a good bit of contention going around tolight! I suppose I’ll come back tomorrow eve! Goodlight and good luck everyone!~
IT WAS A GOOD CHAPTER TOO. JUST GETTING INTO THE ROMANCE OF IT ALL.
READ ALL ABOUT IT — [ So like half of the slum’s power is out. ]
I need to get a mask for especially egregious lusus detritus. -_-
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I sh-o-o-uld have been hatched an -o-o-tter.
Drone Season Is Coming Up And Some Of You Have Neither Quads Nor " Bitches ". Shame. #nsfw
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...6uess it's rainin' toni6ht. i'm awake for real now.
Battur Runman is going on a streak. It's like every ball he hits is a heat-seeking missile. For the trolls he doesn't cull with the blunt force, they're almost certainly unable to play. At this point, the Cull-aborators are out of good pitchers. He's blasted that ball at every fucking one. One even dived out of the way, but it was hopeless to try and avoid. The Cull-aborators coach is arguing with the ref. "No, no. I'm not fucking doing that! Are you crazy? He's going to fucking- to fucking CULL me!" The ref shakes his head. Begrudgingly, the last possible pitcher for the Cull-aborators steps up. It's the coach. Also, the waterboy is now playing third-base. It must be a painful game for Cull-aborators fans to watch.
Z. i a m b e t t e r. #nzfww #gore ( httpz://f2.toyhou.ze/file/f2-toyhou-ze/imagez/119826624_UHPbFlvvjJeMmCmC.png ) .Z
i miss my Online friend, i might bake a cOOkie that lOOks like them after the decay clears
i rest but i can feel my bOnes cOlliding with my flesh and the feeling drives my nerves tO burn intO ash.
rec0vered mem0riez t0day inc1uded: - firzt time at her hive. and at the beach. - a fancy event az her um... tr0phy? - getting my firzt p0rtz imp1anted #g0re #b0dyh0rr0r
When I'm happy I say: Bitches love my sexy shades When I'm sad I say: ...I'm so tired...
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W)(y must life conspire against me... I )(ave a migrain t)(at's so bad I'm going blind 38/
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I just wrote a long ass idea for a JJBA edit and accidentally pressed delete rather than send it. I'm upset to say the least.
The knife twists ★t the thought Th★t I should f★ll short of the m★rk Frightened by the bite, though It's no h★rsher th★n the b★rk #lyrics
◌ Palmhusks are going to be banned in the office gym. ⧂
Fight for dominance Feint, weave, thrust for their weak point The sword finds its mark. #Haiku. I have llearned of chittr enough to tag #Suggestive even though that is NOT what this is about.
V^ Hm. I think I'll take a break fr0m Chittr f0r a h0t minute. Things are getting t0 be a bit much. ^V
i ❤️ LLosing an entire sweep of my LLife to magicaLL possession ^_^
ooh hypnosis is so sexy <- words spoken by peopLLe who have never been possessed or under someone eLLses infLLuence before
Consider it a blessing. Chittr gets… weird otherwise.
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Yeah I'm an awful person. I'm getting better I swear.
the decay wOrsens. i wOnder hOw many days until the cOcOOn is finally stable. i wOnder if my ancestOr knew this wOuld Occur tO i, i wOnder if thats why i twas fOrced tO crawl Out Of the brOOding caves lOng agO the lethargy in the hive has nOt ceased. i pity upOn the thing #gOre #lethargy
HUNGRY.
being tall but having several chrOnic cOnditiOns and jOint pain is hard because i can’t lOOm Over peOple like a shadOw when im in a wheelchair mOst Of the time
I'm normall now. Anyways. I may need to trim my hair. It is nearing my knees.
I was never meant to win. #vaguepost
❀࿐ so many people assume the wworse of others on this site it seems, i havve barely been on this site and yet i havve come to the understanding already that not evvery single person that looks familiar to me is the same here. it is really not that hard and i feel like people should be more considering.
❀࿐ havven't been here for long and i'vve already seen someone wwishing for my death but i guess that is expected.
>[Yeah zzo @grindingArtizztry @mandatoryDrowning @bleakBleater we owe thozze guyzz like 500,000 caegarzz at leazzt zzo uhh fuck?]<
i never know what to do for mother’s day. i’m glad people who are happy to celebrate do. i can’t even do my usual tradition of watching her old ballet videos so i’m kinda just stuck with this being a normal day.
Can't - sleep - ... - odd - pain - I almost forgot - that my horn broke - It doesn't - hurt - hurt - But - Odd - I forgot - it does that > #phantompain
I AM KILLING MY$$$ELF
Ɏ going to disa-a-appea-a-ar into the forest for a-a-a bit don't know when i'll be ba-a-ack Ɏ